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I'm Sparrow, she/her. I post my writing and art here, nearly all of it Dragon Age, currently. Some of it is 18+/NSFW, but I also post a lot of gen stuff. I am obsessed with the Dellamortes. Feel free to tag me in stuff or send me an ask, especially if it's writing-related. I love to yap about my stories!
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Notes of Steel And Stone Fruit
Long ago, Lucanis Dellamorte made his peace with death. Now, he wonders whether he can find a way to make peace with life.
two lives and sometimes three
Ever thought about what it would take for a man to decide to kill his own brother cousin? Ever wondered how Illario ended up working with Zara Renata? Curious about what that relationship was like? Yeah, me too.
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I’m starting to notice a concerning number of people not realising that the evanuris were like. Not actually gods. Like they’re just spirits who put themselves in charge and made shit up about themselves. They weren’t like. Like.
Elgar’nan was not literally created by a union of the sun and the land? Mythal did not come out of the sea created from the tears of the land to comfort Elgar’nan? Elgar’nan and mythal are not the married parents of the other gods?
All in-game romances will typically save the love confession for the end-game, after Rook is rescued from the Regret Prison.
However, there is one exception where a companion can confess their love much earlier. When Harding and elven Rook discusses her feelings on Solas's role in the war with the Titans after watching his memories, she can re-affirm she loves Rook no matter what happened in the past.
Dialogue choice: They should've known.
Rook: The ancient elves should've been more careful. I'd be angry too. Even at me. A little.
Harding: Rook, I'm not angry at you at all. I love you.
Harding: No ancient hurt is strong enough to touch that.
Alternatively:
Dialogue choice: I don't know.
Rook: I don't know what they could've done differently, or if there was any way for them to know.
Rook: As an elf, I wish I could help.
Harding: It's not fair to you. I shouldn't expect you to speak for them. You're not the ancient elves and I'm not the Titans.
Rook: You are a little bit Titan.
Harding: But no matter what happened in Solas's time, we're here together, and I love you.
Harding: No ancient hurt is strong enough to touch that.
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I’m trying SO hard not to choose violence but man the “it’s called a ROLEPLAYING GAME” crowd just REALLY gets my goat sometimes
I cannot stand the idea of prioritizing player choice over story coherence, and the idea that characters will tolerate you being a Total Fucking Asshole and still treat you like a hero when you inevitably reach the end of the story makes me want to eat glass.
BG3 is about the only game I’ve seen ATTEMPT to incorporate consequences for Being A Huge Dick and I’ve seen people complain that it makes the game “feel empty.” The other example I can think of that kind of works is Rogue Trader, and that works because 40k is such a shitty setting to live in that you’re really only given bad options in the first place.
Like surprise RPGs aren’t just sandboxes for you to run around experimenting with social rules and morality. They’re fucking stories! And most of them are Big Hero Simulators where you team up with people and save the world. You can’t really DO that if you’re too busy running around being a racist asshole to everyone in the game! People don’t like working with assholes!! Surprise!!!
Anyway. I never truly WANT to kick the hornet’s nest but this is the hill I will die on as many times as I have to.
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“Watch yourself, Volkarin!” Johanna cackled from the hallway. Her arms full of books, her absurd goggles pushed up into the dizzying array of hair that she had never considered taming for anyone.
Emmrich jumped, jabbing his thumb with a bone threader and sighed in irritation. His oldest friend stood unrepentant in the doorway of his workroom, waiting for his response. Behind her the rush of young humanity hurried to their next classes.
“To what do I owe your kind visit, Jo?” He asked, sucking the blood from his thumb, and straightening from the table where what would one day be a full skeleton lay.
His curious wisp friend rang little bells of irritation and zipped into the ribcage.
“They’re giving you the Tevinter brat,” Johanna said gleefully.
Emmrich frowned, “who?”
“The Irritating little altus whelp. He needs to take a course on spirit binding, and you’re it. Watcher Holickmore won’t touch him with a ten foot pole.”
He wracked his memory and found only irritation at the interruption.
“I don’t recall any news of—“
“If you would speak to a living person once in a while, instead of just dead ones you might learn some relevant gossip ,” Jo sneered.
“Haha. I recall you were reading a book on a completely irrelevant topic last staff meeting…”
“Rumor says he’s been sent here to get him out of the way.” Johanna continued, “his family currently finds him embarrassing.”
“Which family?” Nevarran nobility was bad enough. If he had to deal with Tevinter…
“Peacock, Plagueis, something like that,” Jo pushed off the door and skived off. “I’d wish you good luck but even you’re not that pathetic.”
It's technically Thursday, but I was tagged by @the-sparrohawk and thanks to the Emmcanis discord server I now actually have a WIP to share 😂
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It had taken a week of agonising and three days of the item languishing in his online basket before Lucanis finally swallowed his embarrassment and placed the order. He’d thought the hard part was over; it would arrive in two days, when Lucanis knew he’d be home, and would be delivered in discreet, nondescript packaging.
So it was with a distinct lack of preparation that he opened his door to find his older, endearingly polite — and arguably attractive — neighbour standing on the other side, an apologetic expression on his face and Lucanis' opened package in his hands.
Summary: In the aftermath of Illario's attempt to take First Talon, he is interrogated by Viago and Teia about his allies and motivations.
Read on AO3 or below (755 words.)
Thank you so much to @illarioappreciation and @lustaniasaxon for hosting this week!
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Date: 9:53 Dragon, 7 Drakonis
Present: Viago de Riva, 5th Talon; Andarateia Cantori, 7th Talon; Illario Dellamorte, Master Assassin, House Dellamorte.
