Psychological torture is so much better when it's deeply personal and not just strangers on the internet offering generic harm

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Psychological torture is so much better when it's deeply personal and not just strangers on the internet offering generic harm

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Being casually useful to me is not enough. I want the thought of my dissatisfaction to make your heart sink. I want your first consideration in every decision to be whether or not I would approve. I want to drill into your mind the habit of choosing your words carefully, to my liking. You should always feel like you're walking on eggshells. Anything less is not enough.
What if I pretended to be transharmed instead of being openly transharmful? I could get close to a transharmed, learn all the personal details of everything they want done to them (including reasons behind those wants), and create a persona around delivering that. I could even carefully craft a separate account that they would never guess is mine. Then I could make myself seem like the perfect match, I could subtly and gradually manipulate them until they realize I'm what they wanted all along. I could make them obsessed with me.
And even if they catch on and try to leave then every other seemingly perfect match they find will always be suspicious. The conditioned paranoia means they're still thinking of me. <3
TW: manipulation, abusive relationship, grooming in the manipulation way
(also I think this counts as romanticising them, but still portrayed as negative just in the unreliable narrator way)
Self indulgent transgroomed scenario that AAAAAAAA /pos ;w;
I like when people like being used- And they should, at least they're getting some attention. But sometimes I wish you things knew how to do it better. You kinda gotta make yourself useful if you wanna be used...obviously -_-

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Transmanipulator is confusing to me as a cismanipulator. I manipulate people in small ways all the time but I don’t see transmanipulators talking about those small things ever, so I’m just like..
i want to be utterly & completely reliant on someone … just being without them for even a moment makes me break down. their very existence in my life controls each and every of my emotions like i am but a puppet on a string, a plaything for them in whatever way they want me to be