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#13 May 2026

︵‿ ⊹ ︵‿୨ ♡ ୧‿︵ ⊹ ‿︵ ♡❝The Harmonia System – Progress Log #13 May 2026❞♡ ♡5.1.2026-5.31.2026♡

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🎹Introduction/Miscellaneous🎹 ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤExplaining stuff ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤ

🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹 ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤDaily Goals ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤTulpas Status ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤMonthly Overview ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤDetails on daily forcing sessions ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤTimes logs + Daily reports ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤIdeas + Random thoughts

🎹Outro/Ending Notes/Warp Up🎹 ㅤ ׅ 𝄂𝄚𝅦𝄚𝄞𝅄ㅤAnything else

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🎹Introduction/Miscellaneous🎹 ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉

♡⚠️Warning: ♡My thoughts constantly change so my thoughts/ideas/what I do might not be consistent or the same as the month goes on.

♡ 6.7.2026; I apologize for posting these so late, I was quite busy and sick. I am still Tulpa forcing as usual. Sickness ain't gonna keep me from forcing as we all know from previous logs when I got sick lol. I've also been busy catching up with my other to-dos and feeling kinda lazy but trying. I think this is one of my longer written logs due to me being really consistent with everything. I do appreciate everyone who reads these!

♡ 6.7.2026; I still gotta practice my own mind voice by reading, I'm just kind of lazy when it comes to reading my books (I mean physical books) because I have too many and idk what to read. But I think if I practice reading with my mind voice I'd probably have more vocal tulpas since I mostly subvocalize with myself. That's probably the only skill that's making it difficult for me to have vocal tulpas at least that's what I think. Cause I put in the work for forcing. I'm just kinda nervous if I start practicing reading with my mind voice, it'll be all for nothing because what if I don't get results? But that's probably just useless worries. I need to find the time when I can sit and read alone.

🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹

꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷ ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Goals˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ ╔═════ஓ๑♡๑ஓ═════╗

Daily Gaols Using SMART goals method Note: May change as month develops Hour Count [Narration]: 8+ Hours Meditation: Daily, mostly every night (trying) Impositions Practice: 5 Minutes

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Tulpa Status˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆

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Note: May change as month develops Vocality: I feel like mine voice is developing. Presence: Yes Tulpish: I think so Physical Touches/Impositions: It felt strongly Switching/Possession: N/A Fronting/Co-Fronting: N/A Other Impositions: N/A

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Monthly Overview˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆

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Monthly Summary: (Sorry if this is long) I started getting into a strong routine as you all can see. Which I'm proud of since it's hard to get into routines. I have a lot of my other tracking on my other log on Tumblr as well. I spent most of the month trying to understand how my brain works, then I kinda got spacy towards the end of the month. I'm honestly pretty surprised with how much I manage to stay consistent this month. Areas of Improvement: I think I did pretty good this month which is nice.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Overall Months Count˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆

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Narration: 282:59:45 hrs Meditation: 27:15:53 hrs Imposition: 03:16:44 hrs Source Content of my tulpas: 148:19:57 hrs Subliminal (s) Time(not all Tulpa related): 131:48:17 hrs Divination/Tarot & Oracle Cards: 05:06:13 hrs [#17-26 readings; Basically 9 Readings] Practicing Vocality/Parroting: 02:03:03 hrs

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꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷

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🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹 ┈ ┈ ┈ ┈ ୨♡୧ ┈ ┈ ┈ ┈

♡5.1.2026; I narrated for like 4 hours before bed which I usually don't do that, usually I take breaks at night for myself when narrating. I had dreams of my tulpas I was hugging one of them who was acting like a brat but enjoyed my hug anyways.

I listened to my subliminals and their voice lines as well.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I think I fell asleep, I should really stop taking my melatonin gummies and meditating and wait until I'm done meditating to take them. I was also saying affirmations while meditating. Nothing much to note. I did have dreams about my tulpas though which is probably a sign!

