#utmvkin

and pretty much every single major au was there except for mine

the person making the video said they had to cut out some aus for time management and i get that

but it just. stings, y’know? All my friends were there and i was even mentioned once, but other than that, nothing.

no hate on the creator ofc, just. I kinda feel like i was just left out of something that everyone else got to be included in, and it doesn’t feel particularly good.

-kille (utmv), #💛👾

ME! :D

Like I’ve said before, I don’t remember looking different from source in my kin “memories”, but I just wanted to make a design specifically for me, something that’s comforting and nice to represent myself with! :3

alt skirt lengths under the cut

Hehe :3

I talked in a group about missing the other star sanses, and several members were like "im an ink kin" or "im dream"

And as much as i DO love those people and see them as my closest friends like we did then, its just not the same.

Its not even that we dont chare a canon, we protected the multiverse ffs in used to the idea of alternate versions, its that we arent out fighting nightmare or exploring aus or tending to each others injuries after battles.

I know im talking to them, but we'll never have that kind of friendship again, and thats what i miss. Whats what i mean when i say i miss my sourcemates

Its a little different bettween all my kins, but tbats just kinda the general feeling yk

-🔼🖤🦋

-chara (undertale), killer (utmv) #💛👾

such an honor…

-killer (utmv) #💛👾

When I say I'm the parasite, I mean it.

I am from a non canon Dreamtale timeline, where the black apple had a parasite inside it, ME. That's why it's so weird to me when people say I act like Passive, or roleplay with me and act like me and Passive are the same person. Like, maybe in other timelines, but NO

I have Passive's memories, kinda, but that's because I took his body over, because I'm using his corpse. Dream isn't my brother, not really, I see him as my brother because I have his brother's memories.

My friends know this, since I ramble about it to them, but so many other people don't. Stop saying I act like Passive, I do not act like my host, I literally am a parasite, I am no better than a worm. A leech.

Nightmare sans

-🌙🖤