SOOO Bsd..right hehe it's me.back again!!! I needed a idea for the request.and I got one
Chuuya, Dazai, Ranpo, Sigma, Fyodor Nikolai
(Tho if you can't write all of em I please ask for Chuuya, Dazai and Sigma)
With a lover thats a dog persona. Like they are really loud that they don't realize it, Oblivious, really sweet, loyal, would do anything to make their lover happy. Etc... take your time and i wish you a happy new year and merry late christmas!!
สษ You are a bad girl, bad girl, what you gonna do now? สษ
Pairings: Chuuya x Reader, Dazai x Reader, Ranpo x Reader, Fyodor x Reader, Sigma x Reader, Nikolai x Reader
Summery: Them with their golden retriever lover!
Tags: Fluff, emotional vulnerability, strong themes of loyalty, dazai is highkey a bih, overprotectiveness, Fyodor calls you 'milyaya' (forgive me if this translation is wrong), The Book mentioned, themes of cages and freedom in Nikolai's part, comfort in Sigma's part, Reader calls Nikolai 'Kolya'.
A/N: Tysm for the req! FIRST BSD FICCC, tbh this is not my first Bsd writing but it is the first in a very long time, gave me so many flashbacks, someone correct me if I've written anything wrong here, anyways, hope you enjoy!
โ Chuuya Nakahara:
Chuuya notices it in pieces.
The way you practically bounce when you see him. How your voice carries across the room without you realizing. How you stand a little too close, tail-wag energy radiating off you as you talk about your day like itโs the most important thing in the world.
Youโre loud, affectionate and clingy in the best way.
โChuuya!โ you shout the second he walks in, already halfway across the room. You latch onto his arm, grinning up at him like he hung the sun himself. โYouโre back! Did you eat? Are you tired? I missed youโโ
He sighs, but thereโs no heat in it. His hand settles on your head automatically, fingers ruffling your hair.
โTchโฆ you donโt gotta announce me like that,โ he mutters, though his ears are red.
You beam. โOhโsorry! I just got excited!โ
Thatโs the thing. You always do. Youโd do anything for him. Carry his coat. Wait up late. Defend him with your whole chest if someone even looks at him wrong. And you never expect anything backโyour happiness comes from him being okay.
Chuuya realizes, slowly, that youโre not just loyal. Youโre devoted.
And gods help anyone who tries to take advantage of that, because Chuuya will tear the world apart before letting someone hurt something so pure.
โ Osamu Dazai:
At first, Dazai thinks itโs an act. Youโre too eager. Too trusting. Too openly affectionateโlaughing loudly at his jokes, clinging to his sleeve, praising him like heโs some misunderstood hero. He thinks it's an act because he too ia relishing in the same facade.
โYouโre amazing, Osamu!โ you say brightly. โI love being with you!โ
He watches you carefully and waits for the punchline but it never comes.
You follow him around like itโs the most natural thing in the world. You listen when he talks. You defend him when others criticize him. When heโs quietโreally quietโyou sit beside him, humming softly, content just being there.
One day he asks, casually, โYou know Iโm not a good person, right?โ
You tilt your head and smile. โI know youโre my person.โ
Something in his chest twists painfully. You donโt see his darkness. Or maybe you doโand you stay anyway. Loyal to a fault. Loving without conditions. You donโt try to fix him. You donโt demand anything.
And that terrifies him. Because if you ever realized you deserved betterโฆ he doesnโt think heโd survive it.
โ Fyodor Dostoevsky:
You adore the man. Openly, loudly and without restraint. You sit too close, speak too brightly, praise him without irony. You smile at him like heโs something precious instead of something dangerous.
Fyodor watches you like a curious experiment. You bring him tea before he asks. You wait patiently for his attention. When he dismisses you, you return anywayโunbothered, unwavering.
โHow naive you are, milyaya. You should be afraid of me,โ he says softly once.
You blink. โWhy would I be afraid of you?โ
That answerโso simple, so sincereโmakes something fracture. Your loyalty is absolute. Youโd follow him anywhere. Do anything to make him happy. And you never once question his intentions.
Fyodor recognizes the danger immediately. Not in you but in himself. Because loving someone like you would be the first sin heโd commit willinglyโand the only one heโd never be able to justify.
โ Ranpo Edogawa:
Ranpo figures it out in five seconds. Your loud, clingy and undeniably lovely demeanor. It's no facade, he's deductedโ rather genuine love he's received from very few people.
โYou behave like a dog,โ he says flatly.
โHuh?โ you reply, already offering him snacks you bought just because you thought heโd like them.
Youโre loud, affectionate, emotionally transparent. You praise him endlessly. You stick by his side with unwavering loyalty, defending him with your whole heart even when heโs being unbearable.
And Ranpo? He thrives. You make his life easier. Happier. Warmer. You listen to his rambling. You clap excitedly when he solves cases. You donโt mind when heโs bluntโyou just wag your metaphorical tail harder.
And the detective isn't just leeching off of your love. He returns it, in any way he can. He starts saving candy just for you, lets you sit closer than anyone else. And when someone insults you Ranpoโs smile sharpens. Because you might be obliviousโbut heโs not. And anyone who hurts his loyal partner will regret it immediately. To think his intellect is to solve cases only would be a major misconception.
โ Sigma:
Sigma is overwhelmed. Youโre so earnest. So affectionate. So present. You praise him constantlyโhis efforts, his kindness, his existence. You cling to him when youโre happy, curl up beside him when youโre tired, follow him around like being near him is enough.
โIโm notโฆ very remarkable,โ he says once, uncertain.
You stare at him like he said the sky is green. โWhat? Youโre amazing. Youโre kind. You make me feel safe. Of course youโre remarkable.โ
You say it so easily that Sigma doesnโt know what to do with that kind of devotion. Heโs afraid of disappointing you. Afraid of being unworthy of your loyalty. But every time he falters, youโre still thereโsmiling, patient, unwavering.
And for the first time, he believes he's more than just a creature born of The Book.
โ Nikolai Gogol:
Nikolai loves it. Youโre loud. Dramatic. Unapologetically affectionate. You laugh at his antics, encourage his chaos, cling to him without fear. You call his name across rooms. Praise his performances. Defend him fiercely even though he doesn't need it.
โKolya!โ you shout happily, tackling him into a hug. โYou were amazing!โ
He freezes for half a secondโthen laughs. Oh, this is dangerous, this freedom is dangerous. You donโt flinch from him. You donโt fear him. You donโt try to cage him. You love him loudly, loyally, without restraint.
And Nikolai, who fears stagnation more than death, finds himself wanting to stayโjust a little longerโif itโs with you.
Because you donโt try to control him. You are the hands that open the cages of his life instead.
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๐๐๐ญ๐๐ loves your thighs. he loves to lay his head on them and rest, drowning himself in your soft skin, away from kunikida's screams and his piling work. they are his comfort, sometimes he catches himself squeezing them when he's thinking of a new plan or contemplating his existence. he likes the feeling of your clothed thigh, and how you shake his hands away when he does it in the middle of an important meeting. but dazai is dazai, and he reminds you of that by burying his face in between your thighs for two hours straight. poor you.
๐ฅ๐๐ก๐ฃ๐ข likes to slide his fingers along the curvature of your waist in his pastime. it feels awfully nice to grab you by it when you're least expecting it, and even nicer to hike your shirt higher when you're not looking. ranpo is usually an unimpressed man because he correctly guesses his way out of everything, but his pupils dilate whenever you wear tops that show your waist. it's as if you're asking him to kiss you all over the magnificent curve. keep going and he might reward you with it :)
๐๐จ๐ก๐๐๐๐๐ has been in a dilemma for long. although his ideals called for liking conventional body parts in his lover like the eyes or the lips, he is very much inclined towards the movement of your hands. just watching your fingers flex around your pen while you filled in paperwork, or the back of your hand resting on your table lazily leaves him stiff in his seat. he can't keep his eyes off your fancy nails, and he likes to pepper kisses around your knuckles when the two of you are alone.
