vent blog

why does every little thing have to make me explode why do i get so fucking upset over everything i just want it to stop

i don’t care if i’m hurt, as long as you are happy

i can’t tell you how i feel or i’ll feel like a burden to you, i’m so scared of losing you

i don’t know how to deal with my emotions when i’m not distracted by something, i feel overwhelmed

i‘ve never felt more alone and empty..

the anger i keep bottled up inside is consuming me

i did everything for you.. why wasn’t it enough why why why why

every fucking day i get closer to the grave

fuck your friends, they’ll never know what you put me through

i don’t want to feel a single thing ever again

i feel like i’m a horrible person, i destroy everyone i love

i’m not meant for love i’m unlovable i fucking suck

i’m never trusting anyone ever again no matter what i’m not going to be able to trust after you

is it really that easy to replace me? why can’t you see that i’m IN PAIN because of you fuck you you didn’t care at all the whole time

i felt good for the past 2 days.. i know this isn’t gonna last but i’m afraid of it ‘cause i’m used to the pain i feel uncomfortable when i’m not in pain

i feel like she was my twin flame, that kind of relationship that you find only one time in your life and i will never find the same energy in another person

i wonder if she has eaten today, i wish i could hug her and take all her pain away, she’s too nice with everyone she doesn’t deserve any of it