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I hope you will forgive the length of this letter. I have attempted to shorten it more than once, but each attempt seemed to remove the very precision I am trying to achieve.
You have often told us that faith is not diminished by serious questions, only by careless ones. I am trying, as best as I can, to avoid the latter.
Over the past months, I have been reading beyond what is assigned to usâparticularly on the origins of Christianity and its relationship to earlier religions of the ancient Near East. In doing so, I have encountered a line of argument that I do not yet know how to properly answer, though I feel increasingly compelled to try.
The argument is not presented crudely, which is perhaps why it is difficult to dismiss. It suggests that Christianity emerges within a religious world already filled with similar ideas: flood narratives that predate Genesis, figures who suffer or return from death, and systems of law and morality that appear, at least in outline, comparable to those found in Scripture.
I do not mean to suggest that Christianity simply copied these elements. However, I find it difficult to determine where one draws the line between shared human patterns, cultural influence, and genuine revelation. If these themes already existed in some form, then in what sense is Christianity claiming something uniquely true, rather than something inherited and given new shape?
A second question, which seems to follow from the first, concerns historical evidence.
I have read claims that the Bible is strongly supported by archaeology, and others that suggest it lacks such support entirely. I suspect that both positions may be overstated, but I do not yet know how to evaluate them with any confidence.
It seems reasonable that archaeology can confirm certain detailsâplaces, rulers, customsâmentioned in Scripture. But I am less certain how this relates to the central claims of the faith. If the historical setting can be verified, does that lend credibility to the message itself, or are these matters fundamentally separate?
In other words, what exactly does it mean to say that the Bible is âhistorically reliableâ?
Finally, I find myself returning to the question of how the Biblical texts have been preserved and recognized.
From what I understand, the texts were copied, transmitted, and ultimately affirmed within the life of the Church. This continuity appears, on one level, to be a strength. It suggests care, structure, and a long-standing intellectual tradition.
At the same time, I find it difficult to ignore that the same institution which preserves the texts is also the one that declares them authoritative and provides their interpretation. I do not mean this as a dismissal, but it raises a question that I am not sure how to resolve.
In most academic fields, we are encouraged to distinguish between the preservation of material and the validation of its claims, or at least to seek some form of independent confirmation. Here, those roles seem to overlap.
I suppose my difficulty can be reduced to a more direct form, though I am aware that reducing it risks oversimplifying it:
Either we believe that the Bible is true because the Church says so, as Catholics maintain, or we believe it is true because the Bible itself bears witness to its own truth, as many Protestants argue.
I am not convinced that either position, stated in that way, fully resolves the issue.
If authority rests primarily with the Church, then I struggle to understand how that authority is itself established without appealing back to Scripture. But if authority rests entirely within the text, then I am uncertain how one accounts for disagreement in interpretation without some external standard.
I realise that this may sound more confrontational than I intend it to be. That is not my purpose. If anything, I am trying to understand whether these questions arise from a lack of formation on my part, or whether they are questions that must be worked through more deliberately.
I would be very grateful for your guidance.
Yours sincerely, Edward Ashford
Mary and Gio are not on speaking terms anymore.
Like every week
They fight, they ignore eachother, one of them comes back under the pretense of needing academic help and they make up.
Then they fight.
Leading young minds was not as easy as Goffredo thought it would be.
The priest had thought that because it was a catholic college all of his kids would be as zealous as he had once been.
He was proven wrong. The kids from the English high society had shown to be way too different to the southern Italian poor boy he once was.
They were vulgar, crass, entitled, arrogant and that was just to begin with.
Maranata had once taught English as a foreign language back in Mexico, she transplanted her methods to religion and history classes.
âYou decorate a box, put a bunch of scrap paper from everytime the printer has broken and just prints nonsense,â she was talking with her frizzy hair all over her face, and her lips all filled with chocolate from the coffee she drank earlier,âyou cut the paper in four or six even squares and put them beside the box which has a slot, like when voting. Students put their questions in here and the next day they are either out in the corkboard with their questions answered or they become a class topic entirely on their own.â
She always tried to use until the last second of her breath to convey ideas, as if all of her silly little words could not fit inside her head, she also spoke to fast for his liking, now she looked like a poster mad woman, the poster cat-lady little girls were warned about.
âWhat?â it was not long until she pointed out his burning stare.
âYou are lucky you are smart.â
âExcuse you?â
âNothing, nothing. When I was a child, my nonna always said that I was the most beautiful boy in our hometown, that I was the best out of my brothers and I that whoever got with me was going to be a lucky girl.â he smiled towards the end of the sentence, his cheeky rat smile, as if he had said something genius.
âSo?â
âWell, now I am a priest,â he laughs, as he always does, to a joke only he understands, âand I like you.â
ââŠI fail too see the humour.â
âYou are notâŠhow to put itâŠâ
Now she can read where this is going to, she crosses her arms and switches the weight on her hips.
âI am not what, Tedesco?â
âWell you are not ugly, not at all, maiâŠyou are not.â
âI would be very careful with my next sentence if I were you.â
He stands and stares at her, mess of a woman, but she has made a mess out of him aswell, then tilts his head and holds hers in his hands.
âLook at you, who could have told that you out of all women are making me lose my mind.â
âMe? Out of all women?â
âYou. You short. You unbothered. You.â he kisses her forehead several times, his nose bumping on her forehead.
âCan you get off me? I am trying to work.â she tries to protest as he now smothers her cheeks and eyelids, covering every centimeter of her face but her lips.
âYou never do any work and that is why you stay until late doing all the things you had day to do.â
âYouâre never learning proper English, are you.â
Goffredo just gives a final kiss and leaves.
âAnd they say us women are complicatedâŠâ
Maranata still sticky from kisses from Goffredoâs smoke reeking lips makes her way towards the table of their shared library.
There she sees a bunch of letters, bills, spam.
Then there is one for her.
From a name she did not wish to hear more from.
âMagnus!â
The blonde man in the tailored suit was moving fast down the corridor, quicker than courtesy allowed.
âMagnus, please!â
He slowed just enough to turn his head, not quite stopping.
âMiss Johannsen,â he said, breath steady, voice polite but already halfway elsewhere, âIâm afraid youâve caught me at a mighty inconvenient moment.â
For once, he truly looked itâpapers in hand, men waiting on him, a schedule pulling him in three directions at once. And he wasnât even running for office anymore.
âPlease, sir. Just one minute.â
Maranata reached into her apron, pulled out the small kitchen timer she used with the children, and clicked it on. The ticking began between them, soft but insistent.
Magnus glanced down at it, then back at her.
A corner of his mouth twitched.
âWell now,â he drawled, âthatâs a new one.â
âOne minute, Miss,â he conceded.