๐๐๐จ๐จ๐ฌ๐ thinks he can spend eternity staring at your ass. it's perfect from all angles, and even better to touch. the way his fingers dig into the plush skin make his throat go dry, and he wishes nothing more than to eat you out every single time he catches sight of your butt. he's not the best at controlling himself, but sometimes circumstances force him to, such as in battles, when you're fighting an enemy, chuuya decides to take a break and check out your ass for a few moments for good luck.
๐๐๐จ๐ง๐๐๐๐ช๐ fell for you the hardest when he saw the love you held for him in your eyes. they are of the prettiest shade, he thinks. he stares into your eyes whenever you're alone, they bring tranquility to him. he feels he can be lost in them forever. there's something about watching them scrunch up when you laugh, or roll back when he's rutting into you. akutagawa likes that he can tell how you feel just by looking into your eyes. he believes it enhances trust in your relationship.
๐๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ข๐ฅ won't admit it, but all he ever wants to do to you in his free time is mark your neck. he's a busy man, and it's not always you two end up in bed, so nipping at your neck is one of the few things that seems as intimate to him. he loves it when you recoil under his kisses, and he loves it even more when you have to walk around with the bruises he made because you were unable to hide them. fyodor might have been a vampire in one of his lives, but you're not complaining, are you?
๐ก๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ buries his face into your boobs at every chance he gets. he enjoys watching your nipples harden at the slightest provocation, and he gets off watching your boobs bounce when he shakes his head into your chest. he always gives you back hugs and leaves his hands suspiciously close to them. nikolai likes to squeeze your boob and pinch your bud, cackling at the frown on your face and kissing it. he has a hand on your chest even in non-sexual moments. the feeling of your skin so vulnerable under his touch makes him high.
๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐ thought he was in heaven when he kissed you for the time. the taste of your lips was a luxury to him, and he might have melted had you not held onto him so tightly. he wants to cherish that feeling forever, so he always gives you kisses and quick pecks whenever you're nearby. when he's stressed, he gives you a long kiss to ease it and forget. when you're stressed, he coddles you and gives you small kisses. your lips have become comfort to him. he thinks it will be nice if you were his last kiss too, just as you were his first.
outline ; โYeehaw. Was wonderin' if I should join in on the fun too, or not. Suppose you could see which option I chose then, cowpoke. I'd like to ask if you could scribble on down some o' those "headcanons" as folk call 'em for a cowboy whose heart's been stolen by Sigma. I tip my hat to you.โ
warning(s) ; none, just fluff!
given his markedly short lifespan and, consequently, lack of any real experience beyond being used by the decay of the angel, it almost goes without saying that youโre the first person that sigma has ever been with and, thus, that the poor guy is relatively anxious about messing things up and losing the only real home heโs ever had as a result โ which is a fear heโll get better at coping with the longer youโre together and the more secure he feels in your relationshipโฆ but until that point his anxieties will be something youโll have to learn how to deal with together as a unit
he does use his ability on you every now and then โ much less often than he did back when you first started seeing each other (when he was still immensely insecure about his lack of life experience and a recurring victim of his own overthinking) and now only with your express consent, but itโs still a thing that comes up once in a while
very touch starved and very fond of physical touch as a love language, even though it takes him a while to feel comfortable initiating it โ like itโs obvious how much he loves being able to lay on top of you while you play with his hair and scratch his scalp, and how much it soothes him to be smothered with kisses after a long day of work, but it takes a long time for him to feel confident enough to consistently ask for what he wants (no matter how often you tell him that youโd happily give him the world itself if he askedโฆ but thatโs just a consequence of the life he lived before you met)
goes red from his clavicle to the tips of his ears and visibly softens whenever you call him something sappy and sweet like โhoneyโ or โbabyโ or โsweetheartโ, especially โmy loveโ, so donโt let him try and tell you that he doesnโt love it when you call him a term of endearment
heโs big on quality time as a love language as well, and that doesnโt mean just going out on dates โ just existing with you, alongside you, as you both do chores or decompress or run errands together is more than enough for him. because youโre his person, his home, and he doesnโt need you to make a fuss or put on a performance to make him feel loved
sigma does get better at dealing with this as he gets more confident in his own identity and in your relationship, but he is a very insecure and jealous partner โ like in the first few months of your relationship he had recurring nightmares of you leaving him for someone better, stable, more human, more real than him, and that only made him all the more upset whenever anyone else did flirt with you in real life (he hid it relatively well โ his time at the casino helped him develop a pretty solid poker face, after all โ and never took it out on you, but it was still there and it was something he knew he needed to work on, and did)
very protective over you. youโre his person, his home, his heart, and while he may not want to hurt or kill anyone heโs also not above it if ever the situation arises. after all, while he may have come quite far from the person he was during the casino incident, heโs still just as willing to go to whatever lengths he has to in order to keep his reason for living, in this case you, safe
his favourite places to be kissed are his lips, his fingertips, his neck, and the middle of his chest โ and, in return, his favourite places to kiss you are your lips, your forehead, your palms, and your shoulders
heโs a bit traditional and makes an effort to be as much of a gentleman as possible while youโre together โ holding open doors for you, pulling out your chair before you can, carrying your bags, offering you his coat, etc. โ but he does cut it back a bit if you tell him he doesnโt actually need to do all of that for you (he is a bit embarrassed at first as he thought he was doing precisely what a good boyfriend should โ not average, good โ but he also loves you and is open enough the feedback that you give himโฆ after all, you have more experience with this whole โbeing humanโ thing so it only makes sense)
dotes on you so much whenever youโre sick or injured โ hovering, keeping track of any medications you need to take, making sure you eat perfectly balanced food on a set schedule, badgering you into staying hydrated, and just generally making sure your recovery is as smooth as possible (and heโs only slightly overbearing about it)
โ โฆ ห๏ฝกโ THIS SUMMER NIGHT WE FIND SCATTERED DREAMS, I ONCE AGAIN RUN IN THE STARLIGHT ft. dazai, chuuya, fyodor, sigma.
โ what itโs like to stargaze with them. (& more)
a/n. sadly, i have yet to see the aurora borealis and in general, seldom get to see the stars. (light pollution my no.1 enemy !!) but a girl can dream :) (& distract herself from the latest bsd chapters..)
info. fem!reader. fluff. soft everyone lol. some of them are nerds & ramble abt stars. :) + a little poetic. mentions of greek mythology. kissing. buildup to actual topic. profanities in chuuyaโs & he may or may not use sskk to help. bsd manga/ability spoilers in fyodorโs.
DAZAI : so in this instance, iโd be perseus, and youโd be andromeda. โ he listens to everything you have to say.
Your palm in his, the brunetteโs pretty fingers wrapped around yours. He softly massaged your hand as you began telling him, your starstruck lover a story under the show of constellations. It had formed into a little routine since the first time you stargazed with him as a date.
โThere was this princess,โ you started. โPrincess Andromeda. She was a very beautiful woma-โ
โYouโre more beautiful, though,โ Dazai interrupted. You didnโt even get in two complete sentences without his commentary. You sat a bit awestruck while he delivered a kiss to your hand.
โContinue, bella,โ big brown eyes teased you.
You hastily recovered. โโฆShe was beautiful. And her motherโQueen Cassiopeiaโwho was very prideful, decided to brag to Poseidon, the Greek god of the seas, that she was prettier than his daughters.โ
โI mean, thatโs understandable. I brag about you all the time! Why shouldnโt the pretty girl be shown off?โ
โShut up,โ you chuckled, reminiscing over the times the detective had shown you off. Whenever you decided to visit the Armed Detective Agencyโs office with Dazai, Kunikida would never hear the end of it. When you two went out to eat, he would flatter your name away. โThis gorgeous girl would like to orderโฆโ โMay I please get a table for the angelic lady and I?โ
He never failed to fluster you.
