I do lowkey think we need to demand answers about why he specifically adds the caveat "I have never felt less of a man that I did so" here. Like this is not the first time they've slept curled up against each other, it's not the first time they've slept holding hands. WHAT COMFORT were you letting that poor miserable angel take from the warmth and strength of your body that you felt you had to tack that shit on for the audience at home FITZCHIVALRY