âTheyâre trying to unlawfully fire someone from the education department,â she rushed, holding out a folder. âHe hasnât done anything wrong. I can explain further, but pleaseâsir, I know you must know someone. Please help me.â
Magnus took the papers, flipping through them with practiced speed. His expression did not change much, but his eyes slowed on certain lines.
He nodded once, closing the folder.
âIâll see what I can do, Miss.â
âThank you, sir.â
He tipped his head and moved on, already swallowed again by the machinery of his day.
Maranata knew she should not have done that.
She had stepped out of lineâused proximity, used timing, used him.
But Elton had no one else.
And if she had any voice at all in this place, then it was meant to be used for someone who didnât.
The rest of the day passed in routineâsmall hands, spilled crayons, songs half-sung and forgotten.
But beneath it all, something waited.
When the call came, she answered immediately.
âHi, Elton. Yes, Iâm here.â
âMary? Were you able to talk toââ
âYes. I did. He didnât have time for a follow-up, Iâm sorry.â She softened her tone. âIâm doing everything I can. Iâll speak to him again when he comes for his girl.â
Silence.
Then breathâuneven, fragile, breaking at the edges.
She closed her eyes briefly.
âDonât worry,â she said gently. âEven if this doesnât work, weâll find you something else. But Iâll do everything I can to keep you where you are, alright?â
A sob came through the line.
âYes⊠yes⊠thank youâŠâ
âYouâre welcomeâŠâ
The classroom door slammed open so violently it struck the wall.
She flinched.
A man stood thereânavy vest, unfamiliar face, too direct.
âEveninâ. Paxtonâs daughter in here?â
Maranata steadied herself against the desk.
âYou did not knock, sir.â
âSorry âbout that. Is Magnus Paxtonâs girl here or not?â
âWho are you?â
âFriend of the family. He sent me to fetch herâurgent. Theyâve got somewhere to be.â
Her eyes narrowed slightly.
âDid you not check at reception?â
He hesitated.
âThe lady up front was⊠flustered. Said this was your room.â
Something tightened in her chest.
âOf course,â she said calmly. âThen Iâll just need your full name, phone number, addressâand Iâll have to see some identification.â
âWhat for?â
âDaycare policy, sir. If reception didnât clear you, then it falls to meââ
His fist struck the desk.
Hard.
âMaâam,â he said, voice low now, âPaxton needs her. Urgently.â
Two more men appeared behind him. Cloaked. Silent. Watching.
They exchanged a glance.
A small shake of the head.
No success.
Maranataâs pulse surged.
Even if she refused, they would find the child.
Fear rose fast, sharp, suffocating.
She moved anyway.
âIâll go get her.â
âDonât trouble yourself. Just tell us where.â
Her mind raced.
âPlayground,â she said. âThereâs a storage shed out back. She likes to hide in there when her father comesâto avoid paparazzi.â
The men looked at each other.
Uncertain.
Her hands trembled as she untangled the keys from her apron. When she finally freed them, she pressed them into the larger manâs hand.
âBack entrance,â she added.
They left.
Only then did her knees threaten to give.
Goffredo listened to Maranata and implemented the box of questions, as expected the children had been immature, remarkably classless and borderline blasphemous as far as anonimity would let them.
It was easy though, finding out who wrote what based on their handwritting and even the ink that they used.
Some received answers to stupid senseless questions, others detention (and also a future distrust for their professor) and some others a few words of encouragement.
Since Father Goffredo was feeling rather petty that moment some even received feedback on their grammar.
But there was one particular boy who was making him lose sleep.
Most of the kids just inherited their parents religion, not that Goffredo minded, as many catholics as possible is the rule. this is how you get them, making families have lots of kids, that was before the âdevilâs toolsâ as he called birth control, had taken over so many lives.
Most of his students blindly followed the faith they were raised in, it was the safest option, it was comfortable, it was easy.
But whoever had writen this letter was clearly not one of them, a rebel, a different breed, or just some young boy discovering poorly formulated baseline level atheism.
It had many good arguments for his age, Goffredo had to give him that, it was actually quite challenging.
There was just one person in the whole wide world that loved to snob about scripture as much as he did.
No, actually there are many, he lives in a catholic school! But he deep down knows that this is an excuse to see his âfriendâ once more.
âFather Goffredo, we were not aware that you would make us the honorâŠâ his colleague looked as nervous as he was surprised, he scanned him with his blue eyes looking desperately for any clue that he was there by accident.
âGood evening Father Thomas, no, I was just passing by, but, now that I am here, I had unaâŠâ despite months of living in England his English would just get worse everyday, âuhmâŠanâŠan activity for the boys to write me their questions related to their faiths, I needed a second opinion.â
âWell if I may,â kindly, Father Thomas extended his hand, committed to a task that had not yet been trusted with, âwe could discuss this over tea.â
âGrazzi, fratello, maiâŠI came looking for Miss Johansen, you know?â
As puzzled as he looked Father Thomas obligued.
âOf course, she must be in the library, she usually gives her lessons there since it is the only room with a projector, uhmâŠthis way here, please.â
âGrazie.â Goffredo smiled and nodded, such a kind servant of the Lord, ever since heâd met Thomass he knew that they were going to be best friends.
The Englishman showed him the way across gardens and fountains.
âYour friendâŠPadre she is a modern woman, right?â
ââŠsĂŹ, maybe too much, you know?â
âOh, not at all, sheâs been adjusting but she is absolutely delightful, for a protestant woman she is very good at her job here.â
Even though it was Goffredoâs idea to bring Maranata here to teach, he was still a bit mad and did everything in his power to warn his english friend about his girlâs heretical background.
Thomas nevertheless just became eager to bring her because of that, he thought that it was important for the young ladies to have a femenine figure around that was not a nun, someone that was tempted by the daily life and the desires of the flesh, someone with a different perspective on the same topic.
Bless his heart, the Italian thought. So much of a brilliant and devoted mind to be lost to nonsense. Thomas was not only an attractive man, he was another bright mind and heart for the Lord, Goffredo admired him so much.
Then he started to flirt with all of that liberal nonsense that was polluting the very fundaments of the church, he was okay with other faiths, gave mass in English and allowed women in jeans to his homily.
Goffredo could only pray silently that his friendâs heart would turn to the Lord as soon as possible.
âMay I ask: Why specifically Miss Johansen for your theological question?â
âIl mio ragazzoâŠhe, he wanted to know about the protestant bible and doctrines, soâŠI thought I would ask a friend.â he explained laughing too.
Thomas smiled slowly in understanding.
âWell, then I consider a blessing that you have such a friend.â
Oh Thomas. Goffredo laughed and swallowed nervously. If he only knewâŠ
What if he knew?
