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RED: 2. What aspects of a person—appearance, personality or otherwise—are attractive to your OC?

—mido

it depends on what he’s looking for. i said it before but he’s just a whore so. generally he does prefer the more feminine types and please please some personal hygiene. i’m sorry thats such a low bar but he can be very desperate sometimes. he does like some whimsy, i don’t think he’d usually go for like, loud popular mainstream folks. he is #different after all.

—dawn

she is so very picky. the smallest thing can turn her off, even if it’s just the way someone holds their phone or whatever. she’s very sensitive and notices everything why is nobody doing everything exactly the way she wants. fuck you. anyway. she likes outcasts or freaks. also people that are easily manipulated. it’s hard to say exactly bc i don’t think she’s ever had a normal relationship in her life, vampire or otherwise.

ORANGE: 3. What first impression do strangers get from your OC?

—mido

pre embrace and pre ghouling, that he’s in a bad mood and/or unapproachable. which. good he likes it that way. also tall. mildly interesting but once again unapproachable so.

ghoul mido is very much the same if not for a much shorter temper and/or overall disinterest to anything that doesn’t involve dawn’s wishes. (as first impression, that is. i make ghoul mido sound normal. dont worry hes not.)

vamp mido kinda comes off similarly bad tempered and uninterested mixed together with Big Offputting Vibes the lower his humanity gets. eventually he ends up somewhere in the middle but he’s never gonna master blending in i think. cursed with being weird forever.

—dawn

she can be sooo charming when she wants to be. it takes a lot of energy and willpower so there better be a reward at the end (blood or money or both.) she can really pass as just the quirky goth girl yk. the one from 90s movies. like not somebody you wanna spend a long time with but yeah let’s have some drinks. she can be fun. don’t catch her on her bad days though.

YELLOW: 3. Does your OC lie easily? What scenario(s) would justify lying in your OC’s opinion?

—mido

he’s more the type to actively omit something than lie. which can be considered lying in a way. he’s often not quick enough to come up with something convincing especially when emotions are high. he will lie whenever though, like 90% he will just lie bc it’s none of your business. he’s always been incredibly loyal, so he would go to great lengths if it involves those he’s close to. he will complain but ok let’s go hide the body.

—dawn

she’s convincing. after almost a century it’s like a second nature, nobody’s allowed to know her. it’s mostly to protect herself.

CYAN: 7. How observant is your OC and how much does it affect them? Are they clueless or nearly paranoid?

—mido

he’s very wary of his surroundings and other people. foster care will do that sometimes. he’s generally very detail-oriented and perceptive and noticing too much makes him soso cranky. so you can imagine post embrace he’s very normal about it and has no trouble controlling himself. fledgling mido did not kill a guy for making too much noise. he gets a little better at it.

—dawn

i think at a certain age it just became impossible for her to not assume everyone is out to get her, so she kinda teaches herself to read others in the case of What If. and when What If then how does she fight them or where is the safehouse etc etc. so yeah everything and everyone is suspicious until proven differently. it doesn’t necessarily scare her but she does have to know.

BLUE: 2. Is your OC comfortable letting others see them cry?

similar answer for them both: no. never as a human and never now. crying is weakness crying is vulnerable and nobody is allowed inside. for vampires it feels even more unnatural because either the tears are blood or just nothing comes out so it’s, a dead (lol) giveaway to what you are or insanely unsatisfactory. like damn i cant even properly cry. fuck.

honorable mention that ghoul mido screams and cries a lot but his brain is mush.

BROWN: 2. What animal do your associate with your OC?

—mido

across all verses he’s so tied to cicadas in my head. they symbolize rebirth/transformation or immortality, resilience, they are cryptic animals (get it.) and associated with the start of summer. the latter is not super applicable in this verse but the rest speaks for itself. it’s just been his creature for years and years.

—dawn

snakes. 😔 she has a pet snake. but in history they’ve represented temptation, chaos, danger, duality, rebirth again!!! they’re also like. fairly unpredictable and frequently misunderstood.

BLACK: 3. What is one of your OC’s greatest fears and how much does it affect them?

—mido

lol. failure. proof that life really is meaningless and there’s nothing to change it. his existence as a vampire really uh. did that exact thing. there’s nothing and everybody here is out for themselves and killing each other and he has no choice to keep going and do the same thing. like, maybe there is, but he’s definitely not ready to consider that a possibility, it’s something he can’t grasp. he learns in other verses. sadly idk if he does here.

