Julietta

and this is what his shit looked like back in january of 2020.

So if I encounter any ICE agents in my neighborhood, I will smile and waive and as soon as they make eye contact I will engage in the most aggressively friendly chitchat ever witnessed on my block.

I will ramble on and on about whatever pops into my head. I will ask them about their day, their hobbies, their home life, and their personal backstory until I find a common area of interest, and then I will crank my smalltalk game UP TO ELEVEN.

I will force them to look awkwardly at their wristwatch DOZENS of times without taking the hint. I will ask seemingly simple questions that do not have ANY simple answers. I will pretend to wrap up the conversation with, “Anyway…” and then segue DIRECTLY into another topic.

Because every minute an ICE agent wastes chatting with me is a minute that they’re not targeting my neighbors and disrupting their lives.

aries:

impulsivity

making rash decisions

losing their temper

taurus: 

wasting money/spending excessively

eating unhealthily

laziness

gemini:

becoming easily distracted

losing their train of thought

becoming bored easily

cancer:

emotional outbursts

holding onto unneeded items (usually out of sentimentality)

complaining

leo:

boasting/bragging

stubbornness

being impatient

virgo:

being brutally honest or tactless

perfectionism

being overly judgmental of themselves and others

libra:

indecisiveness

difficulty saying no

telling white lies to avoid rocking the boat

scorpio:

bossiness/being controlling of others

jealousy of their peers

being unnecessarily secretive

sagittarius:

jumping to conclusions

hurting people’s feelings without meaning to

not keeping promises

capricorn: 

overworking themselves (and expecting the same of others)

pessimism

bottling up their emotions

aquarius:

going off on tangents during conversations

reluctance to ask for help

flakiness and cancelling plans

pisces:

daydreaming

making promises they can’t keep

Applicable with Moon signs too

Aries: Helplessness, their autonomy gives the impression of being in control in life when it can be the other way around, more fearful of the humiliation of failing and the 'told you so' than actually failing

Taurus: Desperation, everything is still -but they are convinced it takes a tiny tremor for everything to sink beneath them, afraid of losing their soundness of mind

Gemini: Loneliness, the mind can keep them preoccupied with it's relentless activity, like they wear headphones that reduce everybody's voice beneath the volume of their thoughts and it shuts them out

Cancer: Frustration that can build into resentment due to the sense of being under-appreciated and taken for advantage, they slowly accumulate ammunition to direct back at you in one brutal eruption

Leo: Control, power is not about enforcing authority, but the certainty they know what is happening, they will find out instantly if circumstances change, and they have a position to direct if it does

Virgo: Jealousy and comparison of body image, lifestyle choices, and achievements with others, envy can a friction or unjustified disliking that confuses the other person

Libra: Internalised reactions and anger slowly builds into long-term resentment, a deep and powerful sensation that shows itself covertly and begins scratching away at the relationship over time

Scorpio: A sense of being 'different' and alone that they somewhat indulge in, but Scorpio is made to bond deeply with others, so it can make for a lonely life

Sagittarius: That sense of being unable to stop, pressure to keep running the race after its over, fearing the emotions, reflections, and memories that will come with rest

Capricorn: The armour of autonomy and being unaffected by events can give other people the impression that they don't need support, solace, and comforting during hard times and distress

Aquarius: High intelligence with developing emotional intelligence, they can repeat mistakes - especially in relationships due to the difficulty integrating mind with feelings

Pisces: Powerful and brutal feelings of resentment that swell over a period of time, usually because they continuously lacked the assertion to confront this person with the issue

aries: come on eileen – dexys midnight runners

taurus: jessie’s girl – rick springfield

gemini: my own worst enemy – lit

cancer: bohemian rhapsody – queen

leo: dancing queen – abba

virgo: africa – toto

libra: single ladies – beyonce

scorpio: mr. brightside – the killers

sagittarius: old town road – lil nas x

capricorn: buddy holly – weezer

aquarius: stacy’s mom – fountains of wayne

aries: they need someone to be there for them and protect them as they protect everyone else.

taurus: they need someone to understand why they feel so strongly about the things they do.

gemini: they just need someone to look beyond what everyone else sees.

cancer: they need someone to give them as much admiration as they give everyone else.

leo: they need someone who sees beyond the image they put out, someone who truly cares to ask them the deep questions.

virgo: they need someone to be warm with them when they feel distant. 

libra: they need someone who will help to spark inspiration in them to keep moving forward.

scorpio: they need someone to listen to them when their mind gets too loud.

sagittarius: they need someone who is willing to help them understand their own thoughts.

capricorn: they need someone to understand why they want all of the things they do in life, and won’t hold them back

aquairus: they simply need someone to laugh with, who doesn’t take life so seriously all the time.

Aries - SUNFLOWER. You show outstanding activity, energies and initiative. You are open to changes and new experiences, you can be impulsive and excitable, you are an optimist.

Taurus - VIOLET. You are calm, patient, determined, practical, stubborn and resistant to change. You value the accumulation of material goods and cling to your property. You love everything that is harmonious and beautiful.