Would he judge him for being the most conservative man in the group of friends? Would he endorse this little flirtation of him like Bishop Alexander had done before learning that it was a formal courting instead of a fling?
Was Thomas going to dispprove of him?
And if he did so, why?
Because he is a priest or because she is protestant?
âSĂŹâŠa blessing, scussi,â Goffredo adjusted his collar, âitâs getting warmer all of a sudden.â
They finally made it to the library, Maranata was dusting the tables.
âMiss Johansen, please the nuns can take care of that.â
âOh, please, it is fine, after all itâs just the girlsâ mess that I am picking up. How may I help you Mr. Lawrence.â
âI believe that you have a visit.â
Goffredo emerged happy to see Mary, it was getting harder to come up with excuses as of to why the priest of the boarding school for boys had to see the supplementary literature teacher for the barding school for girls every day three hours per day.
âMaranata.â
âThey let just anyone here these days, donât they?â she jokes to Lawrence who laughs back at her.
âWell, my dears, if you need something else I shall be at my office where you know you can find me.â he nods and bids farewell.
Both Mary and Goffredo nod and look back at eachother.
âSo, my dear. What do you want?â
Maranata let the men go, even after they closed the door and evacuated the room the heavy atmosphere lingered.
She leaned down her desk and whispered âGood girl, you were very quiet.â
Jackie did not speak back, she just clung to her legs with an unreadable and bored expression.
âIf those men come back I need you to be very, very quiet, okay?â
The toddler nodded as Maranata quickly stood up to close the door with a key and close the blinds.
Everyone was going crazy over the spring festival so the schoolâs supervision was at an all time low.
Her fingers immediately dialed the one number that she could rely on.
Every beep from the line felt like a stab to her guts, the silence and suspense was killing what anxiety had left alive of her.
Then after excruciating minutes finally there was an answer.
âGood evening Miss Johansen, I am afraid that Magnus canât come to the-â
âMaâamâŠI need you to tell me somethingâŠâ she interrupted the secretary with no repair, her voice still shaky and her eyes watery.
âI know miss, your friendâs firing, but we are afraid that MagnusâŠâ the voice was getting lost on her.
âNo, no, please. Just tell me one thing maâam, nothing to do with that.â
A sight from the other side, reluctant agreement.
âYes?â
âDid you sent someone for Jackie today?â
âExcuse me miss? Could you repeat yourself?â
âDid you sent someone to pick up Jackie today? S-some men came for her but I did not let her go because I did not know themâŠâ
On the other side there was an immediate agitation, no further answer from the secretary as she could distinguish the sounds of several voices on the line.
Then, footsteps approached the door rapidly, her heart stopped at the possibility of the men coming back for her.
Must have been someone else because they did not bother stopping by.
âMary? What happened?â Magnusâ voice brought her back to earth in the worst way possible.
âMagnus, listen to me, three tall men came asking for Jackie, they said you had sent them to pick her up but we donât know themâŠâ
âI am sending someone right away, donât move, donât let them get to her please.â
This was worse. It was either the shame of being paranoid in the best of cases, but now, turned out that her fears were confirmed.
Someone was after Jackie.
He did not answer immediately.
Instead, Goffredo reached into his coat with a kind of ceremony that did not belong to himâtoo deliberate, too carefulâand placed the folded letter on the table between them.
Maranata did not touch it at first.
She looked at it the way one looks at something brought from far awayâcurious, measured, already anticipating its weight.
âYou look like a man bringing evidence,â she said lightly.
âWorse,â he replied. âA question.â
That made her glance up.
âFrom you?â she asked. âNow I am concerned.â
He exhaled through his nose, something between amusement and irritation.
âFrom one of my boys,â he said, nudging the letter slightly toward her. âAnd not a stupid one.â
That, more than anything, made her pick it up.
She unfolded it slowly, smoothing the page with the flat of her hand. Her eyes moved line by line, steady, unhurried. The room seemed to narrow around that quiet actâdust motes suspended in the late light, the faint scent of paper and polish lingering in the air.
Goffredo watched her read. She had some glasses on, even though she did not really need them for other than prolonged reading time.
They rested on the tip of her nose, her brows furrowing as she made sense of the words in the paper.
To think this could have been his daily view.
To think that this would have been a common occurence before sleeping other than a ceremony that he had to carefully plan.
This was meant to be their life together, reading letters, correcting essays, teaching together.
Instead, now they only bark at eachother and then stay still for days.
Not impatiently. Not quite.
When she finished, she did not speak at once.
She folded the page again, precisely along its original crease, and set it down.
âWell,â she said at last. âHeâs not wrong to ask.â
Goffredoâs mouth twitched.
âI know,â he said. âThis is why it is annoying.â
She almost smiled.
âHeâs careful,â she added. âThat makes him dangerous.â
âSixteen,â Goffredo muttered. âAnd already writing like he is publishing a paper.â
âThatâs not the worst thing he could be doing at sixteen.â
âNo,â he agreed. âBut it is more work for me.â
She laughed.
âIt is.â
âSoâŠwhat do you think?â he asked in his characteristic thick accent.
âI thinkâŠthat you have created an ambience comfortable enough for your students to feel like they can reach out to youâŠâ she said with a smile she was clearly teasing him.
He smelt it, and tilted his head âitalianlyâ as she once had put it.
Goffredo did not have to say a word, he just approached her table, leaned in and stared onto her eyes, way too close.
âIs that so?â he whispered to her, teasing back.
She took his jaw in a hand and squeezed.
âYes, thatâs so.â
He smiled and sat by her side.
âCompelling child that you haveâŠbut I do wonder, mio caro, what has this child of yours been consuming for him to come out for these questions, maybe if we knew the source material for this ideas we could actually tackle the root, and not just trim the barks.â
ââŠbarks?â
âIs another word for branches.â she clarified, fruitless since he still looked at her like she invented words.
Blank stare.
âThe arms of the trees, Goffredo.â
âAhâŠâ
âLook, letâs break it down, okay? He clearly has his head all over the place and the questions overlap.â
She takes out her notebook. He leans resting his arms on the desk, getting as close as he can to her.
âBenne.â
Everything after blurred.
Police.
Sirens.
Reporters.
Magnus.
The law.
The principal, pale with humiliation.
A kidnapping attempt.
Not just any child.
The niece of a Texas senatorâRandall Paxton.
Maranataâs voice repeated the same story again and again, each time to a different face, a different microphone, a different urgency.
Cameras wanted her.
Questions clawed at her.
But her thoughts drifted elsewhere.
To Jackie.
Small. Bright. Unaware.
How does a child hold something like this?
Then suddenlyâ
Nothing.
Silence.
Like the ocean swallowing sound.
The reception couch dipped beside her.
âMiss Johannsen⊠thank you.â
She turned.
Magnus.
