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part one: here
(don't need to read it to understand this, just if you're curious)
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Salem
I asked what Drifter's name was, and then got so sad I didn't ask anything else.
Broadsword
Yeah. They're good at that.
Broadsword
What did they say?
Salem
They don't remember.
Broadsword
What? How?
Salem
They forgot it after a few hundred years, they said.
Salem
I caught a glimpse of what that was like for them. Lua wept.
Salem
It wasn't even a fraction of all they went through but I could feel it, someone ripping my self away until I was just another doll in the puppet show. Bloody miserable.
Broadsword:
Sorry you had to see that.
Salem
That's what they said too, like it was their fault they've had such a sorry life.
Salem
Ugh. I think I want to give them a hot cocoa and a hug. Do we still have cocoa?
Broadsword:
We do. I'll start some milk on the stove for you.
Broadsword has gone offline.
By the time Eleanor made her way to the kitchen, Arthur had already reconstituted some milk powder in a saucepan, the tin of cocoa sitting ready on the counter. She knew he knew when she arrived - his sense of hearing was better now, but he'd always had a sense for when his sister was around. Eleanor made jokes about twin telepathy when they were young, but he'd made a big fuss about it being nonsense. Amusing, the way life works out sometimes.
You work fast, Eleanor said, leaving her surface level awareness of his thoughts out of the conversation, as usual. He didn't need to know the things she caught without meaning to.
"Figured you would want to catch Drifter before they slipped off to deal with another problem," he said casually, still carefully stirring the pot. Arthur spent a lot of time sitting at the bank of monitors in the security office, and he'd watched Drifter slip in and out of the mall more than Eleanor had realized. "I swear they're finding more things to do than we do."
Knowing Arthur, Eleanor expected that to be a point of distrust. It still felt unreal that Drifter was here to help, but... He couldn't argue with the results.
I hope you're not going to start competing with them, Eleanor said in amusement. That was the last thing they needed right now, Arthur and Drifter keeping score on techrot culls.
Arthur scoffed. "Aoi and Amir have that covered with their pizza night bets. Drifter doesn't know what to do with that, I think. They've just been… focused."
Arthur's primary association with the Drifter was still the moment they met. Eleanor relived it, seeing the devil in the ugly poncho be stabbed through the hand, then look prepared to rip themself free the hard way so they could go on biting ankles, or whatever it was they were going to do. That was the part of their character that stuck for him. The wolf gnawing off its leg to escape the snare. Self-destructive determination. He thought they were going to get themself killed, trying to survive.
"Milk's hot," Arthur said, looking to Eleanor.
Thanks, Arthur.
He wasn't expecting thanks. "No problem. It's at least partially my fault you had that conversation anyway, so…" he shrugged.
In Arthur's eyes, the Drifter was an unnamed mystery, clawing their way out of misery and into trouble with all the tenacity of an exotic big cat released from a snake oil salesman's two-car garage - with similarly terrible repercussions for the native wildlife. Arthur needed to name it, understand it, be sure it wasn't going to be a danger to him and his.
He felt very sad to see a wounded animal like that, but he wasn't putting down the bear gun until it limped away.
I was curious too, Eleanor pointed out, and took out the stack of paper takeout cups from the cabinet. Should I make this a joint apology?
Arthur huffed and shook his head at the pot, which he hadn't looked away from since she walked in. Eleanor didn't need to be a mind-reader to know when her little brother was feeling self-conscious. "Nah. No reason to. But, um. Sorry. To you. For not asking them myself."
I would have eventually anyway, she pointed out. She wrote out three names across the cups. Arthur, Eleanor, Drifter. Shame that there wasn't a better name for the third. I think I like them. Pleasant conversation, when I don't accidentally trigger any strong memories of Duviri.
Duviri. Arthur still didn't know what to make of it. The spirals, the death, the Void. He couldn't wrap his head around it all. "It's hard to believe they're telling the truth about that."
It's the truth. A spoonful of cocoa powder went into each of the cups, and then a packet of sugar. There's so much more they're not telling though, only because there's so much of it. I don't know how they stand it.
He hesitated, concern pouring off of him in waves before he turned to look at Eleanor. "You'll… tell me if there's anything to worry about. Right?"
Are you worried about them? Or about us?
There, that flash of the snarl when they were threatened. How dead-eyed they looked, staring at their coffee on New Year's morning. The answer was yes. "I just need to know they're not a problem."
Not to worry, brother. Your early warning detection system is on the case - assuming I survive the year, mind intact. He flinched, immediately regretting asking. It was a little mean of her, she could admit that, but he could use the reminder that she was more than a tactical advantage sometimes. She moved on before he could apologize, nudging him aside so she could pour the milk into the cups. We don't have peppermint, do we?
He laughed through his nose, still feeling like a tit, but able to soldier on. "If you want to crush up some breath mints, we do."
