âč àŁȘ Ë he gets off on marking you where only the two of you knowâinner thighs, under your collarbones, the curve of your ass. thin, precise bites and hickeys that heâll trace with his tongue the next time he has you spread out for him, as if he's possessive in the quietest, most elegant way.
âč àŁȘ Ë loves having you on top so he can watch. hands gripping your hips, eyes half lidded and hazy, drinking in every bounce and roll of your body. heâll guide you with those long fingers digging into your ass, occasionally sitting up to suck marks onto your chest and throat while you ride him.
âč àŁȘ Ë praise wrecks him. call him a good boy, tell him how pretty he looks falling apart for you, how well heâs taking everything you give him, and his cock twitches hard, hips jerking involuntarily. he craves verbal affirmation almost as much as touch. whisper how much you love owning him and heâll whimper, eyes glassy, murmuring âplease⊠moreâŠâ in that rich, trembling voice.
âč àŁȘ Ë he's sensitive everywhere, especially his neck and nipples. suck or bite marks into his throat and heâll keen, head tilting back to give you more access. play with his chest and heâll gasp sharply, back bowing off the bed. if you edge himâstroke him slowly, stopping right before he tips overâheâll sob your name, hips bucking desperately, tears pricking the corners of his eyes from the overwhelming pleasure you give him.
âč àŁȘ Ë oral fixation. poe's obsessed with giving head. on his knees in front of you (or between your thighs if youâre sitting on his chair), heâs thorough and filthy about it. he takes his time, looking up at you through those messy dark bangs, cheeks flushed, because watching you fall apart is better than any praise. when you return the favor, he loses his composure fastâhis fingers thread tight in your hair, his hips stutte, while low broken moans spill out.
âč àŁȘ Ë he runs warm to hot. once clothes come off, his skin is feverish against yours. he likes skin to skin as much as possibleâpressing you chest to chest, tangling legs, staying buried inside you after he comes just to feel you pulse around him with your arms around his back.
âč àŁȘ Ë hair pulling kink goes both ways. he melts when you tug his dark lockd while heâs buried inside you, hips stuttering. in return, heâll fist your hair to tilt your head back so he can bite and suck marks along your neck and collarbone.
âč àŁȘ Ë slow, deep thrusts are his default. heâll grind into you with rolling hips, keeping you pressed tight together so you feel every inch. when heâs desperate, though, it does turns franticâdesperate snaps of his hips, the slap of skin echoing in his dimly lit room, his face buried in your neck as he groans your name like a prayer.
âč àŁȘ Ë heâs vocal when he cums. low, broken moans and your name spilling out in a beautiful sigh, body shuddering against yours as he holds you impossibly close. afterward he stays inside you for a while, just breathing you in, unwilling to let the moment end.
âč àŁȘ Ë poe doesnât do quickies often. when he has you, he wants timeâslow, devastating build up followed by deep, rolling thrusts that leave you shaking. but when the obsession spikes (or when he's just too horny to explain), he can be surprisingly rough; gripping your thighs hard, pounding into you until youâre both hoarse.
âč àŁȘ Ë when he tops, he prefers positions where he can see your face. missionary with your legs wrapped around him/up his shoulders, or you riding him while he sits up so he can watch every expression. eye contact is constant and heavy; he drinks in your reactions, and he won't say but they turn him on more.
âč àŁȘ Ë but ironically, if he subs, he's too shy for eye contact. of course, he secretly wants you to grab his jaw and turn his pretty face over to look at youâbut who knows right? if he does hold eye contact it's brief because his eyes will fluttet and close because they're rolling back to the back of his head and he's too shy to let you see it.
ââč àŁȘ Ë aftercare is cozy and almost routine. heâll pull you against his chest, fingers gently carding through your hair, pressing soft kisses to your temple and shoulders. he cleans you up himself with warm cloths, then wrapping you both in his heavy, dark blankets. sometimes heâll read to you in that low, soothing voice until you fall asleep, passages from his own drafts or old poetry, customized with lines about you.
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A/N: Another quarter for the kink jar...I won't say I'm ashamed with this one. It's the longest one yet, and I can't promise it's the most perfect thing written. That said -- I hope you find it enjoyable! There's a bit of sweetness dribbled in there among the smut, so don't worry.
CW: Smut, Hybrid AU, Heat/Rut Cycles, Draconic Ryƫnosuke, Territorial Ryƫnosuke, Scent Marking, Marking, Bite Marking, Light Bondage, Light impact play, Incorrect Use of Rashomon, PIV, Reader with female genitals (but other wise gender-neutral), No use of Y/N for Reader, Breeding, Oviposition, Egg laying, Egg inflation? (Question Mark?), Clit Play, Oral, Sensory Deprivation, Fingering, Two lengths (you heard it, TWO), Edging, Denial, Praise, Light Degradation.
Word Count: 11.3k+ (My personal best to date! Everybody clap!)
It's too hot; The scents of the world are far too strong for Akutagawa's agitated mind right now. Sweet and salty. Sour and savory. Damp and arid. The scales along his body rub against his clothes in a way that's utterly agonizing. Coarse and uncomfortable, like cotton against dry, cracking skin. It's torture. Where hair meets horn is like thousands of ants skittering, and he wants nothing more than to scratch until the skin is raw.
He should have taken the day off today, but he refused to let his biology dictate his usefulness on the field.
In his defense, it seemed he had done his assignments in record time. He likely could have done with less bloodshed, but a job was a job, and he had executed them without fail. As he always did. He was not going to allow himself to fall short
Though â now â he was sorely regretting that decision.
The long trek to the apartment felt more arduous than usual. His ebony tail twitched in erratic agitation, snapping in the air as he fought down a growl. The cool, night air did nothing for his dwindling patience as the heat surged. Deep in the pockets of his black coat, his hands clenched tightly. He could vaguely register the claws digging into the thin flesh of his palms as he fought to keep himself focused on the path ahead. It was more of a challenge than he cared to admit.
He only wanted to get home; Something in his blood craved even the smallest hint of your scent. Of your warmth. To tug you close and bury his fangs in your skin if it would calm the fire blazing in his veins.
Just a little bit longer now. Nearly too long in his slowly hazing mind.
A faint whiff caught him in his tracks. He had nearly made it to the door when it slammed into his senses. It was familiar in a way he wished it wasn't. The calm scent of warm tea, fresh, fallen snow, and the underlying notes of a light soapiness that only infuriated him. The hackles on the back of his neck shot up in offense, mind clearing in an instant.
The Weretiger.
Surely that insufferable tiger wouldn't be idiotic enough to step into his territory â into his home. Anybody smarter would understand the presence of his scent â dark, smoky, with the noticeable tang of copper â as a hair-raising warning. It didn't take a genius to understand that wasn't a boundary you simply crossed, and RyĆ« quietly swore that if he opened the door to a twitching, white tail, he was going to tear the kid apart.
Stepping to the door, he roughly slammed the key into the lock, twisted and swinging the door wide open with a bit more force than you would likely deem was necessary. In fact, he could vaguely register your voice hissing his name at the explosive entrance, but he was too busy scanning the apartment for even a hint of white fur that he needed to tear apart.
A twitch.
A step.
A breath.
Just one little bit was all he needed.
Though, as he stood there, there didn't come the obvious presence of anyone else in the house. Nothing Ryƫ could feel, and his ears strained for even the slightest shift of a nervous muscle, only to find none.
The scent, however, was even stronger here than it had been outside, despite the seeming fact that the rest of the home was clear of any threat. He turned his nose at the putrid onslaught and sneered, shutting the door roughly behind him. It was in every fiber of his being, now, and he felt nothing but pure confusion. It shouldn't be possible for it to be this potent without the source being there himself.
Panic gripped him; Had the feline broken in when they had gone their separate ways to work?
No, his mind fought. Even the kid wasn't that reckless or invasive. Even on the field, he made sure to keep a wide birth from Akuatagawa's rampaging ability. It couldn't have been a home invasion, though his instincts didn't grow any less furious.
"Hey, is everything alright?" Your voice called out, and he watched as you shifted to step off of the couch. Curiously, the scent seemed to move with you â he tensed. Your wide eyes stared back at him in nothing but utter confusion â and his chest grew even more uncomfortably itchy. RyĆ«'s nose lifted high up, tail tensing as all the worries came to pass.
Fury raced through his veins; It was coming from you. In fact, it seemed to be bathing your form in that heady, headache-inducing scent, and he could spy short, white fur scattered here and there across your clothes. You looked at him incredulously as he scanned your person. All he could focus on were the clothes soaked in Atsushi's scent â clothes rubbing his couch. How many other things had that vile scent been rubbed across?
That weretiger was bold, RyĆ« would give him that, but you were bolder â it seemed. Foolishly plastering his pungent, younger scent all over his mate that could've had anybody fooled, and you had let him? How many people had been led to believe that the beast was your beloved instead? It left his blood boiling. A desperate, marrow-deep need to hunt the mangy beast down to teach him a lesson reared its nasty head.
His steps towards the couch were silent, but no less furious. Behind him, he could feel his tail jittering erratically as he grew nearer until he was close enough that he could touch his nose against yours. Your breath hitched in his ears and he resisted letting out a rumble of pride. That dark gaze caught your eyes widening, his own pupils shrinking at the shock that pumped through your blood. He could hear your blood pumping faster at the close proximity, and he nearly smirked as the sound pulsed in his mind.
Rarely did he ever get in your face like this â annoyed and terrifyingly serious like he had some score to settle, a sharpness to his expression that he only held for enemies. He felt your hands against his chest, pressing as it rumbled under the warmth of your palms, against his better judgment. RyĆ« refused to admit the effect it had on him, and it was only fueled by the symptoms of his pre-rut hitting this week. His gaze swept your face and observed silently as your brows furrowed deeply.
"Is everything alright?" Your voice repeated softly, eyes dragging across his sharp expression, flicking between the points of his teeth to the fierce, concentrated look in his stony eyes. "Did something happen today that I need to know about? You usually don't come home thisâŠpissed, and that's generally saying something."
He didn't move an inch â just continued to stare as his tail twitched along the ground behind him. You squirmed under his heavy gaze, and one of his hands came down to pin your shoulder against the couch.
Squirming only made his instincts stronger, like prey trembling before an approaching predator.
Ryƫ's gaze drifted down across the expanse of your neck to the small orb held on a strong, silver chain around your neck. The pure, white pearl sat in the cradle of your collarbones. Iridescent shimmers danced in the light across the surface, crackling with a low energy as he viewed his own, warped reflection.
His pearl.
The low rumbling turned into heavy purrs, the ornery fire in his blood soothing just a hair at the sight of his most prized treasure still around your most vital point. Then, the flames were building up inside him once again. You held his pearl â his very life â as close as it could be to your heart, and that insufferable feline still deigned to cake your skin in his claim. RyĆ« would need to somehow prove that you weren't someone to be claimed by anyone's scent but his own, and he doubted the idea of letting him shadow you everywhere would be allowed to fly.
Not that he really cared either way, but it was worth it to keep his sanity against any incessant nagging. That, and he wasn't about to be seen as the 'clingy' type.
His eyes trailed lower and lower, catching sight of the sliver of skin of your belly that had been revealed by your shirt riding up. He could feel a wave of heat crawling up the skin of his back, fury rustling along the edges of his coat.
How perfect.
His eyes snapped back up, pupils thinning to sharp slits as a crazed smirk pulled at the corner of his lips and showed off razor-sharp canines. His other hand â claws retracting from where they were still sunk into the cushion of the couch â feathered over your flushed cheek, the back of one nail dragging along your jaw. With a sharp flick of his wrist, he knocked your chin up to meet his narrowed gaze.
"You reek of him." He snarled, red lightning dancing across his scales and clothes. "And you've brought it to our home. Do you understand how torturous it is to smell that annoying beast in my space? I won't entertain a challenge like this when you're my mate." His voice coiled in your mind like a vice. Sharp nails ghosted down along the skin of your neck and toyed with the collar of your shirt, a threat veiled in black tips. "We'll need to fix thisâŠmistake."
You opened your mouth to respond, but Ryƫ didn't even give a second of reaction time before he pushed himself back to stand upright. Coils extended from the fabric of his coat to entwine securely around your body and lift you from the cushions. A rough tug, and he carted you away in the air behind him, striding towards the bedroom as his tail lashed behind him. He was utterly displeased at the idea of that idiot getting that close to you. Had Atsushi been allowed to rub against your neck, where his pearl hung?
Even if it wasn't the case, the very mental image of it was enough to leave him livid.
Thanks to RashĆmon, RyĆ« could feel your heart racing just under your skin through the black cloth bindings. His tail gave an excited twitch against the floor as he walked â already, he could tell your muscles were tensing in quiet realization of what kind of 'danger' you were in for the night. He was silent the short walk to the bedroom, leaving you in suspense just to really enjoy the squirming.
When he finally threw the door open, he didn't hesitate to toss you unceremoniously to the bed, reveling in the yelp of surprise that echoed out as your body bounced against the mattress. Binds shot out across the room, wrapping securely around your head to cover your eyes.