His blue eyes met hers, but the shine in them had dulled.
She nodded once.
âIs Jackie okay?â
âYes, maâam. She is.â His voice softened. âShe donât quite understand what happened yet. Weâll⊠weâll talk to her when we get home.â
A pause.
The fan hummed overhead.
âLook,â he said, quieter now, worn down to something more human, âI mean it this time. If you ever need somethinââyou call me.â
Maranata exhaled slowly.
Now.
âWere you able to check my friendâs case?â
Magnus nodded, but his gaze shifted away.
âYeah. I did.â
Nothing more.
ââŠAnd?â
âAnd,â he said, straightening slightly, something of the politician settling back into his posture, âIâm sorry, Miss Johannsen. I donât rightly see what you expect me to do about it.â
Her body turned toward him sharply.
âThatâs it?â Her voice rose. âThatâs all you have to say?â
âMary,â he said, firm but controlled, âyou want me to march into the Department of Education and tell âem not to fire him?â
âYes! Or help me relocate himâfind him another job! This is his life, Magnus. Itâs not fair, and you know it.â
Magnusâ jaw tightened.
He did not agree.
âDonât look at me like that,â she pressed. âDonât tell me you think he deserves it.â
âI donât see why he ought to stay,â he replied, voice steady now.
âBecause he has done nothing wrong! He is an outstanding worker.â
âMary,â he said, slower now, heavier, âIâve read his file. I spoke to his superiorsââ
âAnd you believed them?â she snapped. âThe same people trying to get rid of him?â
Magnusâ gaze hardened.
âNo reason?â he repeated quietly. âYou really gonna stand there and say that with a straight face?â
She held his stare.
He leaned in slightly, voice dropping.
âThat friend of yours is a homosexual,â he said plainly. âYou know it full well. And youâre askinâ me to pretend that donât matter.â
The air between them shifted.
âThese comparisons usually come from a handful of sources,â she began. âNot hundreds. The same few get repeated.â
He watched her, attentive nowânot defensive, but aware he was stepping into her territory.
He shifted closer without announcing it. Not enough to interruptâjust enough that his shoulder nearly brushed hers when he leaned in to see the page.
âFirst,â she said, âMesopotamian flood narratives.â
He nodded vaguely, though his body had already angled toward her, attention divided between the explanation and the quiet permission of proximity.
âYes. The famous one.â
She gave him a look.
âThere are several,â she corrected gently. âBut the most cited is the Epic of Gilgamesh.â
Blank stare.
âGoffredo.â
âI have heard the name,â he said, slightly defensive. âDo not look at me like this.â
She almost smiled.
âIt includes a flood story,â she explained. âA man warned by a god, instructed to build a vessel, survives a divine catastrophe.â
He leaned in a little moreânot just to see, not entirely.
âAnd this comes before Genesis?â
âYes. By centuries.â
He frownedânot disturbed, but thinking. His arm slid onto the table beside hers, close enough now that their sleeves brushed when she moved.
âSo this is what the boy sees,â he said. âFlood here, flood thereâso one must come from the other.â
âExactly.â
âAnd you say this is⊠parallel, not dependence.â
âI say it could be either,â she corrected. âBut similarity alone doesnât prove direction.â
He nodded slowly.
âGood,â he said. âWe keep it open, but not naĂŻve.â
She continued.
âThen there are the so-called âdying and rising gods.ââ
Goffredo made a small, skeptical sound, though his posture softened, his weight beginning to leanânot away, not even beside, but toward her.
âYes, this one I have heard. Always very dramatic.â
She ignored the tone.
âFigures like Osiris in Egypt,â she said. âSometimes Mithras is mentioned, though that comparison is⊠weak.â
âWeak?â he echoed.
âVery,â she said. âMost of what people claim about Mithrasâbirth narratives, resurrection parallelsâis either exaggerated or simply incorrect.â
He let out a short breath of approval, but instead of straightening, he stayed thereâclose, listening, almost quiet now.
âAh,â he said. âSo not all of this is serious scholarship.â
âMuch of it isnât,â she replied. âEspecially when itâs simplified.â
She leaned slightly closer to the notebook, her voice more precise now.
âWith Osiris, for example, you do have a death and restoration motif. But itâs cyclical. Symbolic. Tied to agricultural patterns, the Nile, fertility.â
Goffredo listened, brow slightly furrowedâbut now his shoulder rested fully against hers. Not accidental anymore. Not quite deliberate either. Just⊠there.
âSo not⊠historical,â he said.
âNot in the way Christianity claims,â she answered. âItâs mythic structure, not a claim about a singular event in time.â
He nodded once.
âThis is important,â he said.
âIt is.â
A brief pause.
Then she added:
âThereâs also Zoroastrianism.â
He blinked.
âNow you are just inventing words.â
She exhaled, half amused.
âPersian religion,â she clarified. âPre-Christian. It introduces ideas like final judgment, dualismâgood versus evil, light versus darkness.â
He leaned back slightlyâonly to reposition, closer again, as if distance had become uncomfortable without him noticing.
âAnd this influences Christianity?â
âIt may have influenced the Jewish thought-world during the exile,â she said carefully. âWhich then informs the context in which Christianity emerges.â
He narrowed his eyes slightly.
âSo⊠indirect influence.â
âPossibly,â she said. âBut againâcontext is not corruption.â
He repeated it quietly.
âContext is not corruption.â
She nodded.
âExactly.â
Goffredo rested his chin briefly against his knuckles, studying the pageâthen, almost absentmindedly, let his weight drift further.
It happened slowly.
His shoulder pressed more firmly into hers. His head tiltedâhesitatedâthen came to rest, light at first, against the curve of her shoulder.
Maranata did not stop speaking.
âSo the boy,â he said slowly, voice softer now, closer to her ear than before, âcollects all of this⊠puts it togetherâŠâ
âAnd concludes that Christianity is assembled from parts,â she finished.
He scoffed lightly, though the sound came muffled now, against her.
âLike a machine,â he said.
âOr a collage,â she replied.
He shook his head, just slightly, the movement brushing against her.
âNo,â he said. âThis is too simple.â
âYes,â she agreed. âThatâs the problem.â
Silence settled againâbut this time it carried something else entirely.
Goffredo did not move away.
Instead, his arm shiftedâhesitant, uncertainâand came around her side, not fully embracing, not quite holding. Just⊠there. As if he had forgotten himself.
Maranataâs pen slowed.
She stared at the page a moment longer than necessary.
Thenâ
âGioâŠâ she murmured, low, careful.
He didnât lift his head.
âWhy do we fight so much?â he asked quietly. âI miss you when we are not like thisâŠâ
The words did not belong to the argument. They slipped through it, fragile and unguarded.
Maranata closed her eyes for a brief second.
Then she exhaled, soft.