โAnyway, Poseidon got angry and decided to send a sea monster to destroy their kingdom. The only way the monster could be pacified was if it could devour Andromeda.โ
โA damsel in distress,โ Dazai nodded and then dramatically pretended like he was the helpless princess on the ocean. He completely pulled over the blanket the two of you were sharing, using it as a capeโโSomeone save me! Iโm going to be eaten by a sea monster!โ
โโSamu! Iโm cold!โ
โAh, sorry. Perhaps you are the princess, and you need saving from this icy night!โ He rewrapped the blanket over your shoulder.
โStop interrupting me; Iโm trying to tell you something!โ It was nowhere near icy, but your lover proved his dramaticism even further when a tuft of brown hair grazed your shoulder. He had rested his head on you.
โOka-ayโsorry, continue!โ
โMeanwhile, PerseusโI told you last time, the man who killed Medusaโfound Andromeda while flying over with his horse, Pegasus. He immediately fell in love with her, so he slayed the sea monster and rescued her from the rock she was chained to.โ
โWhat a hero,โ Dazai said. โSo they lived happily ever after?โ
โNot yet. Perseus asked Andromedaโs father for permission to marry her but discovered she was already set to marry someone else. And the man she was engaged to got angry that Perseus wanted to marry her.โ
โOf course,โ he sighed, which puzzled you a bit, but youโd return to his comment later. โIโm rooting for Perseus, though.โ
โWell, good for you because the two fought, and Perseus won by showing the other guy Medusaโs head.โ
Dazai chuckled. โNice move! He turned his enemy into his trophy. Imagine if we did that to all our enemies!โ
โI think then weโd have a whole army of statues,โ you laughed. โBut now, he and Andromeda married, and they were able to live happily ever after.
โThe gods placed them in the sky so their story would be remembered eternally.โ Finished with your recount, you gazed up at the stars.
โThe North Star,โ you pointed, and when you saw the brunetteโs bronze eyes squint, trying to see what you were talking about, you moved closer until you were halfway on his lap.
You took his palm in yours and guided it to a single star.
โThat one. All the charactersโ constellations I mentioned in the story revolve around that star. Perseus with his sword, Andromeda flying on Pegasus...โ
โHuh? Thatโs the North Star? Isnโt it supposed to be the brightest in the sky or something?โ It didnโt stand out from the rest as much as he thought.
You giggled. โThatโs a myth, โsamu. Itโs funny you didnโt know that.โ
He shrugged. โI never really had time to appreciate and learn about something so peaceful like nature until now.โ He turned to you.
โUntil you.โ
You werenโt sure how, but it was almost as if the moonlight had carved out his pretty face. Ethereal, you had called the moon, and it reflected in your loverโs features. His eyes took in the charm of the millions of lights in the night and synthesized the feeling to bring it back to you.
โIf I were one of the gods, I wouldโve created a whole galaxy reflecting your soul.โ
In the midst of terror and chaos, the detectiveโs eyes revolved around humans and their violence rather than around the sun and the planets. Eyes and soulโhow else could he focus on anything else when thatโs all life showed him?
โBecause I see the constellations in youโAndromeda, Pegasus, Carina, Orionโฆโ it had been a few months, and throughout you had shown and told him all the stories behind the stars in the sky.
โAnd now I can stop to smell the flowers, love. I can watch the Ursa Minor, even if I still find it hard to sleep.โ You were the bridge to his bronze gaze and iron marrowโyou showed him that you were human, but that a heart could really exist without violence or malice.
I see a reason why the nebulas are placed as they are, even if stories are just stories. I see a reason Iโm here. With you.
He sealed the thought with a kiss to your lips, under the celestial moon and the heavensโ watch.
You always wondered why Dazai paid such close attention whenever you started ramblingโinitially, you didnโt think heโd care that much about tales of space. But you understood him a bit better now, his complex heart. You held onto him a bit tighter to him as you kissed him back.
โฆ
โOh yeah. What did you mean when you said โof course,โ when I started talking about Perseus having to fight over another guy for Andromeda?โ
And Dazai was his lighthearted self once again.
โWeโre definitely Andromeda and Perseus in another universe,โ Dazai winked. โYouโve always deserved to be treated like a princess! I would totally save you from a sea monster. And Iโd be an equestrian if I could tooโeven better, a flying one!โ
โSureโฆโ
โCโmon, bella, you see me at those horse-racing events all the time! Anyway, most important of all, I had to fight for you. Such a tough world when every other man is also at your feet.โ He crossed his arms. โHaving Medusaโs head wouldโve made things so much easier! I really wouldโve had a whole army of stone statues if I did.โ
โNo, you really didnโt need it at all,โ you replied, laughing at Dazai, who was now pouting.
โOsamu the demigod: slayer of monsters or not, I only have eyes for you.โ You kissed him on the cheek.
โUnlike Andromeda, I wouldnโt let two men fight over me and marry the one who wins.
โI would just choose you right away.โ
CHUUYA : babydoll, youโre worth more than all those stars combined. โ he only gives you the best.
โAh, thatโs unfortunate. Thank you for informing me, though,โ you said before hanging up the phone.
You didnโt sue them on the line, albeit irritated. Tonight, you were supposed to have a date with Chuuya at one of the fancy restaurants he somehow discovered more of in the city when you thought you finally visited them all, but your reservations were cancelled last minute.
โHey, princess,โ the handsome ginger said when you phoned him next. You could sense a smile through his words on the other end.
โWhatโs up?โ
โWeird-ass restaurant cancelled our plans,โ you said. โNot even a refund.โ
Chuuya quickly picked up on the disappointment in your voice, and he knew it wasnโt because he didnโt get his money back. Money was nothingโhe was a Port Mafia executive. Stacks of bills piled into his hands every day, and he quietly flexed on it through his collection of wine in the cellar, his clothes, and gifts to you.
What he wasnโt wealthy in was time. It had been almost a month since Chuuya had any free timeโthe boss had been overworking him amidst never-ending Yokohama mayhem. His large penthouse actually proved to be a disadvantage when you were the only one staying in it. It was too empty; it was too quiet for a home, there was an awkward gap in the bed you slept in.
โItโs okay, baby,โ came Chuuyaโs voice reassuringly. โDonโt worry โbout some shitty-ass restaurant.
โMeet me home at the rooftop at the time we originally planned.โ
โโฆAlright,โ you replied, unsure of what he was going to do, but you were grateful anyway that youโd get to spend time with him.
โAnd get ready too, like we originally planned,โ he added, and this time, you could imagine the smugness in his smile. โSee ya soon.โ
โฆ
The bell chimed as the elevator approached the top of Chuuyaโs apartment, signaling that you reached the rooftop.
โChuu?โ you called out as the doors opened. He was nowhere to be foundโinstead a pathway of candles and a trail of rose petals leading to the other side.
Your heels clicked on the ground as you slowly followed the course. It was dark towards the back of the rooftop, but the front overlooked the entire city of Yokohama.
Another quiet flex.
โHey, beautiful.โ You noticed him before the lively city behind him, before the romantic scene he had set upโthe path of petals expanded into scattering around the table Chuuya was sitting at. He was dressed up tooโlooking as attractive as ever.
โThe Nakahara Restaurant,โ you hummed, taking a seat in front of him. โNot bad.โ
Chuuya smirked. โNot bad? We get Michelin stars, baby. Trust me.โ
You giggled. โI donโt know about that, Chuu. Youโll have to prove it to me.โ It was like you had turned the tables on him. Usually, he only deemed a restaurant good if you were pleased with the food.
โAlright.โ Now, you were going to rate his. You could tell he was going to enjoy this.
