Is it just me or am i always shy when i request for NSFW...😭 So uh can i get dazai x fem!reader who's overall submissive in bed but puts on a nonchalant act any other day👀 THANK YEW
⊹ ꒰🩹꒱ ˖ in the bedroom i be screamin' but outside i keep it quiet — dazai x fem!reader
cw: sfw at first then nsfw, two headcanons? (kinda?) before the scene, smut, fingering & oral, multiple orgasms (2)
a/n: heya nonnieee, totally get that feeling u r not the only one hehe (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵), & off topic but not rlly i loved the name, ut was just the perfect one, anyway here u go & enjoy! ♡
⊹ ࣪ ˖ dividers by: @/designlikenonsense!
♡ 。゚•┈ ୨ 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓼 ୧ ┈• 。゚♡
the contrast is his favorite game. out in the agency or on the streets, you’re the picture of unbothered elegance—dry responses, lazy shrugs, a half lidded gaze that says you’ve seen it all, and zero reaction when he drapes himself over your desk at the agency.
most people assume you’re just another detached genius who tolerates him. only dazai knows it’s an act. he finds it endlessly entertaining that the same person who shrugs off his antics all day folds so completely for him at night. in bed, the switch is instant and clean. the second the door closes and clothes start coming off, that cool indifference melts, and you let him take control without hesitation
♡ 。゚•┈ ୧ 𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓮 ୨ ┈• 。゚♡
you were leaning over your desk in the agency office, hands on the table, eyes half lidded like none of it mattered. dazai had been hovering near you for the better part of an hour, tossing paperclips into a mug and missing most of them on purpose, he had been watching you for a while—you could feel it. the weight of those dark eyes tracing the line of your spine through your shirt. the others had filtered out already. only the two of you left under the fluorescent lights, when dazai’s voice drifted over from somewhere behind you, soft and lazy. the kind of tone that always meant trouble.
“hard at work as always,” he murmured, stepping closer until the warmth of him pressed lightly against your back. his fingers brushed the curve of your waist, just barely, a feather touch that made your skin prickle even as your face stayed carefully blank. “such dedication. it almost makes me feel guilty for slacking off.”
you didn’t look up. your pen kept moving across the page in neat, even strokes. “if you felt guilty you’d actually help instead of hovering,” you said, voice flat, almost bored. the nonchalance sat easy on you, the same mask you wore every day around the others. it wasn’t entirely a lie. you were just… like that. quiet, unreadable, the kind of person who answered teasing with deadpan silence or a single raised eyebrow.
dazai chuckled under his breath, the sound warm against the shell of your ear. he leaned in further, lips nearly brushing the sensitive spot just below it. “hovering is helping. i’m providing very attractive scenery.” his hand slid down your arm, fingers circling your wrist for a moment before drifting away again. “besides, you look far too serious. someone should remind you how pretty you are when you frown like that.”
you turned a page. didn’t react. the heat of him was right there, the faint scent of his cologne mixing with the paper and ink of the office, but your expression never shifted. “go bother atsushi. or kunikida. anyone else.”
he hummed, amused, and finally stepped back. the loss of his warmth left a strange hollow feeling along your spine that you refused to acknowledge. for the rest of the afternoon he kept finding excuses to pass by your desk. a file left just out of reach so you’d have to stretch. a quiet comment about how the afternoon light caught in your hair. each time you answered with the same dry, unimpressed tone, never giving him the satisfaction of a real reaction. it was a game the two of you had perfected over months. he pushed. you stayed still. only the two of you knew how thin that stillness really was.
the walk home was the same as always. streetlights flickered on one by one. you talked about nothing important—an old case, a book he’d abandoned halfway through, the way the river looked at dusk. you talked in short, flat sentences when you answered at all. he never pushed. just kept talking, voice easy, like he already knew what waited once the door closed behind you.
the bedroom door clicked shut behind you both. the lock turned. and something in the air shifted the second the outside world was sealed away.
dazai’s coat hit the floor. your bag followed a moment later. you barely had time to set your own coat down before his hands were on your waist, turning you, pulling you in until your chest pressed flush against his. the mask cracked the instant his mouth found the side of your throat.
“there you are,” he breathed against your skin, voice lower now, warmer. “i missed this version of you all day.”
a soft sound slipped out of you before you could stop it. your fingers curled into the front of his shirt, clinging. the careful distance you kept at the office dissolved like it had never existed. you tilted your head, giving him more room, already melting into the touch.
“you were so cruel to me,” he murmured, his voice just a bit whiny while his lips trailed slow kisses up to the hinge of your jaw. “acting like you didn’t want me near you. making me wait.” his hands slid under the hem of your shirt, palms warm against bare skin now, mapping the curve of your waist like he was reminding himself of every soft place. “tell me you missed me too.”
