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Hello there! Iâve read all of you Zayne fics and they are so cute. I was wondering if you could do one before pregnancy where Zayne proposes, to the wedding, and eventually honeymoon. Can you make it romantic and smut towards the honeymoon please. Thank you in advance.âşď¸
Hey, sooooo I did it, but uh it is bigger than I expected it to be (that's what she said) so I separate it into two part, it's one fics on Ao3 but anyway! Hopefully this is what you're thinking of!
Oh and hopefully you don't mind me writing my OC there as wellđŤśđťđĽ° Let me know what you think! And enjoy!
Returning to the town of their first festival, you and Zayne relive old memories with quiet affection, playful competition, and a spark of nostalgia that gently reveals how muchâand how deeplyâthings have changed between you.
And in a quiet garden wrapped in sage green, gold and burgundy, you marry Zayne beneath soft November skiesâwhere love, memory, and mischief all walk hand in hand.
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Pairing: Zayne x MC/Reader
Fluff, proposal, marriage/wedding, fluff, sweet, banter, silly, chaos. Technically still in the canon world!
The moment Zayne suggests this particular town for the festival, you know exactly what heâs doing.
You donât say anything right away. You just give him a long look as the memory clicks into place, your lips tugging into a slow, knowing smirk. âReally?â
Beside you, Zayne doesnât even react. The glow from the hanging lanterns catches in his hazel eyes, casting flickers of soft amber across his otherwise unreadable face. He slips his hands into the pockets of his coat, utterly unbothered. âItâs a festival.â
You let out a small laugh, nudging his elbow lightly with yours. âYouâre taking me back to our first festival. After all these years.â
âHm.â He exhales through his nose, not quite a sigh, not quite a breath of amusement. âAnd?â
You watch him a second longer, the corner of your mouth tugging higher. âYouâre so sentimental.â
He doesnât deny it. Just tilts his head, gaze drifting to the lights aheadâlike heâs already walking through the memory and the present at once.
he layout has changed. New stalls have replaced old ones, the colors are brighter now, and the speakers hum with updated musicâbut the bones are the same. The warm lanterns. The scent of grilled food hanging thick in the air. The laughter and footsteps over cobblestone.
And youâre not complaining. Not one bit. If anything, something warm and heavy settles in your chest. Familiar. Safe. You take a step forward, close enough for your fingers to brush against his. You grab his hand and lead him further into the festival.
âAlright then,â you say softly. âLetâs make some new memories.â
The ring toss stall is tucked in the same corner it always was, wedged between the candied fruit stand and a newer game with blinking lights. It looks smaller than you remember, but that might just be time playing tricks.
You pause in front of it, and nostalgia hits hardâsharper than you expect. Calebâs dramatic groan when he missed every single shot, and the way Rose had snorted before casually landing all her rings in one smooth motion. You hadnât been much better than Caleb back then, your aim clumsy, laugh breathless with how hard youâd been trying to prove yourself.
Zayne had made it look effortless, of course. Toss. Land. Toss. Land. Quietly competent, quietly smug. He hadnât said a word, just raised an eyebrow when youâd glared at him in defeat.
But nowânow youâre a hunter. Youâve trained for years. Your aim might not be Evol-level precise like your sister, but it has to count for something, right?
You step closer to the stall, eyeing the rings lined up on the counter. For a moment, the years fall away.
âWould you like to go first,â Zayne asks from behind, voice calm as ever, âor shall I?â
You scoff as you start rolling up your sleeves, already reaching for the rings. âObviously me.â
Zayne steps back with that easy shrug of his, the kind that says go ahead, impress me, but he doesnât voice it. He never has to.
You take a ring, trying not to overthink it. You expect the toss to be wobbly. Maybe itâll graze the bottle neck and fall off, like old times.
But insteadâsomehowâit lands.
A perfect, clean loop.
You blink. The stall owner pauses mid-motion. Even Zayneâs brows lift the slightest fraction, which on him may as well be open-mouthed shock.
âHuh,â you say, master of words as always.
You toss the next one.
Another hit.
Your mouth parts in disbelief. The final ring spins from your fingersâthis oneâs a little off-center, but it catches the edge of the bottle and bounces just right, sliding down into place with a soft clink.
You stare. All three. Still stunned.
The stall owner lets out a low whistle. âWell, damn.â
You glance sideways at Zayne, whose expression toes the line between unimpressed and quietly impressed. âWas that skill or luck?â
Youâre still processing, your heart thumping with the ridiculous thrill of it. âLetâs call it a miracle.â
The stall owner hands you a prize without askingâone thatâs all too familiar. A stuffed rabbit plush, nearly identical to the one you wonâor rather, that Zayne won for youâall those years ago.
You hold it out to him now, smug. âSomethingâs changed, huh?â you say, wiggling your eyebrows as you press the plush into his hands.
Zayne exhales slowly, giving you the flattest look imaginable as he accepts the rabbit. âBarely.â
But he keeps holding it anyway.
You grin.
Unfortunately, your miracle does not extend to the other games.
What starts with quiet confidence slowly devolves into a comedy of errors. You try the coin tossâyour coin bounces off the rim and somehow ricochets out of the booth entirely. At the shooting gallery, at least you manage a winâbecause really, if you couldnât, you might as well retire your guns on the spot. The rubber duck scoop? A complete disaster. You donât even manage to snag one. The wire scoop breaks in half, leaving you standing there with a soggy paper handle and a wounded sense of pride.
Zayne, naturally, is irritatingly good at everything. You try not to watch as he knocks down every target at the dart booth with surgical precision, winning another small prize with such casual effort that the attendant doesnât even bother to act surprised. He doesnât gloat, doesnât say a wordâbut you can feel the quiet amusement rolling off him.
By the time youâve lost your third round at darts, you throw your hands up with a dramatic groan, dragging a hand down your face. âI think my luck ran away.â
Zayne, who now has the rabbit plush tucked securely under one arm and a small bag of festival snacks in the other, glances at your last pathetic dart still stuck in the outermost edge of the board. âIt seems that way.â
You narrow your eyes at him. âYou enjoy this, donât you?â
He doesnât even blink. âWatching you fail?â His tone is dry as bone. âNot particularly.â
âLiar.â
Zayne doesnât bother to deny it. He just raises a brow and looks away, as if your misfortune is beneath his noticeâthough the faint pull of his lips betrays him.
