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Saw this on Twitter last night and it’s a big, big mood.

1. “this can’t possibly be happening” 2. “we should’ve learned. but we didn’t.” 3. “aren’t you tired? can we stop this and give our hearts rest?” 4. “we started this together and we should end it together.” 5. “you bring the best out of me but i’m the worst for you.” 6. “what i mean is, i’m going to stop watering a dead flower, expecting it to grow again. it’s over, this is over.” 7. “but you make me feel like home! you are my home.” 8. “you’re the right person, but you arrived at the wrong time.” 9. “why’d you let go like you were the only one holding on?” 10. “i tried to hold on to your hand that never fit mine.” 11. “i just need this one moment. this last one.” 12. “i’m sorry, but my existence is not affected by your absence!” 13. “it does not matter if you love me more! you loving me more does not degrade how much i really love you.” 14. “i’m not ready to lose both a lover and a friend in one night.” 15. “do not blame fate or destiny! we broke apart not because the universe did not want us together, but because of our hesitation, our doubt in each other, in our lack of effort.” 16. “you saw love in effort and material, i saw love in actions and gestures. we both loved each other equally but we didn’t see love the same way.” 17. “you fed me with words, not love!” 18. “i only give second chances to those who are worthy of it.” 19. “i don’t care if you say you’re sorry for a million times. i count actions of change and apology, not words of desperation.” 20. “we both don’t want to do this, i know. but you have to understand that we need this.” 21. “i’m sorry i left your bed cold. but you don’t need someone to replace the warmth i once gave you. you need to realize that it’s okay to be cold once in a while. it will pass.” 22. “from the beginning, i knew we were a maybe, an if. but now, in the end, i realize that loving myself first is a must.” 23. “being with you has been an absolute joy, a ride in the skies of glee. but now i have to find myself, to see what i am and what i can be without you.” 24. “i held your hand because you forgot how to walk. but now you’ve got up and you’re stronger now. you can help yourself. i want to see you learn how to run on your own so i’m letting go.” 25. “i gave my all to you. and unfortunately, it wasn’t enough.” 26. “because that’s all we are now, right? a memory. a faded picture. a failed potential. 27. "i really thought we built our bond in love and understanding. but i realize we didn’t. we built it on proximity and touch. the farther we had gone away from each other, the more we forgot how to love each other.” 28. “why fight for something you know will go nowhere? why fight for someone who can’t fight for you back?” 29. “until now, you’ve got me tensing whenever i smell your perfume. until now, you’ve got my heart aching whenever i hear you favorite song. until now, you’ve got my soul longing for the person you aren’t anymore.” 30. “can’t you just trust in our love without making me prove it every single second?” 31. “i loved the late night talks. i loved your homemade brownies. i loved the unexpected back hugs. but i hated the paranoia. i hated the doubt we felt for each other. i hated the way i felt like nothing when you weren’t with me.” 32. “you know what i realized? i realized there is so much more to the world than this, than you. i realized how much love i could give to the world and how stupid i was for only giving that love to you when you didn’t even deserve it.” 33. “i just can’t wrap my head around the fact that you held my hand with yours while holding hers on the other. i can’t believe you could whisper the same lullabies you sang to me to her ears while i lay in my bed sleepless. i can’t believe while my heart was breaking, you were fixing hers.” 34. “i just want to ask you one question. did you find comfort and peace when you left me? did you finally let your heart rest? did you finally get to love yourself like i loved you?” 35. “we saw it coming. we felt the end creeping behind our backs. but we turned a blind eye to it. we decided to shut our mouths and let it destroy us in one big blow than acknowledging it and coming to terms with it. and here we are.” 36. “i just want you to know that i’ll always lay in my bed awake and think about you and what could have been. i want you to you to know that a piece of me will always be you. i want you to know that i’ll never not love you.” 37. “fuck it. fuck you. i’m sorry i’m not the shade of her, i’m sorry i don’t make your heart leap out of your chest like she did and i’m sorry because although you already have me, you’ve already moved houses and yet home is her and not me.” 38. “just look me in the eye and tell the truth! tell me you’ve had enough! tell me i don’t make you happy anymore! tell me so we can cut the pain short.” 39. “let’s just breathe. let things pass. our feelings are temporary. this wave of anger will pass, okay? give me that one chance, please.” 40. “can you please hold my hand one last time? can you please kiss my forehead one last time? can you please remind me that you once loved me one last time?” 41. “are you sure you want to do this? once you get out of that door, what we once had will perish. i’m afraid i’m not ready for that yet. maybe i never will be.” 42. “this is what i feared the most. this moment right here. the transition between having something and having nothing but regret. and it’s happening right now, right in front of my eyes. o god, help me.” 43. “i can’t do it. and i know deep down you don’t want to do this too. so why even consider it? why shatter all we have when we can keep on pretending we’re okay cause we were.” 44. “just save all your excuses for someone that actually cares and answer my one last question. did you ever consider the fact that while you were with her, i was at home worrying that i had not loved you enough?” 45. “what do you think is more important now, your pride or this relationship?” 46. “i never wanted to hurt you, you know that. but there are just some lessons we can only learn through failure and pain.” 47. “i made you smile and i made you cry. i will forever wonder if she will be able to make you feel the same way i made you feel.” 48. “goodbye doesn’t mean we’ll never meet again. but i doubt that i will ever want to see the face of the person who made my world and yet the one who made it all shatter again.” 49. “i apologize i could never stop thinking about you. i apologize that i kept wondering if you still smell my scent in your bed sheet like how i do with yours on mine. i’m sorry could never stop falling for you although you’re long gone.” 50. “thank you for all the loving words and caring gestures. thank you for what we had. but i’m sorry that we had something and that we dont have it anymore.”

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geralt: bold of you to assume i'm letting you die.

Death had actually tried to take Jaskier away, once. Geralt saw her as another monster to kill, dispatched quickly and thought no more of the encounter. She decided never to return for the bard.

Merman!Jaskier