โYou hungry?โ
You nodded.
With a snap of Chuuyaโs fingers, you immediately heard footsteps scurrying toward the two of you.
Two young men, one with raven hair until silver tips and the other with an entirely silver headโyou realized they were waiters from who knows whereโapproached you with a dish.
โAppetizers by Executive Nakahara,โ the first one said.
โWaitโdid you cook everything too?โ
โDuuh, you take this for a fraud or something?โ Chuuya failed to hide the pride on his face.
โฆ
The appetizer, entrรฉe, and dessert proved delicious, and you were forced to eat your previous words.
He was talented in just about everything.
Chuuya kicked the two โwaitersโ out of his house after dessert was served, leaving the two of you finally alone. The candlelight amid the dark sky enveloped your figures in an intimate glow.
โI wouldโve been fine with even just takeout,โ you laughed after taking a sip out of your wine glass.
He smiled. โAs if. Itโs a special night, doll, we finally have time to see each other again.โ
โExactly! Seeing you is what matters most,โ you said.
โAnyway, thank you, Chuu. I appreciate this so much. And I guess youโre rightโyou earn a Michelin Star from me.โ
Chuuya looked towards the city below you and back. โDidnโt doubt it one bit. But thatโs not the only stars weโre getting tonight.โ
You looked puzzled. โWhat do you mean?โ
โDonโt get shocked.โ
Your lover snapped againโyou picked up a slight difference in it this time compared to the previous times he signaledโand suddenly, Yokohama went dark.
You didnโt know how, but the cityโs electricity had completely cut off at the mafia executiveโs command.
โChuuโ?โ
โYouโre not looking the right way.โ
You had been staring at the pitch-black buildings below in fazed awe, but it seemed to have switched places with the skies as now, small scattered lights began to fade in when you looked up, your eyes adjusting to the dark.
โChuu!โ You stood up in excitement. โWe can see stars! In Yokohama!โ
The ginger chuckled before pulling out a folded comforter from under the table. โHere, itโs better this way. Now this is what the wine was really for.โ
โฆ
Chuuya had fixed the comforter on the rooftop and pulled out a few pillows so that you were able to lie down and watch above more comfortably.
โI did this a lot when I stayed in Paris for a bit,โ he said, explaining how he got the idea. โBut the lights stayed on 24/7 there, too, so I had to use a telescope.โ
You looked at him thoughtfully. โWe couldโve done that too. You really startled everyone just for this.โ
As if on cue, you suddenly heard someone shout in the distance, going โHey! Who the hell turned off all the lights?!โ You and Chuuya both snorted.
โJust for you,โ he corrected. โI think this is better anyway. They can handle one night without power. And I made sure the hospitals and other important establishments stayed untouched.โ
It was crazy how much power the man had. โNot entirely evil then,โ you said.
โYeah, plus I was also really aiming at that restaurant that tried ruining our plans,โ Chuuya smirked.
You looked back at the stars and then Chuuya again, who hadnโt taken his cerulean eyes off your face.
You lay together to gaze at the stars. But instead of those, he was looking at you.
You couldnโt stop the flurry of coyness you got. He looked absolutely stunning under the heavensโit was almost unfair. It would be if you werenโt the one who got to see him in such a state. He looked mesmerizedโmesmerized with you?
โHey, youโre going to miss it if you keep staring at me,โ you said.
โIโm seeing you and those galaxies for the first time in a while,โ Chuuya replied. โI think Iโd rather watch you.โ
He kissed you while you were still smiling, causing him to grin, too. You felt light and safe around him and the blankets, and he felt the same. All aggression and stress ceased from his head, healed by you and the moonlight.
โYโcan name stars after people too, right?โ he asked when you pulled back. โI swear, Iโm going to make the next scientist who discovers one name it after you. Itโd be way better than those random shitty names they give nowadays.โ
FYODOR : i have the cosmos mapped out, likewise your soul. โ you alone, he adores.
There was not a word said as you got into the passenger seat of the car that Fyodor was driving. He had left a note earlier that dayโZolotse, youโre coming with me on a mission tonight. Prepare what you need and bring the sleeping bags, and you had done so with little hesitation.
The sun had already gone down, but you were used to this. Initially, you had thought his job the opposite of himselfโthe demon was called to bizarre places sporadically and had to adapt to their settings in a short amount of time. You only realized after being with him for a while that he planned these things beforehand, and he planned them long ago.
The job was made for himโhis little game of fate and chess.
He drove for around four hours straight. In that time, you had put on your favorite music, and talked with him about the usualโyour latest philosophical obsession, anything interesting about his latest endeavorsโyou hadnโt realized you had gotten so far away from civilization.
Fyodor mustโve become nocturnal from all the time heโd spent in the dark, because it was pitch-black in all directions when he finally parked the car and you stepped out.
And only then you finally asked him. โFedya, where are we?โ
He didnโt respond, instead going to the back of the car and opening the trunk, handing you your sleeping bag and a flashlight.
You flipped the switch on, trying to scan the surroundings for any hint of where this journey took you.
โDarling, youโre quite naรฏve,โ Fyodor said as you looked down at rocks and twigs below your shoes. โIโm concerned about how easily you agreed to let someone drive you hours out into the wilderness.โ
โIโd do it only for you,โ you replied, giggling. โI trust you.โ Alas, he had answered your question, though you still didnโt know what he was here for.
โFollow me. We have a bit of hiking to do.โ
โฆ
A secret hideout? Meeting spot? Something valuable hidden here? Your mind came up with countless reasons why your loverโs current mission took place on a mountain and how he could even navigate without a map. The entire thing was strangeโyou hadnโt even seen him take any valuables of some kind besides a tent and his own sleeping bag.
The walk-up was a bit tedious. Thankfully, you wore the right shoes and had eaten well beforehand, but you still didnโt expect you would be partaking in exercise so late at night. It was also hard to see, the flashlights scarcely making a difference.
You came across a very steep hill; it was almost like you had to climb rather than hike up.
โApologies for the inconvenience,โ you heard Fyodor from above as he went first to ensure each step was safe. โItโll be worth it later.โ
โAh-โ You hardly had time to ponder his statement when you misstepped on a loose twig, causing you to slip. However, a hand reached to tightly grab you before you slid down.
โCareful, milaya.โ
Fyodor kept your hand clasped in his throughout the rest of the trek. You finally reached a large clearing by the edge of a cliffโdevoid of trees and hard bedrock.
โWeโre here.โ
He began setting up the tent while you looked around. There was nothing at all out of the ordinaryโnothing suspicious for the demon to use. Were you really here just to camp?
โThe goal: your eyes to adjust.โ
Fyodor had finished and had been looking at you for some timeโsmiling, at the way your brows furrowed and how you were still lost with this entire night.
โWhat-?โ you asked as he walked over to take your sleeping bag. You followed him as he set it right next to his.
โSit next to me, lyubov,โ he said, guiding you down. โIโll tell you the secret to getting directions up here.โ
He tilted his head up, and for the first time, you noticed an entire galaxy before you.
โฆ
Drenched under the vastness of the dark skies and lights of the stars, Fyodor began to speak.
โWeโve used star navigation for thousands of years,โ he said. โFifty-eight stars and thirty-eight constellations that weโre able to use, but you only need to locate the Ursa Major to find north and Orion to find west.โ
You nodded. Perhaps this is what he had come here to doโfind directions to something that no GPS or technology recorded. He had probably taken you along just because he thought youโd admire the view and how you did. Fyodor was rightโthe walk-up was worth this view.
It was like you were in a trance. You had seen stars, but nothing like this before. The entire Milky Way galaxy was visible to your eyes, countless little suns that seemed barely out of your grasp, even though they were millions of miles away.