Sweets are your final stop before the night begins to wind downâyour enthusiasm still bright, even if your aim didnât survive the evening.
You make a beeline for the dessert stalls, immediately drawn to a delicate-looking pastry. The first bite is heavenlyârich, buttery, and softâbut halfway through, the richness starts to weigh heavy on your tongue.
You wrinkle your nose and wordlessly pass it to Zayne.
He accepts it without question, taking a bite like itâs routine.
Then comes a glossy red candy apple. You bite into it and immediately regret it. Too sticky. Too sweet. You stare at the half-bitten thing with betrayal in your eyes.
Zayne, ever wordless, takes it too.
Next is a sweet dumplingâsoft, chewy, coated in syrup. Itâs delicious, really, but two bites in, you're already shaking your head, lips puckered from the sugar.
Zayne sighs faintly, but pops the rest of it into his mouth anyway.
You watch him with growing amusement as he finishes everything you abandon, not once batting an eye. His movements are so precise, so efficient, it almost feels rehearsedâlike heâs been assigned to finish your leftovers with military precision.
âYou know,â you remark, licking sugar from your thumb, âpeople would think I was feeding you on purpose.â
Zayne exhales, reaching for a napkin to wipe his fingers. âI told you to stop getting things you wouldnât finish.â
âI thought Iâd finish them!â you say, indignant. âBesides, youâd just buy them anyway, so really, this is a win-win.â
Zayne gives you a look. Not annoyedâmore like resigned. The kind of look that says, This is exactly who youâve always been.
You grin and reach out, fingers catching the edge of his sleeve. âThanks for saving me from my bad choices.â
He doesnât respond immediately, small grin on his face. For a moment, he just looks at you, his expression unreadable under the soft festival glow. But the lights catch in his eyes, pale gold and endless, and you feel something in your chest settle.
Then, without warning, he exhales and says, âCome on.â
You blink. âHm?â
Zayne nods toward the edge of the street, where the lanterns start to thin out and the crowds grow quieter. âLetâs go.â
âWhere?â
âYouâll see.â
Your curiosity stirs, but you donât push. Heâs already walking, the rabbit plush tucked neatly under his arm, his free hand brushing lightly against yours in a near invitation.
You smile to yourself and follow.
He leads you past the crowds, beyond the music, the booths, the hum of voices. The air cools slightly as the noise fades behind you, the lanterns becoming sparser, their glow soft and golden on the path ahead. Leaves rustle faintly in the trees above, and every now and then a firework crackles in the distance, a soft pop that lingers in the air like a memory.
Eventually, you come to a small clearingâa quiet, open space where the world seems to slow down. Just enough light filters in to catch the shimmer of something ahead.
A stall. Unassuming. Familiar.
Your eyes widen slightly. Festival sparklers.
The kind that lit up your childhood fingers, that fizzed and glowed like they were alive, tiny explosions of joy in your palms.
You glance at Zayne, brows raised. âReally committing to the nostalgia thing, huh?â
He says nothing. Just steps forward, pulls out a few coins, and exchanges them for a pack. You watch as he carefully separates two, his fingers steady and deliberate, then turns back to you.
âHere,â he says, offering you one.
You take it, your smile tugging higher. âSo, whatâs the plan? Slow burn romance or straight to the grand gesture?â
Zayne lights his first, the golden spark catching instantly, crackling to life in the dim. The shimmer reflects in his eyes, glowing soft against the sharp lines of his face.
âI thought you donât like slow burn,â he says.
You huff a laugh, lighting yours next. The tip flares up, buzzing warmly in your hand. âI donât. Unless itâs you.â
For a moment, neither of you speaks. The world narrows to the space between you, the quiet flicker of the sparklers in your hands. Light dances across Zayneâs face, softening the usual cool precision of his expression. He looks youngerânot in age, but in the way memory softens the sharp lines of time.
You stand close, the kind of silence between you that says everything.
And for a few precious seconds, the past and present overlapâand everything is warm.
Then, his free handâcool, steadyâwraps gently around yours.
You blink, the touch soft but unmissable. It lingers, not seeking attention, not demanding anything. Just⌠there. Like it belongs.
You glance up at him. âOh?â
Zayne doesnât answer. Not right away. His grip isnât tight. Just deliberate. Grounding.
Thereâs a pauseâquiet enough for the sparklerâs soft crackle to fill the air. Its fading fizz mirrors your breath: slow, caught, waiting.
Then, finallyâ
âYou were right,â he murmurs. His voice is low, caught somewhere between the sparks and shadow.
Your brows furrow. âAbout what?â
His thumb drags lightly across the side of your hand. Not absentmindedâno, itâs too careful for that. Like heâs memorizing the shape of your skin.
âSomethingâs changed,â he says.
The words are simple. But the way he says themâwith that quiet finality of someone whoâs circled the answer too many times before finally landing on itâmakes something warm stir in your chest.
Your sparkler fizzles down to a glowing nub, the light shrinking until it fades completely. Zayneâs does the same a breath later, leaving the air faintly smoky, the world a little dimmer.
But he doesnât let go.
Instead, he turns toward you fully, expression soft in the gentle glimmer of distant fireworks. The light touches his face in wavesâshadows slipping across the sharp lines of his jaw, the slope of his cheek, the delicate strain around his eyes.
âThings change,â he says. âWeâve changed. But what I feel for you?â He lifts your joined hands slightly. âIt hasnât faded.â
His voice dips lower. âItâs only grown.â
You almost laughâalmost. The kind of sound that would deflect, tease, ease the weight of what heâs saying. But when you look at him, you canât. Because his eyes⌠theyâre steady. Open. And it hits you that heâs not just saying this.
Heâs letting you see it.
