#otherbeing

1: it’s hard af to make alterhuman friends/moots that aren’t just 11 year olds who think animal masks r cool

2: older alterhumans stereotype me as some sort of trender just because I’m younger and I feel unwelcome in some generally actually accepting alterhuman spaces like tumblr just because people assume I’m not a “real” therian just cause I’m younger

3: I can’t really buy affirming gear, even tho I can afford it, because most people in my life can barely tolerate “typical” therians or TikTok therians, so if people can only barely stand masks and foxtails how would they feel about collars, or snout/muzzle masks, or fake fangs, or species affirming hairstyles, or fake wings, or faun legs, mermaid tails moth antennae contact lenses, the list goes on

4: since I can’t find many informed alterhuman friends irl and since obvs my *barely tolerating* friends would find it weird to listen, I don’t really have a good outlet to talk about or figure out parts of my alterhumanity other than social media, and then I just feel like some chronically online bish because I start to feel more comfortable talking about things that personal with internet strangers than my own friends

Idk it gets really frustrating honestly, wish I could just exist as a creature in peace without all this shit in my head, pisses me off >:[