Reading Tell Me I'm Worthless by Alison Rumfitt. Kind of loving it. I love the unbridled hatred for England. It's by no means perfect, pretty far from it, but I am very much enjoying it. Absolutely fucked up too.
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Reading Tell Me I'm Worthless by Alison Rumfitt. Kind of loving it. I love the unbridled hatred for England. It's by no means perfect, pretty far from it, but I am very much enjoying it. Absolutely fucked up too.

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lmao i just had to pay an exorbitant amount all myself for a storage unit that they were about to send to auction and now i can't afford rent next week
if anyone can help a girl and her wife (and their mom and uncle) out, here's my paypl and my vnmo and ko-fi going to be at least $800 short if i DON'T buy groceries and meds. lol.
i am coming up empty on my meds soon and the new insurance basically covers only a fraction. last time it was over $100 for them all
haha and somehow they're even more expensive this month
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lmao i just had to pay an exorbitant amount all myself for a storage unit that they were about to send to auction and now i can't afford rent next week
if anyone can help a girl and her wife (and their mom and uncle) out, here's my paypl and my vnmo and ko-fi going to be at least $800 short if i DON'T buy groceries and meds. lol.
i am coming up empty on my meds soon and the new insurance basically covers only a fraction. last time it was over $100 for them all
haha and somehow they're even more expensive this month
Hey so things are fucking awful right now, we donβt have a car to access the grocery store or food pantries, and I may or may not have been fucked out of benefits (I wonβt know until tomorrow the 6th) please, Iβm manic and sick and practically shaking. Help a trans lesbian out. Please send what you can. I know Iβm always a bother. PayPal is [email protected] and Venmo is @Chara-Haze and cashapp is $CharaHaze. Please please please
Please. We need money for a car, we need money for stuff that benefits canβt buy, we need money to just get food nearby if we canβt make it to the grocery store. Things are bad, Iβm hungry and manic and tired and please help us out. Please fuck
Appreciate all the reblogs but no donations today yet, please any amount helps. Really need as much as we can possibly get.
Appreciate the $20 someone sent. Please if anyone else can throw anything we could really use it
Gonna need caffeine in the morning and also to like get food tomorrow. Canβt properly go grocery shopping atm without a car and until we get like a cart or something for food pantries. Please if anyone can throw any cash. Iβd really like to get something to eat when I wake up
So I missed episodes 1-3 of Utena and im catching up now and damn Utena literally accidentally became a slaveowner by trying to fight for her bestieβs honor wtf
Again asking how in all the utenaposting Iβve seen for years the slavery is almost never mentioned. Anthy is first shown getting her ass beat by her βmasterβ and then later is shown scrubbing rooms clean as one of the only darkskinned characters and thatβs like 2 episodes in
Slavery really just doesnβt register to whites on the same level huh
Also to be clear - this is a very intentional and reoccurring theming in this. Itβs not happenstance itβs VERY explicit which makes the fact Iβve seen so little about it absolutely unhinged to me. Iβve only been through 6 episodes total so far and I cannot imagine discussing this beyond quips without the slavery being a huge factor bc it colors everything in a different light
Like the themes of assault/sexual assault arenβt just that of a woman, but of an enslaved woman. Themes of ensuring an enslaved, darker-skinned woman, knows and remembers βher placeβ when seen to be reaching above her station solely by existing and being owned. Just.
Unironically I wouldβve watched this years ago if literally any of this came up it besides βomg lesbian trans-coded animeβ
Thereβs a bunch of people in my notes every time Iβm utenaposting about βoh well *I* knew this and so does everyone else i know that watched it, itβs so obviousβ meanwhile most of the POC Iβve talked to say they had the same experience of not knowing Utena was strongly about slavery until they watched it bc they never saw (white) queer utena fans talking about it, or not knowing it was a theme until I posted about it despite seeing people post about RGU for years
So like yeag itβs obvious but one of us lyin here and Iβm gonna guess it ainβt me and other queers of color
I need you to understand that while slavery in the US was/is of Black folks, and still exists in the US in multiple forms, there's also modern slavery of not just Black people, but Asian people as wellβone example being of Filipinos both within The Philippines and abroad.