You try to speak, but nothing makes it past the knot in your throat. Zayneâs thumb brushes along the back of your hand with a gentleness that shouldnât make your eyes stingâbut it does.
âI used to think,â he says, slower now, âthat the only way to keep you safe was to stay away.â
The words settle over you like a shadow.
You know exactly what day heâs thinking about. You feel the shape of it, even now. The hurt. The distance. The way he looked at you like he was made of glass, terrified youâd shatter if he touched you again.
He doesnât look away. âThat day⌠when I hurt you. I wanted to be better. Stronger. I thought if I trained hard enough, I could control itâmy power, myselfâand make sure it never happened again.â
His voice falters, just slightly, but he catches it.
âI was wrong.â
You blink, startled.
âI didnât need to control my power. I needed to understand what anchored it.â His gaze sharpens a fraction. âWhat anchored me.â
He steps inâjust enough to erase the last bit of space between you.
âIt was always you.â
Something catches in your chest. Not pain. Not exactly. Just something rawâsomething that feels like healing and ache, tangled together.
Zayne lifts your hand to his chest, holding it there gentlyâover the soft beat of his heart. Itâs steady beneath your palm, unhurried.
âThis,â he murmurs, âhas always been yours.â
Your breath stutters. You barely realize youâve leaned into him slightly, until the warmth of his body eases the tremble in your fingers.
His eyes lower, like heâs searching for something inward. When they lift again, you see itâthat quiet glint of resolve shining through.
âYou always said Iâd figure it out,â he says. His mouth tips into the smallest of smilesâfaint, sure.
âAnd you meant it. Even when I didnât believe in myself, you still did.â
He shiftsâbarely a movementâbut then you feel it. The way his grip changes. The slight bend of his arm.
And then, before you can register the motion, heâs on one knee.
Your breath catches.
He doesnât make a show of it. Doesnât look around. Doesnât speak yet.
He just reaches inside his coat, pulling out a small boxâdark, simple, worn at the corners. Like itâs been carried with care for a long time.
Your pulse stutters as he opens it.
The ring shine under the scattered lightâsolitaire-cut, clear as morning frost. The band curls like leaves in winter, intricate without being loud. Elegant. Intentional.
But you barely see it.
Because his eyes are still on you.
âYouâre here,â Zayne says quietly, âand Iâm here too.â
A pause. The kind that feels full.
âAnd I want to spend the rest of my life with you.â
The words are calm. No fanfare. No trembling.
But your entire body trembles anyway.
You stare. Not because you donât know what to sayâbut because your heart is too loud, too full, too fast.
Zayne watches you carefully. As always. As if heâs still giving you a way out.
"You always have something to say," he murmurs. "But right now, youâre just staring."
A breath leaves you in a shaky, ungraceful rush.
You grip his hand tighter, as if anchoring yourself. Your other hand flies up to cover your mouth, as if thatâll stop the way your chest is shaking.
He waits.
You swallow hard. Try again.
âIââ
Your voice folds on itself. So you nod. Fast. Almost desperate.
Zayneâs mouth twitches again. Not quite a smile. But something close.
âIâll take that as a yes.â
A noise slips out of you. Awkward. Choked. Half-sob, half-laugh.
Then finally, breathlesslyââYes.â
Zayne rises, slow and deliberate. He takes your hand again, sliding the ring onto your finger with gentle precision. Itâs cool against your skin. It fits like it was always meant to be there.
As soon as itâs doneâ
You launch yourself into his arms.
He catches you easily, the force of your embrace rocking him a step back. His arms wind around you without hesitationâone across your back, the other curling under your shoulders.
You press yourself into him like heâs the only thing keeping you grounded.
âYouâre crying,â he says softly.
âYouâYou made me cry!â You sniff, words muffled against his chest.
A beat. Then, drylyâ âYou were the one who stayed.â
You laugh, the sound cracking down the middle. âI canât believe you still remember all of that.â
Zayne holds you tighter. His breath shifts near your temple.
âI never forgot.â
And behind you, a firework blooms across the skyâbrief, bright, beautiful. Like the past and the future, lighting up all at once.
The next evening, you and Zayne are at Rose and Calebâs place for dinnerâone of those rare months when Caleb is actually home. The foodâs good, the wine even better, and you? Youâve been casually flaunting your ring every chance you get, wrist angled just so when you reach for your glass, the light catching the gemstone like itâs part of the performance.
Rose catches on first, narrowing her eyes with suspicion as she tracks the movement of your hand. âAlright,â she says, setting down her fork. âLet me see it properly.â
You grin, already extending your hand toward her. She takes it delicately, tilting it under the light with an appraising look before her lips twitch upward.
âBeautiful,â she murmurs. âCongratulations.â
âCongrats,â Caleb adds from across the table, raising his glass toward you both before flashing Zayne a look full of good-natured disbelief. âDidnât think you had it in you to pull off a grand gesture.â
âOh, it was perfect,â you say, sitting up straighter, your excitement bubbling over. âPicture thisâlanterns, sparklers, a quiet moment away from the festival, and then heââ
Zayne lets out a quiet sigh, setting his glass down with a soft clink. âYou werenât this talkative when it actually happened.â
You turn toward him, scandalized. âShush.â
Caleb perks up, eyes wide. âWaitâwere you quiet? You?â
Rose raises a brow, amused. âNo way.â
Zayne remains calm, completely unfazed as he takes another sip. âShe just stared at me.â
âI was emotional,â you say, half-defensive, half-laughing.
Calebâs already shaking his head. âThe chatterbox was silent? I canât believe I missed that.â
You roll your eyes. âLike youâre one to talk. Rose was the one who proposed to you.â
âAnd?â Caleb shrugs without shame. âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âNothing,â you say, waving your hand airily, âexcept your eyes were so puffy the next day, you looked like youâd lost a fight.â
âOkay, alright,â Caleb cuts in, pointing his fork at you. âThatâs enough out of you.â Then he flicks his hand toward a napkin, sending it flying toward your faceâonly for Zayne to catch it midair and set it down like nothing happened.
