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Always the outcast who is left alone.

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The source of my anger, the ghosts of my past.

To everyone who walked away when my sadness became too much for them.

After years of convincing me to continue living to save themselves the pain of losing me..

And then they just fuck off out of my life.

Fuck all of you.

At least you understand now why I don't want to exist in my presence

#depressing shit #self half #i want to end it all #suicice #tw self destruction #friendless #lonely life #i dont blame them

i-will-recover-tomorrow

I'm so fucked.

My head is so fucked.

I don't know what to do.

It's almost impressive that only a few days after an OD, I've already convinced people I'm okay so they'll back off and I can try again😂

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trainsandpaperplanes

not me reading suicide notes online to make sure I'm not "doing it wrong"

like it's literally your own suicide and you're worrying about it not meeting expectations???

If everything goes to plan, in 24 hours this pain will be over and I'll be free from the shackles of life.

Please let it go to plan, I don't want to do this anymore.

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i want to end it all #suicice #my end date #i hate me so much #please end my life #tw sui implied #sui thoughts #sui implied #i cant handle it #life is pain #i can’t #i cant do this anymore

The genuine fucking joy I felt when locating an old hidden pack of blades is something I'm struggling to fully comprehend right now..

Relief here I come

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i can’t #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #self destruction

porcelainbunniies

i don't feel well and i'd really like to hurt myself

I'm feeling a 2am danger walk coming on..

Will I be back home in an hour a little more drunk or

Will I be hanging from a tree by sunrise?

Let's fuck around and find out🙃

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #i can’t #self half #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #self destruction #i cant handle it

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I can’t sleep.

So I did some yoga, still can’t sleep.

Decided to have a hot drink, still can’t sleep.

So it’s to slice myself until I’m unconscious.

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i can’t #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #bpd problems #self destruction #insomnio #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate

Nothing is ever as satisfying as the first cut of a new, sharp blade.

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I’m so done with everything.

I just want the pain to end now, please help me end this pain.

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i can’t #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #bpd problems #self destruction

The weight of all of this is dragging me down, filling my feet with lead and my eyes with tears.

Fuck everything about breathing right now.

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i can’t #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #bpd problems #self destruction #quiet bpd #i want to cry

foxlungz

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

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unmedicated-momma

Back to secretly slicing myself in the toilets before anything I do, always keeping my rope with me just in case I plummet.

Fuck this is too much.

#tw self destruction #depressing shit #self half #i can’t #i want to disappear #i want to end it all #suicice #i can’t do this #bpd problems #self destruction

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