#official declaration

Can’t get more official than that.

I don’t get to choose what I do with my life, or I’d be living it right now…

What most people don’t know is: I actually had and saved money to live the exact life that I wanted. But for me to live that life, I had to wait for one or two more benefit payments before moving and living that life. The life that I wanted, did not include benefit payments (of any kind or working for someone else - knowing I don’t have medical clearance to do so. But to live my own life, without having to do unnecessary activities should not have been a problem.

To receive the final payments, I had to attend one employment program. But with the amount of things they expected me to do and to participate for my payments, I had to stay in Newcastle longer - which cost money, so I had to use all of the money for my new life. As a physically disabled person without medical clearance and who’s 100% guaranteed to claim worker’s compensation, it doesn’t make sense for me to contact employers or to waste their time. When my self-esteem is lowered by activities that are unnecessary, I wonder why I’m not allowed to have the life that I want. But I have to do it, because they made sure that I had no money to ever provide for myself or my child.

Because I am still participating in a program where that service gets paid to apparently help me, the money for my new life is gone and I am obviously not allowed to ever have it. If I was allowed, I wouldn’t have been forced into doing activities that affects my health, I would be living a life that they, government related organisations wouldn’t be involved in and I would not have been stopped.

So, I waited around to attend a program that has a go at me and then tries to be nice, is ridiculous! They have made me go without and they have taken my life away from me. They haven’t helped me yet, besides lowering my self-esteem, deteriorating my health further, playing mind games and playing games with my life.

Plans to grow my own food and live off the land exactly like my ancestors, my culture and family do, are not allowed. I have to attend employment programs against medical advice, being told “I am helping you” but still waiting for the so-called help. When you help someone, you don’t make them feel bad for living and then try to praise them in other ways. Nothing changes… Until I am given back what was lost or remunerated for the loss, I am not going to stop complaining. Why would I? I had the life that I wanted, but a greedy company wanted money from the government and keeps forcing me to ignore all medical advice and diagnosis. It just goes to show that people aren’t allowed to save their money and provide a life that they want. Although many members of my family stated that I was not born to be anyone’s slave and that they never gave anyone permission to deteriorate my health, it’s become quite obvious that it’s about controlling my life and what I do with it -OR- I would have been allowed to have a life away from greedy employment providers and ignorant organisations, as I would not be receiving a benefit. But I was made to do otherwise, so I had no choice but to stay on the benefit.

I have passed on all information (including the name of the greedy employment provider) to The Community Liaison, to be added to one of the lists about local services - the good and the bad. If it happens in my life, apparently I’m not allowed to mention it - even though I made a statement clearly outlining it all. But the same greedy provider doesn’t want society to know they keep doing these bad things to their clients, the disabled and society.

Nothing has changed: I still do not give any individual or business permission to interfere in my life, to breach/invade my privacy, to affect/interfere with my health -OR- change me as a person and/or my personality itself. To do so, you agree to: • Pay Financial Compensation/Remuneration • Cover any and all costs incurred due to your own action(s) • Provide any aides which may be needed • Replace anything and anything lost due to your own action(s). I do not do things that causes a problem in my life or that of my family. So obviously, I wouldn’t let any others do it neither. This statement derives from any and all previous statements, and it cannot be changed by anyone other than myself.

If I have signed a contract or obligation with you or the organisation in which you are employed, I will adhere to that ONLY. I DON’T play games and am NOT in the mood for others to play them with me or my life. I do NOT do anything else that is not on that contract - for you to do so, you are breaking/have broken the agreement!