You glare at Caleb. âUsing your Evol, bro? Really?â Your own Evol flickers in your handâuseless for offense but itching to respond anyway.
âWhat youâre above using your Evol now?â
âYou know damn well thatâs not how my Evol work!â You turn toward Zayne, your hand just land on his shoulder but he already shakes his head, âNo.â
So you turn toward your sister and she lift her eyebrows toward you, âAre you suggesting Iâd cut my own husband?â
âYour husband just attacked your little sister with a napkin!â
âHe try, your fiance stop it.â She say smirking. And Caleb beside her just wiggling his eyebrows.
You groan. âSis, please control your husband.â
Rose sighs, swirling her wine glass like sheâs been through this routine a hundred times. âIâve been trying for years. Remember?â
Without missing a beat, Caleb throws an arm around her, grinning like the smug menace he is. âI donât hear you complaining.â
âShe really doesnât,â you say, narrowing your eyes.
He fires back without hesitation. âYouâre worse than me.â
You scoff and turn toward Zayne. âHey, at least Zayne can control me perfectly fine.â
Zayne exhales slowly, pinching the bridge of his nose like heâs trying not to smile. âBoth of you, stop.â
Rose leans forward, eyes glinting. âOh no, please, donât. Go ahead, sis, what else?â
Caleb grins, clearly egging it on. âYeah, tell us more. This is great.â
Now itâs you against both of them, and Zayneâyour supposed partner in all thisâis sitting beside you, rubbing his temple like heâs quietly weighing every decision heâs ever made that led him to this exact moment.
Zayne stands beneath the floral arch, the scent of fresh blooms faint in the crisp November air. The breeze is light but steady, rustling the edges of his tailored deep charcoal suitâcut in clean, deliberate lines that sharpen his frame. The gold cufflinks at his wrists catch the soft afternoon light, and his burgundy tie shifts subtly when he breathes, the color rich and warm against his white shirt.
Heâs been calm all morning. Steady. Focused in that familiar, meticulous wayâadjusting place cards that donât need fixing, double-checking timelines, confirming details already confirmed twice over. But now, with the music changing and the quiet settling deep around him, thereâs something else unfurling in his chest. A low, quiet pull. Not nerves. Just something undeniableâsomething that belongs only to this moment.
Beside him, Greyson leans in, voice low and dry. âStill time to fake a medical emergency.â
Zayne doesnât so much as glance at him. âIf you want to explain to her why she got dressed for nothing, be my guest.â
Greyson huffs, a sound that passes for approval, and eases back into place, hands folded neatly in front of him. The silence returnsânot heavy, but full. Tense with anticipation, charged with something quiet and electric. Zayneâs gaze remains locked on the end of the aisle.
And thenâ
The garden doors open.
For a second, thereâs nothing but light.
Then comes the soft sweep of ivoryâfabric gliding over the stone path, lace tracing down her arms like frost. Gold flickers beneath the layered skirt with every stepâsubtle, like sunlight breaking through water. The cape veil follows, its floral embroidery catching the breeze in soft, fluttering waves.
Sheâs radiantâbut it isnât the dress that steals his breath.
Your grip tightens on Roseâs arm without even realizing it. Caleb is on your other side, straight-backed and composed, but his eyes flick toward Rose with a whisper of concern when he hears her sniff. Sheâs already tearing up.
âOh no,â you murmur.
Rose lets out a watery laugh and immediately passes you the bouquet, fumbling for the tissue Calebâpredictablyâproduces from his pocket with practiced ease.
âWhy is she the one crying?â you ask under your breath, amused but touched.
Caleb pats her back gently. âSheâs been trying to marry you off for years.â
You roll your eyes, but the warmth in your chest is undeniableâthick and glowing and everywhere at once.
Then the music shifts again, and you take a breath.
Everything stills.
One step forward, and the rest of the world falls away.
Zayne stands at the end of the aisle like a fixed pointâeverything else blurs around him. The burgundy at his collar, the glint of his cufflinks, the way the light brushes the line of his jaw. He looks composed, still, but thereâs something in his eyesâsome quiet knowingâthat tells you this isnât waiting anymore.
This is it.
Each step draws you closer. The distance between you narrows, and his figure sharpens through the haze. His focus never falters, locked entirely on you. You donât think heâs blinked since the doors opened.
The soft trail of your cape veil sways behind you, catching the breeze like the petals in the surrounding hedges. Everything feels like itâs moving in rhythm with your steps, with your breath, with the quiet tremble of something too big to hold.
And then youâre there.
Breathless.
Still.
The garden hushes again as Zayne lifts his hand, and you place yours in his. His touch is cool, steadying. His fingers curl around yours with gentle precision. He doesnât smile, not fullyâbut the corner of his mouth lifts just enough.
You squeeze back, leaning in the smallest bit. âYou didnât cry,â you whisper.
Zayne mirrors the gesture, his voice soft. âYou didnât either.â
From behind you, Rose lets out another sniffle.
And a second laterâfar more reluctantâCaleb.
âStill not us,â he mutters, clearing his throat like it might undo the emotion already creeping in.
But none of that matters.
Because all you can do is look at Zayne.
And in this moment, with nothing between youâno nerves, no spaceâthis beginning already feels like everything.
Perfect, simply because itâs him.
He takes your hands, cool and steady in yours, and though his voice is quiet, every word carries.
âI thought I understood what it meant to protect someoneâŚâ Zayneâs gaze holds yours, unwavering. âBut it wasnât until you that I realized protection isnât only shielding. Itâs choosingâevery day, in every way. Itâs staying close, even when nothing makes sense.â
He pauses, not from nerves, but with purpose. A breath drawn like he wants every word to land gently, precisely.
âYouâve always had this way of turning silence into something warm. I never had to say much around you⌠because you already knew. But today, I want you to hear this.â
His thumbs brush over your knucklesâgrounding, intentional.
âYou are the one I want to come home to. The one Iâll reach forâthrough chaos, through quiet, through everything. And I promise⌠even when I donât say it out loud, I will love you in all the ways I know how.â
Another small breath, and then, with the faintest tilt of his headâ
âAnd I canât wait to spend every special and ordinary day with you.â
Your hands tighten around his, knuckles blanching just a little, and it takes a heartbeat before you can speak past the swell in your chest.