In the meanwhile, as you squirmed from the sudden lack of sight, he locked onto you, eyes sharp and all too predatory. A singular bind snaked out from behind him to wrap around the edge of the door. He gave a throaty rumble of a chuckle before snapping it shut back into the frame. The hearty slam had you jumping in your spot.
Just under the wrap, he could feel your lashes fluttering against RashĆmon's grip. It tickled through his senses and he fought down a shudder at the feathery sensation. Just under Atsushi's potent scent, he could smell yours â sweetening and thickening with an arousal you likely wouldn't voice yourself.
"R-Ryƫ?" You gulped audibly. He watched your hands scatter over the top of the bed, feeling where you couldn't see. Your hands reached up for the binds and he hissed lowly, pleased when you ripped them away from the dark cloth. "You know I don't like being left in the dark like this."
He did know, yes, but you'd be alright.
It was silent as he moved, shifting closer until he was pouncing, covering your mouth just as you yelled in surprise. No noises needed here, except what he could drag deliciously out of your throat.
"Quiet." Ryƫ murmured darkly, nudging against your ear with a nip before soothing it with his forked tongue. His chest pressed down heavily against your own. "Your words are useless. Only your sounds and begs will suffice here, mate."
His hand didn't let up from where it covered your mouth. Using the grip, he turned your head to the side to bare the expanse of your throat to him. Just under the skin of your neck, he could hear your racing heart, the violent pounding of your veins ricocheting in his brain. Over that, your scent buried itself deep in his mind. He wouldn't last much longer like this.
He nipped at the angry lifeline and smirked against your neck at the low sound of pleasure muffled against his palm. Behind him, his tail shuffled over the sheets in quiet delight.
He needed you. Now.
Smooth bindings slipped under your shirt, and you tensed for only a moment before his low rumbles were soothing it out of you. You could hear your own heart in your ears as he moved over you. Sharp inhales when his touches ghosted over your skin before drawing away. Always leaving you guessing. Always leaving you wanting more.
You wanted to smack him. You hated when he did thisâleaving you in the dark to anticipate his next moves tersely. A swirling cocktail of anxiety and arousal coursed deep in your veins, and RyĆ« gave a sharp laugh, as if hearing it all like the song of a crystal bell.
"Tense?" His voice broke through the dark, warm like steam as it rose over hot coals. Warmth you only ever had the privilege to experience behind closed doors like this. Noting your silence, he continued:
"Can't exactly imagine why. After all, this is all your fault in the end." Hands, warm and unyielding, tugged you further down the bed by your hips. Your brows furrowed at his words, eyes blinking uselessly in the direction of his voice.
"What the hell are you talking about?" You hissed, unamused at this supposed 'blame.' "I don't seem to recall asking you to come home in an attitude and just whisk me off to the bedroom. You stared me down as if I'd just set your beloved coat on fire, or something. I don't have a single clue what you're talking about with Atsushi's scent."
Sleek fabric wrapped snug over your lips, muffling any words. Despite not being able to see, you could just feel the incredulous stare he was aiming towards you. The words faltered in your throat as he hissed.
"Watch it." His voice cut through your bones, terrifyingly serious. "He's not allowed to exist in this moment. Not by name. Not by thought. And soon enough, not by smell. I come home to you caked in his scent, and I suppose I'm just supposed to let it go?" A sharp bark of a laugh echoed through the room, though it held nothing but condescension. "Lays claim to my mate and I'm to pretend nothing more is happening?"
Fury rose in your veins.
"Ryƫnosuke," your hands grabbed his where they rested on your hips, "if you are going to sit here and accuse me of cheating, then we have more pressing matters than scents."
He was quiet for a moment, and you tried to track his direction. His breath was quiet enough for you to not be able to sense it . Trembling hands went still under yours, and there was the unmistakable twitch of his tail against the sheets.
"Apologies." The draconian male finally murmured after a long, terse moment, realizing his mistake. "That wasâŠan ill-advised assumption on my part. My concern still stands, however. You smell like him, and I will not stand for it. Thus, the only logical solution is to make sure your skin can't forget mine."
A bind was slapped right over your mouth then, and you gave a muffled yell in indignation. You could at least explain it, but he was already moving on. There was the warmth of his lips as they pressed against the fabric over your mouth â a searing heat separated by nothing more than cloth.
His lips pressed to where the corner of your mouth would be, trailing seductively down your chin, along the length of your jaw, and down your racing pulse. It danced just underneath your skin, and you shuddered as his teeth pricked slightly in a sadistic show of power. Off to the side of it, he lapped over the healed mating bite on your shoulder. Soon, it would be renewed.
The warmth of his kisses moved lower and lower, and you instinctively arched up into him to follow the feeling.
Warm lips trailed down the bared expanse of your throat, licking, and nipping at the skin as he moved to the cradle of your collarbones â right beside where his pearl sat. Kissing the bone, his nose nudged the orb. He murmured in the hollow of your throat before sharp teeth were baring down into the bone without an ounce of remorse. The bed creaked under his shifting movements.
Trickles of pain bloomed across your nerves, sizzling with a burning that had you crying against RashĆmon's bind before it fizzled out in an ebb of pleasure. He peppered the flushed skin with countless bites, nearly purring in pride. He was teasing you, that sick bastard.
And, yet, you needed more of it.
He gave one of the swelling wounds a slight lick. Hardly an apology. It was more of an acknowledgment of the pain he was administering. Maybe the slightest bit of remorse, but not enough to see without truly understanding him.
Ryƫ moved further down your skin, alongside a hand smoothing up along your side under your shirt until finally reaching where the collar sat. There, it went still for a breath. The warmth of his palm settled heavy against your skin and you fought a whine at the stillness.
Soon after, another blade of cloth could be felt as it caressed across your cheek and slid down the open collar, over your chest, and stopped at the waistband of your shorts. It rested there, brushing over the skin over your belly. One clean snap of the ability and your shirt was split clean in half, allowing it to fall open to Ryƫ's well-adjusted gaze. You made a sound of displeasure against the bind over your mouth, but the ability swallowed it with the dark fabric.
You could feel his heated gaze roving over your newly exposed skin, the bind over your mouth tightening in response to his growing arousal. He gave an amused huff at the sound from your throat.
"Something to say?" He remarked all-too-smugly, another cloth sliding over your stomach and resting against your chest. You squirmed again, unamused, and were rewarded with a sharp 'thwack". The skin stung under the snap and you gave a gasp of delight at the feeling. He continued on, unfaltering. "Don't mistake my questions as permission, pearl-bearer. You're not some bug â so I expect that you don't squirm."
You had half a mind to grumble back mockingly, but something told you the repercussions that awaited that move were not worth the trouble. Denial would be great any other night, but not tonight â so you complied and steadily stilled once more. With a low hum, he continued on.
The white tips of his bangs tickled delicately across the skin of your chest. Peppering relentless bites along the warm skin, his tongue flicked tentatively at your pert nipples, and you gave a shiver of pleasure.
Cool, sharp air bit at your saliva-coated nipples, sparks of need flaring along your veins. Your hand twined in the pillow under your head and your hips rolled up sharply. Again, his tongue flicked out. And, again, the sensation roused a tidal wave of shudders through your body.
You could just barely hear the sound of a low chuckle building in his throat before his warmth was pulling away. Instinctively â and with the slightest bit of panic â a whimper curled from your throat as the cold air of the room fanned over your body. Warmth pressed against the pulsing mound between your thighs, and you stiffened. After a moment, your hips gave a sharp jerk for some desperate point of friction. When the mass shifted, and you felt the end of something pointed, that's when realization dawned. His tail.
"Ah, so you can tell. You're more observant than I give you credit for." The tail shifted, allowing you to press up and grind against it fully for just this moment. "Enjoy it, won't you? You won't have it there for long.
The words coated your mind like a frigid frost, but you didn't care. All you could think of was how you'd ride it like it was the last grind toy on earth. Pressing your swollen clit up against the smooth scales, and dragging your hips in a frantic staccato. No doubt you'd cry out his name like it was everything you'd ever need for the rest of your life.
Eventually, an arrow of harsh reality pierced through your daydream, and the warmth of his tail was now gone. Your eyelids fluttered, eyes unfocused in the pitch darkness under the tight, living blindfold over your eyes. It was amusing how, for someone that claimed to despise aimless torture, he seemed far too good at stringing your desperation along like some helpless puppet.
The cloth across your eyes shifted and drew away in a snap, rendering your eyes to the brightness of the room. The bind slipped from your mouth with lightening speed. Bright, unforgiving light blasted your retinas, fishing out a sharp, irritable hiss and forcing your hands to slam over your face.
"The fuck�" You croaked, blinking away the bright spots and taking a moment to register that all that had been hidden in the dark of the blindfold. Like, the coat hanger over by the door where Ryƫ had gotten into the habit of hanging his own coat. The ornate style dresser over in the corner with a multitude of keepsakes and photographs from various occasions. The shimmering, ebony scales of his tail as it writhed in the air behind him. And those coal-black voids staring back down at you.
"A warning would have been nice. Getting blasted in the face isn't so fun when it's the blinding sun in your eyes." You shot wryly, pulling your hands away from your face.
"You're fine." He gave a sharp huff through his nose. "It's a shame I need to see your eyes as I take you, or I'd have kept it on. Maybe the gag will still be useful enough." The hybrid shot you a smirk and you leveled an unamused glare at him.
He continued on, unwavering. "Now, where were weâŠ"
In the blink of an eye, he was back on you. Lips wrapped securely around one of your erect nipples, teeth, and tongue grazing along your areola as he lapped and tugged, drawing out moan after moan.
You arched up into his warmth with an aroused keen. He gave a quiet rumble in response, tail flicking as the sound reverberated through your ribs. White, hot need shot straight down to your core. Your hips shot up to meet the air in desperation.
You needed something â anything. Even just his tail would suffice.
His other hand, formerly busy with stabilizing himself, now moved to show attention to your other, ignored nipple and trapped it in his pointed grasp. The first time you'd done this together, terror had burned through your veins at the sharp tips against such a sensitive area. But now, only a cool wave of bliss that had your breath hitching flowed at the touch.
He busied himself against your chest, lapping mercilessly before pulling back, allowing his spit to cool on the skin as he swiftly switched, latching onto your other peak. Ryƫ lapped lazily, free hand moving lower and lower with a purposeful, torturous slothfulness.
You tried to build up some words, a desperate plea for him to go faster â to touch exactly where you knew he would keep edging along. Seeming to sense this, his claws hooked into the waistband of your bottoms and tore them into clear shreds as he had done with your shirt.
The haziness of your mind swallowed the protest at more clothing being ripped. Focusing, instead, on the way his claws trailed along the soft skin of your hip, he pulled shivers from your body just at the prickling feeling the sharp tips left behind.
"It's fascinating how desperate you become after nothing but small touches." He popped off your slick nipple, puffy and red, and began to kiss a trail lower and lower. Lips fluttering right over your navel, fangs kissing the frantic, quick rise and fall of your belly, and down the soft hairs that built the little happy trail along your lower stomach â ending just above the swell of your mound.
You heard him take a deep inhale and couldn't help but groan in embarrassment. A hand flew down to push at his face, and he chuckled, a bind snapping around your wrist and dragging it up over your head. Feeling that silver gaze burning into you, your eyes flicked down to watch as his own stared, enamored, under heavy, ebony lashes. the pupils shrunk to thin slits of concentration as his tongue lapped experimentally over your pulsing clit.
At the desperate sound of your squeal, he rumbled with pride, scales shifting along his skin minutely, but it was easy to catch all the same. Annoyance swirled with your embarrassment. You shot him an irritated look. It was infuriating how that seemed to resonate with him, and you knew he loved to rile you up in a situation like this.
"I hate you." You snarled weakly, though it held no weight with the flush across your face. "When are you going to stop fucking with me and get on with it?"
He blinked as if hearing a language he didn't understand. Then, he scoffed.
"You have no idea how much I would simply love to do that. Anything to shut you up and quell this fire in my veins." Ryƫ snapped, coat rustling on his figure in agitation. "But, for your sake, I'm trying to properly prep you. Feel thankful. Or don't. But we both know you won't be complaining soon."
RashĆmon delivered a sharp smack on your outer thigh. You cried out at the feeling and he took the chance, two thin fingers pressing down on your tongue. The taste of sweat was heavy on your tongue.
"However, I can't promise to play nice if you keep testing my patience." He trailed into a heavy growl, pupils expanding and contracting as if his sanity was held by a thread. "Now. No more talking. Your complaints won't do any good, anyway."
Feeling satisfied with his explanation, he leaned forward, fingers pulling from your mouth as his arms hooked under your thighs to tug you closer. His lips surrounded your clit.
The slick muscle teased up around your hood, and Ryƫ gave a satisfied groan in response, the salty mix weighty and hazing in his mind. The lamplight nearby bounced off his dark strands, which shifted as he worked your sensitive nub with all he had. Dark lashes fluttered, dancing against the pale skin of his cheeks as his mouth moved against you with an audible slickness.
The skin between his brow-bones folded as he pushed forward, bending your hips up slightly as if trying to fuse into your very being. Behind him, his tail flashed across the bedspread, and he hummed low against you.