โFedya, how many of them do you recognize by name?โ
โBy now, I have them all memorized because Iโve found it helpful. If an apocalypse surged the earth, they would still be there. If the world ended, they would still be there. The cosmos remain untouched by usโthey watch humanity dance from afar. The nomads knew this the bestโwhen we traveled, we relied on nothing but nature.โ
You wondered how many body transfers it took for him to retain them all. There were so many little lights in the sky, it seemed near impossible to be able to gather even half in a mindโs jar. You guessed tens of years at the least, and even with that time, you knew only he could do it.
โYou commend them too, donโt you?โ you spoke, taking a risk in guessing his views.
โElaborate for me.โ You made eye contact with him, and amethyst eyes fawned over by the night almost enticed you even more than the entire view of the universe afore you.
โYou appreciate them, and everything else that lays on the earth after the sun sets because they hold no flaw. They arenโt blemished by the foolishness of people.
โYou can be at peace with them because they are perfect, unlike us.โ
โYouโre right. The perfect mankind would be as pure as the sun and the starsโuntainted by something as unnatural as abilities. Thatโs how I see it, but why group yourself in such faults?โ
โHm?โ was the only sound you were able to get out, when he grazed his fingers along your face, cupping your cheek.
โPrintsessa, you are perfect.โ He spoke smoothly, rich accent making his words sound like a lullaby.
โYour soul dances with the kosmos. Something so divineโyou are the harmony of something as beautiful as what we see tonight.
โYou are the only one who matches the heavens; my love, you surpass the heavens.โ
He captured your lips in a kiss, and you only registered then that it was you two alone. It felt like you two were the only ones in the world with the witnesses to your love being the ends of the horizons, and that the universe who put on a show in the sky instead turned to watch you.
โฆ
โFedyaโฆwhat was the mission?โ you asked softly as you cuddled with him, your hands reaching for his silky hair as you lay on his chest.
You felt his smile. โYouโre still so naรฏve, darling; you didnโt have to think so much. The mission was to bring you here. Itโs been a while since weโve gone out, has it not?โ
SIGMA : iโve never seen it before! (the aurora borealis) โ he learns what love is through you.
โSigma, baby, letโs go!โ
The man had a slightly puzzled face as he let you eagerly lead him outside, past your homeโs backyardโinto the hills beyond. Other than the Sky Casino, it was your favorite spot, especially when you wanted some peace away from the rest of humanity and its industry.
Your lover was utterly confused why you made sure he did not fall asleep this evening. He always went to bed far earlier than you and rose while you were still lost in dreamโperhaps snoringโbut tonight you insisted.
And Sigma followed, even though he was at the verge of passing out from exhaustionโmanaging a casino was hard. He let you take his hand and direct him, even without a clue of where you were going.
Maybe that was what love wasโblindly following another.
โI have a surprise.โ You slightly turned your head back to look at him, and he swore he would remember this scene forever. His hand still clasped around yours, the warm glow of the back porchโs bistro lights cast upon your face, and your sweet smileโthough it was dark outside, he felt that your smile lit up his world more than all the stars combined in the night sky.
The cosmos were a new thing for him. You had introduced watching the stars to him, in this special place beyond your backyard.
Immediately after his first time learning what the Big Dipper was, and that the little lights in the sky were actually much farther than they seemed, he called for a viewing deck to be created for the Sky Casino.
That way, even on nights away from you and home, he could still gaze at the same stars, and for you as well if you wanted to visit.
โAre we stargazing?โ Sigma asked as you ran up one of the hills with him. He held a chuckle to himself. You didnโt bother to change out of your pajamas. You were so cute.
โItโs a little different this time,โ you giggled, setting down a blanket for the two of you to sit. Before, you would bring foldable chairs, but you realized that they made it a bit difficult for you to cling onto Sigma when you wanted to cuddle with him.
โWe should start to see it in just a few minutes,โ you said, looking up.
โOkayโฆโ
The stars were there as usual. Sigma had never thought that something as pretty as your heart could exist in something physical, but that was how he saw those small lights in the sky.
If only you knew that whenever you decided to talk about how beautiful the skies were at night, he wanted to say they were literally just a reflection of you.
As soon as the clock on your watch hit the next hour, you immediately grabbed Sigmaโs arm in enthusiasm.
Now he was really starting to wonder what got you so jumpy.
โHey! Do you see it?!โ
Sigma caught himself so distracted by you that he was watching your face instead of where your eyes were looking at.
He blushed when you looked at him, but thankfully you remained oblivious to his embarrassment.
โThe green light! Do you see it?โ
Sigma looked up, and he saw what looked like sliver of green contrast the dusky sky.
โThatโs natural,โ you began to explain. โIt works through the earthโs magnetic field colliding with the atmosphere.
โWatch how it dances.โ
A show started to unfold before the two of you. Sigma watched as the small touch of light became even brighter, transforming into a ribbon. He watched as the ribbon began to travel across the sky, overtaking the darkness. He watched in awe as it was joined by another green stream, traversing the horizons together.
โWow,โ you both said in awe.
โItโs called the aurora borealis,โ you spoke.
โYou can see it regularly if you travel way up north, but itโs a rare event here.
โI wanted to experience it with you.โ
Sigma turned to look back at you, butterflies in his tummy and a surge of warmth overflowing his heart when he met your faceโcheeks glowing from the reflection of the chasma and your eyes full of adoration.
โWith me?โ Sigma asked.
โOf course,โ you replied, pulling him up. โLook Sigmaโa new color joined.โ
He glanced up, seeing that a new hue had appeared, aligning itself with the green. A pinkish light had mixed itself in, creating a swirl of paints on the skyโs pallete.
It really seemed like the lights were dancing. And Sigma thought to himselfโlike me and her.
You seemed to have the same idea because you had taken his hands in yours and started to whirl him around. It was messyโa bit chaotic, but he let himself be dragged along for a bit until he got dizzy, because maybe love was blindly following someone.
Eventually, Sigma started laughing, and couldnโt be thrown around any longer. โCalm down, love!โ He took control of the dance, guiding your steps so that it turned into a more organized waltz.
He became captivated when he twirled you aroundโeven though you were in your pajamas, you couldnโt look any less beautiful. He had danced with you in ballrooms, in gardens, but this unrehearsed night was the most enchanting of all.
โฆ
You two danced until your feet started to hurt and Sigmaโs exhaustion finally got the best of him. Now, you lay together, watching the rest of the nightโs act play out.
โWhenever I look at the nebulas, I only think of you now, you know,โ you confessed. โBecause even if youโre up there, and Iโm down on earth, weโre still looking at the same stars together.โ
โI think the same,โ Sigma replied. โItโs like weโre always connected in some way.โ
You nodded with a smile, but you realized Sigma wasnโt finished yet.
โActually, itโs more than that. I can only think of you when I see those things because all beauty leads back to you. I see your kindness in the sun and your energy in these colorful lights. I see your perseverance in the moon and most importantly, how many hearts youโve made shine in the stars.
โAnd whatever ends up the brightest at night is mine, because youโve warmed my heart the most.โ
Your own heart was beating fast, by how your lover had spoken so tenderly to you and by the way he had rolled over towards you so that he was so close nowโhis lips just shy of yours.
โSigma,โ you whispered, and then you pulled him into a kiss.
It was then he finally understood: love wasnโt about blindly following another, he followed you because you were a blessing of trust, carrying the stars of devotion on your hands.
i heard if you rb, uโll be able to watch the stars w/ ur fav tn !! reblogs are cherished; they are what support me the most. <3
this fic wouldnโt have ever seen the light, werenโt for @cheriiyaya (hi); thank u bby for encouraging me start to finish. <3 a lil prompt inspo for dazai & fyodor from her. ^_^
p.s. did i imply a past!love triangle in dazaiโs scenario? yes. was i referring to the fyozai โtil death we do art love triangle? maybe..! actually, for some rzn, i included many things here that foreshadow other fics coming soon. stay tuned :)
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An ambiance of silence furnished the bedroom, the light sound of your breathing providing a source of comfort to the burnette.
