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Pile 1:

Cards pulled: The World rx, Death rx, 4 of Swords, Ace of Wands, The Tower rx, 9 of Cups, Strength

Confirmation this is for you: You already know deep down that something in your life is changing, even if part of you is resisting it. There is instability around a relationship, situation or old version of yourself that can no longer be ignored. Spirit is confirming that your intuition is right, and you are being called to protect your peace, stand your ground and stop forcing stability where it no longer exists.

People secretly see you as someone who is unfinished in the most intimidating way possible, like there is still so much more to you that they cannot fully access or understand. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally restrained yet dangerously powerful at the same time. You naturally carry a magnetic spark that makes people hyper aware of your presence, even when you are silent.

What nobody says out loud is that your calmness unsettles people more than loudness ever could. You come across as someone who can completely transform their life at any moment and that unpredictability makes others nervous. Someone here especially triggers people who are trying to avoid change, accountability or emotional destruction in their own lives.

The channeled message coming through is that you are far more desired, admired and emotionally craved than you realise. There is also a strong indication of inner resilience here, people may underestimate how strong your mind actually is until they see you survive things that would break others.

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Pile 2:

Cards pulled: 10 of Pentacles rx, Page of Wands rx, Knight of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles, The Hermit, 7 of Cups, King of Cups rx

Confirmation this is for you: You may currently be emotionally guarded, frustrated or struggling to communicate how you truly feel. There is delayed movement around something you expected to progress faster, but spirit is asking for patience instead of forcing outcomes. This is your confirmation if you have been waiting, overthinking or silently questioning whether your efforts will eventually pay off.

People secretly see you as someone who does not fully depend on anyone emotionally, financially or mentally, and that independence quietly intimidates others more than you realise. There is an energy around you that feels selective, self contained and difficult to influence. Even when you are unsure of yourself internally, people still perceive you as someone who naturally carries standards, discipline and quiet confidence.

What nobody says out loud is that your consistency makes people reflect on their own lack of direction. You may not even realise how many people compare their lives, success or emotional maturity to yours in silence. Someone here especially triggers individuals who isolate themselves emotionally or secretly feel disconnected from others.

The channeled message coming through is that not everyone around you is emotionally clear or honest. There are people projecting fantasies, assumptions or confusion onto you because they cannot fully figure you out. At the same time, there is an emotionally immature or emotionally overwhelmed energy surrounding this pile that spirit wants you to be cautious of.

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Pile 3:

Cards pulled: 8 of Swords, The Hanged Man rx, 7 of Wands rx, 5 of Cups rx, 7 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles rx, 4 of Wands

Confirmation this reading is for you: You may currently feel mentally overwhelmed, confused or unable to fully express what has been weighing on your mind. There could be unspoken truths, miscommunication or a situation where you are struggling to see things clearly despite constantly thinking about it. This is your confirmation if your mind has been restless lately and you have been searching for clarity, answers or emotional honesty.

People secretly see you as someone who has gone through intense mental or emotional battles yet still manages to carry yourself with surprising softness and resilience. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally aware, observant and difficult to manipulate. Others may assume you overthink a lot, but they also sense that you notice things most people miss.

What intimidates people is your refusal to stay stuck forever. Even after disappointment, heartbreak or confusion, you somehow continue moving forward and rebuilding yourself quietly. What nobody says out loud is that some people find it difficult to argue with you or overpower your perspective because you naturally make others confront truths they try to avoid.

Someone especially triggered by you may be projecting fantasies, assumptions or unrealistic expectations onto your life because they cannot fully understand how you remain emotionally composed after everything you have experienced. The channeled message here is to be careful of emotionally draining or overly controlling energies around you, especially people who become insecure when they cannot control your attention, growth or peace.

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Di surat Al Kahfi ayat 82 Allah kisahkan tentang dua orang anak yatim yang mendapatkan penjagaan dan perlindungan dari Allah tersebab keshalihan orang tuanya atau bahkan nenek moyangnya semasa hidup.

Maka, boleh jadi, kebaikan-kebaikan yang kita dapat hari ini, adalah manifestasi dari berbagai macam amal shalih yang ditanam oleh para orang tua kita semasa hidup mereka.