As his tongue worked, his hand moved from your thigh to rest just against your weeping cunt. You felt fingers trace the entrance, and you fought the urge to buck your hips, muscles tensing under your restraint. A hum rumbled against your skin.
"Mmm, so you do know how to behaveâŠ" He gave a sharp suck of your clit and was rewarded with a sharp cry of his name. "Good mate, you are." Curling one of his fingers, he brushed the tip of a knuckle against your hole and hummed as your hips tensed once more. Taking a moment â as his tongue curled delightfully around your bundle of nerves â he eventually granted a reprieve and began to gently push the knuckle into your fluttering pussy, before pulling right back out.
Ever-so-lightly dipping the knuckle in and shallowly fucking you. A low hiss escaped at the sudden intrusion, and he was quick to pull back from your clit. His gaze snapped to you, the other hand against your thigh, rubbing the flesh soothingly. His knuckle continued its shallow depth and slow pace.
"I told you so. You're dripping, but that won't help with tightness. Relax, won't you?. There's no harm here." He murmured, a blade of cloth moving to nudge your cheek â almost akin to a cat's nuzzle. His words were sharp, but the underlying concern was all too apparent. Dark eyes locked on as he repositioned his knuckle once more.
For all the shit he gave you, he was more attuned than most would give him credit for. Even as obvious as it was that he wanted nothing more than to shove his cocks inside you and mount you until time itself ceased to exist, he wouldn't allow pain to be shoved to the back burner in favor of desperate need.
Bit by bit, his knuckle began to sink deeper and deeper without much resistance, or a sharp intake of breath. Sensing your body gradually relaxing and giving way, he hummed and shot a quick, observational glance.
"Perfect." The bind that held your hand above your head suddenly disengaged, and he was lowering back down.
In an instant, he was back on you â lips securing around your erect clit and continuing as if no time had passed at all. Flicking. Lapping. Sucking. His tongue was relentless as it worked across the surface and dragged a string of moans and curses from your lips.
Stoke after stroke, like he was physically working to stoke the embers that were beginning to grow in the pit of your stomach. The scaled tail twitched sharply in quiet satisfaction as he kept his eyes trained up on your face. Every cry and contortion of your expression let him adjust accordingly. A man that was nothing if not perceptive.
Your hands gripped up at the pillow under your head, and you flopped back into the plushness, eyes focusing tiredly on the headboard a just a few inches away.
An intricate, carved piece of cedar that had been stained an elegant shade of coal black RyĆ« had picked up at an antique shop. Nearly the same shade of his raven-colored locks that caught the light with a hint of purple across its surface as he buried himself between your thighs. His horns shimmered a brilliant gold, and their healthy luster was clear to see as they shifted with his movements. Once dull from malnutrition, it was always so rewarding to see them flourishing with new life â to see him flourishing with new life.
It lasted a short while longer, tongue caressing your clit like a lover's hold, before he pulled away with a lewd pop. A string of saliva glittered in the lamplight along his tongue, arousal coating his chin in an astonishing layer that had your gut flaring in embarrassment. Settling back on his heels, he admired the mess between your legs and the subsequent trembling of your limbs. You just turned your head to avoid the blatant observance.
If he was amused with the effect he had, Ryƫ didn't show it this time. Dark irises were eaten away by slowly expanding pupils, continuing to search the scene before using a singular claw to draw your gaze back to his. He sat there a moment before settling back, reaching up and beginning to unfasten the buttons of his coat. He worked them loose with a practiced deftness. Your breath held.
Obviously it wasn't a new thing for him lately to actually remove the article of clothing, but the fact that he felt comfortable enough with you â to strip off his main form of defense â always sent a flurry of butterflies hurtling around your stomach. Had you been a bit more of sound mind, you'd have cupped his face and kissed him like it was the last day alive â pouring every sense of pride and appreciation for his trust into his very being.
Seemingly sensing this by the soft look on your face, his pale ears gained a light dusting of pink and a bind of white shot out over your mouth. Now, he was left in nothing but the white, frilled shirt he always wore under his coat and a pair of boxers that held the slightest bit of a stain at the front â you were almost honored.
"Don't." He hissed, barely even a threat as he moved to hover back over your body. "Quit looking at me like that. Like I'm so deserving. It's entirely ignorant."
Your face softened, and the sharp whip of his tail resounded through the air, watching as he leaned down. His nose brushed against the spot just under your ear, dragging slowly over your racing pulse, down your neck and chest. It ghosted across your navel and belly, and right back between your legs. Quick hands caught your thighs and hauled them up. As he tugged them high enough to present your quivering pussy to his gaze in the light, shame lanced through your mind at the stare, but that only incited him to tighten his grip.
He didn't say anything as his eyes caught yours, seemingly scanning the thoughts behind that gaze. Something glimmered in the deep pools. Something quiet, but clear enough to know he was thinking hard. Turning to the side, his nose pressed to the skin of your inner thigh, nuzzling it before delivering an assuring nip. Hands soothed your sides and the considerate assurance melted away any shame like snow on a warm, summer's day.
Turning his head back, his mouth latched securely around your awaiting hole, tongue flickering experimentally against it in a way that had him shuddering slightly at the taste. He traced the entrance, eyes lidded and once again trained on your face as he tracked your expressions. The tip circled endlessly, spelling characters and numbers against you in a way that had your back arching up in the air like a pleased cat.
A few more teasing flicks and he was pressing the muscle against you, inching the muscle inside tentatively and continuing deeper when he felt the walls clenching down around it like an invitation.
Pure bliss was all you could feel as he plundered his way inside, the pronged end tickling against your pulsing, squishy walls, and sending a mixed wave of pleasure. Warmth coated your walls with each pass and you gave a sharp breath. The overwhelming urge to tug him deeper by the horns grew and grew; To grab and tug until one couldn't tell where he began and you ended or night and day were one.
His hands moved, one sliding down to your inner thigh while the other trailed up along your hip, dragging steadily until the pad of his thumb pressed against your pulsing clit. Slowly, ever so slowly, he circled the bundle, tongue working in tandem to the unhurried pace. Still, his eyes were locked on you, and a bind nudged under your chin to keep your gaze locked with him. When it finally met his, he gave a rewarding curl of his tongue against that spongy spot, eliciting a bright array of lights behind your eyes.
You clenched down with a whine, arching up against him and fighting against the eye contact he forced you to hold. There was no escape from it â there never was. It was instinct for him to keep your gazes locked so long as moments like these occurred. Like a sadistic beast, RyĆ« wanted you to watch as he brought you hopelessly over that edge despite all embarrassment.
Giving another curl of his tongue, you watched from the corner of your eye as another white bind slithered from the folds of his shirt. It snaked across the bedspread, sliding silently until it disappeared into the shadow of your lifted hips. RyĆ« glanced down with an all-too-cunning expression and shifted his tongue against the roof of your cunt â seemingly making room forâŠsomething? A gasp leapt out at the sudden pressure squeezing in just below his tongue, eyes shooting wide in a moment of profound realization.
Oh.
Oh.
It was soft. Cool. Firm yet malleable enough to compress under the squishing of your walls. It molded beautifully within the silk ridges of your sex, drawing over every nerve and bump in a way that had your hips rolling to follow. With a gentle curl, pleasure bloomed through your core, building on that deep fire in your gut that Ryƫ would stop at nothing to let burn you alive.
Slowly, it began to twist in time with the combined rhythm of his tongue and his thumb steadily circling your puffy clit, caressing your walls in a mix of soothing and teasing. He danced purposefully around that sweet spot, studying your reaction.
A slick squelching filled the warmth of the room, and you fought to bury your face.
Instead, you shot him a look. Glaring over your flushed cheeks in a way he undoubtedly understood. Right now was not the time for him to be playing this game â though he would inadvertently argue otherwise. It seemed to work, as a warm, firm curl of his tongue and cloth depressed on that spongy spot sent stars across your vision. White, hot fire burned across your body. The heat within the room only seemed to grow warmer.
You could faintly register his scent curling up into your nose. Smoky, deep, with the lightest hint of something herbal or medicinal. It was calming, yet overpowering in your hazy mind. It choked your senses and, combined with the onslaught of his tongue, makeshift toy, and fingers, made it hard to think clearly.
It was uniquely home.
Uniquely him.
You wanted to wrap yourself up in it, and the feeling of reality began to drift away from you. Colors blurred into one another in your vision. It was hard to keep track of what was real anymore, and a mumble tumbled past your lips numbly.
Desperate for some grounding purchase, your hands shot out, just barely scraping the surface of his gold, coral-branched horns that climbed from between his raven-black locks. In response, he hissed lowly against the slick. His eyes went sharp for just a quick moment, but it was enough to leave you gasping and yanking your hands back like it was the surface of a hot stove. All sense of fantasy was burned in the abruptness of the moment.
"Shit, RyĆ«â" Hands waving, they eventually came to clench together over your chest. "Sorry! Sorry, I didn't think about where I was grabbing."
He was never one for having his horns touched. One classification from just pure bone, they were packed with all senses of nerves and highly sensitive. It was hard to even look at them without Ryƫ feeling threatened in the end.
While frantic thoughts raced in your head, the hybrid snared low against where his tongue was buried in your pussy, eyes still sharp as he pressed down on your clit with his thumb â sending you arching uncontrollably with a sharp gasp.
His hands were quick, thumb pulling away as he grabbed onto the meat of your thighs and hiked them up over his broad shoulders, tilting his head forward. As his nose pressed into the space his thumb had formerly taken, two binds shot out to grab your hands and wrap them against his horns, binding them there. Realizing there was no way out, your fingers hesitantly curled around the solid appendages. All the while, he looked down at you with a scathing glare, as if the act of retreating had been an offense of the highest order.
"I never told you to pull away. Grab if you must." Ryƫ's words vibrated against your folds as his tongue pressed deeper, flicking slightly against that innermost part of you. Protests fizzled on the end of your tongue and you bucked up against him. A rumble of satisfaction met your undulations as the cloth blade settled back into it's pace. It wriggled and thrusted at a relentless beat. Squirming against him, your breath grew short as he flicked relentlessly, sharp nose rubbing against your poor, pulsating clit. The heat from earlier ignited once again, and with each relentless press of nudge, you could feel yourself drawing closer.
Two more tendrils crawled their way along your sides, weaving up and up until they curled themselves around your stiff nipples and tugged. You couldn't help the hiccuped sound of pleasure that bubbled in your throat, eyes squeezing shut. There was nothing to focus on than the feeling of him. The feeling as he drew you to that edge, attention focused entirely on you. It was hard to notice the bind that slipped into his boxers as he continued.
His lashes fluttered, gaze hazing and faltering slightly as he drowned himself in the sensation of you.
Closer. He curled his tongue, tendril drilling in incessantly.
Closer. He pressed his nose down further, dark eyes locked on you.
Closer. The tendrils around your nipples pulled hard.
Your nails dug into the surface of his horns, scratching away flecks of keratin that coated the surface and producing a low choking sound from Ryƫ. Whatever wasn't caught under your fingernail fell to the bedspread in flakes, gold flittering like dust in the lamplight. A nearly eye-catching sight if you weren't so busy trying to hold to the last shred of sanity in your poor, stimulated brain.
More tendrils joined the one in your cunt, combining with the first in a spiral shape and beginning to drag back and forth against your walls. They were steady, and the unique texture of his white shirt wrapped in his ability brought forth surges of pleasure. His tongue, undeterred, kept curling against that sweet spot and flicking against the surface of your cervix, greedily swallowing up the slick that your wept in droves.
He met your fervor with a low moan, sparse brows furrowing as hips jerked against the air. His movements were sloppy, lapping and eating you out like the taste was oxygen to his lungs. Pressing deeper, his nose pushed firmly against your clit and dragged a ragged cry from your throat. All he could sense was you. All he could smell was you.
He almost joined in as your orgasm built closer and closer. The cloth stuffed in his boxers tugged at him, wrapping, twisting, and jerking him off in shaky motions. The feeling of himself twitching and your warm walls wrapped like a vice around his other tendrils had his abdominals tensing with the inevitable release.
But before either of you could hit it, he was pulling away, panting lightly. His pale skin was dusted with a gentle pink, eyes barely focused. All the tendrils slunk back into his coat, withdrawing from your needy sex in a way that nearly had a sob of frustration ripping from your throat. It took him a moment to gather himself, but he was quick to refocus on you.
"R-RyĆ«! You can't justâ" You gasped for breath, shuddering at the early fall from cloud nine. "You can't just stop there!"
He simply watched, amused. The front of his boxers twitched, a large wet spot clear to see in the dark fabric. It had been too close of a call.
"You're not in charge here. I'll do whatever I deem is necessary, and you'll learn to enjoy it." The male hummed, drawing out a tendril to ghost against your clit in a way that had your body seizing up before it pulled away. You chased it with your hips.
"Please, I need it! I need youâ" You sobbed, reaching for him to tug him back. He dodged with ease, planting you back on the mattress with another white blade. Fighting against it, the wrap only pressed tighter, another joining to keep you down. There was no escape here.
