#rambling posts

I love our families dog, but I don't show it often. I don't play with her or talk to her or anything, but I do care about her. Our pet dog has been with me and my dad many years now, so of course I care. I just don't show it like my dad does.

I feel like Ninjago seasons 1 to 4 are the definitive seasons of the show. Maybe. As someone biased towards that era both because it was probably the era I have the most very vague memories of, and it's also the era when Lord Garmadon was there as a frequent recurring character. Both those things make it read as the best era to me, I suppose.

I discovered or rediscovered the website whychristmas recently. As recently as today, in fact. Apparently it's just a website dedicated to trying to explain Christmas traditions around the globe. I don't know how accurate it is, but reading Australia's entry told me about some new things I'd never heard of before. Like how there's unique plants native to Australia apparently sometimes associated with Christmas there. I don't know if those claims are true, but the plants sure are. I found photos. And they're quite pretty.

I'm 21, and I still can't remember everything that ever happened in my life. What happened when I was five? I know something happened, but what things? What days and what months? It's hard to know. Now I think I know how people with memory loss might possibly feel. It's not like I've forgotten my life, it's just that memories dull as time passes. The past seven years are where all my strongest memories currently stand.

I seem to worry about peeing a lot. Not constantly, but enough so that I kind of wonder if it's just my regular paranoia or if it's something dumb like masturbation too often causing the nerves in that area to be worse. I mean...that actually is an example of my regular paranoia. But still, you know what I mean.