#me-prusta

did you see jkr literally said that to someone who said they were burning their books/dvds? jkr is super yfip BUT THIS TIME A+

slantedsunlight replied to your post “The episode of Black Mirror with the social network rating is s t r e...”

It made me so anxious I had to pause and look at my dog for a while. Too real.

I wish I had a dog! Or a hedgehog! Instead I just burrowed into my sheets and played Candy Crush to keep my brain a little occupied. 

me-prusta replied to your post “The episode of Black Mirror with the social network rating is s t r e...”

It was the scariest one god

I have so many Thoughts on what the ‘popular’ in popular culture means and this darn show isn’t helping!

czarrish replied to your post “The episode of Black Mirror with the social network rating is s t r e...”

it's been like a week (or two?) since i watched it and i still keep thinking about what ppl would rate me in interactions

That’s why it stressed me out so much, because I think about this ALL THE TIME. Not in a social network capital sort of way, but definitely in an emotional capital sort of way. I try to be polite and pleasant in most interactions with strangers. I try to be entertaining and interesting for my friends. I spend a lot emotional effort going over interactions with everyone and trying to decide if I was good enough or on enough for whoever I was interacting with. If they got the parts of me they deserved. And like, okay, some days I’m careless or impatient and I push past someone to get on the bus or I don’t smile at a cashier or I’m too short with a friend and then I feel TERRIBLE ABOUT IT for like, a week. 

I’d like to think that I’d be more like her brother, just getting up votes from friends, or for the things I created or enjoyed doing, but I’ve met me and I’m highly susceptible to opinion. I mean, yes, I wrote a shit ton of TRC fic because it was cathartic and I love the characters, but also because people kept responding positively to it. It goes both ways. And I think it goes both ways for most people existing in the world, and also that Black Mirror as a show doesn’t have the world’s most optimistic outlook on the place of these things in our lives. I don’t think I consider that a failing in the show. It’s certainly art imitating life at this point. But a little hope wouldn’t go amiss here and there. 

under-the-moonlight-tower replied to your post “My therapist: People already love things about you. You need to be...”

But we do care you glorious giraffe you!

I know some of you do. Bless you. You especially.  ♥

lisapizza replied to your photo “She actually told me to keep a notebook of times when I do slip up. So...”

p sure that tag counts

SHHHHH. DON’T TELL HER.

polytropia replied to your post “KL Jawin’: Futures Edition”

Librarianship is actually a pretty common second career, so there will definitely be non-babies about. Simmons is PRICEY compared to other schools, though.

Ugh, I know. But you know, grad school may not be the answer at all. I have a lot of thinking to do. Thinking is hard. Futures are hard. Why do we even?

me-prusta replied to your photo “She actually told me to keep a notebook of times when I do slip up. So...”

I'd say that tag does count, fwiw. Because clearly many people care <3

Some of you do, and bless you. I appreciate you and your faces and I love you very much. But also like, realistically, at this point most of the people following this blog are doing it because I wrote Too Much TRC fic last year and now I’m not putting out and it’s all about my stupid feelings and my stupid cyberpunk novel that is very low interest. So that tag is just a preemptive deflection of reaction to that. Which is, you know, a thing I do in all areas of my life because I don’t value my own feelings enough when compared to other people’s and it’s the very thing she’s trying to get me to notice and stop doing.

shinykari replied to your post “shinykari replied to your photo “She actually told me to keep a...”

I make self-deprecating jokes when I'm anxious. It's not so much about being a bitch to myself, it's a reaction to pressure. (It's also why work friends think I'm hilarious, because i'm always slightly freaking out.)

Mine is also a reaction to pressure. Whether mental or emotional. She points it out whenever I giggle because I’m nervous or deflect something because I just don’t want to deal with it. And I can respect that these are pretty terrible habits I’ve picked up that are furthering a defective narrative of myself to myself. But also...feelings. Pfah.

kaijuvsgiantrobotsvsme replied to your photo “She actually told me to keep a notebook of times when I do slip up. So...”

I would explode. I would just not be able to speak or communicate with anyone at all for that whole two weeks.

RIGHT? She was like, I know this is a defense mechanism, but it’s a terrible defense mechanism and you need to stop. And I was like, but what happens when I’m defenseless!??? Probably actual connections with other humans, but like...at what cost???

lionsroar83 replied to your photo “She actually told me to keep a notebook of times when I do slip up. So...”

New humor idea: 24/7 puns. They're much nicer and you're good w language, so you'll be a pro!!!

“KL, you used to have so many friends, what happened?”

“Well, I started communicating mainly in puns.” 

I love your body because it gives some of the best hugs I've ever received. Hugs are very important to me, so I appreciate a good hug-giving body on a friend.

Honestly, giving hugs is probably in the top five of most important things I’ve ever done with this dumb old body. Just gonna keep doing that and not worrying about what I might look like when I’m doing it.

strangeness-and-charm replied to your post “[[MOR] I had a good day. I got a much-needed haircut and then spent...”

Aww dude this is definitely growth!

I’m really trying, Farah! Look at me go!

hobbitystmarymorstan replied to your post “[[MOR] I had a good day. I got a much-needed haircut and then spent...”

JSYK you're awesomesauce.

NO, YOU.  ♥ ♥ ♥

sullymygoodname replied to your post “[[MOR] I had a good day. I got a much-needed haircut and then spent...”

1. You are CUTE AF! 2. I have no 2, you are cute af :)

Confirming you are loved, quite an awful lot. I know it's something easy to forget, though. xo

captainragtag replied to your post “You said you had friends,” she said. “Good friends. Who love you?” I...”

I'M SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF YOU

mars-colony replied to your post “You said you had friends,” she said. “Good friends. Who love you?” I...”

Good luck!

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