"Oh no." The draconic hybrid sneered. "I don't want your pleas; For this, I want your apologies."
Indignation flared in your veins, utterly appalled at the request. "What?" You scoffed, brows furrowing as you stopped squirming. Seriously, what was his problem? "For what? I have nothing to apologize for! I haven't done a single thing wrong."
"For letting that mangy detective rub his scent on you." RyĆ«'s eyes were dark against the paleness of his face, burning into yours without an ounce of jovial amusement. The bind feathered over your clit once more, and you fought to follow it. It stayed just out of reach, providing just enough stimulation to keep the fire right on the edge â right where he needed you. "For letting him cover my rightful scent and letting everyone else believe that you were his."
Your head shook; This was utterly stupid.
"I didn't let him!" You pleaded, trying to reason with him. The man simply tilted his head, white tipped bands dancing against his, mole-splattered pale face.
"I'll give you three chances. I'm feeling merciful enough."
"RyĆ«! This is stupid! PleaseâI need you! You can't just deny me right now." You cursed him with every name under the sun, frustration welling up in your chest that he was choosing to do this now. RashĆmon continued to tease at your swelled bundle of nerves and coaxing out sobs of desperation. "This is stupid, and you know it!"
"One." He rumbled, clearly not bluffing.
Panic raced through you. "W-Why do I have to pay for this?!" You squawked, hand reaching out to him, which he dodged once again. "I-I didn't let him rub on me, honest. I work with him, Ryunosuke â what else am I supposed to do? Avoid him? That's like asking me to follow a recipe without the ingredients. It's impossible!"
"Two."
You didn't want him to give him the satisfaction; You knew there was nothing to apologize for. But, you also knew that going to bed without that orgasm would leave you tossing and turning. Your gaze flicked away, face scrunching, before hesitantly shifting back to meet his.
Taking a deep breath, you pleaded under your breath, "R-RyĆ«, pleaseâŠI-I'm sorry, alright? I'm sorry I let his scent get on me. I'm sorry I brought it home. I-I promise I didn't mean to. PleaseâI-I'm so sorry."
Crickets.
One moment. Another. Another.
"MmâŠsufficing." The corner of his lip curled with amusement, tail twitching behind him as the torturous cloth tendril curled away. "It's quite amusing just how far you'll go when you need something, though. I never actually needed an apology."
Confusion hit you.
"WhaâŠ"
"I was going to fuck you either way. Just wondered how desperate you would be." His hands were back on your hips. You protested, reaching to smack him â which he swatted away as easily. "I'll deal with the idiot later for getting too close to begin with. I know he knows better than to mess with what's mine. Maybe I'll rip the other leg off this time."
"You prick!" You snapped after a moment. "When we're done, I swearâ."
"You'll be too blissed out of your pathetic, little mind to do anything. Though, I'd quite love to see you even try. Now, be quiet." He let out a deep growl, mood shifting like the flip of a coin as his hands were both back on your hips. With a sharp movement, he was swiftly rolling you onto your belly and pinning you face down into the mattress.
A sound of protest died on your tongue as he crowded your body into the sheets. Behind you, he shuffled off his boxers. The front was soaked with a hefty spot of pre-cum.
His knees bracketed your own, and he was suddenly bearing down on your back, tendrils wrapping around your ankles to pull you spread-eagle and leave your sensitive, drooling cunt on display.
One hand coming down between your legs to run along your slicked hole, gathering the lingering arousal along his finger and smearing it against the pad of his thumb. You gave a soft keen as electric arousal shot back through you, face burying down into the pillow to cover most of it. The bed creaked lightly at his shifting weight. His warmth pressed down against your back as he breathed against your sweat-caked neck.
There was a gentle roll of his hips, and now there was the feeling of him guiding one of the flared tips of his cocks against you. Pre-cum mixed with the arousal pouring from your cunt, and you sighed as he eased himself just inside.
You always forgot just how big he was like this. A brutal stretch that left you limping the next morning without fail, though you supposed it was a fair enough trade off.
Feeling you tense for just a moment, he shifted his hips awayânearly drawing a groan of displeasure at the loss. A bind curled loosely around your neck, settling heavy against your pulse.
"Relax for me." Ryƫ murmured low, pressing his cheek down against yours as he gave another gentle dip of the tip. "I already told you it'll make this easier. I won't allow you to come to harm here. Just give me deep breaths."
Half annoyed, you sighed wearily and tilted your head just enough to draw deep breaths into your lungs. Looking up, your eyes met his. As stony as always, they now held a deep shimmer of concern â of a care he'd never admit to feeling. The annoyance drained from your body as you slowly allowed yourself to relax. The bind around your neck clenched once, just enough to add pressure, but not enough to cut any air, and he lifted himself back up on his hands.
"And don't you dare look away."
Steadily, he began to inch himself inside. Pressing in further and further with each time he drew himself back to allow you to relax â steadily fucking in further while his hands moved to find purchase on your hips. He'd push in. Slow to a stop when he met resistance. Then pull right back out to the tip.
His other cock, smaller, but no less mighty, rubbed up against your clit deliciously. The soaked, pre-cum coated head provided a wonderful friction that had your lashes fluttering with each roll of his hips.
It was quiet for the first few minutes, save for your noises and his own shuddering breaths. Dark eyes never left you, and, somehow, it didn't feel as embarrassing holding his gaze in such an intimate moment. Maybe it was because he wasn't just looking to look, but to observe. The binding on your neck kept its light but secure hold, pulsing in time with your steady heart.
After a few moments of the slow routine, he finally sunk in completely, filling you with a delicious girth. You were quick to bury your face in the pillows to muffle any noises.
The stretch was glorious as always â a pleasurable burn, flared edges pressing against your walls as it conformed around every ridge, bump, and vein in a way that had you breathless. Just outside of it, the ridges at the base of his smaller dick settled against your pulsing clit. There was a delicious curve to the cock inside you that allowed him easy access to your g-spot, and he was prepared to abuse that.
He stilled when he bottomed out, breath coming in ragged rhythm as he leaned over you. Ryƫ's hands on your hips held his weight as his tail swiped across the sheets behind him. Slowly leaning down, he delivered a feathered nip at your ear.
"Forgive me. This will be quick. Quicker than I would care for." He hissed, seemingly ashamed as he nudged weakly against your cheek and neck. His body trembled with thinly-veiled restraint. A bind came down and tied around your wrists, dragging them up and behind his neck in a way that had your body bending up from the bed in a gentle arc. Your front was exposed to the air, and he curled a hand around to press against your belly. Claws trailed over the softness there. "But it will be no less pleasurable, that I promise you. This is just what I must do to rid you of that truly undeserving scent."
Akutagawa sighed, nose curling against your neck just under the bind against your pulse. He planted a soft nip, shifting your arms around his neck with RashĆmon before he was pulling back. The rough inner cock scraped along your walls on the way out and against you.
"Forgive me."
He slammed right back to the hilt without warning. The flared head of his outer cock ground against your clit just as the tip of the sunken one reached deep into you, spearing its way in and creating a wonderful pressure from deep within. You gave a sharp cry, head falling back against his shoulder. The hand on your belly came up to rest on your neck, thumb soothing along the side of your throat.
"There we areâŠ" RyĆ« hissed, drawing out and slamming back in with a sigh. "Doing good. Just relax for me. You can handle it; I know you can."
He allowed you to sink into the feeling for a few thrusts â allowing that feeling to build up once more, thankfully accelerated by build up from moments ago. You clenched down around him, hips rocking to meet the feeling against your clit, and he shifted to meet your movements with a crack of his tail against the bed.
Then, he was pounding mercilessly into you. Your body rocked against the air, the arch of your spine sharpening before he was soothing along your back with a clawed hand. Your hands, still bound behind his head, grabbed helplessly at the strands of hair that tickled against your fingers.
Gripping at the tufts, you tugged with each sharp thrust. Ryƫ's cocks felt like bliss, twitching against you as he peppered bites and kisses along your exposed neck, the white bind seemingly falling away to allow access to his mark.
He pistoned into you like it was the last time he'd ever have the chance to.
In.
Out.
In.
Out.
He was relentless. Sharp.
Flares dragging against your walls, before he was sinking right back in â reaching deeper with each thrust and arch of your body. The feeling twisted euphorically in your guts.
RyĆ« seemed to think the same, as the other hand â which had still been resting on your hip â came to the front to rest on your lower belly. He applied a bit of pressure against his thrust, and you both let out a simultaneous, high-pitched noise of pleasure.
While you worked to recover, he only seemed to work harder. Your sweat mixed with the growing strength of his scent had your mind burying itself in the heady haze. Energy bolstered by the feeling of the bulge from deep inside you, he continued to slam without pause. Sharp hips drove against your ass, leaving a heavy stinging sensation that had cried ripping out of your throat.
His nips turned to full bites, and you tugged harder at his hair, almost sure that you were going to pull it from the scalp. As he thrusted, he made sure to angle his hips to allow for constant stimulation against your pulsing nub. Stars exploded in your vision, and you gripped desperately at him.
"I-It's too much!" You sobbed, head pressed back against his shoulder. The fire blazed like lava in your gut, fueled by the constant stimulation between your legs. "RyĆ«, I-I can'tâ"
"You can. Don't be a quitter, now." He gasped, seemingly close himself. "You can take it â and you will take it. Just a little bit longer."
'A little bit longer' felt too short as the incoming wave of an overload grew increasingly stronger.
It was hot and heavy â the room swirled in the corner of your glazed-over eyes as he reached around to tug you against the front of his shirt. Shadows and furniture mixed as you were mercilessly held down into the mattress. Just barely you could register the dragging sensation pooling low in your guts, catching something just perfectly that it had your fingers clenching and eyes rolling slightly.
Quiet, measly whimpers drifted into your ear, and you had not even half a mind to try and find what was making the noise.
Except there wasn't really any way to find the culprit. Those were your whimpers.
Dragging your leaden gaze up, you caught sight of the dark, onyx eyes that were all-too-focused on you. You nearly shied away from it except for his gaze being so burning that it was impossible to glance away.
"Not a thought in that pathetic head of yours, is there?" A sharp meld of a croon and a scoff, he was leaning over, hips slowing down as pinpricks bit your sides. A bit of the haze melted away, and the pain bled through just enough to have you gasping like an air-deprived scuba diver. Nails â long, sharp, and black as the scales across his pale skin â sunk slightly into your flesh.
A cry was ripped from your throat. Your back gave one last sharp arch before you were settling limp. Your nails scratched his scalp as you grasped for grounding.
It was a desperate noise â bright, and loud in a way that seemed to echo through the room. You could barely think past the pleasure singing in your veins as he brought that edge closer and closer, your vision blurring as your eyes unfocused and rolled back the slightest bit. It wasn't long before you spilled right over the edge.
Ryƫ's hands were quick to steady you as you went limp with pleasure, guiding your form back down onto your belly as his binding unwound from around your wrists. He laid your hands on either side of your head, covering them with his own and intertwining your fingers. And, without missing a beat, he kept going.
As your walls clamped down around him, he seemed to thrust harder just to get deeper past the vice grip, his cocks twitching simultaneously.
One of his hands picked up yours, guiding it down and pushing it against the underside of his smaller, pulsating cock. He pressed the tip of it to grind relentlessly against your clit, pulling a whimper of overstimulation from your throat as you squirmed under him. He didn't move it, though, only holding it down tighter and letting out a groan of pleasure, making you ride through the aftershocks as he speared relentlessly into the enveloping warmth for several heavy moments.
Eventually, he gave a sharp hiss from above, hips jerking harshly against your ass in an increasing, staggering staccato as he drove himself toward his own edge. His cocks twitched simultaneously, and you squirmed under him, nails digging into the bedspread with your other hand. You could hear his tail whipping back behind him, growls simmering in his throat as he drove and drove. He darted down, and sunk his teeth deep in the junction between your neck and shoulder. You delivered a sharp cry as he established the mating mark deep within your skin.
Finally, he was locking inside of you and spilling thick, warm ropes of cum deep inside. Simultaneously, the outer flare was twitching and shooting seed against the softness of your belly and sensitive, puffed-up clit. The base of his inner cock swelled like a balloon until he was locked securely into your fluttering cunt, coating your soft walls with a sticky whiteness. His hips gave weak jerks, twitching in an effort to push his spend deeper inside in a way that would calm the overbearing instincts right now.
When he finally stilled, he collapsed on top of you, and you both lay there, panting heavily and coming down from your collective highs as he worked to find his footing. He lapped gently at the oozing marks on your neck, rumbling as he soothed the skin with flicks of his sharp tongue. You had no doubt it would be a gnarly sight to behold in the morning.
His unburied cock still ground against your highly sensitive bundle of nerves, sending you squirming and whining under him before he hissed and pressed, using his weight to cease any further wiggling. Binds shot out to anchor you down, preventing any potential leakage.
"Quit that, it's almost over." Slender fingers gripped your hips, tugging them flush against his own. "As I've said, you can take it."
You hated when it came to this. Okay, not actually hated, but it was close enough of a feeling. As you lay there, comfortable under the weight, there eventually came a pressure against your lower lips, pushing insistently against your stuffed hole.