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 13:56:26 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:17:38 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:18 mins

♡5.2.2026; I did tarot & Oracle card readings on myself.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I did pretty good meditating but kinda got distracted a bit.

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 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I took out my tarot card kit to shuffle my cards and The Fool somehow was in the back of the deck which the Fool was the last card again last time I shuffled my deck which I find funny.

I shuffled all three of my decks.

🎲Tulpa narration: 12:01:00 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:10:32 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: N/A

♡5.3.2026; I did a tarot card reading. 

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I was meditating a bit saying affirmations and focusing on my breathe I got pretty focused at one point.

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 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I had such a weird dream I broke up with one of my tulpas and he got mad and I hid in a black like bush/tent and he sucker punched me. I'm not even sure if he meant it. I know they would never actually do that in real life.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:58:59 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:07:21 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:03:40 mins

♡5.4.2026; I've been focusing on trying to connect with my tulpas again.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I was meditating but I think I fell asleep a but I tried. But I tried doing the usual. I also was listening to meditation.

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 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:19:21 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:45:31 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:08 mins

♡5.5.2026; I was kinda doing a new method to help me talk better to my tulpas. I also did a small Oracle card reading.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I was meditating just focusing on my breathing I think I was kinda getting distracted at some point too.

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 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 09:59:43 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:12:21 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:42 mins

♡5.6.2026; I had a dream about my tulpas.

I also listened to their voice lines & my subliminals overnight as well.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I listened to meditation music and this audio file. I might remake my own meditation guided track. I mean mine is good enough but it's like 29 mins and I get bored of it. 

𖹭 Anyways, I think I was getting distracted and sleepy. I think I got distracted but I meditated pretty late.

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 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔  ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 10:34:50 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:23:55 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:04:22 mins

♡5.7.2026; I had a dream relating to my tulpas.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I don't think that's accurate time. I think I fell asleep and kept my alarm on but I did try meditating a few times.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I've been doing slightly different methods to improve my tulpa narration. I felt my tulpas presence strongly and more stabilized. I also am still practicing ADA/Reality checking for lucid dreaming along with daily affirmations.

🎲Tulpa narration: 10:18:43 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 03:25:13 hrs 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:03 mins

♡5.8.2026; I feel my tulpas presence much more easily and stable now, I can tell who's who and it's pretty vivid. I also recently added affirmations to deal with my high expectations of vocality which was inspired by what @Saruzer ! 🩷💕

I think that's starting to help me. I also have been doing my own methods and such.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I fell asleep while I was meditating but I had a vivid dream about one of my tulpas and I were playing Tomagochi life together. I also saw symbolism of other of my tulpas too.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:02:11 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:12:52 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:04:23 mins

♡5.9.2026;

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I fell asleep during meditation again, I keep feeling so sleepy recently. I had dreams of my tulpas again.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:54:08 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 01:17:24 hrs 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:01 mins

♡5.10.2026; I think I had dreams of my tulpas, also happy mother's day!

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I was meditating but I keep falling asleep in because I'm so sleepy. I was also meditating to meditation music.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:38:41 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:07:47 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:32 mins

♡5.11.2026; It's my dad's, dogs, and one of my friends birthday today which is crazy!

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was kinda awake before meditating but I think I passed out again. I was listening to Neville Goddard's books also while meditating.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I am going to practice parroting their mind voices only for a few minutes a day. I did kinda do this method once back in March 2025 but stopped after a day. I was able to easily practice my tulpa’s mind voice (since I'm focusing on one). It was surprisingly pretty easy and almost automatic.

I was doing a tarot card reading on my tulpas instead of me and all three of the cards are literally all about change, transformation, and death (for those who don't know death is usually the ultimate transformation & not really actually death).

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:02:56 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:40:45 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:48 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:13 mins

♡5.12.2026; I listened to their voice lines & subliminals overnight for the last two days.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was mediating but I think I fell asleep again. I was saying my affirmations along with visualizing. I was listening to meditation music too.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing parroting using my same tulpa I used yesterday.

