#potential system

So I'm constantly second guessing whether that means I'm subconsciously making up these responses, or whether the fact that they're like intuitive/gut responses is more evidence of potential systemhood.

Side note, I read something about how talking outloud with an alter/part feels a lot different than just having a fake conversation with yourself outloud. That when you're faking a conversation it takes more effort and focus. So I tried it out the other day, and it felt super awkward and forced trying to have a conversation with myself. But then when I tried talking with Crow outloud, the conversation felt like it flowed very naturally with no effort.

As far as my own exploration of my potential systemhood goes, I have a general feeling about a few potential alters. But aside from intuition idk if there's really any proof that they exist. I've tried open journaling from them, but even when what could be an alter does the journaling, it feels fake. Like I'm putting on a show for myself. Also when I do attempt that, I tend to get a headache, or a very fuzzy feeling if I keep doing it for too long (I don't really know if that's relevant but it's certainly frustrating lolol).

So uh yeah, between memory issues, grey outs, emotional blackouts, plus relating way too much to some other systems experiences that I've read about, and a general gut feeling/intuition. I'm definitely leaning towards the fact that I indeed may be a system myself. (I don't currently have access to seek a professional diagnosis, maybe one day)

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