It was relentless and continued to press and press until finally it pushed past your cum-slick labia. It was big. Bigger than the widest point of Ryƫ's thicker cock, and it burned slightly as it slid through your sensitive walls. It carried a unique weight that had you squirming in a small sense of discomfort before the binds on tightened. When it reached the deepest part of you and nudged against your cervix, it slid right through with a soothing, pleasant feeling.
No matter how many times you went through this, it was always a shock that it felt nice. A side effect of RyĆ«'s cum â numbing anything it touched. Blowjobs were always a delight when one essentially lost their gag reflex, that's for sure.
As its weight settled within you, the dragon above rumbled lowly.
"You always take them so well. It's amusing how much you whine about not liking it." He smirked, catching your side-long gaze, fangs glinting in the light. His pale skin was dusted with a light layer of pink.
"Yeah, wellâ" Your breath hitched at another pressure, fingers clenching just slightly as it rolled to join the first in the depths of your womb. You cleared your throat after a moment. "Well, why would I admit that? You get too smug, and I don't need you growing an ego now, of all times."
He scoffed, but was clearly undeterred.
"Excuses are all you're good at making." Ryƫ allowed the binds to finally fall from your body when he no longer deemed you a flight risk. "I can feel it anyway, with the way you tighten with each one. You can fool the world, but there's no fooling me."
Weight after weight, push after push, rounded objects began to press against your innermost walls, stretching the skin and muscle to its max before the last intrusion finally slid home, resting among its weighty brethren. Upon realization that the pushing was over, your body finally rested fully into the mattress. The round, gravid pressures left your body feeling both weightless and like the biggest ton of bricks one could ever possibly weigh.
You wanted to wring his scrawny neck â really, you did. Maybe it was your own fault for not keeping up with this stupid cycle. To be fair, it had never been this bad before. But now, as you lay there, filled âhopelessly â to the brim with his clutch, there were some serious regrets. He'd probably hold this over your head for a long while, all smug, and teasing. It was a good thing that they weren't fertile.
"Seriously?" You twisted your torso around as best you could with your new, limited flexibility. Ryƫ purred lowly, stone gaze meeting yours without a hint of remorse. His tail gave a pleased flick behind him, clearly unapologetic.
"It's your own fault for rubbing up against that utterly incompetent feline." Fangs nipped at your shoulder, gold horns glinting in the lamplight. White-tipped bangs tickled against the back of your neck. "You came home bathed in that vile odor, and I refuse to have you rub it along the house where I have to live in it. It is a mockery, and I won't have it."
He gave a sniff at your neck and let out a pleased hum, his hand pressing to your distended belly. Claws grazed the stretched surface, and you couldn't help pressing into the soothing feeling.
"He won't be able to cover this one up." He purred, pupils shrinking to slits. "And I'd love to see him try." Then he growled after a moment.
"That said, don't let him get so close again. You wouldn't want a repeat of this, would you? Since you supposedly hate it."
You shot him a look.
"I don't hate it, but you can't simply tell me who I can and can't speak with or hang around. It's asinine. And controlling, quite frankly." You swatted back at him, and he caught your wrist with ease, planting a soft, warning bite on your pulse. "I'm not going to listen to you."
He caught your gaze, head tilting to stare down out of the corner of one sharp eye. "You wish to see what happens if you do? As long as you carry my clutch, you'll listen to what I say."
You stared him down for a tense moment, meeting the clear, burning gaze with your own raging agitation. Another annoying side effect of the entire cycle â the raging territorial beast that wouldn't allow anything other than what his instincts deemed 'safe.' The slits of his eyes sharpened, body still as a statue.
"Bite me." You finally conceded with a sigh.
"Don't tempt me." Pale hands gathered under your belly, tugging you close against his own form as he rubbed at the taut skin. Pride rumbled through his veins at your agreement. You were listening, and that's all that mattered. Gently â wordlessly â he soothed the sore stretch and rolled you both on your sides. His tail came up, long, and reflecting the lamplight across the dark scales like stars in the night sky, to curl up against you. You hummed, wrapping your arms around it as exhaustion sunk in deep.
"I'm still mad at you, by the way." You grumbled, scrunching your nose as the spines of his tail swatted the tip of it gently. He pressed sharp claws against your belly, dragging through the cum drying there with nary a care. He lapped gently at the sweat-caked skin of your neck and shoulders. A way to clean, since moving wasn't exactly an option in this state. You'd badger him for a bath, later.
"Be mad. I couldn't care less."
Ryƫ curled around you, keeping your body close against him with his back to the wall so he could see the door just over your shoulder, an instinct bound to surface as the rut cycle kicked off fully over the week. One of many that could encase the hellishly long week that was ahead. You were sure he'd push to start nesting or whatever, blaming instinct over the fact he wanted his mate safe. Or, just pretend that he doesn't care, but you both knew full well how short that mask would fall.
Tucked securely in his grasp, eventually your eyes begin to slowly fall shut, a sigh escaping as you ventured to drift off to sleep. He wouldn't sleep for a long while, content to simply watch over, as he always did.
Just a dragon watching his most precious treasure, and the pearl you held close to your heart.
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Not proofread ! Inconsistent and shit writing style
âDo I look alright ?!â Poe stammered continuing to play and tufffle his hair in every which way to make sure it was just right.
âIâm sure dad. What ? Youâre scared youâre gonna out do mom ?!â Giggled Lenore bringing up a gloved hand to hide the smirk behind her scarlet lips
âUghâ Edgar gawked in an offended tone âDonât be ridiculous dear. Out shine your mother ?! Such a thing has never been done !â
Ranpo, who had positioned himself upside down on the rĂšcamier popped another hard neon coloured candy into his mouth before loudly whinging âI donât get whatâs the big deal. Youâve had plenty of anniversaries before this oneâs the exact sameâ
âHow foolish of you dear Ranpo. This isnât just any anniversary itâs our 25th meaning I must reignite the flame of our eternal love and prove my worthiness as her one and only suitors so she mustnât leave me for another !â
A pair of emerald eyes rolled around and then slid over to the woman sitting next to him âJeez youâd think after 25 years and two kids he wouldâve got the memo by nowâ
âHeâs utterly hopelessâ muttered Lenore once more and going back to perusing her mystery novel. Her dad really was clueless, too busy adjusting the ruffles on his sleeves and silver chains on his cape to deduce the simple truth right in front of him
They hit the marble floor like dead bodies, their descent was the only thing breaking the silence of the room but it too was soon drowned out as the fabric built up underneath itself to cushion the fall.
âTerrible colourâ
âMissing beadsâ
âToo plain !â
âToo delicateâ
Mushitaro and Annabelle practically tearing everything you owned to shreds, when you enlisted their help you didnât think theyâd be THIS critical. At this rate you and Poe were never going to be able to go out unless you wanted to walk around naked.
âNo this kind of silk would take a day to iron and dry you havenât left enough time !â
âWell your pick wasnât any better ! A white dress sheâs not going to a funeral !â
âNo yokomizu ! Florals in autumn are you insane ! KEIN GESCHMACK !â
âYouâre talking to a WALLâ
SLAM ! The thunderous crashing of the door caught both their eyes are you stormed off deep into the valves of your walk in closet, hands skimming along the hems of dresses youâve never even seen before, you jsut needed some piece and quiet to find the right one.
Poe was convinced he had died. There was no other rational explanation or otherwise to explain what image had transfixed him in place, knees trembling and threatening to succumb to the weight of the radiant beauty before him. Surely only an angel could posses such a power to shake a man to the very core of his being by simply existing. His heart had stopped beating several moments ago and his mouth was as dry as an eastern dessert unlike other parts of him which heâd suspect would soon be drenched once they were in his book. In reflection, maybe he was in hell for the aches and pains in his body were far from heavenly and having such a beauty out of his arms for what felt like eternity seemed to him atleast to be more than enough divine retribution to attone for many a past sin of which there were many. A gradient of pink the red hues coloured his face in tremendous embarrassment causing him to plunge himself into the crook of your neck. The snickers of the other four could be heard but Poe couldnât care less, what did they expect him to do ! He thought maybe youâd emerge in a dress or one of the many ballgowns he bought you but never a suit, especially one that made you look oh so dashing. Like a prince ready to save him from an impossible tall tower, he had accepted for a long while now that you were the dominant one in the relationship but the extent of his submissiveness never failed to surprise him. He should count his lucky stars he wasnât the first man on earth, if you were that deliciously red apple he wouldâve devoured you whole the minute you came into his line of sight.
After some coaxing and twirling each other about the two bid your goodbyes, squeezing both your children in a tight hug and kissing the crowns of their heads.
âGoodbye my little ravens. Make sure those two behaveâ muttered Poe side eyeing mushitaro who was perusing the cabinets for salt no doubt for some occult seance while ranpo was trying to see if Karl could beat him in chess.
âWe will donât worry ! You two just have a nice time ok !â Assured Annabelle as Lenore put down the mystery novel to plant Karl in her lap to explain the rules and strategies of chess grand masters âCmon Iâll help you beat uncle Ranpoâ
You chucked and turned to see poes hand out waiting for you, âready my dear ?â
âAlwaysâ was the first thing that slipped out as you read the first few lines of the novel he spent nearly a year revisiting and revising, suddenly golden light filled the room and poof ! The two of you had vanished.
It was the day after yours and Poes anniversary and currently you were having lunch with your two nosy children under the gazebo in the garden serving an assortment of teas and cakes and macaroons.
âI doubt it wouldâve been up to your tastes Annie but it was certainly romantic ! First we went exploring around this gigantic palace and played jousting games and danced in this big ball room ! Then we wandered into a field and saw all sorts of fairies and mystifying creatures and I had enough and just had to have my way with him !â
âEWWWWW !â Both girls screamed in disgust leaving you to just roll your eyes at their immaturity !
âRight so as I was saying ! Then headed back to the castle and solved the murder ! Best anniversary yet !â
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he found out by accident one night when he came out of your bedroom to.. linger and ponder a bit by himself, expecting whatever normalcy that could await him in the middle of the night. yet there you wereâbarefoot, moving through slow, elegant waltz steps like the music was inside your bones. he just leaned against the doorframe, watching with a quiet, unreadable expression reserved for times something truly caught him off guard. when you finally noticed him, he didn't tease. he simply said with a small grin, âdonât stop on my account.â
after that, it became part of your shared rhythm. dazai never pushes you toward public dancing. he understands that the shyness runs deep, and he respects the privacy of something that clearly means so much to youâeven if he jokes and teases you about it. Instead, he starts making the nights yours. heâll clear a little space in the living room without being asked, dim the lights, and put on a record or playlist heavy with slow waltz musicâthe kind that feels like it was written for two people who donât need the world watching.
heâs good at it. years of pretending to be whatever the situation demands have given him natural grace, he's light on his feet, matches your preference for your dance's structure, and he leads with an effortless kind of confidence that makes you forget to feel self conscious. his hand rests on the small of your back is warm and steady, pressing you closer just slightly, thumb occasionally brushing in small circles that feel more intimate than any grand dip ever could. you fit against him like the music arranged it.
some nights he doesnât dance at allâhe just sits on the edge of the couch, long legs stretched out, and watches you with half lidded eyes. thereâs no performance pressure. itâs simply him appreciating the version of you that only comes out at night, when the rest of the world is quiet. when you eventually reach for his hands, he lets you pull him up without hesitation.
you never feel exposed. with him, the night belongs to the two of you alone, and dancing becomes another language you speak when words arenât enough, the kind that lets you move freely while he follows, leads, or simply holds you close, heartbeat steady against yours. the secrecy of it all, it feels like another layer of closeness.
you slipped into the living room well after midnight, the apartment wrapped in that deep, familiar silence broken only by distant traffic. moonlight pooled across the wooden floor like spilled milk, and you let the quiet pull at you. earbuds in, the waltz rose soft and steady, strings curling around your ribs. no audience, no lights, just the slow glide of your bare feet and the sway of your body. you turned, hips following the three count rhythm that always lived in your bones.
you spun once, twice, breath catching with the music, lost enough that you almost missed the faint creak of the bedroom door.
then long arms circled your waist from behind, warm and sure. dazaiâs chest pressed to your back, his chin settling on your shoulder. your heart lurched as he nuzzled into the skin of your neck, heat flooding your cheeks and you froze mid-step. the music was suddenly too loud in your ears.
âsorry.. i didnât mean to wake you,â you whispered, already reaching to tug the earbuds free, suddenly aware of how exposed you felt in the middle of the room.
his fingers caught yours instead, threading through them gently. âdonât stop on my account,â he murmured against your neck, voice still slurred with sleep. âyou looked beautiful 'bella.â
the flush deepened. you tried to pull away, embarrassed, but he only drew you closer, one hand settling at the small of your back. âdazaiâŠâ your voice came small, shy, the way it always did when he caught you in these private moments.
he hummed low, turning you slowly to face him. moonlight caught his relaxed faceâthe soft edges of his smile, the way his eyes stayed heavy lidded and fond. he lifted your joined hands, the other resting warm on your waist, and guided you into the next step. you stumbled at first, flustered, feet unsure now that someone watched. your free hand hovered awkwardly before settling on his shoulder, fingers curling into his shirt.
