Michael Kaiser and the way he loves đâĄ
word count: 2k / sorry this got so long, i can't help it, I love him too muchâĄ
Michael Kaiser and the way he says your name like he's testing just how much power it has over him, like he hates it the way it sounds softer in his mouth. He says it slowly sometimes just to watch your reaction.
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses you after arguments, like a way of apologizing because he doesn't know how to stand close to vulnerability without ruining it first.
Michael Kaiser and the way he stares at you after scoring, searching for you in the crowd, waiting for your reaction like it matters way more than heâll ever admit.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets meaner when he's jealous, pulling you closer while pretending he doesn't care as if the hand gripping your waist isn't betraying him completely, smiling while saying cruel things "You seem popular today"
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses you just to interrupt you when you say things that hit way too close to the truth "You're impossible to-" and suddenly his mouth is on yours because he would rather drown than let you finish that sentence.
Michael Kaiser and the way he loses his composure for half a second after a bad match, jaw tight, eyes burning with frustration, quieter than usual. Having his face gently cupped makes him completely freeze. Tenderness after failure feels so unbearable to him, like something he doesn't deserve and it cuts him deeper than the anger ever could.
Michael Kaiser and the way he acts after winning. So cocky and insufferable, running high on ego and adrenaline but it only feels like a real victory with you there to witness it.
Michael Kaiser and the way he pretends he doesn't need your attention while constantly searching for yours, watching all your expressions across the room, checking if you're looking at him, getting irritated immediately when you don't notice him as if being loved by you became an addiction he can't control.
Michael Kaiser and the way he teases you during kisses, smirking against your mouth, pulling away slightly just enough to make you chase him "Look at you, so desperate for me" like your desperation is the prettiest thing he's ever seen.
Michael Kaiser and the way he falls in love with you slowly, against his will enough to terrify him. First he notices you, wanting to spur reactions from you, then the obsession disguised as amusement makes him think of you more. It only gets worse when he starts becoming reckless emotionally, craving your attention, your presence and validation. He starts pushing you away while simultaneously clinging harder, terrified now that you're capable of hurting him. He realized that losing you would destroy him and in that moment he became dangerous.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets quieter the deeper he loves you. Less performance, less ego, less teasing and no arrogance. Just Michael, the most vulnerable version of him.
Michael Kaiser and the way he pulls away after almost saying something too honest "You're the only pers-" he stops, annoyed with himself because his vulnerability feels like standing on the battlefield unarmed.
Michael Kaiser and the way he holds you after intimacy. Possessive, heavy arms across your waist, face buried against your neck like he's hiding against you. If you try to move too fast he'll just murmur a soft "Stay", almost fragile, the kind of tone he would deny using it, if you mentioned it later.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gazes at you when you're asleep. He can't comprehend how someone could stay long enough to love the worst parts of him.
Michael Kaiser and the way he loves touching your neck, just feeling your pulse as a confirmation that you're alive and that the moment is real.
Michael Kaiser and the way he notices every tiny change in your mood even if he's not admitting it. Instead of asking if you're okay, he starts hovering around you more often, annoying you on purpose just to stir another emotion out of you. Your silence feels wrong in a way he can't tolerate.
Michael Kaiser and the way he calls for you to be near him like it's natural for you to belong beside him, like he stopped questioning it a long time ago.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets angry at you for seeing him more vulnerable, not because he hates you but because he hates that you witnessed it especially when your opinion suddenly matters too much.
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses you after making you mad on purpose just to get your attention, smiling slightly when you shove at his chest, holding your wrist before you can pull away "You're so cute when you're angry"
Michael Kaiser and the way he watches you during interviews, barely paying attention to the questions he's asked, just waiting for you to look at him across the room. And when you do?.. that stupid satisfied smirk appears instantly.
Michael Kaiser and the way he clings to you after nightmares. He doesn't say anything verbally but he refuses to let go of you, keeps touching you absentmindedly. Hands on your wrists, fingers hooked around your sleeves and his forehead against your shoulder, holding you against his chest while pretending he's asleep.
Michael Kaiser and the way he acts when someone else made you laugh harder than he did. He becomes unbearable, interrupting the conversation and dragging you away "Am I boring to you?" he half jokes but underneath the facade there's his insecurity.
Michael Kaiser and the way he melts when the praise comes from you. Not just shallow comments but something more real, more personal, more sincere that makes him realize you pay attention to the parts he hides as well.
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses your knuckles absentmindedly while thinking. He doesn't even realize he's doing it. His affection became muscle memory somewhere along the way.