Eleanor rolled her eyes. She would have laughed, if she could. I'll pass, but you're welcome to it.
She finished mixing up the drinks and slid Arthur's his way. Again, he hadn't expected that bare minimum show of gratitude, but this time he knew he should have. His older sister had always taken care of him.
And if his older sister didn't get away before he started thinking about the good old days, before the tongue-shaving and the mind-reading and the end of the bloody world, she'd start bawling like a baby.
She started heading for the door, a takeout cup in either hand as she started pulling the fronds of her awareness out of the room to scan the mall for Drifter.
I’m watching that documentary “Before Stonewall” about gay history pre-1969, and uncovered something which I think is interesting.
The documentary includes a brief clip of a 1954 televised newscast about the rise of homosexuality. The host of the program interviewed psychologists, a police officer, and one “known homosexual”. The “known homosexual” is 22 years old. He identifies himself as Curtis White, which is a pseudonym; his name is actually Dale Olson.
So I tracked down the newscast. According to what I can find, Dale Olson may have been the first gay man to appear openly on television and defend his sexual orientation. He explains that there’s nothing wrong with him mentally and he’s never been arrested. When asked whether he’d take a cure if it existed, he says no. When asked whether his family knows he’s gay, he says that they didn’t up until tonight, but he guesses they’re going to find out, and he’ll probably be fired from his job as well. So of course the host is like …why are you doing this interview then? and Dale Olson, cool as cucumber pie, says “I think that this way I can be a little useful to someone besides myself.”
1954. 22 years old. Balls of pure titanium.
Despite the pseudonym, Dale’s boss did indeed recognize him from the TV program, and he was promptly fired the next day. He wrote into ONE magazine six months later to reassure readers that he had gotten a new job at a higher salary.
Curious about what became of him, I looked into his life a little further. It turns out that he ultimately became a very successful publicity agent. He promoted the Rocky movies and Superman. Not only that, but get this: Dale represented Rock Hudson, and he was the person who convinced him to disclose that he had AIDS! He wrote the statement Rock read. And as we know, Rock Hudson’s disclosure had a very significant effect on the national conversation about AIDS in the U.S.
It appears that no one has made the connection between Dale Olson the publicity agent instrumental in the AIDS debate and Dale Olson the 22-year-old first openly gay man on TV. So I thought I’d make it. For Pride month, an unsung gay hero.
god the gender customization in paralives is the fucking DREAAAMMMMMM gender being completely separately set from body type n pronouns. no clothes separation. one uniform frame. being able to pick out chest & bottom shape regardless of gender and of body type. height not being affected by gender. voice not being affected by gender. body & facial hair not being affected by gender. absolute fucking peek
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☠️ Death Trigger: 「 🎬 」
Repair electrical objects with low Handiness Skill to risk electrocution
➥ Pack required: Base Game
👻 Ghost Quirks:
✦ Performs Hand Buzzer prank when angry
✦ Possesses electronics to break them
More Death Types [ x ]
💀 Volt
» Volt has the exact energy of someone who says "trust me" right before a felony. « — Mr. Mortis
✦ Genetics
⊱ Hair • 💀 1 + 2 • Eyes
✦ Clothes
⊱ Top • Coat • Pants • Boots
✦ Accessories
⊱ Crown • Necklace • Robot Arm • Piercings • Earrings
⏳ Nova Curious
⊱ Hair • Top • Pants • Necklace • Shoes • Bag • Earrings • Tattoo
✦ Lewis Sancho
⊱Hair • Top + Print • Pants • Shoes • Beanie* • Glasses • Beard
*Base Game
C R E A T O R S
Volt
@sewerwolfx @belaloallure3 @savage-sims
Nova
@frenchiesims-blog @clumsyalienn @qrqr19 @vanitascreation
Lewis
@aharris00britney @thekunstwollen @pralinesims
vampires are so full of shit. "oh the human race is beneath us, you're just livestock to us" I don't think you know what livestock is. do you feed us? care for us? protect us from predators? no. you just slink around dark alleys and ambush people. that's not what a higher being does. that's a bottom feeder. a parasite. karate punches your head off
I decided to join in the Tennocon art showcase last Sunday because I'm insane and thought I could paint something good in less than a week. And wouldn't ya know it, I was right? Here's my eldritch wife!
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I've been in some kind of Warframe frenzy lately because I've started to hit those million-damage red crits sometimes, and I'm like wowie zowie..... I understand now
It'd be funny to get a secondary in Warframe made out of a bit of Hunhow. Here are my weapons: a bit of grandpa, a bit of grandpa, and a bit of grandpa'.
That feel when you're writing something so sad that you end up sobbing because you can feel your character's pain. I'm sorry I had to do that to you but you're a character and I have to tell other people this story so they can feel it too and we can all feel catharsis from your fictional suffering. I'm agnostic but I can't help but wonder if god too cries from the suffering they give their creations
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hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???
i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)