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as most girls do

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i cant give a fuck about staying alive anymore. im trying to hold on until friday just for the sake of work and other stuff and i just genuinely dont want to. i just want to follow thru on the plan. im quite convinced itll work, and then i dont have to deal with anything
yeah its over what can i say
I feel like I'm just pretending to be human everyday
i am so sick of surviving. all i do is fucking try and survive. i dont live, i donβt thrive, any positive emotion i have is gone within hours and always leaves a bigger hole after. im tired of staying because people insist theres something more for me out in this world. if there was, iβd have found it by now.

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Who up feeling unlovable and useless
when you feel like youβre starting to get better and suddenly the impending doom sets in again and you know the cycle is about to repeat
me lately
no one will stay. in the end, you'll always be alone.
The true definition of icky is when people tell me, "Well, if you want to get better, you have to try and put in the work."
As if I haven't spent decades doing exactly that?? As if I haven't already tried everything the self-care and self-love community preaches?? I've gone to therapy, tried different therapists, switched medications, journaled, meditated, practiced mindfulness, done breathwork, gratitude lists, positive affirmations, cold showers, morning routines, evening routines, clean eating, supplements, limiting caffeine, getting sunlight, exercising regularly, walking in nature, cutting off toxic people, setting boundaries, reducing screen time, building hobbies, learning new skills, maintaining work-life balance, sleeping 8 hours, tracking habits, rewarding small progress, volunteering, staying hydrated, reading self-help books, listening to podcasts, doing visualization, dabbling in spirituality/pseudoscience like astrology, tarot, shadow work, law of attraction even when I'm an atheist because I was DESPERATE for a way out.
The audacity to assume I haven't made effort to get better is so fucking insulting. People need to just shut the fuck up.
time is up for me

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i am still so fucking depressed and triggered someone hit me with a bus
suicidal people aren't "great at hiding it" just nobody cares enough to realize that everything you do is a cry for help
they only notice the signs when they have to attend your funeral
coworker touched me at work without my consent and it has sent me into an absolute spiral
Remembering people who forgot about me hurts
I didn't choose any of this. I never wanted this. I'm tired of this.

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i hope in my next life iβm someone good. someone worth it. someone better.
why am I always the one reaching out to people who call themselves my friends first :(