A milky eye peeked open from where he rested, cheek pressed against your lap. The complacent grin of his undeniable, beaming at your below as his breathy sigh intruded the silence. Propping himself up, a cotton arm extended out, the pads of his digits brushing along your features.
His index finger took placement at your temples, pausing before traveling south along your cheek structure. He was busy mapping out the bridge of your nose when your face scrunched up, brows furrowing at the touch. "What are you doing?" The question fell upon deaf ears as the limb retracted.
" I'll have to restart now." Dazai lets in a fatuous display of feign annoyance, the stretching of his cheeks betraying his brewing playfulness. His finger shifted to position back along your temple, blunt nail trailing down again languishly.
You recline against him. His finger glided across your skin in a manner you've expressed praise in; as so he had it committed the movement to memory. Sleepily, you echoed, " What are you doing?" His reponse came nonchalantly, visage focused where his nail trailed - it was disrupted by the ghost of a smile on his lips and a beaming glint.
" Counting the freckles/markings on your face." The corners of his mouth twitched into a more defined grin - uncharacteristically voided of the teasing undertone - it was a besotted look more than anything. "Go back to sleep, I'll wake you when I'm done."
โCHลชYA
" Let's get you to bed."
You could faintly recall being wrapped up in a thick blanket before being suspended right off your feet. The fabric felt warm, so much so that it must have just come out of the dryer. Its comfort permeated along your arms, acting as a catalyst to your slipping state. Toned arms held you close, your cheek pressed against Chลซya's shoulder. You could faintly make out the scent of his cologne and light squeezes from the hand purchased on your hip.
Soon enough your back pressed against the familiar bed, the hand at your hip adjusting you as necessary to the comforter. A pair of lips reached your cheeks, kissing each one in sincerity before concluding it with one to your lips.
" Stay with me, please?" You murmured when Chลซya's hands withdrew, a hot streak left in its reminder - far warmer than the blanket as cozy as it was.
You really didn't have to ask. He had already made his mind up the moment he found you rubbing your eyes and yawning at your second skin of fatigue. The bed dipped as he took the vacant place beside you, renewing the warmth that had previously started to ebb away.
Carefully, he reached out to click off his alarm before fully settling beside you. The sigh that left him was involuntary but leveled out as comfort overtook him; the way his taut muscles in his body sunk evidence of his growing indulgence. Wordlessly, his hands slipped around your waist, his body curling around you like cocoon - both from a subconscious effort to shield you but also earth himself in your radiating heat.
The tip of his his nose nestled against your shoulder, lips grazing the surface of your skin. From where he rested, Chลซya's eyes took in your details, burning it to memory; he may not be able to dream, but this wasn't so bad either.
โRANPO
" You have to give me a nap kiss first." Ranpos voice halted your reverie, heavy eyes peeking open. You were greeted with the sight of Ranpo shuffling close to you, his face taking on a diametrical expression to that of his common lax one.
" Nap kiss?" He nodded, head propping close and waiting.
Your peck to his furrowed brows did nothing to alleviate the crease between it. If anything, his grip of your clothes tighten, a sound more attributed to a beg and childish compliant leaving him.
A dainty finger pointed his neglected lips, already puckered and gravitating toward you eagerly. " Right here." His words were skewed and voice raspy, but the look of determination embedded in his gaze was candid even amongst the dampened lighting.
You leaned forward, properly granting him his request. You could feel him smile against your lips in pure satisfaction, grip loosening and falling to your lap. He attempted to make the tender exchange linger for as much as possible before withdrawing.
" This isn't a goodnight kiss, by the way. I'm expecting one later, so don't forget." His words would have been more serious had it not been for the way he rubbed his eyes, latching close to you like a koala.
And even in his moments of exasperation, the lopsided smile on his face betrayed him, giving way to a tender moment amongst the afternoon.
โFYODOR
The thrumming of his heart anchored you to a hazy state, it's deep echo resonating from the chamber to your ears. A pallid hand rested on the small of your back, keeping you in place whilst his other thumbed through a book - though mindlessly he turned the pages as his foucs was more centered on the lazy circles he traced on your spine.
The yawn that slipped you didn't go unnoticed. And although you couldn't see his eyes, the shift in his gaze was palpable, accentuated as the motions of his fingers stilled. " Tired Myshka?"
Fyodor hummed in disapproval when you shook your head, a light 'clack' sound emulating the room as he discarded the book with a flick of his hand. The appendage favored to pinch your chin, a chuckle escaping him as adroit hands directed your gaze onto himself. " You are a terrible liar, my dear."
His following actions were calculated, voice taking a lower octave and brushing his hands along your shoulder blades in a seasoned manner that only he could muster.
You weren't sure if what you felt next was a play of your wearied mind, as something pressed against the crown of your head. It was in sync with the swipe of his thumb over your pulse point - amassing to form an authentic intimate display and push you right over the precarious edge of sleep.
His voice rippled against your head, muddled as hands moved to push your hair back. " Such a distraction, my dear. Hmm, perhaps you're making me go soft." He situated you against his chest again, his hum still suffused from the column of his throat. " I suppose even I have my weaknesses."
โSIGMA
It had required a lot of encouragement on your behalf, Sigma admittely nervous when it came to silces of affection and the prospect of napping never suited his interest before - additionally he was occupied with the Casino and he seldom recieved moments of leisure. But if there's one thing he falls victim to, it's that he can't say no to you.
Your body was snuggled up against him with his head pressed on top of your own. The more you squished your cheek into him, the more he swore his heart would brust from the gesture alone.
However, he was more enamored with how the leaking sunlight bathed you in gentle warm hues, leaving your skin warm as his fingers roamed aimlessly. He briefly pondered how you could look even more enticing as the hues danced along your face.
" Oh, you're already asleep." He mumbled as his stupor halted by the sound of a gentle snore. His gaze softened as it landed on your figure again, leaving from where his fingers kneaded at your thigh. A tickling became prevalent along his body as the sight assuage him unknowingly.
Sigma found it difficult to fall asleep himself, shackled by the nerves that shadowed his will of rest. The panning of your breath against his skin had a tacit effect on him, cheeks warming and chest stirring in bubbling affinity. Yet he wasn't entirely opposed to watching you nap soundly as he inwardly struggled to quell his erratic pulse - your heartfelt snuggling the incentive.
An arm draped itself over your hips, providing a comforting hold. His other, however, traced along your arms before curving up into your hair; his touch diffusing his unspoken infatuation. He swept some locks within his fingers, bringing to place a kiss against it.
The moment doused him in a form of peace, a momentary escape from the clutches of work and abysmal stress. His legs tangled with yours, not wanting the afternoon to end.
โTETCHล
" Lay against me."
The words had left him naturally almost nonchalantly had it not been for the sweet smile that gave way to his placid intentions.
" You look tired, I have some free time." His hand patted against his lap, punctuating his words whilst being terribly oblivious to his own deepening cheeks.
When it was evident he wasn't going to withdraw his statement, you gently situated yourself against his build, head cushioned right on his sternum. Calloused fingers slipped beneath the hem of your clothing, drawing contours along the bare skin in fluid motions. His thumb lightly brushed along your spine, his touch containing a tincture of zeal.
It was impossible to keep yourself awake, not with Tetchล murmuring sweet nothings in a silky voice, his words of "I love you" soft in the quieting room. His voice was gentle, considerate to your drowsy person but mixed with a tone of fondness that he had always expressed to you in.
Even as you found yourself deep in the clutches on your subconscious, his syrupy words persisted perpetually. His eyes were glazed in a layer of undisputed solace, golden irses diluting in what could only be described as undying admiration.
He shuddered lightly whenever you shifted in his arms, but his muscles remained slacken and even lazily wrapped around your waist. He relished being in your presence, even in the silence it leeched a form of warmth unmatched to the sunlight pouring through the windows.