Yang kemudian menjadikan Allah ridha untuk menganugerahi kita buah dari amal shalih para orang tua kita.

'Umar bin 'Abdil 'Aziz pernah berkata;

"Setiap mukmin yang meninggal dunia (dalam keadaan ia senantiasa menjaga kewajibannya kepada Allah (menjaga hak-hak Allah), maka Allah akan senantiasa menjaga anak dan keturunannya setelah itu." [Jami' Al-'Ulum wa Al Hikam, 1:467].

Saya jadi teringat, salah satu sunnah yang diajarkan Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam, ketika ada dari keluarga tercinta kita yang telah berpulang menghadap Allah lebih dulu, adalah dengan menyambung silaturahim atau memberi hadiah kepada saudara, kerabat atau bahkan sahabat-sahabat karibnya.

Sebagaimana disebutkan juga dalam shahih muslim, bahwa Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam, setiap kali menyembelih kambing, selalu membagi-bagikannya kepada sahabat-sahabat karibnya ibunda kita, Sayyidah Khadijah radhiyallahu 'anha. Semua itu dilakukan Rasulullah sebagai bentuk penghormatan beliau kepada sang istri tercinta.

Belakangan, saya baru memahami hikmah terindah dari sunnah tersebut. Ternyata, itulah obatnya, ketika rasa rindu itu tiba-tiba datang, rindu pada orang-orang tercinta yang telah berpulang.

Bukankah kadang, kebahagiaan itu sesederhana bertemu dengan orang yang mengenal keluarga kita yang telah berpulang, lalu ia bersaksi dan berkata dengan setulus hati;

"Ayahmu / ibumu / kakekmu / nenekmu itu adalah orang baik".

Atau ketika kita duluan yang menyambung silaturahim dengan mereka (saudara/kerabat/sahabat dekat dari orang-orang tercinta yang telah berpulang), entah dengan mengunjungi atau memberi hadiah (sebagaimana yang dicontohkan oleh Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam), lalu mereka membalasnya dengan do'a-do'a terindah bagi orang-orang tercinta yang telah berpulang. Tidakkah itu membahagiakan?.

Keshalihan adalah penghubung antara kita dengan orang-orang tercinta yang telah berpulang. Bahkan kelak di surga, buah dari keshalihan itu, atas izin Allah, bisa jadi washilah yang mempertemukan kita dengan keluarga kita yang belum pernah sekali pun kita lihat wajahnya, karena memang belum sempat bertemu dengan kita di dunia.

Sebagaimana yang Allah janjikan dalam Al Qur'an;

"Dan orang-orang yang beriman, beserta anak cucu mereka yang mengikuti mereka dalam keimanan, Kami pertemukan mereka dengan anak cucu mereka (di dalam surga)..." [QS. Ath-Thur : 21].

“(Yaitu) surga ‘Adn yang mereka masuk ke dalamnya bersama orang-orang saleh dari bapak-bapaknya, istri-istrinya dan anak cucunya.” [QS. Ar Ra'du : 23]

Keshalihan adalah penghubung antara kita dengan orang-orang tercinta yang telah berpulang.

Itulah mengapa Ibnu al-Musayyib berkata kepada anaknya;

“Sungguh aku akan menambah panjang shalatku demi dirimu, dengan harapan aku dijaga, begitu juga dirimu.” (Jami’ al-‘Ulum wa al-Hikam, 2/554).

Di hari Jum'at yang penuh berkah ini, ayat ke 82 dari surat Al Kahfi itu kembali saya tadabburi dan saya baca berulang-ulang.

"...wa kaanaa abuhumaa shaalihaa..."

Seiring rindu yang kembali datang, pada dua sosok lelaki yang telah berpulang.

Jika kalian temukan ada kebaikan dalam diri saya atau dalam tulisan-tulisan saya, maka tolong do'akanlah kakek dan ayah saya, semoga Allah senantiasa merahmati mereka berdua.

Sebab kebaikan-kebaikan yang telah mereka tanam semasa hidup mereka, Allah jadikan washilah terbukanya banyak pintu-pintu kebaikan untuk saya.

@rizqan-kareema.