âI didnât grow up thinking Iâd be someone who gets this kind of love,â you begin softly, voice a touch unsteady. âBut somehow, it found me. You found me.â
You glance up at him, warmth welling behind your ribs.
âAnd it didnât feel like lightning or a fairytale. It felt⌠steady. Like I was already home.â
Zayneâs expression doesnât shift muchâbut you feel the way his grip answers yours. Present. Solid. Yours.
âYouâre the calm in my chaos. The one who never asks me to change, but still makes me want to be better. And every time I look at you, I still can't believe I get to be the one beside you.â
You let out a breath that almost turns into a laugh.
âI promise to keep choosing youâeven when Iâm tired, even when Iâm being impossible. I promise to fight with you, not against you. To grow with you. To be the hand you can always reach for.â
You squeeze his fingers, just enough for him to feel it.
âAnd I promise not to tamper with the things youâve so carefully set up⌠too often.â
A few soft chuckles rise from the guests, but your focus stays on him.
âThank you for being my safe place,â you finish, voice lower now, threaded with emotion. âI canât wait to keep walking through life with youâone step at a time.â
The moment your last words settle in the air, something unspoken draws you forward. Zayne leans in without a word, the breath between you shorteningâlips just shy of meetingâ
A pointed cough slices through the tension.
Both of you still.
The officiant lifts an eyebrow with polite amusement. âWeâll get to that soon enough.â
A wave of laughter ripples through the crowd, warm and affectionate. Zayne doesnât smile, but you feel his soft exhale, the subtle shift in his shoulders. His fingers slide along yours as he straightens, the warmth of his touch lingering.
âThe rings, please.â
Rose and Caleb step forwardâyour sister blotting at her eyes again as she carefully hands you Zayneâs ring. Caleb offers yours with a flourish so dramatic it earns a few quiet laughs, including a soft snort from Rose.
The bands are simple, elegantâetched with a fine snowflake design at the center. It had felt a little clichĂŠ at the time, but both of you had known instantly: they were right. A small gemstone catches the light in yours, subtle but luminousâjust like the moment itself.
Zayne goes first. His hands are steady, deliberate as he slides the ring onto your finger. Thereâs no hesitation. Just quiet, practiced certaintyâthe same certainty heâs always had with you.
When itâs your turn, your fingers tremble slightly. You brush against his as you guide the band onto his hand, and he flexes just a little under your touchâgrounding himself in you with that one, silent motion.
And thenâ
âYou may now kiss.â
You donât wait. Your hands find his face, thumbs along his jaw, and you pull him in without care for grace or timing. Itâs messy and impulsive and yours. The cheers start early, but they fade behind the thrum in your chest.
Zayne exhales into the kiss, hands finding your waist as he draws you close. The rush softens almost immediately, settling into something deeper. Something still.
He kisses you like a vow. A quiet promise that doesnât need to be spoken.
Applause rings around you, scattered and joyful, but neither of you moveânot yet. Not until it settles. Not until the shape of this moment becomes something youâll carry.
And when you finally ease back, just enough to breathe, to see him clearlyâZayne is exactly where heâs always been.
Right here. With you.
Your heart is pounding, breath catching, but everything in you feels settled. Whole.
The applause fades into the soft buzz of celebration as the evening air cools around you. Lights twinkle through the trees, casting golden reflections over the hushed gardenâbut you barely register them. Your fingers are still laced with Zayneâs as someone gently nudges you both toward the center.
You donât need prompting. Youâd go anywhere with him.
The music beginsâsoft, unobtrusive, just the right amount of warmth in its rhythm. Thereâs no fanfare, no dramatic cue. Just a simple melody and the feel of his palm finding the small of your back.
You settle against him easily, like youâve done this a hundred times. Like your body was made to remember him.
He doesnât speak, but you feel everything in the way his thumb brushes your side, in the slow, deep exhale when your forehead finds his shoulder. You sway together, barely moving, like the whole world has narrowed to this single point of contact.
At one point, he murmurs your nameâjust your nameâand when you tilt your head to look up at him, thereâs a softness in his eyes that tugs something deep in your chest.
You donât try to fill the momentâyou donât need to. His gaze, the hush between you, the unspoken laughter when you almost step on his foot⌠it all becomes the rhythm you move to.
His hand lifts, trailing along your arm like heâs memorizing you all over again, and when your eyes meet again, itâs with a kind of quiet disbelief.
This is real. This is you. This is him. This is home.
And as the music carries on, slow and weightless, you thinkâIf every version of forever begins like this⌠Iâll say yes every time.
Glasses clink gently as the music fades, guests returning to their seats still smiling from your first dance. Caleb rises with a flourishâpredictably dramatic in his tailored burgundy suit, perfectly matching Roseâs dressâtapping a spoon against his glass until the room quiets.
âWell,â he starts, letting the silence linger just long enough to build anticipation, âI was told to keep this short. Which, as most of you know, is the cruelest request you can make of me. But as the best man and the best bro, I'll oblige.â
Laughter ripples through the tables. He flashes a grin at Zayne.
âIâve known this womanââ he gestures to you, ââsince we were kids sneaking cookies and stealing blankets in the middle of the night. And if Iâm being honest, I never thought anyone would be able to keep up with her. I mean, sheâs stubborn, chaotic, far too smart for her own good... and way too good at convincing people to go along with her.â
He raises his glass toward Zayne now, tone softening.
âBut then this guy showed up. Quiet. Polite. Cold, even. At first, we thought she might break him. Or that heâd vanish like a ghost in a week.â
Another laugh, even from Zayne.
âBut somehow, instead of disappearing... he stayed. And then, somehow, he matched her. Not by being louder, but by listening, being there. Not by chasing her chaos, but by letting her be exactly who she is. And in return, she does something Iâve never seen her do for anyone elseâshe softens.â
He pauses. âYou ground each other. And thatâs something rare. So from someone whoâs been there since before the first chapterâcongrats on finding your favorite person.â
He raises his glass higher.