âbreathe,â he said quietly, forehead brushing yours for a second. âitâs just us.â
you swallowed, glancing away for a beat, but followed his lead. the first few turns felt stiff, your body too aware of his gaze, of how close his mouth hovered near your temple. every spin made your pulse flutter. yet he didn't rushed, didn't tease. he simply moved with you, steps light and unhurried.
gradually the tension eased, and you let yourself lean into him, forehead resting against his collarbone as you swayed. your steps grew surer, matching his without thought. when he dipped you, careful and slow, his hair curtaining your facesâa quiet laugh slipped out of you, breathless and relieved. he brought you back up and you tucked closer, arms winding around his neck, bodies pressed flush in the silver dark.
the waltz played faintly from your earphones, which were put awayâbut you barely noticed anymore. his breath warmed your hair, his hands steady and familiar on your waist. you danced until the song faded into silence, until the only rhythm left was the shared beat of your hearts and the soft shuffle of bare feet on wood. dazai didnât pull away. he simply held you there, lips brushing your temple in a lingering kiss, the night wrapping intimate and close around the two of you.
Hi hi !! Never done any of these requests things before, honestly im quite embarrassed and this is probably way too much to ask (ïœĄĆïčĆ)
Would it be alright to ask for atsushi headcanons or a scenario if atsushi was dating a subcul. jirai reader? Like with short black hair, dull pink highlights and the casual outfits?
Its completely fine if this is too much to ask, i completely understand !! I also dont mind if you inculde other charactets too ! I just think it would be really cool to see his reaction to other alternative styles considering his upbringing, let alone dating one.
Also, Im just a sucker for atsushi and just so happen to love subculture jirai... Thank you for considering !! (á”âĄá”)
a/n: Iâm not too familiar with the jirai subculture, so please forgive me for any mistakes. I did some brief research and Iâll try to do my best with it. If you do find any mistakes, please point them out and Iâll be willing to fix them/take down this post. Thank you for requesting and itâs not too much to ask! <3 also, forgive me for the short headcanons⊠I donât have many ideas for this prompt, if youâd like something specific, please feel free to request it!
à«źâ ÂŽ êł `âáâ§âËâȘ đâËâč content [fluff]: g/n reader, slight referencing of Atsushiâs backstory, jirai subculture reader, established relationships
[đ] Atsushiâs upbringing was strict. Being with someone whoâs part of a subculture that has rebellious ideals against some societal norms, is surprising to Atsushi.
[đ] He tries his best to learn about the subculture and support you!!
[đ] Atsushi wasnât used to affection, until he met you. Heâs very happy to be with you and heâs happy to receive your affection, even if he doubts heâs worth it sometimes.
[đ] One of his favorite things to do is play with your hair, running his fingers through your short hair and separating the pink highlights from your black hair.
He also likes to compare his black strand of hair to your dyed one.
[đ] He finds your clothes beautiful! Coords or not. He loves every inch of you and your style <3
[đ] if you have bows, PLEASE put them on Atsushiâs hair or clothes, heâll be shy for a moment, but he thinks your accessories are very pretty! (And he also likes how he looks in themâŠ!)
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Hi yuriiii, hear me out on Nikolai with a reader who's whimsy and silly, just nearly chaotic as him but just doesn't know (theyre just that one hamster riding unicorn picture). đđđ
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As previously stated in the request page, this is an AU where the DOA isnât a criminal organization, same with their members. In this AU Nikolai doesnât deal with murderous tendencies.
à«źâ ÂŽ êł `âáâ§âËâȘ đâËâč content [fluff]: g/n reader, reader is just as silly and whimsy as Nikolai, Nikolaiâs personal conflicts with freedom
[đȘœ] He didnât DREAM of your silliness when he first laid eyes on you.
[đȘœ] Heâd laugh when you did something funny, but as he found out that was just who you were he was astonished.
[đȘœ] âHahahahaha!! That magic trick I just showed you, letâs do it on Sigma!!!â He laughed as he headed towards the poor managerâs office
The âmagic trickâ was nothing other than dangling Sigma upside down by his legs just to mess around with him.
[đȘœ] When Sigma isnât being pestered, you two focus on Fyodor.
He is always calm, but you can see a small a small piece of him wanting to scold you and Nikolai for bothering him at work.
[đȘœ] Back to Sigma!! Swapping out his personal objects or cookies by random items makes you two pretty happy.
âOUT OF MY OFFICE! NOW!â He finally snaps at you both. If it wasnât for all the time he spent training on how to not blow up on guests, heâd throw whatever was heaviest on his desk at both of you.
After finally leaving the poor man have some peace, Nikolai frowned âAwhh⊠Sigma isnât the best audience I had⊠he didnât even clap for me.â He sighed out
[đȘœ] Ask him about his magic tricks? Heâs happy.
Compliment them? Heâs HAPPY.
Pull out a quiz or another trick on him? Heâs almost shaking with excitement to show you more things he knows.
[đȘœ] When it comes to serious conversations, you two found a common ground: not finding yourselves.
Maybe his speech about freedom changed how you viewed things
Maybe you just replied âHow is the mind the cage when it determined what is to be free?â
Needless to say, you reassured him, he will find freedom one day, in the right ways.
[đȘœ] As usual, you never knew who was the real Nikolai. Was he just a man confused and caught up in his own crisis, or was he just acting this all out?
[đȘœ] You do worry about him. Heâs became your friend quickly, after all.
[đȘœ] Even by your silly moments, Nikolai could grasp who you were, bit by bit. And soon enough, he found himself in an odd sense of excitement to surprise you with quizzes or with whatever new he learned.
Nikolai was grasping the fact that he was slowly falling for you.
But he couldnât just let this happen, he had to fight against it, somehow.
[đȘœ] He found himself stuck. Should he avoid you to deliberately go against his heart, or should he interact more with you, to get your praise and your applause.
He eventually decided on the first option, but he wasnât accounting for the fact that you went after him.
[đȘœ] When you came up to him, asking to pester Sigma with you, he took a good 5 seconds looking at your eyes with a straight face.
âSorry, is now not a good time?â You asked, a little afraid you upset him.
Nikolai smiled widely âHahaha! That reaction is so common!â He laughed at your face. Nikolai does love when people look surprised or caught off guard.
You slowly smiled in relief. Only for Nikolai to turn his back at you and walk away.
If you went after him, you could see a Nikolai staring at his card eyepatch. Maybe itâs best to leave him be for now.
[đȘœ] If you made that comment to Sigma, heâd tell you to stop bothering him, but he felt kinda bad when he saw your happy whimsy attitude wasnât present.
âIâll go talk to him, I donât believe Iâll come with an actual response, knowing how he speaks.â
âJust tell me whatever he tells you, please.â
When Sigma approached Nikolai, the jester seemed as normal as ever.
âOoh? Why did you come here?â He turned to the manager with a big grin.
âIâve been noticing you.â
âOh~? Are you trying to compliment my skills?â He giggles, fanning his hand at Sigma.
âNo. Why are you avoiding your friend?â
Nikolaiâs smile fell, taking off his hat, he smiled âYou see, Iâm avoiding them because that will lead me to freedom! Iâm deliberately avoiding them, going against my own heart!â He steps closer to Sigma.
â⊠your heart?â Sigma asked, honestly, Iâd be better to just bump against Nikolai and get the information.
âYou see⊠love will just make it hard for me to achieve freedom. Love implies morality, morality is the prison I fight to escape.â
âI feel like youâre restricting yourself more than anything.â
âI donât blame you, Sigma, after all, a bird that was born a prisoner will never understand it is jailed.â
Sigma nodded and thanked his coworker. Itâs honestly confusing to coexist with nikolai when he says these things. Sigma has his own problems to go through before being able to occupy his head with the clownâs philosophies.
The manager found you, eventually.
âAh, (Y/N). Iâve talked to Gogol.â You immediately come up to him.
âWhat did he say?â
âFrom what I could understand he⊠seems to be avoiding you because his love for you is impairing his sense of freedom.â Sigma honestly seemed more confused than you.
[đȘœ] When you finally discovered Nikolai was actually having feelings for you, you decided to talk to him.
âNikolai.â
Nikolai seemed a little taken off guard by your sudden arrival, but itâs not like you couldâve noticed that with how well he hides it.
âHuh~? Is my dear friend (Y/N) coming up to me because they have a new quiz?â He said with a chuckle before he noticed you had your hands behind your back.
You sat beside him, still hiding something behind your back.
âNikolai, Iâve been thinking about your thought process.â
He seemed very pleased âDo you agree now?â
âArenât you restricting your freedom by placing all those boundaries around morality? If you go against it, youâre just creating a new sense of morality for yourself.â
Nikolai laughed, though, it kind of made sense. He didnât fancy the idea of just getting in another jail cell, but itâs not like he doesnât know thereâs no escaping from his own mind.
But you still canât help but try, you donât want to lose him, as much as he wants to lose himself.
âThatâs not what Iâm here to talk about, though.â
You pulled out a small bouquet of red roses from your back, as well as a box âI wanted to give you this. As a thanks for being my friend. Fyodor told me you liked piroshki, so I made you some. I hope you enjoy it and you stop avoiding me.â
This was the first time you actually saw a surprised expression on Nikolaiâs face.
Hello writer YuriđđđCan I get uhhhđđđđđ a Ranpo x Closeted Transmale! Reader who are Uni students and they do stupid banters tgt and such and Reader is just as arrogant and ridiculously confident and smart as Ranpo so they go head to head but one day Ranpo notices Reader got quiet and nervous when he commented smthing about Reader being his "girl best friend" but Reader doesn't say anything cuz hes nervous and other stuff makes Ranpo noticed maybe Reader is, in fact, not a girl. So one day they're sitting under a cherry blossom tree eating their ass off cuz they are FATASSES/aff and Ranpo and Reader are talking until Reader muttered something under his breath like "Do you ever wonder how people would perceive you? If things ever changed?" And then switches to random topics but Ranpo puts down his hat as a blossom leaves fall onto it and Ranpo puts it on Reader's head like "Hey, man to man. Your secret's safe with me âĄ." And Reader blushed and is just speechless but still he doesn't come out because theyre content together just as they are and when Reader is comfortable Ranpo will be with him <3333 yayyyyy totally did not think about the TADC ending as I'm writing this ok I'm yapping IM SOWWY OKAY BYE AND THANK YOU!!
à«źâ ÂŽ êł `âáâ§âËâȘ đâËâč content [fluff/small bit of comfort]: University AU, closeted trans male reader
You were over at Ranpoâs dorm for a study session. âStudy sessionâ in quotation marks, both of you already know all of the subjectâs content. You guyâs study sessions are just a label for hanging out and eating snacks.
You unwrapped a particular candy Ranpo really liked
âHey, if you eat that Iâll only have two more of this one.â He pointed out, you didnât know if Ranpo was trying to annoy you or not.
âOh, my bad, you can have it.â You said, feeling particularly nice that day.
âHuh? Thanks! Youâre my girl best friend! Actually, my best friend!â He immediately grabbed the candy and popped it in his mouth.
You didnât really know what to reply. The single word âgirlâ bothered you a lot. You thought about coming out, saying something witty like âIâm actually your boy best friend.â but the thought made you extremely nervous. In the end, you didnât reply, just going back to reading your book.
Ranpo took notice of your quietness, but didnât make a deal out of it. Heâs smart, so he knows itâs something he said, not the fact that you gave him the sweet you were about to eat.
The next couple days, Ranpo paid more attention to how you reacted to things. He noticed your body language, your expressions, even the small glint in your eyes that change. In the end, he reached the conclusion that the association of you to a woman made you really uncomfortable. Ranpo thought, for the first time, maybe youâre not a woman. In fact, youâre not.
Ranpo took notice of that fact pretty quickly, eventually, he decided to avoid calling you a âsheâ or a âgirlâ. He didnât want his best friend uncomfortable, after all.
One day, having lunch under a cherry blossom tree in the campus, you both were talking about random subjects, not paying much mind to what left your mouths. Seeing that chance, you decided to test the waters with your best friend âDo you wonder how people would perceive you if you changed?â
âChanged?â He turned his head towards you, talking with his mouth full (as usual).
âDonât talk with your mouth full, dude!â You playfully shove him âYou got some habits to change yâknow?â You immediately try to get a reaction out of him, in order to be able to change the subject.
Ranpo opened his eyes, raising his hand to his hat and placing it on the floor.
As a single cherry blossom petal fell on it, he brought his hat to your head, with a smile, he said: âMan to man, your secretâs safe with me.â
Feeling the affection in his voice and how accepting Ranpo already was being, you realized that his avoidance of feminine terms wasnât just by chance. All of these facts made blood rush to your face, your cheeks turning red as you tried to utter a single word.
You could just let out a small nod as you rested your back on the treeâs trunk.
Slowly, you brought your hand to his hat. Youâre not exactly ready to come out yet. Itâs not just because Ranpoâs aware of that fact, that it means youâre comfortable.
