i think part of the reason i have been feeling not so great is because i feel rather invisible to say the least

of course it's not to anyone in particular, but more often than not, whenever i try to get something going whether reblogging memes, sending memes or starters, or even just doing whatever comes to mind; more often than not, it ends up going unnoticed.

sure sometimes timing doesn't help, but even during the day it feels like no one even knows i'm around and honestly that hurts

i come on here to have fun with others. i come on here to interact and engage with others and get things going. but when more often than not it doesn't go anywhere, it makes me wonder if either i was secretly flagged (and it's scary because i don't know the signs when that happens) or if it's just me being overlooked.

Okay so this is just this muse and one sort of adjacent to him. I hate people automatically putting others around him in ships, example is if there is a Maedhros mentioned he is almost guaranteed to be in a relationship with Fingon instead of living a happy and peaceful ace life. Turgon and Finrod is another such ship... just all the assumed ships get to me a little. Yes they can exist but I wish people would ask before including them because some days just seeing the ships irks me.