âMe tooâŠâ she said. âI miss you.â
âThen why we fight?â
âBecause you are dumb.â she tried to joke but his eyes were too teary for that.
He leaned and kissed the bridge of her nose.
âI am dumbâŠ?â
She nodded hesitantly with his forehead against hers.
âVery.â
âI told you I killed a man, you did not believe me.â
Thatâs when the curse broke, she stood up.
âGio not now, even if you did it â which I donât believe â what makes you think that I am mean to know about it? You are putting me at risk just for telling me!â
ââConfess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healedâ it is James five sixteen Maranata. Your protestant heretical beliefs took away the beauty of confessional, the accountability that comes from telling your sins, exposing yourself raw.â
âYou see that is why we fight. You cannot see past our differences and refuse to acknowdlege the things that bring us together.â
âOur differences are a bit too big to ignore ainât they? Our differences are not âyou like coffee with milk, I like withoutâ Maranata, we are dragging centuries of theological differences! And that is generous considering that your church barely has any sort of it.â
She did not respond, just exhaled softly and leaned onto her hands.
He kept ranting but the noise came blurred to her, she rubbed her eyes as his voice became a muted sound.
After some minutes Goffredo finally realized that she was not paying attention to him, so he decided to intervene physically, he put a hand on her shoulder which she moved abruptly.
âWhat will I do with youâŠâ
Silence, she was irritated, starved and nearly exhausted.
âAre you using my help or not?â
ââŠthere is no way that you believe meâŠis it?â
Maranata blinked twice as she looked at the notebook with scribbles.
âAlright. Iâll believe you. Who did you kill?â
The meeting resumed at the break of dawn.
The first pale light of morning filtered through the blinds, cutting the office into long, quiet stripes.
Magnus was already there.
Seated behind his desk.
Waiting.
His fingers tapped steadily against the polished mahogany â not impatient, not nervous, but measured, like a man accustomed to time bending around him.
âJohannsen,â he said without looking up at first, âgo on and have yourself a seat.â
She did.
âGood morning, Magnus.â
âMorning, maâam.â
A pause.
A breath.
âAlright,â he sighed, leaning back slightly, rubbing his jaw as if the night had not granted him much rest. âI took another look at the records.â
He opened a drawer and pulled out several folders, placing them neatly in front of her.
âElton Kaplan,â he began, voice even, professional. âCurriculum design, Department of Education. Thirty years old. Born into a Jewish family up in New Jersey. Moved down here âround middle school age.â
âYes,â she said softly. âI met him in college.â
Magnus nodded once.
âWell⊠your friendâs got himself a decent background. Solid. Not exceptional, but solid.â
Her hands tightened over the fabric of her skirt.
âHeâs been workinâ with the department since before he even graduated,â Magnus continued, flipping a page. âAnd on paper? His recordâs clean. Real clean.â
He paused.
Then closed the folder with a deliberate motion.
âBut,â he added, quieter now, âwe canât ignore his⊠situation.â
Maranataâs voice sharpened.
âThe situation of being fired without cause? Denied severance, denied recommendations, effectively blacklisted from future employment?â
Magnus exhaled slowly through his nose.
âWell now,â he said, leaning forward, forearms resting on the desk, âthatâs one way of tellinâ it.â
He met her eyes.
âBut truth is, Mary⊠your friend put himself in a mighty difficult position.â
Her jaw tightened.
âHe did his job,â she said.
Magnus tilted his head slightly.
âHe did more than that,â he replied. âHe made himself visible.â
Silence stretched between them.
Then, more firmly:
âI spoke with his supervisor. And I didnât go in there blind, neither. I know how these departments operate. I know what they tolerate, and I know what they donât.â
He tapped the folder lightly.
âAnd in this state â in this climate â with my brother sittinâ in that Senate seat and half the legislature watchinâ every move we makeâŠâ he let the sentence hang for a moment, letting its weight settle, âyou donât get the luxury of pretendinâ these things donât matter.â
Maranata leaned forward.
âSo thatâs it?â she asked quietly. âOptics?â
Magnusâ expression hardened just a fraction.
âOptics,â he repeated, âis another word for responsibility.â
Her breath caught, but she did not interrupt.
âYouâre askinâ me to step in,â he continued, voice low but steady, âto lean on a state department, to make calls, to shift things around⊠for a man whose situationâwhether you like it or notâis exactly the kind of thing folks out there are watchinâ for.â
He gestured vaguely outward, toward a world beyond the office walls.
âParents. Churches. Voters.â
He leaned closer.
âMy name donât just belong to me, Mary. Itâs tied to my family, to my brother, to the people who put him where he is. Every move I make reflects on that.â
Maranata did not look away.
âSo youâre going to let them destroy him,â she said.
Magnus shook his head slowly.
âAinât about destroyinâ anyone.â
âThen what is it about?â
He held her gaze.
âItâs about understandinâ the cost of standinâ where youâre standinâ,â he said. âAnd your friend⊠he chose not to be careful.â
The folder disappeared back into the drawer with a soft, final sound.
For a moment neither of them spoke.
Magnus did not return to his papers. He stayed where he was, hands resting on the desk, eyes fixed somewhere just past herâas if weighing whether to leave things where they stood or to step further into them.
He chose the latter.
âMary,â he said, quieter now, less official, more man than office, âyou and I both know this ainât just about paperwork.â
She didnât answer.
He leaned back slightly, studying her.
âYouâre a believer,â he continued. âRaised in the Word. Youâve read it, studied it deeper than most folks I know. So Iâm gonna ask you plain.â
His gaze settled fully on her now.
âWhat do you think Scripture says about this?â
Maranata swallowed.
Her hands folded over each other, tight.
âIt is clear,â she said at last, voice steady but low. âThe Bible does not affirm it.â
Magnus nodded once.
âThatâs right.â
Silence stretched again, but this one was differentâheavier, more intimate.
âAnd yet,â he went on, âyouâre sittinâ here askinâ me to step in and protect a man whoâs livinâ openly in contradiction to that.â
Her eyes flickered.
âI am asking you to protect a man who has done his job,â she corrected softly.
Magnus shook his head, not harshly, but firmly.
âThatâs where you and I part ways on this, Mary.â
He leaned forward again, elbows on his knees now, voice lowering.
âIn your mind, you can separate the two. His work on one side, his life on the other.â A small pause. âBut for a whole lot of people in this state, that ainât how it works.â
âHe is not harming anyone,â she insisted.
Magnusâ jaw tightened slightly.
âThatâs not the measure folks are usinâ,â he replied. âThe measure is obedience.â
The word settled between them like something placed carefully on a table.
Maranata looked down for a moment, then back at him.
âAnd what about mercy?â she asked.
Magnusâ expression shiftedâjust slightly.
