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Che/Chem

Two of Disks Change, intentional willful transformation, eternal change, not good nor bad just different, making the best of the choices given/ being disappointed n what you changed into, feeling led astray, hasty choices

R The Fool Bleeding fool, running out and being hurt over and over. Continue same choices despite seeing the same result, self destructive and hungry

Nuance: Red represents willpower. It is not good or bad it just does and the goal is the make the best of what happens. However, if you do not learn from your mistakes, you will be making the same mistakes and never satisfied.

Chekvem/Bal

The Hawkmoth Preparing for next step despite uncertainty, change from uncertainty to hope for a future.destiny is where you end up not all is predetermined,

6 of Cups Innocent joy, pure bliss and nostalgia, innocence does not equal youth or ignorance

Nuance: Orange represents thought. The ability to plan and hope for the future as well as learn from the past. Unwillingness to use your thoughts leads to ignorance.

Kvemkh/Euf

8 Pentacles Self Care, finding ambition and nurturing it, taking care of yourself, your needs first, confidence

Devil with Snakes for Dicks Comfort in your life, in your body, confidence that could turn to cruelty, elitism

Nuance: Yellow represents the self. In it's purest form it is self love and ambition, in it's dark form it is elitism and cruelty. You are only above others because you stomp them down.

Shad/Nis

Page of Curses(the cards from niseags deck pg194) Looking for misery and finding it, noticing when good things come around aka gratitude, sadness giving more weight than joy

Joker Wildcard and bridge between other cards

Nuance: Green represents reality and transitions. What you give your attention to will determine your perception. there is always a next step.

Lugay/Chel

The High Priestess p214 Learning cause and effect on a large scale, weird truths, self actualization, understanding large systems and your role in them, realizing you don’t want thing you chased all your life you want to be it/destroy it

Wound Man Reversed Hurt without intention or purpose, sometimes life is just surviving what happens to you, pain without catharsis

Nuance: Cyan represents the thriving versus surviving. on one side you know your role in the world and or you finally get the answer you were looking for. Sometimes you chase something your whole life only to learn you hated it. It's up to us to embrace the truth or suffer when we hide from it.

Uqnum/N’go Reverse Page of Curses (also niseag) Ill omen, a curse because you will always be looking for a curse, lack of follow through, low ambition

Reverse Justice Vengence, imbalance, scales imagery, failure of equivalent exchange, judgement

Nuance: Azure is justice and all the good and bad that comes with it. The wrongdoers are punished and the righteous succeed, or so it's supposed to be. Justice does not equal fairness.

Nnum/Teo

Reverse Lightning in a Bottle Leaving something when you outgrow it, things growing bigger than you can handle, lightning striking too close to home and leaping to safety

The High Priestess p214 Learning cause and effect on a large scale, weird truths, self actualization, understanding large systems and your role in them, realizing you don’t want thing you chased all your life you want to be it/destroy it

Nuance: Indigo is applying your higher knowledge to situations and knowing when to move on. Situations no longer serving you and leaving them behind. abandoning the sunk cost fallacy

Ih/Toh

3 of Pentacles Working together, everyone brings something important to the table, no contribution too small

Reverse The Allbright Absence of hope, a sign to step up and be the hope for others or yourself, for those who are faithful they are always there but if you lose faith or doubt they leave

You

3 OF WANDS (Upright)

A woman stands on the shore of an ocean, waiting for something. She has set up her wands along the shore, indicating that she has initiated a project. Now she waits for initial feedback or reaction to her new venture. A crescent moon hangs low in the sky. The moon, mostly hidden, suggests that much is still unknown. The woman does not know if her efforts will pay off, yet it is easy to imagine that she is visualizing her ships coming in.This card indicates great vision and foresight. You have taken an idea and started implementing it. You have laid the groundwork for a new business, enterprise, career, or project. You can clearly see your goal. Take a step back and watch for initial responses. Because you’ve done your work well, you can expect to see signs of success. If reversed, be prepared for a delay in the expected returns or perhaps responses that are not quite what you’ve hoped for. Very accurate I am currently struggling with work burnout now that I"ve been there over a year. I also have been making more progress on my own business but there's still sooooo much left to do and not a lot of resources to expend. My only faith in my projects is that I know I am doing the right thing!

The Problem

10 OF PENTACLES (Upright)

A man and woman dance together, their faces filled with joy, as pentacles sprinkle down around them. They have a good, strong home already and in the distance another ship is coming in, promising even more wealth. They not only have enough, they have more than enough. This card represents a strong, secure foundation, usually based on family ties, whether a home or business. It also deals with legacies, received and given. You may either receive a legacy or small winnings to invest for the future. Or you may acquire a home or business of your own, creating security for you and your loved ones. Another possibility is investing in the community in some way, through a scholarship fund or civic improvement. This card could play out several ways, but however it does, it’ll be good, prosperous, and beneficial to you and your loved ones. If reversed, this card forewarns of a legacy, investment, or financial security that is lost, possibly through the market, legal fees, or taxes. It can also mean an expected inheritance did not turn out as you’d hoped.

yeah straight up the issue is that my boss is a nepo baby who gives no shits to animal welfare or employee wellfare and my managers way to cope with that is to just ignore everything and hope it goes away. I struggle with wanting to be a """business owner""" myself that this bullshit is making millions of dollars off of exploitation. day dreaming about how well I would be having my own store lol.

The Solution

3 OF PENTACLES (Upright)

A woman works on a painting under an ornate arch topped by three pentacles. Two women stand nearby watching and admiring her work. This card is a sign that all is going well. If you have started a new business, embarked on a new project, or begun a health or fitness routine, you are seeing the signs of progress and even of prosperity. You’ve paid attention and done the best that you can. You are getting attention and probably reimbursement for your work. Not only is the external recognition satisfying, but you are also finding much personal fulfillment in your endeavors. If reversed, this card suggests that things are not going according to plan. Maybe you’ve taken on too much and cannot handle everything very well. Or it could mean you haven’t applied yourself as well as you could have. I'm hoping that this means that I am already doing the right thing. I am really wishing to not have to have a meltdown at work and that the people see that I'm trying my best and help me out T^T I am constantly using all my time and energy to help people at work and since the minimum wage was bumped up I lost my raise :/ so I'm getting paid the same amount as my coworkers who are bothering me during breaks for help. I did cast a spell recently so I"m hoping within a month or two it manifests. I have been getting a lot of number signs with 13 23 and 2222