—dawn

THANK YOU mido time sorry this is late

PRIDE:

1. does your muse believe they are the best at everything, even if that belief is unwarranted?

he likes to act like it but he’s very much not. there’s quite a few areas he fails miserably at. social interactions. self care. monogamy. bless his heart. he’s a pretty good fighter and very quick, especially when he has the chance to prepare a mission accordingly and when his eagle sense develops a bit more. he’s lowkey deeply insecure but it’s not like he’s gonna tell you about that. so. no he doesn’t believe he’s good one bit

2. in what areas might your muse be a little overconfident? are they overconfident in the sense that they don't have the skills to back it up, or in the sense that they do have the skills but they are obnoxious in their confidence?

he has a deep need to prove himself in his work all the time and will do shit he’s severely underqualified for, even when he kinda Knows he will fuck it up. his pride is more important than the consequences i guess. this is also a pretty big part of his arc lol and a Big Mistake he makes at the start of it so. yay

socially though, no he’s not gonna bother. he kinda tries but eventually just. gives up and decides everyone has to deal with his awkward rigid ass. which somehow makes him more tolerable bc he’s not so gd scared anymore if that makes sense

3. does your muse accept responsibility for their actions when they have done something wrong?

answered here <3

4. is your muse comfortable with apologizing to others?

no 🩷 hope that helps 🩷 once again, socially inept perfectionist who’s not gonna apologize and acknowledge his faults, no matter how sorry he is.

5. does your muse feel remorse? if so, how do they express it?

continuing from the prev question, because man he feels so guilty all the time. for shit that’s not even his fault. it makes him more closed off and avoidant than usual it’s very fun and doesn’t make him difficult to be around at all.

6. has your muse every blown off preparing for something because they were confident they could complete the task without preparation? if so, what was the situation?

lol. can i say it. sorry but he’s so irresponsible when he’s horny. you know the usual consequences of that. there’s one child in canon caused by that irresponsibility (hi lily sorry) and i hope for him that’s it. 🩷

7. is your muse prone to bragging? what do they brag about?

nooooo. don’t perceive him. Maybe when he buys new shoes he’ll want to let you know he has good taste. Maybe.

8. does your muse look down on others they perceive as being "not as good" at things as they are?

aj said work bitch (thank you ily)

PRIDE:

1. does your muse believe they are the best at everything, even if that belief is unwarranted?

she always believes she is Right, if that's anything. it's very unlikely she will consider anybody else's opinion. and obviously she is not always right but her pride lies in doing everything alone and not needing help so. man. idk if she ever learns.

2. in what areas might your muse be a little overconfident? are they overconfident in the sense that they don't have the skills to back it up, or in the sense that they do have the skills but they are obnoxious in their confidence?

oh lordy. she did not have the skills to look after a fledgling that’s for sure. sorry mido. she has no real sense of responsibility when it doesn’t involve her own self. for all her years of undead living she can be like a petulant child fr 😔

3. does your muse accept responsibility for their actions when they have done something wrong?

no 🩷 like i said she’s never wrong. you are, actually. and she’s gonna gaslight gatekeep her way through to make sure somebody else gets the blame. bye

4. is your muse comfortable with apologizing to others?

i will be honest and say that she has probably never earnestly apologized for anything. that would involve accepting responsibility and well. she apologizes a lot to get her way though. she can pretend for a little bit.

5. does your muse feel remorse? if so, how do they express it?

oh she does sometimes, for sure. just. briefly. she loves starting shit and she lowkey loves hurting people so sometimes it really does hit like. oh maybe i Am a terrible person. fuck. but she knows she will spiral and lose complete control over herself so she pushes that shit away. it’s not her fault the universe just hates her and she is fighting back, what else is a girl to do 🙄

6. has your muse every blown off preparing for something because they were confident they could complete the task without preparation? if so, what was the situation?

she loves scheming and planning demises but she Will be impulsive and lash out when it’s not going her way and when she’s particularly peeved. which can literally be for no good reason. another vamp can be in her Territory (aka that corner of that nightclub between 2-4 am or whatever) and if she’s already in a bad mood there won’t be premeditated revenge. she will just wanna square up in a dark alley or eat their favorite person. or something. she’s such a brat fr.

7. is your muse prone to bragging? what do they brag about?

nothing too crazy, she believes that she doesn’t have to brag to show how good and pretty she is 🩷 if she had a good night of feeding or even earned good cash with her job she will be a little annoying about it.

8. does your muse look down on others they perceive as being "not as good" at things as they are?

yeah. nobody is as good as her btw. she learned to feign respect for her equals but she doesn’t think anybody is truly equal. it’s her only. not even to mention how she looks down on/treats humans. stupid and squishy. why must they cry. etc

ENVY:

1. does your muse get jealous easily, or does it take a lot for them to feel it?

sometimes yeah. others’ happiness are a trigger, especially vamps. humans are ants to her but girl aren’t we cursed why are you smiling. fuck you

2. what kinds of things does your muse get jealous about?

many things but she is quite materialistic, she’s a little magpie, but overall just loves her offputting collection of trinkets. (fun fact she had a thing for collecting teeth.) so nice jewelry or furniture or literally anything shiny and fancy is like. not fair if anybody else has that. that should be hers. give it. she’s greedy.

3. does your muse compare themselves to others often? if so, how does it affect them?