Gemini - LAVENDER. You are guided in your life with the mind, pushing your feelings to the background. You are lively, versatile intellectual. You can easily adapt to new situations. You like traveling and changes

Cancer - LILY. You are open, sensitive, sympathetic, polite and very emotional. You have imagination and an active, bright and intuitive mind. In an unpleasant environment or when you fail, you become closed, beautiful and inaccessible. You are obsessively worried about your future

Leo - ORCHID. The marigold is enthusiastic, effusive and creative, generous and extravagant. You are brave, sometimes lazy. You have nobility and pride. You are affectionate, kind and cordial, you love all of humanity. Natural simplicity.

Virgo - HYDRANGEA. You are secretive, modest, practical, fastidious and hardworking, analytical and meticulous, looking for knowledge and understanding. You are a perfectionist, your motto is work and self-improvement. You can easily adapt to new conditions, you are flexible.

Libra - ROSE. You are active, artistic, understanding, consistent, you value beauty and harmony, you are also diplomatic, elegant and sociable. You have a passion for indulging yourself and for luxury. You demonstrate great intelligence and imagination.

Scorpio - TULIP. You are passionate and emotional, subtle and persistent. Besides, you are endowed with great imagination. You have a lot of will power that you can use. You emanate with strong magnetism, fill you with energy and violence of feelings

Sagittarius - DAISY. You are energetic, ambitious and generous. you love freedom and are looking for challenges, you are open to new ideas and discovering the unknown. You are happy, if you can discover new ideas, explore distant places, you are the soul of the party.

Capricorn - CARNATION. You are mysterious, prudent, patient, you are looking for security, you are greedy, disciplined, determined, you can quickly take advantage of occasions. You are looking for praise and acceptance, but you tend to be secretive

Aquarius - PEONY. You are assertive, independent, progressive, analytical, original, resourceful and unforgiving. You are also idealistic and kind. Helping others gives you pleasure, you like to consider all “for” and “against”.

Aries Moon: Your impulsivity. You’ve probably heard it a thousand times before, you’re probably trying to change it already but your impulsive nature often brings you into unnecessary arguments and trouble. You might even see this as a sort of strength, saying what’s on your mind, but you do not recognize how this negatively effects your relationships and the people around you. Being outspoken is fine but this turning into taking out your feelings onto others is not.

Taurus Moon: Your kindness. This might sound backwards but your inherently helpful attitude is your biggest downfall. You constantly offering everyone a helping hand makes you very observant to when you do not get offered the same. You usually try to tough these negative feelings out but do tend to fall victim to them and turn bitter, killing yourself with your own kindness.

Gemini Moon: Your facade. You’re probably sick of hearing about how “fake” you are already but this is not what this is about. Rather, you tend to put on a happy mask and deny yourself your feelings and concentrate on the ones of others. This leads you to self-sabotage and hinder both your emotional growth and your ability to truly connect with others. You’re denying yourself the chance of genuine human connection, but might even feel like you’re not even worth it.

Cancer Moon: Your attachments. You’re unable to let things go, whether it be people, relationships or objects. You latch onto them and try to do everything possible to prevent them from going and even after they do, you dwell in memories. Let your wounds heal and let your grudges go, it is unhealthy for you to live in memories and stay in unfulfilling relationships.

Leo Moon: Your fear of emotions. You’re constantly out there, presenting yourself, putting yourself out there and into the spotlight, but when it comes to actually talking about your emotions you suddenly turn quiet. You don’t have to fear your act fading after you reveal your true emotions. It’s okay to let things out. Nobody will think differently of you. Let others get to know you.

Virgo Moon: Your perfectionism. You are your worst critic, constantly comparing yourself, grading yourself, never enough for yourself. The sound of your parents echoes in your thoughts and does not let you rest and you do not recognize how much you really do, especially for others and how grateful they are for you. Your worth is not measured by your usefulness and the worth of others isn’t as well. Don’t project your inner anxieties onto them.

Libra Moon: Your indecisiveness. You’re constantly questioning who you are, who you want to be, who you want others to be, if you want to be others, if you want others to be with you. You make yourself unable to form an identity and instead base it around others. Don’t simply mirror actions and only let your shadow show in the dark. Grow your own wings.

Scorpio Moon: Your need for control. Don’t you get tired of constantly sabotaging situations and yourself just so you can be in and feel like you’re in control? Even when you know you’re acting irrational, you keep acting out to get the validation you crave. Let go for once. Don’t claw at things or open new wounds just to feel something. Just let yourself fall.

Sagittarius Moon: Your lack of perspective. You pride yourself on knowing a lot, on being open-minded, on being a free spirit but when it comes to it you’re the most close-minded of them all. You’re stuck in your own viewpoint which leads to accidental and not so accidental insensitivity and others thinking you are stuck up. Widen your horizons for real for once. Let others offer their opinion, consider someone elses viewpoint before doing or saying something, follow your own advice.

Capricorn Moon: Your inferiority complex. You don’t like to admit it, but you love one-upping others, you love rising above, you love fulfilling the expectations others and you have set upon you. At the same time, you feel extremely anxious and despair when you cannot do that. Your inherent need to stand at the top, to prove yourself, makes you come off wrong and standoffish and tears your self-esteem to shreds. Remember that you are your own person.