âMercy donât mean callinâ something right when it ainât,â he said.
âI did not say that.â
âBut thatâs how it ends up lookinâ,â he answered. âOut there,â he added, gesturing vaguely, âpeople donât see nuance. They see endorsement.â
Her voice softened.
âI am not endorsing anything. I am trying to keep someone from being crushed.â
Magnus held her gaze.
âAnd Iâm tellinâ you,â he said quietly, âthat if I step in, thatâs exactly how itâs gonna be read. Not just by strangers. By churches. By families. By the same folks that trust meâand my brotherâto stand firm on these matters.â
He paused.
âThis ainât just your friendâs situation. It becomes mine the moment I touch it.â
Maranataâs fingers trembled slightly against her skirt.
âHe does not deserve this,â she said.
Magnus sighed, long and low, rubbing his hands together.
âDeserveâs a hard word, Mary.â
Then, after a beat:
âYou ever read where it says we all fall short?â he asked.
She nodded faintly.
âOf course.â
âThen you know none of us stand where we stand âcause we earned it.â
His voice softened, but it did not yield.
âBut thereâs a difference between fallinâ⊠and plantinâ your feet somewhere the Word calls sin and refusinâ to move.â
Maranata closed her eyes briefly.
âHe is not defiant,â she said. âHe is⊠he is trying to live.â
Magnusâ gaze lingered on her, something almost sympathetic flickering throughâbut it did not last.
âAinât we all,â he murmured.
The room grew quiet again.
âIâm not askinâ you to change what you believe,â she said after a moment. âI am asking you to act justly despite it.â
Magnus shook his head slowly.
âFor me, those two things ainât separate.â
Her breath caught.
âSo thatâs it,â she whispered.
Magnus didnât answer immediately.
Instead, he stood up, walking around the desk slowly, not looming, but closer nowâcloser than a politician needed to be.
âMary,â he said, voice low, steady, unmistakably certain, âyouâve got a good heart. Truly. And I respect that about you.â
It sounded almost like regret.
âBut youâre tryinâ to carry somethinâ that ainât yours to carry.â
Her eyes lifted to meet his.
âHe is my friend.â
âAnd that matters,â Magnus said. âIt does.â
A pause.
âBut it donât change what this is.â
Silence settled one last time.
He stepped back, putting distance between them againânot just physical, but final.
âI ainât gonna intervene,â he said.
Maranata drew in a breath, steadying herself.
âMagnus⊠I hate to play this card,â she said at last, voice calm but firm, âbut you owe me. You said it yourself.â
Magnusâ posture straightened almost imperceptibly.
âI kept Jackie safe,â she continued. âThree menâtwice my sizeâwalked into my classroom, asked for your girl, raised their voices at me. I stood there alone.â
âAnd I thank you for yourââ
She lifted her hand.
Not sharp. Not rude.
Just enough to stop him.
âNo. That was nothing, truly,â she said, almost dismissive. âBut do you know how many television stations would give anything to hear what really happened in that room? How many have been calling me? Calling my family?â A small pause. âTheyâve been⊠very generous.â
Magnusâ expression shifted.
Subtly.
âIâd appreciate your discretion on the matter,â he said, voice lower now, more careful. âFor me, for my family. My brotherâheâs in a delicate position right now. The last thing we need is⊠competing versions of that story making their rounds.â
Maranata nodded, watching him.
He wasnât finished.
ââŠand about those offers,â he added, after a beat, âwhatever number theyâve put in front of youâI can match it. Double it, if thatâs what it takes.â
She shook her head immediately.
âNo, Magnus. Friends donât charge each other.â A faint, almost tired smile. âAnd that is what we are, isnât it? I had no intention of selling anything before. I certainly donât now.â
âYes,â he said quickly, seizing the word. âYes, we are. And Iâd like to keep it that way, despite our⊠differences.â
âOf course.â
She remained standing.
He remained seated.
Neither moved to end the meeting.
The clock ticked on the wallâslow, relentless, indifferent.
Magnus glanced at it once.
Then back at her.
She did not look away.
She waited.
He knew it.
A long breath left him, heavier this time.
ââŠAlright,â he muttered, rubbing his jaw, the politician slipping just a fraction. âIâll see what I can do, Mary.â
She tilted her head.
âWhat can you do, Magnus?â
He looked at her thenâreally looked this time, as if measuring how much ground he was willing to give.
âI canât keep him in that position,â he said plainly. âThatâs not on the table.â
She said nothing.
âBut,â he continued, slower now, âI can make sure he walks out with his head held high.â
A pause.
âI can have his full severance honored. Every dollar of it.â
Another.
âI can make sure the official reason for his departure doesnât follow him around like a stain.â
Her fingers tightened slightly around the strap of her bag.
âAnd I can write him a recommendation letter myself,â Magnus added. âNot a formality. A strong one. One thatâll open doors instead of closinâ âem.â
Silence.
âIâll make calls,â he said. âQuiet ones. Places thatâll take him without askinâ too many questions.â
Maranataâs gaze softened just a fraction.
It wasnât justice.
But it was something.
Magnus leaned back, exhaling.
âThatâs as far as I can go.â
The words landed with the weight of a boundary carefully drawn.
She studied him for a moment longer.
Then nodded.
ââŠAlright.â
âThank you, brother in Christ.â
She turned, ready to leave, ready to let that be the end of it.
âButââ
His voice cut in before she could take a step.
âThis leaves us uneven.â
Maranata turned back sharply, something already rising in her chest, ready to push, to argue, to refuseâ
But Magnus was already standing.
âNo, no,â he said quickly, lifting a hand, stepping around the desk toward her. His tone softened, almost placating, but there was calculation beneath it. âDonât take it that way.â
He stopped a few steps from her, close enough now that this was no longer a conversation across furniture, but between two people standing on the same ground.
âIt does leave us uneven, Mary,â he continued, quieter, more deliberate. âWhat Iâm doinâ for your friend⊠thatâs not small. And if it ever sees daylight the wrong wayâŠâ he gave a faint, humorless breath, âwell, letâs just say it ainât exactly the kind of story my brother needs floatinâ around right now.â
Her expression tightened.
âI didnât ask you toââ
âI know,â he said, cutting gently but firmly. âI know you didnât.â
A pause.
Then, smoother now:
âWhich is why Iâd like to even things out proper.â
She watched him, wary.
Magnus adjusted his cuff, casual on the surface, intentional underneath.
âGot a gala tonight,â he said. âDonors, press, a handful of folks who like to feel important.â A small smile tugged at his mouth. âYou know the type.â
He tilted his head slightly.
âCome with me.â
Maranata didnât answer immediately.
âBe my guest,â he added, voice dipping just enough to make it sound like an offer rather than a request. âMy plus one, there I will tell you what I really need from you.â
She smiled politely putting up the church girl act.