Michael Kaiser and the way he goes silent after accidentally hurting your feelings. At first he gets defensive, cold and sharp-tongued but later, when the room goes silent and his anger fades, guilt settles in his chest heavily once he realizes he actually hurt you.
Michael Kaiser and the way he looks at you after pulling away from a kiss too fast. Breathing unevenly, avoiding your eyes for the first time all night because he kissed you too honestly and now he regrets letting you see that much emotion.
Michael Kaiser and the way he pulls away after a failure, he's cruel to himself, anger makes him sit in silence with his jaw clenched. You try to touch him but he stops you, not because he doesn't want you there but because if you're soft with him right now he might genuinely fall apart.
Michael Kaiser and the way he learns love through physical closeness first. His hands finding your waist faster than his mind can catch up, pulling you against him. His body understood he needed you before his pride allowed him to admit it.
Michael Kaiser and the way he stares at your lips when you argue. A part of him aches to say something cruel but another part wants to kiss you deep until neither of you remember why you were even fighting for.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets addicted to hearing you say his name softly. Everyone else says his name with admiration and praise but you say "Michael" like he's a person first and that scares him because you can see him for who he really is.
Michael Kaiser and the way he falls asleep easier when you're beside him. Though he would rather die than confess it out loud.
Michael Kaiser and the way he tries to act unaffected after intimacy. "You seem so obsessed with me", meanwhile he hasn't stopped touching you once since.
Michael Kaiser and the way he looks at you during quiet nights. No performance, just him tracing circles into your skin like he's trying to memorize you. He looks less like an emperor and more like someone terrified of losing the only softness in his life.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets quieter when he's tired, not softer exactly, just less guarded. He would rather listen to you talk without interrupting for once while holding you close. Exhaustion is the only thing strong enough to loosen his grip on control.
Michael Kaiser and the way he tilts your chin up before kissing you. He wants your full attention first like he refuses to be loved halfway.
Michael Kaiser and the way he stares at you when you wear his jersey, trying to act unaffected by it to keep his smug expression but his stare lingers too long. He's proud you show the world who you belong to.
Michael Kaiser and the way he hates being ignored by you specifically. The second your focus shifts away from him for too long, he becomes unbearable, invading your personal space. Your attention becomes something dangerously close to oxygen.
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses you after being frustrated with himself. The kiss is messy, desperate almost, like he's trying to erase it from his skin through you.
Michael Kaiser and the way he pretends your affection annoys him while unconsciously leaning into every touch. Your hand against his hair, your fingers against his neck tracing his tattoo, your head on his shoulder. He acts inconvenienced every single time but never moves away once.
Michael Kaiser and the way he picks unnecessary fights because his feelings get too real, the affection and his craving becoming unbearable and he doesn't know how to survive wanting someone this much so he sabotages it before it can consume him.
Michael Kaiser and the way he asks you to stay with him tonight like it costs him something, asking for comfort feels like begging to be loved.
Michael Kaiser and the way he watches you, eyes tracing your face carefully like he's trying to understand why being close to you matters more than anything in the world.
Michael Kaiser and the way he grabs your hand in crowded places, not even romantic at first just automatic like losing sight of you irritates something primal inside him.
Michael Kaiser and the way he kisses you during rainy days. Lights low, only rain droplets can be heard against the window. His arms wrapped around your waist while he rests his forehead against yours longer than usual.
Michael Kaiser and the way he gets possessive after realizing other people look at you the same way he does. His hand sliding around your waist, kissing your temple mid-conversation while standing way too close. When you call him jealous he scoffs out a quick "Don't flatter yourself" all while glaring at anyone who so much stands too close to you.
Michael Kaiser and the way he wakes up before you just to stare for a while, sometimes his thumb tracing your features. There's something quiet in his expression, just admiring you and loving you in silence.
Michael Kaiser and the way he reacts after realizing you know him too well. All his fake smiles or mood swings. He gets annoyed at first but being understood becomes addictive.
Michael Kaiser and the way he almost says "I love you" for the first time. The words sitting on the tip of his tongue, you can practically see them in his face, in the way he's holding you tight, his guard slipping little by little but fear wins at the last second. Instead he kisses you harder like maybe his mouth can communicate what his pride refuses to.
Michael Kaiser and the way he finally says it one random night, half asleep. Your back pressed against his chest. While he thinks you're asleep his rough voice slips out quietly. Arms tighter around you, no performance left just a simple "I love you". Quiet. Honest. He forgot to be afraid for one second, his face buried against your shoulder like he regrets it immediately, but he wouldn't take it back.
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