As you both watched the cherry blossoms fall, you could feel a heavy weight lift off your chest.
None of you had the courage to even touch hands, things are already good enough for now.
The day you did come out to him, nothing changed, except your name and pronouns. Ranpo kept pestering you and treating you the same way. He doesnât feel the need to change who he is with you just because youâre out now.
Though, this didnât last for long.
These past few days Ranpo got oddly quiet and nervous around you.
âIs there anything bothering you?â You asked him
âLook, now that youâre out, I believe I have the courage to tell you how I feelâŠâ
Needless to say you felt the same way he did.
After a few months passed, you two were in his couch, you were feeding Ranpo snacks. Of course you were, first off, thatâs all he eats, second, it seems like all of his ability to feed himself vanished since you two started dating. If Ranpo could get spoiled by his lovely boyfriend, of course he would want to.
âThanks! Youâre the best boyfriend ever.â He grinned, laying his head on your shoulder.
âYou really canât feed yourself?â
âWhy? I got you right here, you can do this for me.â
As the usual Ranpo would, heâs just passing whatever work he could do to you.
This chapter is part of my Chuuya x reader long-fic, so please make sure to read the previous parts first :)
Tags: chuuya x f!reader, slow burn (reallyyyy slow burn), partners to lovers, original female characters, focus on personal growth, angst, mystery, action, attempt at humour
Warnings: violence, swearing, psychological trauma, the usual bsd shenanigans
Chapter word count: 4.7k
Summary
"Already tainted by sorrow
Is a fox's splendid fur used for a coat
Already tainted by sorrow
Is the snowflake that shrinks before it falls"
You cannot make something out of nothing. This is the fundamental rule of your life.
Ice cannot be formed without water.Â
Trails cannot be followed without clues.
Hypotheses cannot be tested without evidence.
For ten years, everyone told you to give up the search for your parents, brilliant scientists who vanished from the criminal underworld in a fiery blaze, every shred of existence devoured. No addresses, no experiments, not even a surname to call home.Â
In pursuit of answers, you turn to the Port Mafia, for who would know more than Yokohamaâs largest criminal organization?
But you are about to learn that what awaited after every question were not answers, but endless sprawling labyrinthsâ and Chuuya Nakahara, the man you are now expected to call your superior officer, with far too many opinions on how to do your job.
As the truth crackles through the icy surface and warmth threatens to melt long-frozen cores, you must confront a possibility shaking the very ground beneath your feet:
What do you do when what youâve spent your life searching for doesnât want to be found?
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4
Chapter 5 - Cerulean
In Yokohama, sea salt stirs in the air long before the harbor ever comes into view.
It infiltrates your tongue, mixing with the residue of this morningâs coffee and the sweat trickling down your forehead in a briny tang. Down below, the ocean of sparkling water nearly blinds you with every lingering glance.
Your sworn enemy for the day, however, is not the fleet of foes carrying stolen cargo, but the wind. It whips through the open helicopter window and tousles the hair you spent methodically braiding in front of the mirror, steals sheets of your reports when your grip loosened for an unsuspecting moment, and blows the occasional hapless insect and spray of salt water into your eyes. It even nearly rips the ribbon off your brooch before you clasp a protective hand over it.
When you avert your gaze inside, you expect to see Chuuya with his arms crossed and nodding off, or lost between the lines of the mission report, but instead, the entire upper half of his body dangles outside of the aircraft. A hand rests over his hat lest the wind snatches it away, his azure irises scouring the endless expanse of matching blue ahead. A massive overjoyed grin has taken over his usually grouchy face.Â
Or maybe thatâs just how he looks when heâs not schooling you.Â
One would think he was enjoying the thrill of a rollercoaster drop, though to him, this would probably be equivalent.
Your stomach starts to plummet, and you have a feeling itâs not due to the altitude.
Eventually he climbs back in and tugs the ends of his gloves tighter around his wrist. âHow many?â he asks.
The pair of binoculars lower to your chest, your eyes still squinting at the vague black dots in the distant horizon. âItâs hard to make out from this far, but I think around a dozen.â
Chuuya frowns, shooting you a pointed look. âYou think?â
âI believe there to be a dozen,â you correct instantly.
âBetter,â he scoffs. âRemember what I told you about certainty.â
You instinctively mirror his expression, the familiar itch of an argument clawing its way up your throat. âBut, sir, reporting anything Iâm uncertain about could lead to incorrect inductive reasoning. Itâs important to account for unforeseen circumstances.â
His hand drops from unbuttoning his coat, squinted eyes slide towards you and stop at your face, as if heâs trying to determine whether or not youâre being serious. âThe whole damn battlefield is unforeseen circumstances. You think the worldâs gonna stop so you can gather more information for your case file?â
âWell no, but if I could increase our chances of success with a little more certainty then it might helpââ
âThatâs where youâre wrong. The problem with you investigative types is this,â Chuuya contends. âWhen I talk about certainty, I donât mean knowinâ everything about what youâre fighting. Youâre lucky if you can predict a damn thing that happens out there.â His arms cross over his chest, his chin raised in defiance. âWhat Iâm talkinâ bout is convictionâ in yourself. If you step out there second-guessing yourself, youâre basically asking to get your ass handed to you.â
A lump rises in your throat, arms hanging awkwardly by your side.Â
âWhen you walk in, you should believe youâve already won. Thatâs how you fight.â His eyes shine with pride as if recounting all the victories heâs racked up over the years. âGot that?â
Absolutely not. There was only so much fighting I had to do in an interrogation room.
âYes, sir,â you concede anyway.Â
Now is when he finally decides to take a look at the mission report and flips through the pages. He doesnât look at you when he speaks again, âYou remember what the bossâs orders were, right?â
Earlier that morning, Moriâs voice carried across the Port Mafiaâs HQ rooftop as you clambered into the helicopter. âThirteen minutes ago, we received word that our latest export shipment had been intercepted by an organization we recently dismantled. The flotilla carrying this stolen merchandise was spotted to have just left the harbor.âÂ
One of Eliseâs paper airplanes arced through the air and crashed into Moriâs shoulder, before crumpling beside his polished shoes. âEnsure the ships do not leave Japanese waters.â A smile slipped onto his face as he crushed the plane beneath his toes. âSurrender them to the sea if you must.âÂ
You swallow at the memory, sweat continuing to roll down your temple. âWith all due respect, sir, I donât understand why youâre so excited. Arenât we just retrieving stolen cargo?â
Chuuya jabs an accusatory finger in your direction. âSo you did hear him wrong.â
Another bead of sweat drips down your chin. âWhat did you hear then?â
âWhat I heardâŠâ Mirth lights up his face again, a snicker escaping his lips. âWas give âem hell.â
Silence stretches in the gap between you. You take in his words, turn them over in your head like he passed you a weighted coin.
A frown suddenly crosses his face, the shadow cast over his eyes darkening when his chin lowers. His thumb points behind him at the open window. âIf you donât have the stomach for this, you might as well go home now.â And yet, the corners of his lips curl ever so slightly in a thinly veiled smirk.
Ah, so thatâs what this is. A challenge.Â
Chin up, shoulders back, eyes forward. Your gaze is an arrow cast straight to your enemyâs heart, unfettered, unflinching, unforgiving. Finally, smile, like the sheen of an unsheathed katana.
That was how Kouyou taught you to hold yourself.Â
Brandishing the smirk for him, you toss the binoculars aside and rest your hands on your hips. âBit late to turn back, isnât it? If those are the bossâs orders then who am I to disappoint him?â
This time, Chuuya laughs unabashedly, the kind that regales the winds outside. âKnew Boss wouldnât assign me dead weight.â
All your newly gathered confidence is suddenly knocked out along with the air in your lungs. The helicopter lurches and the space inside feels lost to gravity.
Chuuya quirks an eyebrow at your nonresponse but makes no more remarks, opting instead to lean over the windowâs edge again. âJust up ahead now, Takashi,â he yells to the pilot to win over the wind, âGet in close to the ships at the back of the fleet.â Then he turns to you and barks, âYou take the east wing. Iâll sweep the west.â
You respond with a stolid nod. The pilot shoots back a thumbs up, and before long, the flotilla appears within view. And yet the distance between you and the water stretches like the space between today and tomorrow.Â
As the helicopter begins its angular, choppy descent, your stomach recoils with every sway. Eventually, it draws near enough that you can distinguish the individual crewmen running about across the deck. The waters below crash over each other and make you wish youâd skipped breakfast that morning like a certain engineer.Â
But before you can complete that thought, Chuuyaâs voice cuts in. âWeâll be jumping soon. Not scared of heights are you?âÂ
The solid cadence of his voice makes it clear thereâs no room for failureâ not to mention weaknesses. Sunlight slips inside, rays limning the strands of Chuuyaâs wild hair billowing around the sharp cut of his jaw like live flames. His coat frees itself off his shoulders and flies to the back of the aircraft.Â
One hand rests on the door handle. One chance.
Shrugging off whatever grasp motion sickness had on you, you steel your nerves against the howling winds.Â
Shoulders back, you sweep one arm through the air and bend in an exaggerated bow. âAfter you,â you simper.Â
Chuuya merely flashes a grin. And then barrels out of the open door.
Now thereâs no one left to yell at you for being slow. No one needed to.Â
Chin up, eyes forward.
What comes next wasnât hers, though.
The leap.
And then the fall.
Yokohamaâs skyline blinks by on your left. And though the scene leaves something to be desired as opposed to its nighttime counterpart, thereâs a certain allure of seeing every shadow retreat beneath the daylight. Youâre sure you couldâve come up with a better allegory had you not been freefalling.
Your back burns from the stubborn sunlight, and you grimace. Is this what Icarus saw on his way down?
Hang on, did Chuuya tell you how to land?
Shit.
An explosion erupts from the nearby deck. A cloud of smoke and dust rises above a meteor-sized hole. The ruckus attracts a growing mob of crewmen, and from within the wreckage, a familiar red silhouette glows.Â
Of course.
But if Chuuya provoked you into accepting his challenge to jump, then he must have trusted you to figure out the landing on your own. That didnât mean he had to leave you to figure it out midair though. Knowing you canât very well replicate his methods, you propel your brain into overdrive doing the only thing you know to do: think.
Your eyes scour the deck directly below for anything that could make your crash-landing any less conducive to certain death. Rows of stacked containers line up in Jenga piecesâ but unfortunately metal isnât known to be a very good cushion. A square of canvas is stretched across one cornerâ but thereâs no knowing what lies underneath would be any more forgiving.
But thereâ directly under the crane is a massive acrylic tank. A tank of seawater and whatever fish has the misfortune of breaking your fall today.
As the ground rapidly approaches, you twist yourself to catch the eastward breeze, the wind now your dependable friend, towards the tank. Your boots jut out under you so that they reach the pool at an angle, your head barely saved from knocking against the edge of the tank.
In the instant before your feet make contact, your fingers curl and the water beneath your toes ices over like a freshly frozen lake, crackling downwards into the midsection of the tank. The thin layers disrupt just enough of the momentum to keep you from plunging straight below deck.Â
Once every sheet of ice is broken through, you summon your ability once again to transform the next layer of water into frozen slushy-like pellets, shattered ice that swallows the last of your descent, enough to prevent a very painful, final splat.
Whatever water remains slows your fall. The acrylic walls arenât quite as resilient though. Definitely not.
In a devastating groan, the four walls of the tank explode, sending you skidding across the deck in a torrent of saltwater, seaweed and scales stuck to your face.
Every single bone in your body shudders from the impact, your hips and spine seeming to shoulder the brunt of the impact. When your hand reaches up to peel a slimy strand of seaweed away, it also pulls off blood seeping out of some wound from your forehead.Â
Miraculously, gravity decided you should live for the day.
Water sputters out as you make a haphazard attempt at standing. Your knees buckle putting one foot in front of the other, but unfortunately, you canât blame the shipâs movement for your pitiful swaying.Â
Several monstrous fish thrash violently near your feet, nearly twice your armspan, their panicked eyes staring blankly at the sky as if wondering what they did to deserve this. The scattered seawater pools around your ankles, soaking right through your thermal leggings.
âThe tuna! The bluefin tuna escaped!â a panicked voice approaches from the other end of the deck.
âYou idiot, it was obviously the girl,â another voice snarls at him. âForget the damn tuna. Shoot her!â
A round of artillery fire rings out. From the top of some containers, three cannons send a rain of shells straight down. But before they can reach their target, ice climbs in a wall in front of you like a barricade, halting the shellsâ skyborne trajectory. Then the wall fractures into hundreds of scattered pieces, each ice-encased shell propelling backwards where they came from.
Cries sound from above where the three cannon-handlers now clutch at their bullet-ridden arms, blood spouting from the holes. Their weapons, too, lay in shattered segments around their feet.Â
Heavy footfalls thunder behind you. Six cleaver and machete-wielding burly men, who look like they werenât very happy youâd interrupted their farming and fish-steaking routine, race across the deck. They only make it about halfway before you freeze their feet in place.