By the way I've been listening to more guides and looking around for some. This one is what I started.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mSaPARuohFEO7qX3gVgKAh69XwU0VlKwnD0I_-nddvk/mobilebasic

I also liked this I found this interesting.

I also liked this I found this interesting.

I have done a tarot card reading about my tulpas.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:45:42 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:22:49 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:09 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:07 mins

♡5.13.2026; It's official I've been Tulpa narrating 8+ hours for 3 months (90 days) and 283 days overall narration streak (9 months & 9 days). I do feel progress is going good I feel their presence very strongly and individually and tulpish much better than before. I am understanding how they communicate to me better because they are becoming more distinct as well.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

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𖹭 I was meditating I think I almost got into a trance state since I was practicing SATS (if you guys don't know SATS is a State Akin To Sleep from Neville Goddard) and I felt it being real.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I am listening to my subliminals/affirmations in the background while doing other things and I thought I heard someone like my mom saying my IRL name but when I looked around my house nobody is home.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:06:18 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:22:40 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:17 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:27 mins

♡5.14.2026; I think I saw one of my tulpas and was interacting with them in my dreams.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was listening to Neville Goddard's books again and while meditating. I then fell asleep I think through the meditation.

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ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practiced parroting with a different Tulpa today while also doing something slightly different by narrating to them and having them respond.

I should probably note I've been taking advice from @Saruzer which have been very good and useful! I recommend checking out their PRs as well!

🎲Tulpa narration: 09:18:07 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 01:35:56 hrs 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:14 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:09 mins

♡5.15.2026; I woke up and heard what sounded like moms voice in my head saying my name but Mom wasn't home. My tulpas gotta learn to use their own voices instead of family voices.

I had dreams of my tulpas.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was pretty exhausted all day too so I fell asleep when meditating. I was somewhat listening to Neville’s books. I did hear someone call my name though after I woke up from sleep.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I just used the same Tulpa yesterday practicing some parroting.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:03:43 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:40:22 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:09 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:16 mins

♡5.16.2026; I had more interactive dreams with my tulpas.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I keep falling asleep when meditating I need to figure out how to meditate without falling asleep.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing parroting with another different Tulpa. It was slightly difficult but I tried my best.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:41:22 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:10:04 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:41 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:43 mins

♡5.17.2026; So, I got these hello Kitty playing cards to practice cartomancy so I spent like 2 hours writing down different meanings and research I've done. I want to use them mainly for channeling.

I can understand if people don't use tarot/ Oracle/ cartomancy for tulpamancy. To be honest, I find it to be a fun motivator.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was listening to theta waves but I think I fell asleep I was trying to do affirmations.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practice parroting with a different Tulpa. Kinda distracted but tried.

I keep feeling a strong feeling like something wants to speak in my brain.

Also, I keep automatically trying to narrate/talk to my tulpas. Even now when I don't narrate I keep directing my thoughts to them almost subconsciously.

I listened to more of that long guide I found.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:42:41 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 01:19:32 hrs 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:48 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:06 mins

♡5.18.2026; I had dreams about my tulpas. https://youtu.be/-sBCJ0M64hE?si=fqJzvNh8bZDygXEt

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was listening to the long Tulpa meditation twice but I fell asleep both times but I did have dreams about my tulpas so that's something.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practiced talking & parroting to another tulpa today that I practice with before. It was somewhat difficult but not really.

