#trauma warning

Kohaku began to feel strange, this sensation, this wasn’t Naraku trying to control him but his back literally felt like it was on fire.

The burning sensation stinging his nerves as he lets out an agonizing scream, what was going on?! Why did it burn?!

He felt like he was running a fever with the sweat pouring from his forehead but this, this wasn’t a mere fever but something else. He tries to move his right hand to his lower back, feeling a strong sting right where the jewel shard resided. He was scared!

The flesh rippled around the shard as he felt his mind fading, he tries to reach out with a trembling right hand but nothing was there. Blood trickled from the side of his mouth, he laid there as he fought to keep sane.

This is horrible, but sometimes I think about the first time Krillin was k*lled. When I watched that episode, it was summer vacation, and I was about 16.(his age) My sister and I actually got into Dragonball first, because it was more our speed, but we'd watch DBZ too sometimes when it was on. (I think the very first part of an episode I ever saw was Piccolo training Gohan, and I was like: What is this, what is doing to this poor little boy? 😆)

I knew that Krillin had d*ed before, but not when he was so young. I was shocked, seeing him lay there, he just looked like a baby with blood on his mouth, and Goku is shaking him, and I was like, What happened? We didn't know what was going on, because we'd missed a couple of episodes before. I hadn't seen anything of King Piccolo, or his demon spawn. The sad feeling stuck with me the rest of the day, cuz I had gotten to know Krillin from Z and I really liked the little guy. And then, the next day, I was all ready to find out what had happened to the poor kid, and they CYCLED THE SHOW BACK TO THE BEGINNING. I'm pretty sure I cried.

And then, recently, somebody mentioned how, in the Dragonball universe, when you get killed by a demon, your soul is stuck, wandering around, lost, confused, and in agony. And it made me feel sad for Krillin all over again. I could just hear his little voice, calling out for Goku... there is such a desperate need there. And I wonder, was he still fighting Tamborine and really needed Goku's help.... Or was he gone already and was that his soul crying out for his best friend to somehow save him...?

What are your thoughts?

@romantic-ageru-yo @deadlybeautydbz @chestnutisland

My first pet was a rabbit I named "bola de pelos" (ball of fluff in Spanish)

I had them (I don't remember if it was a girl or a boy) for one single day cause I needed a bunny for a school thing (it was about showing animals and I got bunny) and I loved that bunny so much,,, I couldn't keep it tho :(

So my mom gave them away to a good family (I think it was a friend of her)

Since that day I've been obsessed with bunnies and want to own bunnies only because I have that trauma from childhood (and they're so cute honestly, they're the best ever!!!) 😔 /silly /lh

🫁

I had a friend who had two dwarf bunnies and they ran around her house when I stayed over

Ever since then I wanted one myself

The last time I asked my mom to let me have one, she had once again brought up the fact that she was bit by a horny bunny as the reason she doesnt like them and will never let me have one

Then my parents had the audacity to make a joke about making me rabbit stew since I like bunnies so much

This was bad. Why was his body responding suddenly to this negativity?

The feeling of loneliness proving a challenge now as he struggles for control, no, he was in the company of what were supposed to be enemies.

The feeling of many clawed hands gripping at his limbs and dragging him down as he felt off the tree and landing hard on the ground, what was happening to him?!

His body was unresponsive to his surroundings, if the cookies he was near approach, he was at mercy as it was suffocating him.

Pure Vanilla felt the embrace and accepts it, he breathes slowly in order to calm his troubled heart as he listens to Circus Cookie's gentle words.

"...ahhh I t-thank you, I really appreciate your concern."

The sounds...the sounds!

They won't go away!

No, not like this! Wait...

NO!

He screamed out before jolting awake, his mouth quivering as he began to grasp his surroundings. He broke out in tears before slumping back down, clutching his left shoulder where the lichtenberg figure scars now reside.

The inflammation was acting up as usual as he struggles to apply his special serums to help soothe it but some spots, he just couldn't reach so he tolerated it before laying back down on his bed.

His sleep deprived eyes close shut, praying to the archons for these nightmares to be over.