âTo love that balances. To a partnership that endures. To Zayne and our one and only hellraiser.â
The room erupts in cheers and clinks. Caleb sits back down with a satisfied smirk, already reaching for Roseâs hand.
Rose stands beside Caleb now, her champagne flute half-filled and catching the light. Her expression is softer than usualâless teasing, more thoughtful. She glances toward you with that familiar flicker of something unspoken, something only the two of you would understand. A quiet breath leaves her lips before she lifts the mic.
âThere was a time I thought my sister and I would always be alone.â
The opening makes a few people shift in their seats, but you donât flinch. Neither does Caleb. Because you know she doesnât mean it dramaticallyâjust honestly.
Rose smiles faintly. âNot in the sad, tragic way. Just⌠us, in our own little world. It always felt like we had to carry everything on our own. Even when we were surrounded by people, we only really leaned on each other. We didnât trust easy. Not because we didnât want toâjust because⌠we couldnât.â
She pauses. You feel the weight in her words, like the space between them is made of things left unsaid. But her gaze doesnât waver.
âAnd then we met people who broke through all that. Caleb, who somehow managed to be both loud and safe at the same time.â That earns a small laugh from the roomâand a grin from Caleb that she pointedly ignores.
âAnd Grandma Josephine⌠who gave us a home. Even when she didnât have to. Even when she had every reason to turn away. She didnât.â
Your voice wavers, just slightly, but you donât look away.
Instead, your gaze lifts toward the skyâsoft and pale above the garden, the clouds stretched thin like brushstrokes. The kind of sky she wouldâve called âgood for drying laundryâ with a smirk and a sip of tea.
Thereâs no dramatic pause, no gust of wind or shining beam of sunlight. Just a quiet weight in your chest. Just the ache of missing herâand the peace of knowing she wouldâve been here if she could.
You glance down again, catching sight of Zayneâs parents in the front row. His motherâs eyes are glossy, her fingers folded tight in her lap. His father clears his throat quietly, looking straight ahead with a softened expression.
They donât need to say anything. You can feel itâtheir grief folded in with yours. The kind of silent understanding that only comes from having loved the same person deeply.
âAnd then thereâs Zayne,â Rose continues, her voice gentling even more. âThe quiet boy who lived next door. Who we used to see reading on the porch and thought, âheâs either going to save lives or accidentally end up in a sci-fi novel.ââ
Laughter ripples again, light and fond.
She looks at him now. âYou were always a little strange, in the best way. But you never looked at my sister like she was too much. Not even once. You never needed her to shrink herself to be loved.â
You blink. The sting behind your eyes catches you off guard.
âShe doesnât talk about it much, but I know that the way you look at her makes her feel safe. Like itâs okay to exist fully. Loudly. Softly. However she is.â
Roseâs gaze returns to you now, warmer than before, quieter. âYou found someone who sees youânot just for who you are, but for who youâve fought to become. And I couldnât be prouder.â
She raises her glass, her voice low but steady.
âTo the girl who held my hand through the darkest nightsâand to the man who never lets her forget sheâs more than what the past tried to make her.â
A pause, just long enough for your throat to tighten.
âMay your future be even softer than your beginning.â
You barely manage to lift your glass in time, the world already blurred at the edges with warmth and tears. The applause comes a second later, muffled under the beating of your heart.
Rose doesnât look at you again right away. But as she sets the mic down, her fingers brush yours in passingâjust once. Just enough.
Zayneâs mother rises slowly, hands folded neatly in front of her. She doesnât draw attention with her voiceâitâs soft, almost soothingâbut somehow the entire room goes quiet for her.
âI wasnât planning on speaking tonight,â she begins gently, âbut watching you both today⌠itâs hard not to say something.â
You smile, already misty-eyed. Sheâs not flashy like Caleb, or teasing like Rose. Her tone is simple, sincereâlike a memory whispered between friends.
âI used to see you all together,â she continues, eyes flicking briefly to where Rose sits, and then to you. âBack when the world felt just a little too big for all of you. Youâd show up at our door, sometimes muddy, sometimes loud, sometimes⌠carrying Josephineâs latest project in a jar.â
A quiet laugh bubbles around the room. You flutter your lashes, trying to blink it away, heart catching.
âAnd every time,â she says, her smile fond, âJo would insist that Zayne come with you. Even if he was already reading. Even if he said no. Sheâd just wave him off and tell him, âYouâll thank me later.ââ
She pauses, looking over at her son. Zayneâs expression is unreadable to most, but you see itâthe tiny shift in his eyes. Heâs listening.
âShe always said you brought warmth into the house,â she says to you now, voice softening. âAnd I see it still. You steady him. And he steadies you.â
You exhale through a trembling breath, trying to keep your expression together.
She leans in slightly, tone almost conspiratorial. âIâll tell you something else, just between us.â A few soft chuckles. âThere are moments when you move your hands while you talk⌠or when you tilt your head like youâre about to say something clever⌠and I swear, for a second, itâs like seeing Josephine again.â
Thatâs it. Your eyes blur. You blink hard, but she gives you a kind smile as if to say itâs okay.
âShe wouldâve been proud of both of you,â she finishes simply. âOf what youâve built together. Of the way you love.â
Then she quietly raises her glass. âTo love that keeps growing. And to Joâfor introducing them properly, even if she pretended it was just another afternoon.â
Everyone echoes her toast, gentle and warm.
You lift your glass, hands trembling just enough to feel it.
You donât even try to blink the tears away now.
As the clinking of glasses settles and Zayneâs mother takes her seat again, your fingers slip beneath your eye, swiping quicklyâjust a beat too fast to catch the tears before they smear your makeup. But Zayne beats you to it, reaching over with the edge of a neatly folded napkin, ever precise, ever composed. He dabs the corner of your eye with a gentleness that makes it worse somehow.