Venus Conjunct Chiron — The Courage to Want, The Healing to Receive

Today, we can feel tender energy, settling in the atmosphere. Venus meets Chiron in Aries, illuminating the places where love, desire, self-worth, and our deepest relational patterns intersect with old wounds. This is not a light transit. It is a vulnerable one—but it is also a healing one, if we work with it.

In Aries, a Mars-ruled sign, this conjunction carries a rawness. It brings forward the parts of us that want to assert ourselves, ask for what we need, take up space, and act on our desires. And simultaneously, it reveals the fears and hurts that have made that difficult. This is the moment where we see clearly why we tend to hold back—or why we sometimes push too hard. It shows us what feels wounded, what we truly want, and what we need in moments of vulnerability.

This is healing our belief and values around self-regulation and self-care. We do not always have to do for others. We have permission to care for our own needs and wants.

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Venus + Chiron in Aries: Healing the Courage to Want

Venus in Aries highlights themes of desire, self-advocacy, independence in relationships, the courage to express what we want, and the right to take up space. Chiron exposes the wounds around those same themes—where we’ve felt rejected, too much, not enough, abandoned, or unsafe to assert ourselves.

Their conjunction brings these patterns to the surface so they can be healed, not repeated. This is not about fixing something broken. It’s about seeing—with compassion—where we’ve learned to shrink, to abandon ourselves, to believe our needs were too much to handle. And in that seeing, beginning to choose differently, for our own self-care.

Mars in Pisces: Emotional Fuel, Big Feelings

Venus answers to Mars in Pisces, who is currently:

Trine the Moon in Cancer (home sign)

Trine Jupiter in Cancer (exalted)

This gives Mars a deep emotional resonance—deeply felt, intuitive, and porous. But it also amplifies feelings; Jupiter’s involvement means everything is magnified. Mars in Pisces doesn’t push; it absorbs. It acts from emotion, instinct, and sensitivity.

This means emotions swell, desires feel more vulnerable, old wounds feel louder, and intuition is extremely heightened—possibly even a bit overstimulating or lacking boundaries. Healing becomes possible through emotional honesty with ourselves, and being able to be vulnerable in the moment with our needs—without lashing out in anger, projecting, or blaming.

Taking a pause before responding is highly suggested today. Remember: it is okay to focus on what we need in moments of emotional distress. Focus on filling your own cup first!

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The Cancer Moon: Big Emotions, Tender Edges

The Moon is in Cancer, its home sign, and conjunct Jupiter, which makes emotions feel bigger, fuller, and impossible to ignore. With the Moon square Venus, sensitivity is heightened—you may feel irritable, easily hurt, misunderstood, or craving comfort and reassurance. This isn’t conflict so much as a spotlight on where your emotional needs and your relational patterns don’t quite line up, revealing the gap between what you feel and what you think you should feel. That’s why self‑care is essential today; we can’t pour from an empty cup, and the Venus–Chiron energy will show exactly where we’ve been trying to.

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What This Transit Brings Up

This Venus/Chiron conjunction often surfaces wounds around asking for what we need, fear of being too much or not enough, patterns of self-abandonment, difficulty receiving love or support, shame around desire, old relational hurts, and the instinct to withdraw or over-assert. However, it can also bring courage to name what hurts, clarity about what we truly want, healing through honesty, the ability to advocate for ourselves, and a new relationship with desire and self-worth.

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The Healing Path Today

The Cancer Moon is so strong, and Jupiter and Mars amplify everything, the emotional landscape is rich and fertile. This is a day to slow down, tend to our needs, rest if we feel overwhelmed, avoid over-scheduling, give ourselves space to feel, honor our emotional truth, and let healing happen without forcing it. Reflection helps us understand where the sensitivity is coming from and what it’s trying to reveal about our patterns. This is not a day to push through—it’s a day to feel our way through.

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What This Feels Like: A tender rawness. Old wounds surfacing not to haunt you, but to be seen. Desires rising that you’ve been afraid to claim. Part of you wants to withdraw, and part of you wants connection—both impulses rising together. Big feelings that feel intense, but these big feelings are highlighting what feels true, and what needs attention/healed.

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Healing Mantra:

“I am allowed to want. I am allowed to need. My wounds are not failures—they are the places I’m learning to love myself. I tend to my heart today with gentleness and compassion.”

~Amanda~