I'm scared of Andrew, I really am, I was in source, I was in my canon, and I still am. If anything more so after finding out what he was really like and the kind of person he was. I feel bad for his screwed up childhood and how he never got a chance to even be a kid, how he was treated and what not, just how bad he and Ashley had it growing up, but he still scares me. Yet I miss him and I don't know why because I don't want to miss this man. He wasn't a good person. But I miss him. Part of me wants to see him again but the more reasonable part of me really doesn't. I did love Andrew even if he never loved me, but I was also scared of him. He makes me very uncomfortable and freaked out but I miss him regardless even though I don't want to see him again. He's like a worse version of Jax, but at least Jax was upfront about his intentions and how much he hated me. I hate both of them. At least I wasn't romantically involved with Jax but he scared me just like Andrew did, but I knew I was scared of Jax, I didn't know I was scared of Andrew until later. What's up with me and toxic men? π
Andrew, I miss you, but also fuck you.
-Gangle Fictive(TADC) who is also a Julia Fictionkin(TCOAAL)
x