A frosted breath escapes your lips as you take in your surroundings. The six men are suspended in precarious positions, most just about to topple over themselves with their weapons raised high above their heads, knees coming up to their chests at the start of an attack sequence.Â
âYou think a little ice will stop us?â One of the men growls, furiously picking at his shoe with the tip of his machete.
You ponder this briefly before giving a solemn nod. âYouâre right. I should be more thorough.â With a flick of your wrist, the ice continues creeping up each body like a spiderweb, until every man is frozen up their midsection, arms bound.Â
The man who spoke is now immobilized in an awkward, bent-over position, his blade stuck to his shoe and hands, now shooting you futile glances.
You traverse between the row of frozen men like giant chess pieces, every deliberate footfall kicking up another smattering of snow into their faces. âYou can still try to pry yourself free if youâd like.â You throw a glance over your shoulder. âOf course, itâll be a bit difficult to fight me without skin on your feet.â
What you see in the distance makes you turn around entirely. Smoke billows out of a nearby ship that's been turned on its side, the entire front half submerged.Â
A short distance away is Chuuya's frenzied figure throwing punch after kick after punch at the onslaught of enemies surging at him on the deck. He promptly tosses them one after the other overboard, before deciding instead to sink the cargo containers with his gravity. Their increased weight causes the deck to groan in agony, and then collapse inwards, the containers punching straight through to the bottom. With the newly punctured holes in the ship, the vehicle quickly loses buoyancy and descends, seawater rising through the gaps.Â
Chuuya doesn't wait for it to sink before hopping over to the next one. But this time, he keeps himself levitated and brushes his hand across the hull. The ship begins floating, utterly devoid of gravity, helpless crewmen sliding down the sloped deck. And Chuuya, with all his love of combative spectacles, grabs the tip of the hull, balances the whole mass over his shoulder and bowls it into the sliver of space between the nearest two other ships. The resulting explosions erupt in perfect synchronization.
A flawless strike.
A flash of red.
A force of nature.
Conviction.
Wind whistles through the air as if applauding Chuuyaâs efficiency. The worst part is, you would be too. You didnât know when you started holding your breath, just that when you remember to inhale again, the motion makes your ribs rattle like a skewed xylophone.
Itâs not until Chuuya leaps onto the next ship that a chill races across the back of your neck.Â
âCharge!â
In a single blink, your every side is surrounded by a motley crew of bedraggled men wielding fishing tools turned weapons. One ambushes you with a fishing spear and nearly takes your eye out before an ice dagger splinters it in half. Your foot stumbles back, giving another crew member the opportunity to bash the back of your head with a bat.Â
Stars dance in your vision as you fall backward, collapsing next to one of the unlucky tuna fish.Â
âNow how should we deal with you, Snow White?â jeers a hazy voice. âYou prefer filleted, butterflied, steaked, or let me guessâ since youâre all fancy you probably deserve sanmai oroshi?â
Not looking good.Â
The men creep closer to you, each hoisting their weapon of choice as if already revelling in the thought of cracking your skull open.Â
âYouâre basically asking to get your ass handed to you.â
No. I am not proving him right.
One hand slams against the wooden deck and a flurry of ice races over the floor, but this time, in a thinner layer than the one you used to trap the machete-men. Just enough to immobilize your assailants while you regain purchase of the ground.Â
Unfortunately, these new constraints prove much easier to shake off. Within seconds, several men begin to approach you striking and thrusting through the air. Your heels tap against the deck and the new skates pop out with a click. For a harrowing moment, the deck lurches sideways beneath your feet. Then the floor rights itself with stark clarity, just in time for you to slide backwards and narrowly evade a knife to the throat.Â
Sasaki, you did it again.
A thin smile spreads across your face like blooming ice. You lean to the right, legs carving an arc through the makeshift rink, and manage to draw enough ice for a spear. Suddenly every knife slashes through empty air where you stood a single blink ago. All it takes is one lean, and youâre already sliding behind your opponent, whose demise is met with a swift stab through the heart.
But after the fourth swing, miss, and stab, you find yourself doubling over and clutching the space under your chest, completely winded.
Think. With the amount of water you have, you could manage to freeze and spear them three at a time, but in the corner of your eye, even more armed men hop over the containers to join the battle, and at that rate youâd be gutted just like that other man gloated.Â
Your eyes flicker to the men still frozen behind you, halfway encased in iceâ a little overkill now that you thought about it more.Â
Donât second guess.
You draw in a long breath despite the ache in your ribs, and summon all the water on deck back to you. The ice that previously held hostage the six men now races back to you in whirling wisps, gathering around your spear until it builds over the tip in a wicked curve. Out into a giant crystalline scythe.Â
And now that every one of your enemies is freed, they, naturally, charge at you all at once. You flick your wrist so the sharp edge of the scythe glistens in the ocean sunlight.Â
âBelieve youâve already won.â
With the remaining frost, you spin up miniature icicles and swing the scythe in a wide arc. The bodies nearest to you are sliced in half, straight down the midsection, while the ones in the outer ring bear gashes where the hail of icicles meet skin. Others were knocked out, felled by a bluefin tuna that slid away in the whirlwind.Â
The wind howls once again. A strand of hair flies into your eye.
The handle of the scythe rests on your shoulder as you kick away the tail of the nearest fish. âSorry, not a huge fan of seafood,â you reply to no one in particular, brushing away your hair.Â
Fog rolls across the deck like the final curtain falling over these lost souls.Â
Their eulogy, however, is interrupted by a peculiar rumbling underfoot. Something rapidly approaches, but evades your gaze behind the shrouded mist.Â
A sharp whistle cuts through the air. An arc slashes at the space between your eyes.Â
But it fails to meet its target. A compact shield of ice blossoms across your wrist and parries the blade with a sharp crack. You donât remember deciding to make it.
So this is what they mean when they say your ability acts before you do.
What water was used for its creation, though, is entirely lost to you.Â
The assailant, who appears no older than a teen, skids back and before he even recovered his footing, swipes his feet behind your knees then dashes away. Your wrists sorely break your fall before your chin hits the ground. A folded sheet of paper hangs out of his back pocket, faded inked lines running across the creases, a compass in the cornerâ and then he disappears into an open hatch below deck.
A map. That must be the route they planned to sail with the cargo.
You grit your teeth and donât think twice before hopping into the hatch after him.
It takes a minute for your eyesight to adjust to the darkness, but once you make your way deeper inside, a familiar confidence settles into your joints. Narrow corridors, low ceilings, and rooms that needed no more than a few strides to cross all laid out in a labyrinthine network. Your shoulders relax, but the dagger gripped in your palm doesnât.Â
Rustling echoes down the corridor and your pace quickens in pursuit. The youth from earlier conspires with an older man in a room lined with charts. When they catch sight of you, the bearded man whistles and soon, youâre joined by a small entourage of sailors brandishing an assortment of seafaring tools from sextants to compasses to hourglasses.
The ensuing fightâ if you can call it thatâ took even less time than finding this room. Tremendously unremarkable, you think as you finish tying the last knot around the group of unconscious sailors. You clap the dust off your gloved hands, before swiping the map out of the kidâs pocket.Â
The only thing deterring you from engulfing the contents of the map right then and there is the dim lighting, forcing you to squint at the lines.
But when you return above deck, the sunlight exposes more than the cargo markings and shipping coordinates. Crimson pools march from the fallen bodies and collect around your boots, and the map goes limp in your hands.
Deadly silence poisons the air. The only sound comes from the flag snapping somewhere overhead and waves crashing against the hull of the ship you stood on. One of the six ships you were assigned to take care of. The remainder rapidly disappears over the horizon. Smoke plumes rise from the exhausts like a forsaken farewell.
Your gaze fixates on the line where the sea meets the sky. That oh-so-fragile line.
One ship. One of six.Â
The rest? Sand through your fingers.
Chuuya would never have let something like this happen.
The instant that thought finishes in your brain, your stomach flips with regret.
Because you know what they say: speak of the devil, and he shall land with a crater-sized crack in the deck. Right beside your motionless figure. The timing was so comical you wouldâve laughed if all the air wasnât knocked out of your lungs.
You catch him scanning the deck from your peripheral vision. But you donât greet him.Â
âSo,â he begins with a click of his tongue. Here it comes. âWhy do you smell like sashimi?âÂ
The words come out dry with an edge of displeasure, as if he were asking why his wine is room temperature.
The question lands so astronomically outside your realm of logic that you almost start laughing. You donât.
Your words choke through a hard lump in your throat. âI landed in a fish tank.â
The toe of his shoe nudges the snout of a nearby fish. âThat explains the tuna.â
âDoesnât explain why youâre still on the same ship you landed on though.âÂ
Of course heâd been watching. In fact he probably finished cleaning up his half so fast that heâd kicked his feet up on a lawnchair watching your struggle like a football match. You felt like one of the shipping containers he sunk to the ocean floor.
âNo, it doesnât,â is all you manage to croak out.Â
Your eyes are still cast into the far distance when he asks, âHow many were on this ship?âÂ
âLost count after the ninth attack,â you mumble through half-parted lips, âaround thirty if you count the non-combattants below.â
Somewhere behind you, Chuuya groans and taps his heels against the wood. âHey, look at me,â he commands.
Your head doesnât turn.
âI said,â he sucks in a breath and then barks, âlook at me.â
Your feet stay rooted in place.
All that goes on in your head are the same thoughts running a circular groove through your brain. That kid wanted me to see the map. He kept checking to see I was following him through the corridor. He was baiting me. Buying time so the others could escape.Â
And I fell for it.
The mission objective was to secure the cargo ships. I won the battle but at what cost?
âFor fuckâs sake, Y/n.â he eventually grumbles, the way he says your name striking you like a bullet that pulls you out of your loop. Then he trudges over to plant himself directly in front of you, blocking your view of the skyline. âWhat were you looking at?â
âThe ships.â
âThe ships,â he repeats, slower this time, tasting the word with the sea air. âWhat about them?â
âThey got away.â
âSo youâre aware. Good to know.â
Silence. What is there to say? Every excuse feels unfathomably pathetic to reach for.
âHow many?â This morningâs same question makes your heart sink to your stomach.
ââŠFive.â
Surely he can do the math himself. But he made you say it anyway.
âRemind me, your ability uses water to manipulate ice, correct?â
âYes.â
He throws a single glance on either side of him, and the wide, wide expanse of ocean surrounding your every direction. An infinite, immediate water source, wasted.Â
âYou still think like youâre inside a box.â
Eventually, he realizes there isnât another word he an get out of you today.
âRight,â he heaves a heavy sigh, and then balances a cigarette between his lips. âWeâll discuss this later.â
Somehow, what little he said was worse than any yell or lecture or insult you couldâve conceived.
The last thing you hear is the one, two clicks of a lighter. Then every one of your senses is consumed by the lull of rolling tides, crashing, crashing, crashing.
Chuuyaâs footsteps disappear, your head submerged in water. He leaves you to stand in the middle of the ship, in a sea of eternal blue.
âI just grovel on the ground hereÂ
Like some kind of beast, thoughts darken
There's no way of knowing
When those darkened thoughts will break.
It's as if I'm drowning in the ocean
And can see the moon glowing overhead.â
.
.
.
The way home took much longer than Chuuya wouldâve liked. His door opens with a slam that lands much harder than he intended it to, rattling the folders sitting on the nearby shelf. He throws his coat over the leather back of his office chair and slumps down.Â
Under the tip of his hat progressively falling further over his eyes, he traces the silver rays of moonlight crawling across his desk and the ashtray in the corner. His nose crinkles.
Heâs always hated the way his office smelled after a mission.
Gunpowder, dried blood, ash, engine exhaustâ all of them cling to his hair and always need more shampoo to wash out. This time, though, thereâs a characteristic scent of seawater and⊠tuna.Â
âTch,â slips out involuntarily.Â
The shadow of your crestfallen face bubbles to mind against his will. His jaw tightens, grimace deepening.
âThatâs what happens when you overobsess over the small shit,â he complains to no one in particular. His hand already reaches for the wine in his drawers. âI bet sheâs next door overanalyzing the whole thing beginning to end. Sheâll probably come up with some smartass excuse tomorrow.â
Thatâs what people like her do.
But as he brings the overflowing wine glass to his lips, his eyes darken, cerulean meeting burgundy.Â
She was oddly quiet at the end though.
The half-filled glass slams onto the oak table.Â
His door is closed, the stretching shadows in Chuuyaâs office his only audience.
Nonetheless, he canât help but curse under his breath.Â
âDamn investigative types.â
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A/N: This chapter took exponentially longer to write because I had to work out a lot of the physics, so I apologize if it's still not realistically sound, bear with me đ It also took some time figuring out itself what I wanted to convey through every scene, and though I know it's a lot, I hope it'll all make sense in due time. This was the first time I've had to write y/n and chuuya conversing for longer periods and as much as i'd like to insert as much banter as I can and I'm still working on getting a handle on dialogue, I still have to prioritize character revelations and plot but hopefully it'll smooth out soon.
If you made this far, thank you for reading and I sincerely appreciate you sticking with me on this long, long journey <3
*The indented quotes are an except from irl Nakahara's poem titled "Lost Hope" that I got from @bsd-bibliophile