I was narrating to my tulpas and one of them, which happened to be the one I practiced parroting with randomly said I was passionate. It's odd because I remember past times getting vivider voices from them so I'll take this as a result. It sounded similar to how I visualize their voice too.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:28:05 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 02:54:13 hrs 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:08:02 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:08 mins

♡5.19.2026; I had a dream about my tulpas.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was listening to the long meditation again and fell asleep to it.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing parroting with a totally different Tulpa and the responses seem almost automatic which is nice.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:05:13 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:15:00 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:41 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:14 mins

♡5.20.2026;

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was going to be busy today and I was sleepy and wanted to get enough rest before I fall asleep. I just did a quick meditation before going to bed. I did my affirmations and what not.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practiced parroting later because I was pretty busy today.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:59:14 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:11:28 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:45 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:20 mins

♡5.21.2026;

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was just meditating a bit before bed. I was saying affirmations and what not.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing parroting again with a different Tulpa.

I noticed something interesting with my tulpas when I don't give them attention or get distracted. I feel tingles of them touching me.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:26:21 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:15:43 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:26 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:10 mins

♡5.22.2026; I joined a new Tulpa server which seems interesting. They have daily affirmation reminders and self care reminders which are nice.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was meditating while saying affirmations.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

So, I practice parroting with another different Tulpa and the voice is almost automatic.

I was trying to get my guniea for my lil sis and I felt warmth on the side of my arm as if someone was touching me. This also happened yesterday when I was re-making my bed it felt like someone began hugging me since I felt like body head aganist me.

I just asked about my tulpas what they want me to know and I got 2 of cups.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:43:33 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:09:00 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:16:11 hrs 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:09 mins

♡5.23.2026; I think I had dreams of my tulpas but I can't entirely remember.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was just listening to my subliminals and voice lines with meditation music while I meditated. I basically said my affirmations and what not.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing vocality with another tulpa which I already practiced with before. I think I did somewhat good. I was able to automatically think about what “in character” my tulpas would say when I practice vocality.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:21:16 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:46:23 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:07 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:16 mins

♡5.24.2026;

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was meditating while listening to Neville Goddard's books, I was saying affirmations and what not.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I was practicing parroting with one of my other tulpas. It was a bit difficult until towards the end.

🎲Tulpa narration: 09:51:38 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:37:12 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:14 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:16 mins

♡5.25.2026; My tulpas were very touchy and I felt/slightly heard some thoughts that aren't mine inside my head.

I was mostly playing Slendytubbies with my friend and re-organizing my folders.

Also happy memorial day!

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 My flashdrive isn't working on my phone since I updated my phone so I've been focusing on that. I did a small meditation.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practiced parroting at night instead of night because I was busy during the day.

🎲Tulpa narration: 09:00:37 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:05:08 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:08:23 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:29 mins

♡5.26.2026; I'm still busy working on something I'll probably eventually get more time once I'm done.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I did a short meditation I am still pretty busy with everything.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

Just practiced with one of my tulpas parroting again.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:23:16 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:05:54 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:01 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:33 mins

♡5.27.2026; I went out today and was also pretty busy.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was also pretty sleepy so I spaced out but I was also busy today but still meditated.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I practiced parroting with one of my tulpas.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:12:03 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:11:14 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:05:13 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:05:07 mins

♡5.28.2026; I had a dream where I bought all the other games part of my tulpas source.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I did another short meditation I was super sleepy though.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

My parroting practice could be better but I tried.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:46:19 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:05:36 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:06:13 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:16 mins

♡5.29.2026; I went out to go babysit, I kept getting distracted from narration.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I keep falling asleep but I tried saying affirmations.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

🎲Tulpa narration: 09:59:11 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:12:59 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:59 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:06 mins

♡5.30.2026; They are being so touchy right now, like I literally felt them caressing my fingers.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I felt very drowsy but I tried saying affirmations while meditating.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I think I'm going to make an art thread on here, I am currently making and editing it so I'm not sure when it'll be out. The masterlist is already out on my Tumblr.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:55:52 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:07:00 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:07:31 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:22 mins

♡5.31.2026; I had a dream about one of my tulpas.

