Hey, I hope you’re doing well, or at least have a better day today/tomorrow, you’re an amazing person <3
Thank you for this sweet message, I so appreciate it right now. I’m not doing great, but I’m okay. A lot has happened to me over the past decade, especially the past couple years. I’ve endured various forms of abuse and mistreatment on all fronts, in addition to medical issues and family issues, and I internalize so much of what I’m feeling because I’m expected to do it…
Whenever I get to a particularly low point the one area of my life I have been able to control, this blog/my social media presence/my fandom presence, becomes the target for my negative emotions. If I see anything triggering I just want to go scorched earth and forget it all. But I know the ramifications of that would be difficult for my mental health, so I have to take steps back at times and take breaks.
At the present I am not on discord because (due to trauma in my past), that’s become a big trigger again. And I’ve been quiet on tumblr more than I’d like to be, but that’s just where I am now, and hopefully that can change. As I do love interacting with my mutuals and fandoms.
So thank you for this ask, it is such a sweet reminder of the kind mutuals/individuals, like yourself (you are an amazing person too 🫵) who are on this site 💜.
