#nonhuman things

part of us really super wants some sort of ID, but the closest our state gets--at least as far as we've found, and we have looked at about everything we can--is identifying [potential] pack territories. there are IDs for wolves in Yellowstone, but we're not in Yellowstone, and further, we're an entirely different subspecies. so why would a wolf in a completely different part of the country, who is not in the slightest from Yellowstone, use an ID number as though it were a wolf from and in Yellowstone?

we've had one brief transformation into a dolphin form (during a shower), but other than that, we've been pretty much solely wolf. it's been a little bit nice. lot less stressful to be "just" wolf. to be able to make that choice instead of it being solely involuntary and having to make peace with it.

calling myself a British Columbia wolf for now. i don't care i don't care i don't care (<- biting and ripping and seething because her brain has her convinced she needs to know everything about herself all the time forever and that ambiguity in everything is not allowed and will kill her)

been feeling kind of wolfy lately. and also have been reminiscing over when we thought we were only wolf and things were simpler. idk.

been pretty wolfy today. but a kind of monstrous wolf. we still have distinct fingers and such and we're still bipedal. it feels kind of nice.