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These passages come from my essay, “Those Who Peer Through the Keyhole”—an essay I wrote in my senior year of uni about my personal philosophy of reading and writing:
“The great epiphanies of life and humanity await in a room behind a door with no handle. Most people, upon realizing that there is no way to enter the room, reject it entirely or regard it as useless.
However, readers and writers do not forsake divine insight simply because it is challenging to attain; instead, they submit their ego and stoop to peer through the keyhole. Literature is the keyhole that only a few spend time looking through, but those who look through it long enough will uncover the secrets of an internal world of mystery, wonder, and innate human truth.
Perhaps the room may not provide a direct entrance, but what wonder would it supply if it opened so easily? Paradoxically, when we read about lives lived, fictional or otherwise, we learn about ourselves; we learn about each other; we learn about the universe.
Sometimes, the only ink available to writers is the blood within them, and writing is an act of martyrdom to show those who reject the door that there is a goodness beyond it that is truly worthy of consideration.”
-Excerpt from my essay: “Those Who Peer Through the Keyhole” ( @academic-vampire ) (don’t plagiarize)
things i believe (in) very strongly:
forgiveness and redemption (there is little to no use in punishing someone for actions they regret and would never do in their current state, the past is past and a good person is a good person no matter their history)
the self-justification of hope and optimism (e.g. a society full of hopeful people is one that has the will to change and improve; and a society that has the will to change and improve is one you are justified in having hope for)
going outside, maybe to a local park, and enjoying nature will fix you more than you ever thought possible
you are not born evil, you are not born good, you are born
you will never be perfect but you must try and you must find beauty in that knowledge is a gift and it is something that is beautiful to give and beautiful to recieve and if it doesn't feel that way someone's doing something wrong no one can try more than their best no matter how hard you try to make them (including yourself) it is good to believe what is good and better to believe it for the right reason
The moment I feel tied down and suppressed is the moment I start to pull away.
I think maybe being goth is all about respecting and deeply loving the beauty of both Life and Death with equal ardency; it’s about the harmony of the solemn magnificence of Death and the sparkling audacity of Life, the balancing of Memento Mori et Memento Vivere.
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Rules that help me stay alive
Follow your heart
Dive into love as if possessed
Worship your lovers
Respect your friends
Fulfill your own wishes and the wishes of those closest to you
Trust your feelings, keep trust of others
Do what you will, and my will is to obey by those I love
Love has no price, but love leads toward the fulfillment of destiny
Hate the haters
Love the lovers
Ignore the ignorant
In my birth chart, Pluto in Scorpio forms an exact trine to the Sun in Cancer and a square to Jupiter in Leo
Below the cut is a small blurb I wrote about how I feel about life and opportunity, titled 'The Revolving Door'.
It's a stream of consciousness piece but I've been thinking about the core ideas on and off for a little while.
Didn't sit well with just keeping it in my notes app.
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