#rough patch

Yes, what DE did isn't ideal.

Yes I would've preferred them just being a long distance relationship.

But what some people don't seem to understand is that going through a rough patch in a relationship is perfectly normal, and there's enough dialogue from Max and context clues from Chloe to infer that they BOTH CLEARLY STILL LOVE EACHOTHER AND WANT TO BE TOGETHER.

Plus Rough Patch

Been struggling with some regain. Working on starting over again and again. Every damn day if I have to.

Wins:

-40ish days of mfp tracking. Some days are meticulous, some days are guesses.

-2 days with 30+ min cardio on elliptical

-continue to try to walk for Pokémon

-made it to the gym last week

-working on less upf, more fruit. Fav fruits this year are strawberries, cantelope, watermelon.

-just generally working on more self-awareness and less bullshit. Trying to actively make wiser decisions and step out of my bs.

-I am still going. Still trying. I have got given up. I have not given in.

-never give up. Your life is worth it. You deserve to be holding your grandbabies at 80. Never never never give up.

So, I got this binder and set it up for be my new sketchbook. I know it's been a minute since I last posted, but, honestly I haven't really had the motivation to lately. And though it's not really appropriate to share, my life just hasn't been that great. But, things are getting better. Thank you all for the love and support and I hope do so much more in the future.