#simulacra

tj. holt #smrtarchivu

a ne, #Baudrillard takto termín nepoužil: ale jeho volným výkladem: #simulakrum metastazuje tak, že dojde k implozi archivu… ke smrti archivu - dál zůstává jen sebereferenční bujení

Motivations of my own and of my volition.

Yet the agony of reintegrating a form foreign to me, aspects nameless in form changed to conform to the will of another, insists reproach in a capacity beyond my assurance.

A captain to the ship of Theseus asking at what point is it more detrimental to address just one rotted board at a time.

The bitter sweetness of commanding a condemned crew resigned to acceleration.

What good is control to a broken wheel?

Can you repair something dismantled by time without dooming it to simulacra-

identical and unrecognizable, fit to be displayed yet devoid of authenticity.

A philosophical zombie of the self,

Limited to the praise of reproduction.

Damned to exist inadequately.

But what providence to be present to overcome-

It is a blessing to be burdened, and only fools are so arrogant to dictate a facade without expecting reciprocation.

To punish the body is unholy- for Christ held no hammer to himself, but I have long since been denied his blood. Does Judas bleed for himself?

So Sisyphus returns to the valley for another day.

Psicose ou “despertar”? O livro que desafia a psiquiatria e afirma que vivemos numa simulação

Entre os inúmeros relatos contemporâneos que misturam espiritualidade, saúde mental, física quântica e teorias da simulação, poucos surgem de maneira tão visceral quanto Healing from Psychosis – We are Living in a Simulation, da terapeuta britânica Becky Parry.

A obra, lançada no Reino Unido, não é apenas uma autobiografia sobre sofrimento psíquico. Ela se apresenta como um manifesto contra a interpretação tradicional da psicose — e, mais do que isso, como uma tentativa de redefinir a própria natureza da realidade.

Parry sustenta uma tese radical: aquilo que a psiquiatria chama de “psicose” pode, em determinados casos, representar uma percepção ampliada de dimensões invisíveis da existência. Em sua visão, as vozes, visões e experiências sobrenaturais que vivenciou não seriam delírios desconectados do real, mas sinais de que o universo funciona como uma espécie de simulação multidimensional.

A ideia imediatamente remete a conceitos popularizados por filmes como The Matrix, às hipóteses do filósofo Nick Bostrom sobre realidades simuladas e até mesmo a discussões atuais envolvendo inteligência artificial, consciência e computação cósmica. Mas, no caso de Parry, a narrativa não parte de laboratórios acadêmicos ou centros de pesquisa: nasce dentro de hospitais psiquiátricos, crises emocionais profundas e experiências que ela descreve como espirituais.

Você nasceu num cativeiro.

My disability is the constant apprehension of having a moment, by which I mean acknowledging, synthesising and documenting something important in the map of my mind while it is happening in the present.

Today while I was on the escalator of the metro station, I saw a father and a son in front of me and the father was very intently explaining something to the son. I couldn't hear them, so I had to imagine what was being said. What should have felt like a sweet picture made me feel something quite the opposite. What are these man's credentials, who has taken on immense responsibility of caring for a whole new individual? What if what he is so intently explaining is hatred and bigotry to this kid? These are not new thoughts by any means, but sometimes it takes a lingering idle minute for a thought to take root. As a woman who is running out of time to bear a child, this moment felt like it was taking the shape of a decision. At this point, almost as an evolutionary instinct, I could feel the camera pan out with appropriate revelatory music framing the moment. I was repulsed and immediately shut down the entire shot, and most importantly, I shut down the original emotional experience along with it too.

This has specifically been brought about by the overuse of reductive montages in movies that perfectly capture all the defining points of life, which has generated this feeling that montages are categorically an exaggeration of real life, which is funny because movies are after all a reflection of real life. So in an attempt to simulate real life, real life itself has ceased to exist.

What is the scariest game you've ever played?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Depends, the game I played that was the scariest for me to play was fnaf (I can’t play that type of game), but the scariest game I’ve completely played through would be the simulacra games.