#ocdmonster

Does anyone else do a word repeating or word association with a current theme you’re battling with? This could be anything you’re trying to enjoy. Whether it’s sex with your partner, yourself, watching a tv show, playing music, reading a book, etc. Everything’s all fine and dandy then suddenly the intrusive/unwanted thought pops up as one word representing the theme and it tries super hard to make sure you don’t or didn’t enjoy that enjoyable thing you were doing.  

You ever have those days where you don’t know if you actually are progressing dealing with OCD or that you’re just numb? WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AVOIDING AND NOT GIVING INTO COMPULSIONS?! Due to intrusive unwanted thoughts why am I now questioning every single thought or feeling as if I’m not sure of every single decision I’ve ever made and who I am. I always thought of myself as very intuitive, but now I fear that has just been OCD, what is fucking real and not real loool 

Mental illness as monsters work 9/10 This is OCD, this monster makes sure EVERYTHING I mean EVERYTHING is immaculate, tidy, organized, even when it's not supposed to be. Like the brain itself, OCD will go around slipping into the smallest crevices trying to get everything sorted the way they want it to be. OCD will always want to fix a part of the victims brain but can never do it once, it will always repeat itself because they have to make sure that it's PERFECT, often leaving that area of the brain raw. OCD will constantly talk to itself, repeating itself, the other monsters once tried to see its lips shut but it could never stop itself from talking. I created this monster to be the germ that OCD people see crawl into their skin, centipedes being incredibly disgusting and making many hands for it to touch everything. I made its face skin color to create the affect that it ripped a humans face off or that it's a completely distorted human being. #mentalinessasmonsters #OCD #ocdmonster #mentalillness

no sorry.  but he  is one of my comfort  characters

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