Aquarius Moon: Your egoism. You parade yourself around as a welcoming, friendly, chill person but in reality you are stuck in your own little world and are offended when anyone questions it. You’ve found out the world’s secrets but only apply it to yourself, you hide yourself in your bubble to not face your own faults and instead point the finger at others. Stop only focusing on yourself. Realize and admit your mistakes to let yourself blossom into the wonder you’re destined to be.

Taurus: Dark Mood Worrisome, isolating, self-deprecating at the same time as being self-serving, exaggerate habitual rituals in dangerous routes such as extreme detoxing or spending their savings, possessive and controlling behaviour, lack of validating or acknowledging others exist and lack of engagement in their interests, inflexibility, overly touchy and sensitive behaviour, the sense that everybody ‘owes’ them   “If I didn’t have these resources, this money, these securities, than they wouldn’t contact me, they only want me when they need something

Gemini - Dark Mood Secretive, becomes increasingly and evidently bored and frustrated by people, prickly silence, abrasive and uncaring, disinhibited and lapsing between severe seriousness and unstable silliness, erratic and unpredictable presence, just deciding not to ‘show up’, playing devil’s advocate, conversing inside their own head while appearing as though they are attentively listening, refuses to take responsibility, blames forgetfulness and acts confused

Cancer - Dark Mood Distrustful, emotional rampager, victim player and martyr, incessantly and questions people’s intentions and uses past experiences to justify suspicion withdrawal, needy, rejecting, pulls and pushes people away, volatile explosions of repressed rage, intrusive behaviour and trying to fix everybody’s problems while becoming resentful of being relied upon, unreasoning, unforgiving, makes others feel unwelcome, emotionally wounded and wounding "They are planning to leave anyway, they are tired of me, they have no more energy for me

Leo - Dark Mood Attempting to control and relegate others, pushes loved ones away while clinging harder, elevating theatrics, touchiness and over sensitivity, self-serving and unreasoning, brings down the mood of any surrounding, relentlessly demanding of the person who cannot make them feel instantly better, self-deceptive and judgemental, jealousy based on a fleeting image and false assumptions, entitled and elitist "As soon as I leave everybody is going to laugh at me, they’re probably destroying me when my back is turned

Virgo - Dark Mood An irritate, impossible to please, overtired child having a tantrum because ‘everything is wrong’, uncompromising, waiting for something to go wrong so they can be vindicated and their observation proven right, intrusive problem solving and fretting while resenting the reliance that they are giving people on them, critical and impossible to satisfy, abrasive and anxious, disengaged, controlling, and condescending, self-hatred, moaning and complaint ridden "They don’t see me now, I’ll make sure that they notice me when I’m gone

Libra - Dark Mood Temperamental and volatile, hides distress behind a mask and still expects others to unknowingly tread carefully, jealous, dependant and needy, unassertive and until it builds into resentment, arrested adolescent experiencing a constant identity crisis and indecision, lost in between fantasies imitation or echoing, obsession with relationships and romantic encounters, dependency, hypocritical and guilt-tripping, backstabbing "They’re only spending time with me because they feel sorry for me

Scorpio - Dark Mood Resentful and abrasive, false superiority, wrath, and self-ruin, “people are inherently bad and untrustworthy” silent, angry at the world, unstable, overly suspicious and unwilling to let people prove their worth, controlling and possessive behaviour, hyper sensitivity with reactive blades, emotional coldness and emotional paralysis, self-righteousness, disconnecting privacy, inflexibility and loathing for people in general

Sagittarius - Dark Mood Condescending, controlling, agitated, loud, brutalised and ignorant honesty and refusing to apologise for any hurt out of the faith in their good intentions, accuses the upset responder of twisting their words, demand for a person to prove the impossible to win an argument diminishing and judging opinions and beliefs, self-righteousness, unpredictable temper, disinterested unless personally involved “They use me for my goodness and leave me with my badness

Capricorn - Dark Mood Rejecting, insecure and elitist, consumed labourer or lazy and lethargic, melancholic and paranoid, disregarding of others and unresponsive to other’s attempts to engage attention, emotionally paralysed and abrasive, distrusting, gloomy, self-sabotaging, puts impossible expectations on others, sense that the world is out to ‘sabotage’ them “Turn your back for a moment and you will be replaced” 

Aquarius - Dark Mood Self-righteousness and brutal honesty, emotional defences and paralysis, lack of deep personal engagement, condescending and disregarding of others, unwilling to listen or learn from others, false superiority, self-isolation and complaints of being rejected, keeps emotions compartmentalised so not to be torn apart by empathy - replaces empathy with ice  “They’re not understanding me, why do I even bother opening my mouth they are all waiting to send me away

Pisces - Dark Mood Constant repetition of destructive behaviours, emotional projection, over dependency, overly invested worrying and intrusive behaviour, gossipy and two-faced, says ‘yes’ to your face and ‘no’ behind your back, carries around guilt to justify being a victim, resist healing or self care, longs for self undoing "They think I’m weak and they can walk all over me, that I am not my own person and I don’t have needs like them