#transmanipulative

forgive you? hmmm...i dunno! you shouldn't have done it in the first place. maybe i'll feel better if you let me wrap my hands around your neck for a while, or test my new knife. i thought you want me to feel better? what am i supposed to do with this anger then, suffer through it cause of you? it's your own fault. you hurt me. i get to hurt you now. stop being so fucking selfish for once in your life. can you do that? you think you can fucking do that?

NPD is fun sometimes but sometimes it really, really fuckin sucks. no new notes for a while? you all must hate me. you must think i'm useless. you wouldn't mind if i just died ig

Fighting my demons (the transmanipulative urge to fake sewer slide)