I know you find it disgusting. That you're disgusted. I completely understand because I find it disgusting too. I have trouble even watching it. I can hardly imagine what it's like for you, when it's literally in your face and you have to make yourself do it.
It's disgusting. I certainly wouldn't be able to do that. Not for anyone.
That queasy feeling that I get, just watching you do it... kinda watching, from the corner of my eye... that's exactly why I want to do it to you. To make you do it for me.
The worse, the better. That's always my guideline. And what's worse, what's better, than doing something I can barely even stand to watch?
I'm going to feel so loved, and so powerful, when you control your heaving stomach and do that for me. When you get over your nausea, your revulsion, your instinctive recoil, and just serve.
No normal person would do that. Not for anyone. There's something wrong with you. And I love you for it.