âCanât it be here and now?â
âIt would kill the suspense, would it not? Donât feel like I am trapping you, consider it a Queen Esther going to her husband to invite him for a banquet.â
ââŠokayâŠI will see you there.â
âGreat. I will have my chaffeur pick you up.â
Maranata did not look up from the page.
âIt is not fine,â she said, though there was no sharpness left in itâonly fatigue, threaded with stubbornness. âWeâre circling the same formulations. Itâs not landing.â
Behind her, Goffredo did not withdraw.
His arms remained loosely around her, more presence than restraint, his chin hovering just above her head as if he had decided that proximity itself was an argument.
âYou think too much about landing,â he murmured. âHe is sixteen, not a conference.â
She turned a page, slower this time.
âHeâs not asking like a sixteen-year-old,â she replied. âIf we answer him like one, heâll notice.â
Goffredo hummed softly, not quite disagreeing.
Another kiss, absentminded, to her hair.
Maranata closed the book.
The sound of itâfirm, finalâcut through the quiet.
âThen we change strategy,â she said.
He stilled, just slightly.
âHow?â
She leaned back just enough that his arms shifted with her, her head almost brushing his shoulder now instead of the other way around.
âWe stop trying to defend everything,â she said. âAnd we define what can actually be defended.â
Goffredo tilted his head, listening more carefully now.
âArchaeology,â she continued. âWeâve been treating it like an accessory argument. Itâs not.â
He exhaled softly.
âFinally,â he said. âSomething solid.â
She reached for another book, flipping it open with practiced ease.
âNot solid in the way you want,â she corrected. âBut solid enough.â
He smiled faintly at that, though she couldnât see it.
âGo on, dottoressa.â
She traced a line with her finger.
âWe need to make a distinction heâs not making,â she said. âArchaeology does not prove theological claims.â
Goffredo nodded immediately, his voice lower now, steadier.
âYes. Good. This is where people make fools of themselves.â
âBut,â she added, lifting her gaze slightly, âit does confirm historical context with remarkable consistency.â
He leaned in a fraction closer.
âExamples,â he said.
She turned the book slightly so he could see, though she knew he wasnât really reading.
âTake Assyrian records,â she said. âSennacheribâs campaign against Judah is documented outside the Bible.â
He frowned faintly, concentrating.
âThe siege?â he asked.
âYes. The prism inscriptions.â She tapped the page. âThey describe his victories, his dominanceâeverything except the fall of Jerusalem, which the biblical account also presents as⊠complicated.â
Goffredo let out a quiet breath through his nose.
âSo both sources align,â he said slowly, âbut not perfectly.â
âExactly,â she replied. âWhich is what you expect from independent records, not coordinated fiction.â
He nodded once, sharper now.
âGood,â he said. âVery good.â
She continued.
âOr the existence of Pontius Pilate,â she added. âConfirmed by Roman inscriptions. Crucifixion practicesâwell documented. The political structure of Judea under Roman governanceâconsistent across sources.â
Goffredoâs arms tightened just slightlyânot possessive, not quiteâbut attentive.
âSo the Gospels,â he said, âare not inventing a world.â
âNo,â she said. âTheyâre operating within a verifiable one.â
He rested his chin lightly against her head again.
âThis is what he needs to understand,â he murmured. âThe text is not floating.â
âItâs embedded,â she said.
He smiled faintly.
âYes. Embedded. Better word.â
She flipped another page, her movements slower now, less strained.
âAnd then thereâs textual transmission,â she added. âThousands of manuscripts, across regions, languages. Variants, yesâbut traceable ones.â
Goffredo made a small sound of approval.
âNot chaos,â he said.
âNo,â she replied. âControlled variation within a stable tradition.â
He went quiet for a moment.
Not disengagedâthinking.
Then:
âSo what do we tell him?â he asked. âSimply that archaeology supports the Bible?â
Maranata shook her head.
âNo,â she said. âThat would be dishonest.â
He frowned slightly.
âExplain.â
She turned in the chair just enough to look at himâreally look at him.
âWe tell him that archaeology supports the world of the Bible,â she said. âIts settings, its actors, its cultural framework.â
âAnd the rest?â he asked.
She held his gaze.
âThe rest,â she said quietly, âis a different kind of claim.â
He studied her face, searching.
âFaith,â he said.
âNot blind faith,â she corrected. âBut not empirically demonstrable either.â
He let that sit.
For once, he didnât rush to sharpen it, didnât try to push it further.
Instead, his hand shiftedâresting more securely at her side, grounding rather than claiming.
âSo we separate the categories,â he said slowly.
âYes.â
âHistoryâŠâ he began.
ââŠand theology,â she finished.
A silence followed.
Not tense.
Not easy either.
Something in betweenâhonest, perhaps.
Goffredo exhaled, softer now.
âYou see?â he murmured against her hair. âThis is not useless.â
Maranata let her head rest back just slightly, not quite leaning into himâbut not pulling away.
âItâs getting there,â she admitted.
The pages turned again.
Not with urgency now, but with that quiet persistence Maranata had when she refused to abandon a line of thought simply because it had grown difficult. Her pen moved, paused, crossed something out, began again.
Behind her, Goffredo had gone still for a while.
Too still.
It never lasted.
âThere is another thing,â he said at last, voice returning with that familiar edgeâthoughtful, but already leaning toward dispute. âThis idea that the word âhomosexualâ was never in the Bible.â
Maranata did not look up.
âMhm.â
âThey say it is modern,â he continued, shifting slightly behind her, his chin brushing her temple as he spoke. âThat it was added later, mistranslated, manipulated.â
Her pen kept moving.
âItâs a popular claim,â she said, neutral.
âIt is a bad claim,â he replied, sharper now. âLinguistically, it does not hold. The Greek termsâarsenokoitai, malakoiâthey are not⊠ambiguous in the way people pretend.â
She paused only to dip the pen again.
âThey are debated,â she said.
He exhaled softly, a hint of impatience returning.
âEverything is debated if you want it to be,â he said. âBut the semantic field is clear enough. It refers to men with men. This is not⊠invented in the twentieth century.â
Maranata underlined something on the page.
âIâm not arguing the lexical range right now,â she said.
âBut people use this,â he pressed, voice tightening just slightly. âThey build entire reconciliations on it. âIt was never there, so it is not condemned.â It is⊠convenient.â
She closed the book halfway, her fingers resting between the pages to hold her place.
âPeople get homosexuality wrong, Gio.â
That made him still.
âIs there a way to get it right?â he asked, almost too quickly. âIt is sinful.â
She turned her head just enough to look at him over her shoulder.
âIsnât that the point of all this?â she said quietly. âThat we are sinful? Where sin abounded, grace did too.â
The words did not land softly.