Like while im making comparison to Black experience because I'm Black, I'm still reading Anthy as Indian AND as a slave because she is.
An important contextual note is that *Japan was also a colonial empire that focused its subjugation towards other Asians*. A bunch of Japanese and white/mixed folks treating Anthy. that way at a British-inspired Japanese boarding school isn't exactly a novel concept!
Subjugation of "lesser Asians" was(/is) a huge fucking thing!
lunno it's just wild to me to see people act like she'd have to be Black to be a slave when it's still a global issue.
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can someone please shoot me just like 10 bucks for cheap groceries im so damn hungry and have no fucking idea when they'll actually be sending that goddamn check now, pretty please my ven is punkyrooster so is my $app please help me slightly unfuck myself
here i go again on my bullshit but ijust realized what fucking day it is and im 45 bucks short on my rent even with the help i got, i hate having to do this so freaking much but my disabled ass currently has no other immediate options, can anyone please help, even like a few bucks from a few people can keep me housed while im seeing all these doctors
33ish left to go if anyone can help π
fuck im good i can calm the fuck down for a second holy shit
oops i said that last part too loud and summoned an electric bill of 220 dollars π i can't keep struggling so hard just to be rewarded with more struggling, i need something to change soon, even just getting a fucking part time job would be so huge for me right now, i can't keep holding on like this, im so goddamn tired
i got half the bill figured out, 110 to go, holy shit that's incredible
this is the last little speedbump im gonna have for a little while, i just gotta get over it
70 more to goπππ
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The thing about American "leftist" comedians is that they aren't actually leftist, they are the Imperial Court Jesters. They stand on a stage, point directly at the blood-soaked gears of the war machine, make a little tee-hee noise, and the crowd erupts. Not because they are critiquing the machine, but because the laughter is a pressure release valve for the people inside it. Take the video of that stand-up asking the defense contractor if she helped Trump bomb those 160 Iranian school girls, and everyone laughing, including the contractor herself. That laughter is ritual absolution. The contractor laughs because she knows she will never face a tribunal. The audience laughs because they get to feel "self-aware" without having to actually stop anything. The joke doesn't condemn the contractor; it humanizes her, turns her into a lovable scamp who just happens to have a job graphing the velocity of shrapnel through children's bodies. By making it a punchline, the comedian sanitizes the atrocity. The blood is scrubbed off the stage. The audience gets to say "wow, we are so edgy for talking about it" while the person who builds the bombs gets to chuckle and order another drink. It is not satire, it is a team-building exercise for the empire.
Then there is the YouTuber talking about Transformers, casually dropping the "Iraq war aesthetic" like it's a color palette. Desert punk. Military core. A vibe. This is what happens when your country hasn't had a war on its own soil in living memory; the violence becomes media, a backdrop for childhood toys. The explosions are no longer the sound of mothers screaming; they are cool action sequences. They are digesting the visual debris of massacre as a nostalgic fashion choice, scraping the trauma off and compressing it into a genre for their retro-futurist fantasies. The apocalypse becomes a mood board.
And finally, the girl recounting celebrity love triangles from her childhood, flippantly mentioning how the U.S. was "busy with the Iraq war or whatever." Or whatever. That single phrase is the thesis statement of American innocence. Over a million dead, a region destabilized for a century, an endless river of grief; and for her, it was the commercial break between pop culture segments. It didn't raise her rent. It didn't stop her Wi-Fi. The violence is geo-locked to brown skin and distant deserts, just background noise like a refrigerator humming. She has the luxury of forgetting because the machine doesn't eat her children, it eats yours.
Americans don't hate the machine; they love the output. They hate the mess of it. So they turn it into jokes, into aesthetic, into "whatever." Because if they stopped laughing, if they stopped scrolling, if they actually looked at the 4K drone footage of the aftermath instead of the cool explosion CGI in their movies, they would have to realize that the lithium in their phones, the gas in their tanks, and the comfort of their suburban cul-de-sacs are all greased with the fat of foreign children. And they can't handle that. So they laugh. They turn it into a vibe. They call it "the Iraq war or whatever." You can't deconstruct the master's house with the master's jokes, especially when the punchline is the corpses holding up the floorboards.