#nightthinker

Sometimes I leave my body for days;

Sometimes my body is only a suitcase for my heart.

“ფანჯრიდან მოჩანს შიშველი ხეები  ამინდი მშივრების გაყინვას ითხოვს  დარდი მაქვს გულში და ნელ-ნელა ვილევი  ქარია გზაზე და ეს გზა მე მიხმობს...

How far down the rabbit hole can I go?

Nothing matters, nothing to show

Falling for eternity

All alone, by myself, infinitely

Knocking at death's door

Take me away, I don't want this life anymore

No one knows

How do I put on such a good show?

Deeper and deeper down the spiral

I've reached the bottom, I'm in limbo

It's white and empty, where did I go?

This is just the beginning, don't lose hope

Suffocating, it's getting harder to breathe

This doesn't feel right

Craving pain to make me feel at ease

My darkness has consumed the light

Down the hole I continue to fall

Can I catch a break?

Something's got to give once and for all

There's only so much pain one can take

I don't know who I've become

Tick-tock, the time doesn't stop

Trying to make my way home

This time, I promise, I won't succumb

Tired of being at rock bottom

There's no where to go but the top

Headed into another dimension

It's time to wake up

Realization sets in

My soul has been awoken

Mind says I'm worthy

Heart says set yourself free

Eventually, I make my way out

Many years of falling and crying in doubt

Coming out alive, hopeful, and strong

Why did I have to fall for so long?

The suffering gives us strength

A feeling of victory no one can take

After years of humming the same old tune

I had to die to find my truth

~Katherine Staff☮rd

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