“i did,” you whispered, the words coming out gentle, a little breathless already. “i always do. even when you’re being impossible.” your voice stayed soft, the way it only ever sounded when it was just the two of you. no sharp edges, just open and wanting.
he carried you toward the bed without ever taking his mouth off you. the backs of your knees hit the mattress and you sank down, pulling him with you. dazai followed easily, settling between your thighs, weight braced on his forearms so he could look at you properly. his eyes were darker now, the playful glint replaced by something hungrier and far more focused.
you reached up, fingers tracing the line of his cheekbone, then sliding into his hair. “please,” you murmured, already tilting your hips up against him. “don’t make me wait anymore.”
he kissed you then. slow at first, deep, the kind of kiss that felt like sinking. your mouth opened under his without hesitation, a quiet moan vibrating between you when his tongue brushed yours. the sound was soft, almost shy, but it kept coming every time he deepened the kiss and rolled his hips down just enough to let you feel how hard he already was. one hand sliding down to the button of your pants. he popped it open, zipper following, and you lifted your hips so he could strip the rest away. underwear went with them. when you were bare he stayed on his knees a moment longer, palms smoothing up your thighs, spreading them wider.
“look at you,” he said, almost to himself. “all that indifference and you’re already this wet for me.”
you felt the heat rise in your face but didn’t look away. he leaned in and kissed the inside of one thigh, then the other, moving higher with deliberate patience until his mouth finally settled over you. the first slow lick made your fingers tighten in the sheets. he took his time, tongue flat and thorough, learning every small shift of your hips, every quiet breath that turned into a soft, needy sound. when he sealed his lips around your clit and sucked gently you gasped, thighs trembling around his head.
he didn’t rush. just kept lapping and suckling, steady and focused, one hand holding your hip down when you tried to rock up too hard. the other slid two fingers into you, pumping just right against that swollen bump inside, and the combination pulled a longer, sweeter sound from your throat. you were already close, body wound tight from the long day of pretending you didn’t need this. he felt it and slowed, drawing it out until you were shaking, soft pleas falling from your lips without shame.
“please,” you whispered, voice small.
he chuckled against you and pressed his fingers deeper, tongue working in tight circles until the pleasure broke clean and sharp. you came on his tongue with your head tipped back, mouth open, thighs locked around him while he worked you through it, your walls fluttering around his fingers in soft pulses, wet and warm while he licked you through the aftershocks until you were twitching and oversensitive.
only then did he rise, wiping his mouth with the back of one hand, eyes dark and fond. he shrugged the coat the rest of the way off, then the shirt, bandages still neat around his arms and neck. you watched him undress the rest of the way, quiet and open, legs still spread for him. when he climbed onto the bed you reached for him immediately, arms looping around his neck, pulling him down into another slow kiss that tasted of you this time.
he settled between your thighs, the hard length of him sliding against your wetness. you rolled your hips, seeking, and he groaned softly into your mouth. one hand braced beside your head. the other guided himself to your entrance. he pushed in slow, watching your face the whole time, letting you feel every inch until he was buried deep.
you exhaled against his lips, soft and quiet. “missed this.”
“i know,” he said, and started to move. slow, deep rolls of his hips that dragged against every sensitive spot inside your gummy walls. each thrust pulled a soft, continuous stream of whimpers from your lips. quiet moans, broken little words, praise that tumbled out without filter.
“yes… just like that. slower… mm, right there...”
he moaned low in his chest and buried his face against your throat pressing wet and sloppy kisses on your hot skin, when you started to tighten around him again picked up a slightly firmer rhythm, one hand sliding under the back of your thigh to hook it higer. every thrust was measured and intimate, letting you feel the full length of him sliding in and out as your nails traced light patterns down his back. “you’re so good like this bella,” he murmured. “so sweet for me. no more pretending.. yeah?”
you nodded, breath hitching, and he felt the second climax building in the way your pussy fluttered around him. he reached between you, two fingers pulling up your mound so you felt him slip even deeper, making your thighs shake. your walls started pulsing around him in tight, repetitive little waves, and he groaned, hips stuttering for a second before he forced himself to keep the pace.
“cum for me,” he whispered against your mouth. “let me feel it.. fuck.."
you did. the orgasm rolled through you in a long, deep wave, stronger than the first. your back arched off the bed, a soft cry catching in your throat as your cunt clenched hard around him, milking him in rhythmic squeezes. slick squished out around where you were joined, warm and overwhelming, smearing against your lower tummy and his pelvis—making your toes curl and your fingers dig into his shoulders. he kept thrusting through it, shallower and sloppier, drawing the pulses out with wet squelches until you were trembling and gasping, oversensitive and still clinging to him.
only when the last aftershock had faded did he let himself go. he buried himself deep one last time and came with a low, rough sound against your neck, hips jerking as he spilled inside you in thick ropes. you felt the warmth of it, how his cock pulsed with each spurt, and it made another little whine slip out of you. he stayed inside, breathing hard, one hand stroking your hair back from your damp forehead while the other held your hip, keeping you close.
when he finally slipped free a slow trickle of his cum followed, and he watched it for a second, eyes dark and hazy, before settling onto his side and pulling you with him. you curled in without hesitation, leg hooked over his, face pressed to the bandages on his collarbone. his fingers traced slow patterns down your spine, still a little shaky from how hard he’d finished.
“better?” he asked, voice quiet.
you nodded against him before you kissed his cheek, voice soft and a little sleepy. “mhm.. y'feel amazing.. yeah..”
he pressed a kiss to the top of your head and held you tighter. the nonchalant act was gone for the night, left somewhere between the office and the front door. here, with the lights off and his heartbeat steady under your cheek, you didn’t need it.
♡𐙚ּ ֶָ֢.
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