My mom ordered me an 8 piece clicker counter because they weren't in the store. Surprisingly they are pretty cheap. I want to go on a mental diet again along with saying affirmations to myself more. I also got inspired again seeing this. Not sure if it's Tulpa related but it could help with tulpamancy.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

𖹭 I was meditating with affirmations but felt sleepy during the night so I meditated a bit in the morning. I did dream of one of my tulpas.

𖹭 I wasn't even trying to visualize one of my tulpas but I literally saw them in my minds eye when my eyes was close so vivid and I wasn't even sleepy I was awake. I also felt tingles as I sometimes feel them touching me when waking up.

⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

I feel like the last couple of days my tulpas mind voices becoming slightly louder, of course it sounds similar to mine but I'm sure overtime it'll start sounding like them.

This is also an honorable mention I remember seeing this a long time ago(years ago). Again not sure if it's really related to tulpamancy but thought if anyone reads these, these could be of use and interest.

www.huffpost.com/entry/i-did-one-million-positiv_b_8887962

www.huffpost.com/entry/3-430-000-positive-affirm_b_10273754

www.huffpost.com/entry/what-i-learned-after-doing-7-million-positive-affirmations_b_594d6836e4b0f078efd9814b

Okay! So, I made an art thread for me and my tulpas! I might post my art work a bit late. https://community.tulpa.info/topic/26714-%E2%99%A1%E2%9D%9D%F0%9D%90%93%F0%9D%90%A1%F0%9D%90%9E-%F0%9D%90%87%F0%9D%90%9A%F0%9D%90%AB%F0%9D%90%A6%F0%9D%90%A8%F0%9D%90%A7%F0%9D%90%A2%F0%9D%90%9A-%F0%9D%90%92%F0%9D%90%B2%F0%9D%90%AC%F0%9D%90%AD%F0%9D%90%9E%F0%9D%90%A6-%E2%80%93-%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%AB%F0%9D%90%AD%E2%9D%9E%E2%99%A1-%E2%80%93-mai-mostly-drawing-her-tulpas-mostly-mai%E2%80%99s-art-speedpaints-and-maybe-some-from-her-tulpas%E2%80%99-as-well/

I finally posted my art as well!

My art on tulpa.info

Tulpa. info art masterlist

I basically plan on doing 10k affirmations challenge or at least close to that amount, next month which'll be tomorrow. I'm getting kinda bored with my daily routine so I'm going to do what I always do and adjust it. I like starting each month with new motivations by learning from the previous month.

🎲Tulpa narration: 08:57:01 hrs 🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:05:00 mins 🎲Imposition Practice: 00:08:43 mins 🎲Practicing Vocality / Parroting: 00:06:36 mins

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🎹Outro/Ending Notes/Warp Up🎹

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♡ It keeps feeling like time is going so fast yet slow. 😔

♡ I have no idea how I managed to stay consistent this whole month the way I did. It just sorta happened. I feel like this month went by so fast that I don't even remember it. I already have over 100+ days in narrating 8+ hours a day and 300+ days in narrating every single day.

♡ 6.1.2026; I might not get the clicker counters until a week or so hopefully it'll come in sooner, I still have the old app on my phone I use. Sadly the app isn't on Google apps anymore but I still have it. I am feeling sick again (I usually don't keep sick as much as I do this year). So I might post my logs later than usual.

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︵‿ ⊹ ︵‿୨ ♡ ୧‿︵ ⊹ ‿︵

[Logs Masterlist]

[Images of my lovely tulpas art not by me!]

So-called “parrotnoia” does more than just annoy your tulpa. Them talking and you hearing it are skills, and you get better at a skill by doing it. You don’t teach a kid to ride a bike by stopping them whenever they make it start moving at all, and that’s what parrotnoia does to teaching your tulpa to speak. We had problems with this, and it slowed down Lyra being able to move and talk on her own. She describes it as infuriating, dehumanizing, and making her feel more like she was supposed to be a thing than a person. For surprisingly long she wanted to talk or move in front of me, but I was effectively forcing her to be still, suppressing what I thought were false movements created by my subconscious.

