#wangxixian

I can’t remember if it’s mdzs or bsd wangxian and soukoku

Regardless one of the characters made like paper stars or smth and put them in like a jar or smth and gave it to the other

They don’t open them but on the inside is all these confections

I think at one point they drop it and so the jar breaks causing one of the stars to become undone or smth

oh we have moved forward in pain

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Summary:

Excerpt: Lan Xichen could spend hours and days meditating and trying to reorient many of his memories around his two new truths: his two sworn brothers believed he'd been in a relationship with his brother, and Jin Guangyao had been betraying him the entire time. It hurt. But he considered this exercise as akin to lancing a wound to encourage healing. Only, some part of himself knew he was only driving in the needle again and again and never allowing himself time to heal at all. He wasn't making himself better, only worse.

This is, ultimately, a story about family. About struggling with depression, grief, the aftermath of betrayal, struggling to accept two conflicting sides to the same story, and - growth, recovery.

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories:M/M, Multi

Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù

Relationships:

Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji/Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Lan Huan | Lan Xichen/Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji/Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Past Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén/Mèng Yáo | Jīn Guāngyáo - Relationship, Past Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén/Niè Míngjué - Relationship, Past Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén/Mèng Yáo | Jīn Guāngyáo/Niè Míngjué - Relationship, Past Niè Huáisāng/Niè Míngjué

Characters:

Lan Huan | Lan Xichen, Lan Zhan | Lan Wangji, Wei Ying | Wei Wuxian, Lan Yuan | Lan Sizhui, Jiang Cheng | Jiang Wanyin, Jin Ling | Jin Rulan, Lan Qiren, Wen Ning | Wen Qionglin

Additional Tags:

Incest Post-Betrayal, Depression, Severe depressive episodes, Bruises, Bite marks, Consensual sexual injuries, Self harm through sex, self harm ideation, Nightmares, Alcohol, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Excessive, Drinking, Canonical Character Death, DeathGrief/MourningScars, Past Child Abuse, More Incest, implied ace jiang cheng, Explicit Sexual Content, Guilt, Canon-verse version of safe-wording out, Canon-verse version of subdropbreaking rules, Arguing, Wwx goes Yiling Patriarch for a moment, Child Abuse, discussion of death and murder, Discussion of wwx’s first time in the burial mounds, Broken Bones, Starvation, eating corpses, Insecurity, Canon-verse version of subdrop again, not-so-accidental child acquisition, chapter 14 comes with its own warnings, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending

Language: English

Stats:

Published: 2020-07-13

Completed: 2020-07-26

Words: 47,911

(0/10 least toxic, 10/10 most toxic)

1. lan wangji / wei wuxian (mdzs) 1/10 : they love each other so much they would never do anything to hurt each other the only reason they’re at a 1 instead of a 0 is because they need to have a discussion about safe and consensual sex

2. mobei-jun / shamg qinghua (svsss) 1/10 : theres a bit of a power imbalance but they’re cute and they love each other its wholesome

3. feng xin / mu qing (tgcf) 3/10 : sure they bicker and project their own insecurities onto each other and they’re both in denial about liking each other but i wouldnt call it toxic they’re just like an old married couple

4. jin zixuan / jiang yanli (mdzs) 3/10 : jzx is an asshole and jyl is too good for him but they do love each other. they’ve had some hiccups in their relationship but i wouldnt necessarily say its unhealthy

5. hua cheng / xie lian (tgcf) 4/10 : they love each other but their relationship is extremely codependent to an unhealthy degree but they would never do anything hurt each other they’re just a little blinded by love

6. shi qingxuan / he xuan (tgcf) 6/10 : so maybe hx killed sqx’s brother right in front of them and lied about his identity and originally befriended them as part of a revenge plot but they love each other okay? now that shi wudu is out of the picture they can be happy

7. luo binghe / shen qingqiu (svsss) 9/10 : extremely toxic, sqq is the DEFINITION of gaslight gatekeep girlboss and lbh has abandonment trauma partially from sqq its actually so unhealthy omg

8. xue yang / xiao xingchen (mdzs) 10/10 : xue yangs obsession with xxc is extremely unhealthy and he’s very dedicated in his mission to cause xxc irreparable psychological damage and murder everyone he holds dear

I felt like recommending some fanfics for my favorite MDZS rareships. Please read the tags for all of these carefully!

Jadecest - The Ritual by @kianspo - To be forged by @foreheadkissesforzewu-jun - your heart is glass by survivorcurse - This Heavy Joy by @tellingetienne - everything by qirongsmom

- In This Broken World We Choose by @kianspo

LingCheng - Incest Burner by MoDaoZuHolyShit (orphan_account) - Shared Loneliness by @feanope

Niecest - Prey by @jaggededges123 - Iridescent by @jaggededges123 - this figging threadfic by @jaggededges123

XiCheng - Song of the Souls by @rx-mercury ZhanZhui - It's All Too Much by ItDidntHappen

XiZhui - Fifteen Lines by @tellingetienne

XianZhui - I Will Make of You (Another Believer) by ItDidntHappen

WangXiZhui - weight, counterweight by shallots - Intimate Knowledge by @iamwestiec - This threadfic I wrote

WangXiXian - Embers by @xantissa - Magnificent by Anonymous - Jades' Lotus by keela_1221

WangXianZhui - Brace Yourself by idfic_palace

Chapters: 1/2 POSTED!

Fandom: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn Characters: Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Lán Huàn | Lán Xīchén Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Gods & Goddesses, CQL/Donghua/Novel Mix, Drama, Humor, Fluff, Cute, meet cute, Marriage Proposal, Flirting, Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī Loves Rabbits, god lan wangji, god lan xichen, Explicit Language, Eventual Smut, Threesome - M/M/M, Polyamory, The Cloud Recesses Rabbits (Módào Zǔshī) Series: Part 17 of My MDZS fics

Summary:

It's said that the god, Hanguang-Jun, is willing to finally take a spouse after centuries of solitude. He has a few requirements though, and the Cultivation world is in an uproar to prove themselves worthy. Wei Wuxian just wants the god to pick someone already!