Ariel Day, from a poem titled "Long Term Memory," featured in Black Roses: Poems about Love, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Self Love
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Ariel Day, from a poem titled "Long Term Memory," featured in Black Roses: Poems about Love, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Self Love

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This all the damn time!
ADHD & Forgetfulness
Future ADHD
Remember that AI filter that makes everything look old abandoned and devastated? Well, I wanted to give it a shot here and man... is this how a dead mind looks like?
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"i wish i could wipe my memory to experience XYZ for the first time again!"
couldn't be me. my memory is so bad that in give or take two years i won't remember anything about my favourite books and shows save for the way they made me feel. i get to experience things for the first time again all the time just because i have the memory of a parsnip. skill issue

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I try to remember. I can't remember. So much has disappeared from the past or appears altered to me now. Remembering is like dreaming unless it was yesterday.
Siri Hustvedt, from The Blazing World
Since I mostly communicate in English (since some years), my German [native language] degenerated increasingly.
Additionally, my English suffers as well, because I constantly switch between the languages in my mind - The bilingualism requires too much "brain power", and often I come up with mixed German-English word-gibberish. I don't even recognize I switch between the languages if I talk with a person who us unable to comprehend/speak English.
Additionally, when I construct my sentences far too many synonyms pop up in my mind - and too many options how to deliver my thoughts/put my thoughts into sentences occur simultaneously - which results in a kind of entangled soup clot - and I mix all these chains of thought together and it becomes utterly incomprehensible in the end.
What sort of phenomenon is that?
I know that my Working Memory is overloaded with all the junk of detail infos it receives from my Long-Term-Memory; And additionally my memory/ information processing becomes increasingly slow if the Working Memory is "approaching its limit". If my Working Memory is approaching its limit it is especially prone to errors. Then, due to the "error-correction loop" (I think it's a form of metacognition) it requires increasingly more time to process information. This, in (re)turn, feeds back to overchallenging the Working Memory additionally.