Sad soul

Just because I pretended to handle it well doesn't mean that I did.

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

still got love for a few people i’ll never speak to again

crazy how trauma isn't your fault but it's your responsibility to heal

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do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

If you don't understand why somebody is grieving for so long over something, consider yourself fortunate that you do not understand.

why am I always the one to be misunderstood in every goddamn situation that can exist in this planet

i don’t need anyone to pray on my downfall. i am fucking great at ruining my own life actually.

Sometimes I wonder if I even exist when no one is looking. I shift so easily into whatever someone needs me to be, and then I’m alone again, and I don’t recognize what’s left.