I still dont have money to go to therapy so here I am
I have a patchwork family, which means I have 6 siblings, I dont see everyone everyday. Usually at home, there is : me, four of my siblings (all younger than me), my dad and my step-mom.
For context, sometimes my dad asks me if I prefer to eat with just him and my step-mother or if I want to eat early with the children.
This time when he asked me, I told him that I wasn't that much hungry right now, so I would eat with them.
The children ate, then they go to bed.
I am now in the living room with my dad and step mom, when my dad tells me to do my own food, because in the end he wants to eat JUST with my step mom.
In a house full or people, I ate alone.
Why was I the one to eat alone ??
I mean, sometimes I like to eat alone, but when i am alone ! Not when people can eat with me.
I dont know what really happened last night