Tetchล was sure to remain stagnant amongst your slumber, only moving to push aside your straying hairs and maneuver a kiss to your temples. The moment was shrouded in a cloud of bliss, his reverence scribed with gentle features akin to an awestruck child entranced by things on a screen.
He would like to do this more often, he reckoned, letting you sleep against him when granted such opportunities. When you wake up, he'll be sure to spoil you with a good meal. And many kisses too.
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A/n; This is self-indulgent, I've been taking too many naps lately (im gonna take another one rn, bestios :])
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can I just start by saying that this man has never celebrated Christmas properly so he's so excited to spend time with you
Dazai prefers to keep things simple: homemade dinner and then watching a movie
you're supposed to open the presents in the morning but he isn't patient enough. the moment he sees them under the tree you so kindly decorated a few days ago he has the biggest smile on his face
"come on bella you don't seriously want to wait until morning. how could you do this to me? you know how curious I am"
you end up opening the gifts that night. he's gonna loves whatever you get him really but his heart literally melts if you knit him a scarf or write him a letter. dazai's a sucker for self-made gifts
the only appropriate way to show his gratitude is to bend you over and fuck you nice and slow, your face mushed in the cushy pillows on your shared bed as he takes you from behind
"there you go pretty girl. my, my I'm starting to think this pretty pussy of yours is my favourite gift so far"
you can bet he wears a santa hat
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he'd take you out to the most expensive restaurant in town for a proper meal
after that, if you find a rink that's open on Christmas eve he takes you ice skating (totally not an excuse for him to hold your hand)
once you get home you cuddle on the couch while watching a generic movie like Home Alone. it's always the classics I'm telling you
he has a fireplace!!! and insists on opening the gifts next to it
among other stuff, he gets you Christmas themed lingerie and makes you wear it in bed. cuz after all, you're the best gift he could ask for
forget about baking him sweets, the only dessert he wants is your pretty cunt. he's gonna eat you out for what seems like hours, making you cum on his tongue at least two or three times before he even thinks about fucking you
"shiit baby you look so pretty like this. you like it when I spoil you rotten don't ya? I bet you do- oh fuck yea cum f'me doll"
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hubby's busy even on holidays
he probably has to attend some obnoxious event and ofc you go as his plus one
he's gonna spend all evening sulking and complaining about how idiotic the whole party is
by the time you two get home he's too exhaused to do anything but you may be able to bribe him to stay awake for an hour or two with some gingerbread
can I just say he'd probably get you the nicest gifts? i'm 100% sure he has a good salary so he can afford whatever you want. expensive jewelery or skincare? sure, no problem. a stack of books with those pretty decorative covers? fine again
he probably gets a bit tipsy on mulled wine so be prepared to hear a silly yet lengthy love confession before bed
falls asleep before midnight but he's gonna make up for it in the morning if you catch my drift
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sweet baby's so anxious at first
he's never celebrated christmas before so he doesn't really know what to do. this whole idea is so new to him but he can't deny he loves spending time with you decorating the house
Sigma wants to try any tradition you may have; baking winter themed cookies, making crackers, watching a movie marathon
when it comes to gifts he doesn't really know what to get you so he ends up buying multiple things he thinks you'd like and he's so happy when you tell him you like them
cuddles cuddles cuddles all evening under a cushy blanket with a mug of hot chocolate in your hands
he'd look so cute wearing one of those reindeer headbands
if it's snowing, take him slow dancing in the snow or on a walk around town. he's gonna love the pretty christmas lights
synopsis: after a long day at work, sigma really needs to relax in your arms...
content: fem!reader, sleepy n tired sigma, so so fluffy and soft
"Dear?" Sigma's voice called out for you after he opened the front door to your shared home, his heels clacking against the floor as he made his way inside, closing the door after him.
No response.
That's weird. You always got home from work earlier than him.
"Darling? Are you home?"
His eyebrows furrowed in frustration, scanning the room devoid of your presence. He was so excited to see you, yet you weren't here where he wanted you to be. Making his way toward the couch, he sat down, slipping off his shoes and coat, setting them aside before resting his head against a pillow. As his eyelids grew heavier by the second, a brief nap on the couch didn't seem like a bad idea to pass the time before you returned home soon.
Soon enough, you opened the front door, entering with a plastic bag in your hand.
That was before your eyes laid upon Sigma sleeping on the couch, your heart throbbing at the sight. He was resting on a pillow with one arm covering his eyes, probably to block the light from above, and his pretty, tousled hair splayed out in all different directions on the arm of the couch. You tried to be as quiet as possible, removing your shoes and placing your things on the counter before approaching him. Kneeling at his level, you gently ran your fingers through his hair and placed a kiss on his forehead. He shifted in his sleep, grumbling at the sudden disturbance.
"Hey, it's okay," you whispered to avoid startling him too much. "It's just me."
Sigma's hazy eyes slowly opened to see a figure above him, his lips curling into a smile once he recognized it was you.
"You're home.."
You released a soft gasp as Sigma quickly sat up and wrapped his arms around you, feeling giddy at how he must've missed you throughout the day. His chest is pressed flush against yours, head resting on top of yours, fingers tangled in your hair, a sigh of relief leaving him as he basked in your company. No matter how many layers of clothing you two wore, you could always feel each other's warmth through the fabric.
"We ran out of your favorite tea, so I went to buy some more," you said, explaining your late arrival to him.
"You did?"
How sweet. You could've waited until tomorrow, but as soon as you noticed it had run out, you decided to go out and restock. After all, you knew how much he enjoyed his nightly cup of tea. He released you from his embrace to stand up and walk to the counter, you following behind. He rummaged through the plastic bagโa box of honey lavender tea and a sprinkled sugar cookie.
"And a little snack in case you were hungry," you add.
"Thank you.." He replied with a smile, gratefulness evident in his eyes from your thoughtful action.
You faced him, gazing into his slate eyes and giving his shoulders a squeeze. "Did you eat lunch today, Sigma?" While waiting for a response, you help untie his tie, rolling it up after watching the fabric surrender and collapse in your hands. You then unbuttoned his dress shirt, taking your time with each button, each moment of the intimate gesture enrapturing you. Helping him undress after work was a daily ritual for you, a mundane task, but you enjoyed doing it for him regardless, cherishing the closeness it brought to your relationship.
Sigma's gaze was fixated on the floor as you did this, ashamed to admit the truth, scared to see the look of disappointment on your face. He didn't want you to feel like you had to take care of and look after him all the time, as he had promised you to make an effort to prioritize his health over work, but it seems like he's forgotten. Despite this, he eventually shook his head, and the way you halted your movements fueled his head with more nervousness. But, rather than what he expected, you only smiled and hugged him instead, wanting to ease his worries.
"That's okay, you're trying your best. I'll make something for us, alright? And your tea as well."
You're so kind and patient with him. He felt so undeserving of your love.
"You have to eat Sigma, or else you'll get sick if you don't," you told him before making your way toward the kitchen.
You're too good for him.ย ย
"Wait.." He grabbed your wrist before you could move any further.
"Just stay next to me for a bit, please." He pleaded, intertwining his fingers with yours. The way his other hand went up to his face to rub his eyes showed his tiredness. He's so cute when he's sleepy. You nodded and led him, settling him back onto the couch before carefully removing his earrings and placing them on the coffee table. Sigma felt his heartbeat pick up as he experienced the kindness of your gestures, knowing that you were aware of his stress.
"How about I give you a scalp massage?"
He nodded gleefully to your offer, immediately leaning closer so you could touch him. Your fingers glided through his hair, fingerpads pressing lightly onto his scalp and moving them in small circles, attempting to relax him as much as possible. He let out a sigh in content, closing his eyes and groaning.
"God, that feels good love."