You lean closer, pretending youâre adjusting your hair just to whisper under your breath, âThis was supposed to be roast central. Whereâs the part where Caleb tells everyone about you falling off the slide because you tried to read while climbing it?â
Zayne murmurs back, quiet and dry, âI believe heâs saving that for the afterparty. When more alcohol is involved.â
You sniff, still blinking, and give him a mock glare. âTheyâre all supposed to be embarrassing us, not making me cry in public. This was not the emotional breakdown portion of the evening.â
âYouâre doing well,â he says simply, brushing a final tear from your cheek with his thumb, like itâs nothing. âDramatic. But well.â
You roll your eyes and nudge his knee with yours under the table. âI hate them a little bit. All this sentimentality. Theyâll never let me live it down.â
Zayne doesnât say anything for a moment. Just glances sideways at you, then leans in so only you can hear him.
âShe was right, you know,â he says, so quietly it settles into your chest like a secret. âYou do bring warmth.â
And just like that, you're almost crying again.
âStop that,â you whisper fiercely, blinking fast. âWeâre past the vows. This is supposed to be safe territory.â
Zayne leans in, quietly amused as he dabs beneath your eye with his thumb.
âYou cried through all of Rose and Calebâs wedding,â he murmurs. âAnd you thought ours would be safer?â
You sniff. âThen you shouldâve warned me, you menace.â
Your swat doesnât even landâZayne catches your hand mid-swing and kisses your knuckles like a peace offering, and doesnât even try to look sorry.
The next toast beginsâbut for a brief moment, itâs just the two of you in your own little corner of the world, warm and brimming.
Youâre both standing in front of the cake, cameras pointed, guests gathered. The knife rests in Zayneâs hand like itâs a surgical instrument, his posture too perfect for something thatâs supposed to be messy fun.
He glances at you. âWeâre doing this properly, yes?â
You raise a brow, already reaching for a second fork like a weapon. âDefine properly.â
Zayneâs hand hovers over the cake, hesitating like itâs a rare specimen under dissection. You? You stab right in, unbothered, scooping up a generous chunk with your fork before heâs even made the first cut.
A murmur of laughter ripples through the crowd.
Zayne sighs softly, adjusting his grip on the knife like heâs resigning himself to the inevitable. âYouâre incorrigible.â
âYou married this,â you shoot back, grinning like the chaos had always been part of the plan.
Then comes the feeding part.
You offer him a bite with a suspicious glint in your eyes.
He narrows his. âDonât.â
âDonât what?â you say innocently. âFeed you? Celebrate our eternal union with frosting and devotion?â
He leans in, reluctantly opening his mouthâand of course, you smudge a bit of frosting on his nose right after.
Zayne closes his eyes, slow and resigned, and you hear Caleb holler from the crowd, âSheâs already winning the marriage.â
Zayne wipes his nose with one hand, deadpan as ever. âThis is why I had napkins prepared in my pocket.â
You cackle, and he just raises the fork and gently, perfectly, feeds you a clean bite of cake like he hasnât been publicly humiliated.
You chew. âThatâs not how you win.â
âI wasnât trying to,â he says smoothly. âI just wanted cake,â he says, as if that shouldâve protected him from frosting warfare.
The chairs are pulled to the center of the floor for the shoe game. You and Zayne sit back-to-back, each holding one of your own shoes and one of his. Caleb stands nearby as the self-appointed game host, grinning like heâs waited his whole life for this moment.
âAlright, first question,â Caleb announces. âWho said âI love youâ first?â
Without hesitation, you both raise your shoes.
Laughter erupts, and Zayne says behind you, calmly, âIt was a statistically safe environment to do so.â
âWhat does that even mean?!â Rose laughs from the front row, hands clamped over her mouth.
Youâre already calling over your shoulder, âYou ambushed me the next day in a lab and said it back like it was a diagnosis!â
âAnd you still cried,â Zayne replies simply. You donât even need to see him to catch the teasing in his tone.
Next question.
âWhoâs the better cook?â
You raise his shoe. Zayne raises yours.
You twist around sharply. âWhat? No. Youâve literally saved us from food poisoning.â
Zayne tilts his head. âYour baking is better.â
You blink. âIâm pretty sure thatâs just your 'unhealthy obsession with sweet' talking.â
âYou share some with others as well.â
You groan. âBarely. You eat all of them before they even leave the kitchen. So itâs not really a balanced review.â
A few more questions fly byâ
Whoâs more stubborn? (You both point at yourself.)
Who spends more time getting ready? (Zayne raises your shoe instantlyâno hesitation, even though you donât actually take that long.)
Whoâs more likely to survive a zombie apocalypse? (Zayne raises his shoe. You raise his too, with a dramatic shrug.)
Then come the mock interviews. Calebâs now holding a mic like a late-night host.
âOkay, now for the hard-hitting journalism. Tell meâwhat was your first impression of your spouse?â
Zayne answers without pause. âDisruptive.â
You gasp, scandalized. âExcuse you!â
âI saw her jumping through our fences.â
Caleb nods solemnly. âAh I remember that.â
You fold your arms. âAnd my first impression of Zayne? Distant. Terrifying. Pretty.â
âPretty?â Tara echoes from her seat, already giggling.
Zayne turns to you, calm as ever. âYou said that out loud.â
You smirk. âI was honest from the start.â
Caleb paces toward the long table of guests, still holding the mic. âAlright, round two! Audience edition. Everyone, reach under your chairs.â
Thereâs a rustle of fabric and surprised laughter as people discover little red and green cards tucked underneathâred for you, green for Zayne.
âHereâs how it works,â Caleb explains. âWeâre gonna throw out a scenario. You hold up the card of who you think is most likely to do it. Letâs see if you all really know this couple.â
First question. âWhoâs more likely to sweet-talk their way out of a parking ticket?â
The sea of cards risesâmostly red.
Zayne raises your red card too.
You raise both.
A wave of amusement rolls through the crowd.
âPredictable bias,â Zayne says lightly. âHow is this even a question?â
You nudge him. âItâs not my fault Iâm adorable.â
Next question. âWhoâs more likely to accidentally start a fight in a group chat?â
Cards go upâthis time, an even split.
Zayne raises your card.