They settled between them with weight.
Goffredoâs jaw tightened.
âGay is a disease,â he said.
She turned fully now.
âNo,â she said. âGay is a sinâone that is treated differently than the ones we ourselves commit.â
His brow furrowed, something sharper surfacing.
âHow is it treated differently?â he asked. âHow are we meant to treat it, if not as something⊠disordered? Something to be corrected?â
There it was.
Not angerâyet.
But the beginning of it.
Maranata held his gaze, steady.
âAs the woman Christ saved from stoning,â she said. âCaught in sexual sin.â
He did not interrupt.
ââGet up,ââ she continued softly. ââSin no more.ââ
Silence.
âIt sounds to me like you are resentful, Gio,â she said, not softly, not harshlyâsimply placing the thought where it could be seen. âSomeone close to home came out of the closet and rocked your world the wrong way, I canât see why youâd bring it up right now.â
His jaw clenched.
The reaction came firstâinstinctive, defensiveâbut it did not fully take shape. Because she was not looking at him like an accuser. There was no triumph in her voice, no quiet Iâve figured you out.
Only observation.
Only care, in its most inconvenient form.
âMy nephew,â he said after a moment.
The words felt heavier than the argument.
Maranata didnât move.
âSomeone else knows?â she asked.
âNo.â He shook his head quickly. âHe came to my parish. Confession.â A pause. âMy brother has no idea.â
âHow old is he?â
âTwenty four.â
She absorbed that quietly.
âDo you have plans on telling his family?â
Goffredo turned to her sharply.
âOf course not,â he said, almost offended. âI would never do that⊠they would kick him out.â
The certainty in his voice lingered.
Maranata tilted her head slightly.
âWhy do you care whether they do that?â
He frowned, the question catching him off guard.
âHe is a good boy,â he said, as if that explained everything. âHe is just⊠confused. He does not know what he wants from the world and now heâs got those stupid ideas from college in his brainâŠâ
His voice trailed, thinner at the edges.
Maranata watched himânot correcting, not interrupting.
ââŠdo you consider that,â she asked carefully, âyour views on homosexuality were different before he came out?â
That landed.
Not like an accusation.
Like a mirror.
Goffredo didnât answer.
He stepped away from her instead, the absence of his weight immediate, almost abrupt. He walked toward the window, the faint reflection catching himâdistorted by the glass, dimmed by the late hour.
For a moment, he only looked.
At himself.
At something he did not quite recognize.
âYou donât have to answer right now, Gio,â she said gently behind him. âJust know that Jesus dined with sinners, and urged us to do likewise. I am not milking any more information about you, butââ
âYou?â
She blinked.
ââŠme?â
He turned, slowly.
âDo you have a homosexual in your life?â he asked. âSomeone close.â
The question did not carry the same softness hers had.
But it wasnât cruel either.
It was searching.
Maranata looked down.
Her notebook lay open, forgotten. The ink had dried mid-sentence. Her fingers rested against the margin, unmoving.
For a moment, she said nothing.
Then her lips partedâclosedâthen parted again.
âYes,â she said at last. âA⊠a very close person.â
The room shifted.
Goffredoâs gaze sharpenedânot suspicious, not entirelyâbut alert.
âFamily?â
âYeah, you could say so.â That was not a lie. Not entirely.
He studied her, something careful behind his eyes.
âDo you love him or her?â
She inhaled.
ââŠsometimes itâs hard toâŠâ Her voice faltered, just briefly. âIâve⊠prayed a lot for this person.â
The words thinned before they could fully form. She felt them catch, somewhere between truth and restraint, somewhere she could not crossânot with him, not yet.
Silence followed.
Fragile. Tense.
And for onceârare, almost miraculousâGoffredo did not press.
He saw it.
The limit.
And he turned away from it.
âYou got a letter?â he asked instead.
Maranata blinked, almost startled by the shift.
âYeah⊠an old⊠acquaintance from Texas.â
She reached for the envelope and held it up, as if it might explain itself.
He took it from her hands without hesitation.
His eyes scanned the name.
Alex Taylor.
âWho is him?â
She hesitated.
ââŠAlex was⊠a pivotal character for my personal development.â
Something in him shifted instantly.
Quiet.
Sharp.
Possessive in a way he did not try to hide.
âWas he?â
Her eyes flickered, searching for a version of the truth that would not unravel everything.
âYeah.â
He stepped closer.
âDid you like this Alex?â
A soft laugh escaped her, light but not careless.
âWhat am I to do with you, GioâŠâ she murmured, lifting a hand to his cheek. âYou read me like I am scripture, donât you?â
He leaned into her touch instinctivelyâresting thereâbut the tension did not leave him.
âSo you like Alex.â
âYeah,â she said. âAlex was my first love.â
She leaned closer, just enough to catch his eyes again, something playful flickering through the weight of everything unsaid.
âAre you jealous?â
âNo,â he said immediately. âHe could not have been more handsome than me.â
She smiled, wider now.
âOh, I would not say that. At some point, every mother in Texas had a picture of Alex in their living room. You could say that my love was the standard for Southern beauty for quite a few years.â
Goffredoâs expression tightenedânot anger, not quiteâbut something sharper.
ââŠdo you still love this man.â
The question came quieter.
More dangerous.
Maranataâs smile fadedânot completely, but enough.
âIâŠâ She paused. âI am not sure.â
She looked down for a moment, then back at him.
âIf it serves you something, we did kiss once. But⊠it was a stolen kiss.â
A beat.
âAnd I did not like it.â
Goffredo held her gaze.
Longer than before.
Searchingânot for the words, but for what sat beneath them.
Then, slowly, he handed the letter back.
âOkay.â
She blinked.
âOkay?â
âYou can write to this Alex.â
Her brows lifted.
âOh, so now youâre giving me permission to write to whom?â
âYes,â he said plainly. âYou are my woman, forgot?â
The words landedâhalf jest, half claim.
âTell Alex that he can get on his cowboy horse and ride away,â he continued, a faint edge of mockery in his tone, âkiss him goodbye and tell him that you have a more handsome man waiting for you at home.â
She tilted her head, amused.
âAnd when am I going to meet that man?â
The pinch came quick to her side.
She gasped, squirming, a startled laugh escaping her as she tried to pull away.
âGioâ!â
He laughedâopenly now, the tension breaking just enough to let something lighter through.
âI have to leave,â he said, stepping back at last. âCiao.â
âCiao,â she replied.
He turned.
Walked away.
And just like that, the room felt larger again.
Quieter.
Maranata stood there for a moment, the letter still in her hands.
Then she looked down at it.
At the name.
At everything it carried.
And for the first time that eveningâ
she did not know which conversation had unsettled her more.