Your hands ghosted over his skin, to the back of his neck, rubbing your fingers in circle-like motions to soothe his tense muscles before dropping to his shoulders.
"Rough day today, honey?"
A frown fell upon his lips, thinking about your question earnestly and stringing his answer together before responding. Most days, he would come home with at least some good news to share with you, but it seemed like today was not one of those days.
"It was okay, I suppose. One of the slot machines was broken without my knowledge, which made a customer upset. I felt guilty for such a mishap so I offered them drinks on the house and had a slot tech get the machine repaired immediately. I just kept thinking about that the whole day, how I must've disappointed someone and," he sighed before continuing, "I also had a lot of papers to go over today, but other than that, it was fine."
You rubbed his back while you listened to him speak, a pout forming on your lips as you examined his weary state while he spoke. Listening to Sigma recount the mishap today and express his guilt about the situation reminded you of what initially drew you to himโhis kindness. All you wanted to do was take all his stress away. The least you could do was this, being here for him when he needed you, you thought. Your hard-working man only deserved the best treatment after an exhausting day.
"It's not your fault, Sigma, please don't blame yourself." You reassured him, aware of the doubts he harbored as a manager. He loved when you did this, listening intently to him vent about the stresses of his day, empathizing and validating his feelings as he melted into a puddle in your arms.
"Do you know the biggest reason why I love you?" You asked, cupping his face in your hands.
He shook his head with widened eyes, keen to know the answer.
"You're so kind."
"And you're sweet," he managed to stammer out with a blush at your response, and the way you were leaning into him didn't make his flustered state any better either.
"Shh, you're sweeter.." You used your fingers to comb through his bangs, moving them to the front, giggling as Sigma shook his head, who was shy from your fervent words. He held onto your waist while you played with his hair, observing your pretty face with dilated pupils.
"You should wear your bangs to the front more often. Youย look cute like this."
Sigma looked aside to conceal his embarrassment, his cheeks dusted with a tint of pink. "My bangs don't look good like that, they're better kept swept to the sides." Despite thinking this, he didn't make any effort to touch his hair, instead looking atย you like a shy little boy. "But if you like it, then I'll wear them like that more often.."
All fell silent for a moment before Sigma drew you close, his hand carefully holding the back of your head. His lips met and lazily moved against yours unhurriedly, savoring the sweet taste of your lips.
"You're too tired for this," you pulled away after a minute. "Do you wanna go to bed soon?"
"No, come back, please," he whined, drawing you back to him. It didn't matter if he was too sleepy. He wanted, no, needed your touch. "I wanna kiss you more, n-need it." Even though he was practically falling asleep and couldn't think coherently, there was still a longing for the tender touch of your lips on his. All he knows is that he needs you close to him right now in any way possible. The kisses you placed on his jawline and lips felt nothing less than euphoric, his breath hitching from your eyelashes fluttering against his skin, his sweet giggles filling the room from the ticklish sensation. He was enjoying himself greatly, really feeling like he needed this. In Sigma's mind, he felt like he was in heaven right now. You were such a breath of fresh air when you came into his life, so different from everyone else that only manipulated and used him for their own benefit. Not you.
Eventually, he had to pull away as the tiredness wearing him down washed over him entirely. His head fell on your chest as his eyelids drooped down from drowsiness, cradled in your arms with your chin resting on the top of his head, providing a warm oasis of comfort. Sigma didn't like to be so vulnerable and needy, usually putting your priorities above everything else. But in times like these, he preferred to be the little spoon and wanted to be taken care of, so you made sure to make that happen for him, taking delight in how he always fell asleep like a baby in your arms.
"I'm proud of you, Sigma," you murmured softly, kissing his hair.
That did it for him. Those simple yet affectionate words always worked wonders whenever he felt this way, your words and affection offering him the reassurance and contentment he couldn't find anywhere else.
"I feel better," he whispered, his voice barely audible, brimming with gratitude. "I want to keep making you proud." He managed to utter before falling into slumber with a slight smile on his face. Sigma was more than grateful to have you in his life, always looking forward to coming home to you at the end of the day, for you're his one and only safe haven.
Sooo, that's for @luvfy0dor, the final one from their request. Sweetie, I'm so sorry this took so long, like genuinely i had no motivation, but here i am
@velvetyvoyage
Warnings: swearing, kys jokes
Bsd masterlist
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Caption: The gang is here๐๐ป
Comments:
Casino_owner: Oh boy, who's here except you?
โชKoliaa: MEEE ๐
โชDostoyevsky: Present.
โชSuicide_miniac: HEREEEE (+Kunikida and Atsushi)
โชDoppo_Kuni: For the record, i was dragged here.
โชNakahara_Chu: Me
โชCasino_owner: The only one i can bear is Chuuya. God protect me.๐๐ป
Suicide_miniac: Let's spend some money๐คช
โชNakahara_Chu: What money?
โชSuicide_miniac: Your money ofc
โชthe.one_and_only: LMAO
โชNakahara_Chu: fuck you.
โชSuicide_miniac: Bet. Here?
โชCasino_owner: ABSOLUTELY NOT.
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Caption: I did the eyeliner btw.
Comments:
Koliaa: MINE NEXT!!๐
โชthe.one_and_only: okay
โชCasino_owner: No.
โชKoliaa: WHY
โชCasino_owner: Leave my partner alone๐
โชSuicide_miniac: But they're pretty
โชCasino_owner: I know that better than you
โชthe.one_and_only: Awwww
Nakahara_Chu: Okay but that's amazing.
โชthe.one_and_only: Gin though me
โชGin_Akuu: :)
โชNakahara_Chu: You gotta teach me too then
โชGin_Akuu: I will!!!
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Caption: You can't tell me it doesn't remind me of his hair.
Comments:
Dostoyevsky: It's the same colours, indeed.
โชthe.one_and_only: RIGHT??
โชSuicide_miniac: Awww they're also heart shaped.
โชthe.one_and_obly: Ew. No one asked you
โชSuicide_miniac: Why do you hate me? :((
โชthe.one_and_only: You danced with my bf bitch. Kys.
Koliaa: THOSE ARE MINE CONFETTI
โชthe.one_and_only: I know, that's why i took them
โชGin_Akuu: LMAO
โชKoliaa: And where was Fedya??
โชDostoyevsky: I was there. Watching them take it.
โชNakahara_Chu: pf.
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Caption: MAJESTIC. MY MAN IS MAJESTIC.
Comments:
Gin_Akuu: Awwww, it's so pretty
โชthe.one_and_only: I know, i know๐ซ
โชKoliaa: The clothes are pretty๐
โชCasino_owner: Thanks.
โชHiguchii: The hair looks soo braidable.
โชKoliaa: Mine also does๐
โชCasino_owner: Why you gotta burst into every convo??
โชDostoyevsky: ๐คจ
Nakahara_Chu: Gotta hire you as a photographer.
โชGin_Akuu: Real tho
โชthe.one_and_obly: Thanks babes.
โชSuicide_owner: Is it babes cuz Chuuya is short??
โชNakahara_Chu: Kys.
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Caption: Which one??
Comments:
Suicide_miniac: HOW MANY CARDS?? EVEN A BLACK ONE??
โชthe.one_and_only: Poor ass.
โชNakahara_Chu: Lmao. I also have a black one
โชSuicide_miniac: WHAT?
โชHiguchii: I love his confusion.
โชthe.one_and_only: Same
Gin_Akuu: With who are you going and where??
โชthe.one_and_only: Investigation or something?
โชGin_Akuu: Noo :( not what i meant
โชthe.one_and_only: I know, i know๐ anyway I'm going with Sigma out
โชSuicide_miniac: AND YOU BRING ALL OF HIS CARDS??
โชCasino_owner: Those aren't all my cards?
โชSuicide_miniac: KDHEJKSJSHDVX
ยฉ mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!