You look around at the divided room and sigh dramatically. âI said the outfit looked like a curtain. I didnât tag her. That was an accident!â
Tara shouts from across the room, âYou sent it to the wrong chat!â
âWhich is not illegal,â you defend.
âIt should be,â Lara mutters, shaking her head beside Tara.
Next one. âWhoâs more likely to survive in the wild?â
Every card turns green. Every. Single. One.
Caleb raises an eyebrow. âWow. No faith in the bride?â
You glance at Zayne. âTo be fair, I did scream the last time we saw a raccoon.â
Zayne nods solemnly. âShe dropped her sandwich.â
âAnd ran,â Caleb adds, snorting.
âAnd I stand by that choice! Did you see the claws? Far away Iâm good. Up close with no gun? NOPE.â
More questions follow, getting sillier as the night goes onâ
âWho would adopt ten cats if left unsupervised?â (You.)
âWho keeps weird snacks in their coat?â (Zayne. You can always find different sweets in his pockets.)
âWho pretends not to know how to do laundry to get out of it?â (Zayne raises your card. You throw a napkin at him.)
âWhoâs more likely to completely forget where they parked?â
You raise your red card confidently.
Zayne raises both.
A murmur of agreement ripples through the guests.
Caleb gestures toward him. âMan speaks the truth.â
You scoff. âOkay, first of all, I found the car last time.â
Zayne hums. âAfter circling the block three times.â
âI was scanning.â
âYou were praying.â
Laughter fills the air, and the game continues until it finally winds down with one last question:
âWhoâs more likely to be the last one to say âI love youâ before falling asleep?â
Thereâs a pause. Then, as if rehearsed, you both raise each otherâs colorâZayne holds up red, and you hold up green.
You glance at him, a slow smile forming. âHuh.â
His thumb taps the edge of the card, unreadable for a beat before he says, âI suppose weâre both persistent.â
Your heart stumbles.
Caleb claps his hands together, breaking the moment. âAnd there you have it, folks! Stubborn, competitive, and disgustingly in love. A perfect match.â
The crowd laughs and cheers, and you shake your head, setting your cards down before reaching for Zayneâs hand beside the table, giving it a squeeze. His fingers curl around yours, cool yet you feel warm and steady.
The music has softened, the bass no longer pounding but humming low beneath a lazy melody. Most of the guests have drifted offâsome hugging you tight before they go, others sneaking out with quiet waves, their arms full of party favors and shoes dangling from their hands. The firepit flickers low in the corner of the garden, surrounded by the last few stragglers nursing drinks and finishing their cake.
Rose is on her third round of teary goodbyes, half drunk herself, sniffling into Laraâs shoulder as Caleb dramatically fans her with a napkin and Tara is shaking her head. Greysonâs somehow managed to corner yet another guest into a conversation about interstellar gut flora, and your in law is still dancing together like they doesnât realize the reception ended thirty minutes ago. Which is very cute.
But you barely notice any of it.
Because Zayneâs hand is in yours. And he hasnât let go since the dance.
Your heels are long gone, your dress a little wrinkled from hugs and spinning and sneaking bites of cake behind each otherâs backs. The veilâs tucked into your arm now, the pins long abandoned somewhere on the sweetheart table. You donât even remember when the string lights above started glowing softerâbut they do, casting a gold haze over Zayneâs face as he watches you.
You lean into him with a quiet sigh, forehead brushing his collarbone. âDo we need to make a last lap before they drag us back in for another round of games?â
Zayne shakes his head lightly, the edge of a smile playing on his lips. âTheyâve been sufficiently entertained.â
âMhm,â you murmur. âWe should slip away before Rose decides she wants a speech remix.â
âSheâs already cried through two. I donât think sheâs legally allowed to make more at this point.â
You huff a laugh, tilting your head back just enough to catch his gaze. âDid we actually pull it off?â
His thumb brushes gently over your cheekbone, still a little damp from earlier tears. âYou tell me.â
A soft laugh escapes you, and you nod. âYeah. We did.â
He kisses your temple, slow and quiet, then threads his fingers between yours again. âOur bags are already packed.â
âMhm. I made sure of it,â you say, already imagining the escapeâbare feet on cool tile, collapsing into soft sheets, the realness of being married sinking in somewhere between jet lag and messy kisses. âWe should go before someone notices we havenât been kidnapped for another round of photos.â
Zayne glances back once, eyes scanning the soft sprawl of people still lingering in the haze of fairy lights. Then he looks down at you, like youâre the only thing in the room that matters.
âReady, wife?â
You beam. âLead the way, husband.â
And with that, fingers laced, shoes forgotten, you slip quietly awayâjust the two of you under the stars.
Hey :D if you read until this then congrats, you just read 10k words in one sitting ahahaha but joke aside, hopefully everyone enjoy this and if you're the one request this, hope it reach your expectation! This is so cute to write aaaaaaaaa
The Honeymoon fic is over this way!
Part 1 (Smut) and Part 2 (Fluff)
And here's the Festival mention for their proposal! on Ao3! and the proposal reference!
I was editing to add the rest of the series part but it was too long ahahaha so here's just the whole list: Parenthood AU Masterlist â¨
does it ever wreck you that TK's vows originally had this part "I see your gracious, giving heart, I see it every day. and I vow to spend my life caring for it as if it were my very own."
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SUMMARY
It was supposed to be a simple comment, a passing question asked in jest about whether Ilya had any regrets around their wedding.
But when it turns out that he does, Shane and his husband vow to right their past wrongs and re-do their wedding ceremony, but this time with a better guest list, their own vows included, and perhaps a couple dozen chairs.
One of the few times I think Goliath puts MUCH TOO MUCH faith in the power of love. Omg. "Stay with me and keep trusting me and you can't go wrong" which totally ignores the ways he never fully addressed her concerns and fears and discontents along the way. If he had really worked with her and listened to her and shown her he would trust her wisdom too, she probably would have been less likely to go behind your back sir.
But what I can't get over her is his need to touch her as much as possible, trying to recapture for a moment that love he once add. Heartbreaking!!