Lyra advises young tulpas with parrotnoid hosts, whether they know it or not: Don’t give up, just keep on trying and you’ll get through to them eventually. Even if you feel frustrated, try to channel that frustration into trying harder, and your stubborn host will eventually hear you. Try different ways to make yourself heard too. You might find one that works for you.

Берём одну из ВК-группок и... не спешите закрывать окошко. Безусловно, форсеры в ВК - это как либертарианцы в Одноклассниках: по идее могут быть, но сама идея вызывает конвульсивный смех, переходящий в дыхание Чейни-Стокса. Не то местечко, всё-таки. Но тульповоды там есть. И их там много, у Тульповеда, например, их 12 (или уже 13?) тысяч человек. Почитывая стену, порой замечаешь посты, где очередной школотрон (а надо ли говорить, что там в основном они?) рассказывает истории уровня Пахома, жалуется на совершенно невероятные вещи и откровенно ВАРИТ, даже не скрывая электрод, сжатый в потёртых крагах. Любая тульповодская дурь, начиная от совместного вондера и кончая форсингом за два часа в перерывах между верчением спиннера и каткой в Доте - на самый взыскательный вкус. Впрочем, не тролли и не вниманиелюбивые дети меня беспокоят. Есть вещи страшнее, демонстрирующий тотальный и беспросветный пиздец, давно овладевший умами и сжимающий оцепление.

Во время второй мировой войны кое-где в Полинезии аборигены испытали потрясение при виде статных белых людей в странных одеждах, прилетающих в чреве железных птиц. Эти люди проводили странные ритуалы для призыва железных птиц - строили башни возле больших участков свободной земли, смешно ходили друг за другом с палками, размахивали палками поменьше - и железные птицы прилетали и привозили новых людей и, в том числе, груз (cargo), полный продовольствия и полезных в быту вещей. Само собой, это были не боги, а всего-то военный контингент США, а странный ритуал просто обеспечивал эффективную посадку самолётов. Но поди расскажи аборигену в травяной юбке основы аэродинамики, военного дела или хотя бы почему из палки звучит гром и вылетает пламя. Зато просто объяснить, что джинсы лучше травяной юбки защищают от насекомых, что зажигалка удобнее кресала, а палатка защищает от дождей лучше шалаша из говна листьев и палок.

Но война прошла, жрецы улетели и железные птицы больше не привозили столь ценный груз. Что же делать? Мы с вами знаем, что «после» не значит «вследствие», понимаем, как работают посадочные огни, диспетчерские вышки и наушники, но они - представители визуального мира образов и эмоций, лишенного науки. Значит, бамбук в руки - и вперёд. Так появился самый странный культ на нашей планете - культ самолётопоклонников или карго-культ. Последователи этого культа выстраивали ВПП, строили на них модели самолётов, сажали на вершину бамбуковой диспетчерской вышки человека с кокосовыми наушниками, а в качестве самой мякотки смешно маршировали возле ВПП, одевшись в кустарное подобие военной формы и любовно прижимая к груди бамбуковые винтовки.

