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Gotcha so El was never meant to be an actual character with her own wants and dreams, those past 4 seasons were, what? Just fucking around for fun? No, she’s not a REAL character, and she’s not worthy of a genuine resolution, she’s an idea :) like Peter fucking pan or something idk
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i js saw your grief post and honestly this is insane
so i lost my dad in 2021 and recently like the last few days i have been really feeling it... like crying during classes and stuff its been so so bad. so this might sound weird but seeing ur post made me feel better bc no one in my life has lost a parent and i love ur blog and stuff so this made me feel better... also dealing with people that say bs like "everything happens for a reason😊" like are u serious??? i just lost my dad???? anyway sorry for going off topic
also like idek if this is what youre going through at all i could be totally off and just making a fool out of myself but this is what anonymous is for right??
anyway your not alone queen im sorry for your loss❤️❤️
i'm so sorry for your loss, baby ☹️ i couldn't imagine losing my dad oh my god, you're so strong.
for me it was my grandpa very suddenly a few months ago and idk why but i never talked to anyone abt the way i felt about it and now i feel like even my mum is done grieving and she's his daughter, so it's like: why am i not over it yet, yk? and the "everything happens for a reason" ppl, i feel the same abt "he's in a better place now", like how could there be a better place than with the ppl you love?
idk i just start crying every time i think abt how i missed the chance to visit him in hospital and how he was always asking for us and how I'll never hear him call me my nickname only he called me ever again and then I'll hear his fav song or think abt one of the things he really liked and it just hits me.
might sound dramatic, it's just my grandpa and not a parent or sibling, but for me that feeling is real and you're totally not alone with your grief 🫶
I'm slowly realising that everything I make and everything about me fucking sucks
"kitty want some catnip?" kitty want a goddamn future
I'm a very positive person and I believe the world is doing better than before, but I can't stop thinking about how EVIL are those who benefit from the immigration crisis we are facing. There was explosion in Jordan (where part of my family comes from and yes everyone is okay) thank to IsraHELL again and the same thing will happen as always happens during a humanitarian crisis: refugees crossing borders illegally (because the toll charged for, for example, palestinians to go to Egypt was $20,000 per person) and being enslaved in the West. Those who remain in conflict zones are exploited; those who cross borders like ghosts and hide in other countries are also exploited.
My fellows, no UN military planes appear in conflict zones to save innocent people. From time to time, safety ceases to be a right and becomes a luxury. Not everyone is $afe.
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Now this just makes me think people just dont want Doof to win
ok two twitter things
-seeing multiple people say "i pointed out how coa's brainwashing is kinda fucked and immediately got accused of eito apologism/whitewashing" so on the one hand, glad it's not just me! on the other hand guys cmon that's kinda shitty and annoying fandom behavior
-the chaser eito drama is one of those things that like. i'm very glad for all the cool art i get to see on hndrtwt. the chaser eito drama is something that makes me conisder leaving. like bizarre idea, bizarre execution, bizarre reception, all of it is. guys i'm scared
Lately I’ve been feeling a bit drained by the intensity of the Harry Potter fandom. I spent many years away from online fandom spaces, and coming back after almost two decades has been… surprising. Things used to feel a lot calmer, a lot less heated, and I think I wasn’t prepared for how overwhelming the current atmosphere can be.
Part of this is simply how my brain works. I’m autistic (with ADHD!), and I have a very literal way of reading stories. I cling to what’s actually in the text, and sudden character reinterpretations or drastic changes to canon with no logic explanation tend to confuse me more than anything. I don’t mean any harm by it; it’s just the way my mind processes things. It makes it hard for me to keep up with certain debates, and even harder to “just ignore” things that feel completely disconnected from the books.
I don’t get shipping or headcanons unless they totally make sense in canon (which most popular ships and headcanons usuall don’t).
None of this is anyone’s fault, and it’s not drama. I’m just realising that my own rigidity and sensitivity make the fandom noise a bit much at times. My offline life already has enough challenges, so this space needs to stay a place where I can breathe, not another source of stress.
If I go quieter, I’m not disappearing, just taking care of myself, slowing down, and trying to enjoy the parts of Harry Potter I love without pressure.
Thank you to everyone who’s been kind. I really appreciate the empathy more than you know. 💛
Your Lupin Lover “dinosaur”.
