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Conscious 25 First House ~ The Body ( The Fool) moving ahead with confidence, figuring out strengths and weakness, the persona you put on, your appearance in the most physical sense, feeling your own strength, reinventing your style, follow through on what you start, defending your reputation, conflicts with authority, focus on stamina

Subconscious 4 Venus ~ Love (Empress) Love, romance, art, fashion, placing wants over needs, discovering a new artistic side to yourself, trying a new talent,settling disputes, attraction (physical and spiritual), playful romance, charming people, making peace with others, feelings of comfort, rewards of labours

How to unite the two 24 Pisces ~ I believe (The Hanged Man) having faith and trust, the old soul, compassion, visions and connections, dreams, art, mystics, poets, sensitivity, connection to your muse, re emerging ideas, confused reaction to you by others

Where you're at

Where you're going

After the fire has burned away all the unnecessary, what is left? Without these restrictions, you are able to flow freely and allow healing to take place. Cleanse and protect this new you, there is still a lot more evolving to do but you are taking the first steps on the long journey ahead.

Family

Metamorpjosis - Pain, change

Who are you now? Who could you emody in the future? What do you want that person to be like?

Painful change and struggling to convince yourself "Can I really do this?" The answer is always yes, you can. We are built to change and evolve. Holding onto things that slow us down or hurt us is against our core drive to survive. Trust in the transformation.

Friends

Separation - air, analyze findings

When you lay yourself out entirely, good and bad, what do you see? What parts are no longer relevant?

After Dissolution is Separation. Pick through the ashes of the cleansing dissolution and decide if what is left is worth it. Who you communicate with reflects who you are. Nuture what good you find and it will grow.

Love

Death - endings, literal or spiritual, preparation, fight

Where is death appearing in your life? Is it welcome, or do you fight it?

Death occurs all around us whether we are aware or not. Sometimes it's obvious when it is dead, sometimes we just don't see the signs. Although we cannot cheat death, we can try and fight it.

Career

Human - Connection, imperfection, mistakes

What makes you human? What are your unique gifts and talents?

As humans we rely on community, everyone needs connections even if they are imperfect. Oftentimes we humans are more obsessed with reaching perfection than making it efficiently. Where is your usefulness out of what society tells you? Where are you self sufficient?

Overall:

Hmm I tarot diagnose you with "Going through it" disease. Seems that you are in the process of completely reinventing yourself your relationships, your family, your friendships. Oof! But, the good news here is that this is what we were MADE to do, and in the end you'll thank yourself for cutting all the ties and letting things go. Dissolution and Separation being in this reading gives me good signs that taking it one step at a time is the best way. None of this needs to be done overnight. With all this reinvention there is bound to be confusion and worry over doing the right thing. There is a community out there for you even after all this mess! They will love you for all your imperfections and creativity 👍

Where you're at

Where you're going

Conscious 48 Yod ~ Destiny (Ace of Swords Reversed) Chaotic change, disharmony and tension but not without it's rewards. Stress and restriction, not feeling like you have much choice besides to bare through the pain. Being the black sheep of the family,good chances for achieving goals but the path is not easy. Patience and adaptability is needed to fulfill the bigger purpose. Health issues or drastic changes in day to day life. Inner truth, adjustment, standing strong and making a difference.

Subconscious 27 Third House ~ Messages (Three of Pentacles) Writing and how we communicate, neighbourhoods, siblings. Searching for answers and uncovering clues. Mental strength and research. Inspiration in creative writing. Curiosity, figuring out how things work, giving and receiving information. A call for meditation and relaxation.

How to unite the two 32 Eight House ~ Endings/Beginnings (Nine of Swords) Long dark night before the light, Halloween, sex, death, psychic powers, all things dark and mysterious. Need for change in order to move ahead. Inheriting issues, issues with ownership. Psychic abilities, premotitions, past life information, phobias, anxiety. Long term illness. Buildings new things from the rubble of a disaster, rebirth