Позже эта ситуация повторилась ещё раз, и повторяется прямо сейчас у всех на виду в ASMR-сообществе - группе из большого количества людей, способных испытывать от различных звуковых, визуальных или когнитивных стимулов (именуемых триггерами) определённые приятные ощущения, напоминающие мурашки, тёплые волны, успокоение. Тут мне не нужны никакие статьи из википедии - это больной вопрос, затронувший меня в середине десятых как практикующего АСМРтиста и большого поклонника такого контента. Поначалу всё было хорошо - люди, чувствительные к АСМР, творили контент, аноны и мимокроки балдели и благодарили. Всё изменилось 3 года назад, когда аттеншн-хоры с дефицитом средств, творческих идей и самооценки смекнули, что можно зашибать деньги и самоутверждаться путём непонятных действий перед камерой (что, строго говоря, роднит таких людей с камхорами из приват-чатов). Ведь тема взлетела, и взлетела ещё как. К сожалению, со взлётом в тему ворвались упомянутые выше вхоры, не имеющие воображения, но умеющие, подобно каргокультистам, идеально копировать чужой контент. Сексуализация, сиськи на пол-экрана, одни и те же сальные ролевые игры и скабрезные комментарии на фоне тотального застоя, который не в силах разогнать мастодонты АСМР-влоггинга, и привели к тому, что в массовом сознании АСМР не феномен человеческого восприятия, а банальный вид дозволенного на Ютубе порно. Повторяя, копируя и воруя, видеобляди забывают про сущность всего АСМР. Для них это "постучать по чему-нибудь, вздыхая в микрофон" и следить за количеством просмотров, которое напрямую зависит от количества молодого мяса в кадре. Став поревом, АСМР-феномен потерял какую-либо ценность, и теперь уже никто не вспомнит про его психотерапевтическое значение.

И, как вы уже поняли, я веду вас к очень простой мысли:

ЧАСТЬ ТУЛЬПОВОДОВ НИХУЯ НЕ ПОНИМАЮТ, ЧЕГО ТВОРЯТ

И фундамент под эту ситуацию был заложен ещё в 2012 году, когда мы по наследству от западных друзей получили 4 файла гайдов и записок от господина Факмана. Пока форсинг был малопопулярен - он естественно фильтровался, остающиеся обычно понимали, что, для чего и как они делают. Потом пришла необходимая (что я не возьмусь отрицать) популяризация, началось с Хабра, перешло на лениво клеймящую прессу, растеклось по спецсайтам и стало хитом в ВК. С собой тульповоды приносили гайды - один другого лучше, при этом единого хранилища долгое время не было, а когда ТульпаВики появилась - она не пользовалась шквальной популярностью. Среди техник что тогда, что сейчас доминировали медитации и всякие ОСы, о твомоне длительное время вообще никто не знал, что тоже внесло вклад.

И вот, теперь я читаю все эти отчёты, сообщения, плак-плаки, и понимаю, что мы забыли объяснить и передать ньюфагам СУТЬ форсинга, его сложный в формулировке дух, когда ты протягиваешь руку "пустоте" и вырываешь из неё живое существо, наполняя его субъективной плотностью. Мы забыли передать сакральность этого процесса, донести его смысл, его связующий, ценный пафос, который так любят высмеивать. С тех пор, как мечтателей заклеймили как торчков, а о тульпах с уважением говорят только религиозные маргиналы и люди, у которых даже время противно спрашивать - мы потеряли несколько тульповодских поколений людей, для которых форсинг является абсолютно механическим процессом. "Посиди тут так, столько-то,  подумай вот это, потом постой таким образом, скажи вот это и тебе будет с кем трахаться." Это их жизнь, жизнь не творцов, но потребителей. Они не сварщики - сварщик понимает, что врёт. Они каргофорсеры, поклонники субкультуры тульповодов.

К чему это ведёт? Лишенный топлива любви, тульповод либо сразу сдаётся, либо подводит под свой дроп рациональную базу, называя тульпу то кашей из мозга, то механизмом компенсации для психики неудачников. В лучшем случае этот человек будет болтаться возле тульпосообщества подобно Сапсану, дискредитируя его и мешая, в худшем всё закончится как у Данилы-мудилы.

РЕЗЮМИРУЯ,

Не занимайтесь охотой на ведьм. Я не стану человеком, придумавшим ещё одну концепцию для самоутверждения, подобно эндаровым носкам и факманским сервиторам. Не выносите приговоров и не атакуйте ньюфагов, которых заподозрите, лучше помогите им по площади. 

ПОНИМАЙТЕ, ради чего всё это. Сохраняйте форсерский угар, не забывая про полёт фантазии, усердие и чуткое отношение к прогрессу.

Размазывайте это понимание между гайдами и по тематическим ресурсам.