My ADHD Life

Wish me luck that this will actually help and also that the side effects don't hit me like a trainwreck...

(or say something nice, idk what will help better)

So, I work at an audiologist and if our customers park in the nearby public parking garage, we stamp their tickets so they can park for free.

I had just stamped it for a customer and what I wanted to say was "stick this in the parking lot cash register before proceeding to the exit barrier."

What I said instead was "company name, the hearing experts." which is what I usually say when I pick up the phone.

And then I stood there and blinked and I felt like my brain had just blue screened. Imagine the windows shut down sound times 10.

Once I has rebooted myself, I then had to explain to the customer that I accidentially just randomly said my phone phrase.

She laughed it off and said it happens.

Like, for real? I WASN'T DONE WITH THAT, GIVE IT BACK TO ME!

-They talk loudly and turn on the TV and radio on full volume.

-They don't take off their shoes, leaving mud anywhere.

-They mix up your cleaned and dirty laundry.

-They take food out of your fridge but don't put it back.

-All your chargers have been fried in the microwave.

-Every single table and chair has been put upside down.

-All your shoes have been mixed up.

-They keep turning the lights on and off and occasionaly just steal a bulb.

-the computer is now in the bathtub.

-Everyone keeps opening the cupboards, grabbing stuff and then leaving them open. There is not a single clean fork left.

-There are several small fires, but they throw around the fire extingisher like it's a ball, always out of your reach.

-You beg them to leave you alone. They won't. You neighbor can't see them and says it's so easy to keep a house clean, you're just lazy and need to try harder.

Me with my meds: can get a tiny bit done, filled with even more anxiety and self-hatred (because why can I still not work the way I'd like to) , and my body is doing it's best to feel absolutley miserable

I can't win...

I just hope things will be better at my new job, because I hate the current one, and that probably plays a role...

Also, is there a correlation between ADHD meds and lack of certain vitamins?

So, to preface this, I have pretty pale skin and in some places you can see the veins.

Now I'm right handed, and you can see that the veins on my right wrist are thicker than the one on my left, so basically you would know what my dominant hand us by just looking at my wrist.

I was wondering if the same counted for brains. Like in a brain scan, MRI, CT and so on, could you see which is the dominant side? Are there more "squiggles" and therefore a visible proof?

In my case on the left because bodys are cross-wired?

And then I realized that this is a regular occurence in Fall and I probably just need some more vitamin D, and also get some fresh air to ban the seasonal depression back where it belongs which is non-existence...

Set your phone up in a place overlooking your "workspace" and take a video of yourself in hyperlapse mode.

Looks really cool and keeps you (or me at least) from getting on the phone 'cause I don't wanna ruin the video. Also makes you keep going and not taking random breaks for the same reason...