Purpose: Interview, requested by the First Talon, Lucanis Dellamorte, to ascertain Venatori contacts, resources, and other entanglements promulgated or possessed by Illario Dellamorte through his involvement with their cult.
Viago (de Riva): State your name.
Illario (Dellamorte): You know my name well enough, already, de Riva.
Andarateia [Teia] (Cantori): Illario. You promised—
Illario: I promised to cooperate, not dance for your amusement.
Viago: If you are needed to dance, you will dance, Dellamorte. State your name, and we can dispense with the formalities.
Illario: Very, well, Talon. Illario Dellamorte, Master Assassin, and the lesser of Caterina Dellamorte's grandsons. Do you need my middle names as well? I have an impressive array of dead relatives catalogued in that list.
Viago: No.
Illario: Your loss.
Viago: I shall have to bear it. Now, to the business at hand. Tell us about your new friends.
Illario: laughter You, of all people, should know I do not have any friends. But I will generously assume you mean the Venatori, in the spirit of cooperation. What do you wish to know?
Teia: Why them, Illario? Why our enemies?
Viago: We will get to why later—
Illario: Why not now? Venatori are easily manipulated. They were arrogant, disorganized, powerful, and incredibly stupid. Venatori are singularly focused on their glorious ambition, and pay little attention to anything else. They're willing to cut deals with anyone they think they can double-cross—"
Viago: With so much in common, I think my confusion about your degree of amity can be excused.
Teia: Vi! Illario, just tell him what he wants to know, or we will all grow old while you two bicker like old women with a grudge about their niece's wedding banquet two decades ago.
Illario: I am being quite cooperative. The Venatori do little work on their own, but a large amount of money can do a lot work for you if you spend it correctly.
Viago: Numbers?
Illario: In Treviso? Not much more than what you saw. They are not welcomed by the Antaam, no matter how much either one takes in power from these so-called old gods.
Teia: They're not working with them?
Illario: No. They are two different knives, only likely to succeed when wielded separately. Useless in the same fist.
Viago: So you have nothing?
Illario: I have less than that. My cousin sits where I once aimed. My allies are scattered, my cousin won't even do me the courtesy of a quick death, and my city still sits under the thumb of an invading army lead by a madman.
…
Illario: Oh, don't give me that look. If you have someone pull the green leather books from the shelf nearest the fireplace in my room, I can give you something to at least keep me breathing the air outside of Velabanchel for the night.
Viago: Are they trapped?
Illario: I am wounded by the accusation. Of course they are.
Teia: Illario.
Illario: Nothing your people should have any trouble with, Teia, I promise. I have Venatori supply lines, contacts, and smugglers they lean on frequently. Schedules, routes, estimated numbers and a couple of their codes.
Teia: Any names?
Illario: For the cultists? Only the lower level lackeys, or those so high up they can't remain hidden, like Zara Renata. There should be more than enough in there to track them, though, or at the least hobble their network.
Viago: You had this information for how long, Dellamorte? How many of our people did you let die while you gathered your insurance?
Illario: It wasn't insurance, it was my plan. The Venatori eliminate the Antaam, the Crows do what we do best and eliminate the Venatori. Treviso is free.
Viago: With you as First Talon.
Illario: As I should have been! I have done everything I was ever asked to do, but somehow this is too far? Too much? It is not enough. It has never been enough.
Viago: That your grandmother and cousin are still both alive to stand in judgment over you should be enough of an answer to that.
…
Viago: Is that all you have, then? All you are? Failed ambition, overwrought hair, and some information about supply lines?
Illario: I am also a very snappy dresser. But if you insist, do ask your questions Viago. Perhaps we will find there is a small bit more to me than my very public failures.
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The collective intake of breath that fell across the room was heavy, all silence and stillness and stunned contemplation of the truth Harding had just casually tossed out during the post-dinner conversation.
Which was - surprising. Harding looked over the room, meeting everyone’s eyes. “Wait. You all didn’t know?”
Taash recovered first, shifting in their seat. “Huh.”
“Lucanis, sure,” Davrin said slowly. “Man’s too uptight to have done much of anything - but Rook?”
“I know quite well the - shall we say, indiscretions - young Watchers indulge in during their off hours. And occasionally during lectures.” Emmrich shook his head. “If Rook managed to make it through her formative years without finding companionships amongst her fellows well…that would be unusual.”
Neve had that look on her face. Her ‘mentally reviewing the clues’ look. “Is your source reliable?”
“Uh-huh,” Harding leaned back in her chair. “The most reliable.”
“I don’t see Lucanis talking about that sort of thing,” Bellara said.
“So - Rook?” Neve asked.
“She’s a really chatty drunk,” Harding confirmed. “And we were on the road with Varric for over a year.”
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It's patiently drizzling, something to which they're either completely oblivious, or entirely unconcerned with. Though he'd imagine that after exerting themselves on every dance floor the street had to offer, the water droplets and accompanying cool wind are a welcome relief.
They arrive at the intersection, and because Davrin is for some strange, unknowable reason, in possession of the phone that had ordered the car service, he's the one who ventures to check the license plate before giving the green light. It has just enough room for all of them—all except him, of course. He passes the phone off to Lace Harding, its rightful owner, as she piles into the car after the other two.
He closes the door behind them and, noting the way Cyri hangs back, opens the front with a barely contained smile. She arches an eyebrow, remaining rooted to her spot on the curb. Rain drips off the edges of the red umbrella that has somehow ended up in her possession.
"I figured I'd be going home with you."
Davrin hesitates. Half a second.
The door is already half way to closed when he asks, "Are you sure that's a good idea?"