inflamed

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To secure an alliance and peace, Neteyam must marry the daughter of an ash clan leader.

content: aged-up characters, arranged marriage, semi-public, virgin bride, curvy reader, jealousy & possessive behaviour, misogyny

And ny health? It's not good. This healthcare in my town dissmissed me from getting stronger medications for acute pain cause i have been lifting heavy sh*t when i moved in, i got nothing, i noticed just a few weeks after they didnt give a shit about helping me that ny pelvic have moved och is stuck like crooked/tilted to the left, like when i stand with a straight back one could see emediently my body is left leaning from my pelvic moving. No clue how they are gonna fix this for me, but i bet a correction surgery cause there is no way in hell someone could manipulate it back in place, its been stuck like this for lile 2 months now cause this healthcare here sucks AF, it's a nightmare and i am so so fatiged and exhausted to even fight for help. My pain have gotten much much worse and it's been spreading to my right side, so kinda like my pain is eating away at my body, it's taken over larger areas like ny whole pelvic, hips, even worse back pain, neck, ribs, legs, feet, arm and hands. My whole left side is affected by pain and loss of sensation. My leg is so vad i cant even tell if it's hot or cold when touching ny legs and my reflexes are slower than my right side. Only positive that came out of this was that my P.T that examined my pelvic, hips and back noticed it's gotten worse by only 2 months, and she confirmed it's been spreading out, she gonna contact me after next week after my doctors appointment to look over my medications and plans on what to do with me. Despite all this, my doctors refuse to give me stronger meds even with all this k have written, like dude how much more are you gonna torture me, my pelvis is fkn stuck to the side and makes me left leaning, and it is cutting off my nervroots and squeeze them, which has caused this whole mess with my leg not having any sensation and brutal pain. It's just a mstter of time before something happens to my right leg, cause it's slowly for everyday passing getting more painful to walk on it too cause it's been over worked and i am putting all my weight on it cause i cant walk properly with my left. I csnt support on the left one at all cause it hurts so bad i have fainted for a few secs outside when i tried to walk my dog. I cant go longer than passing by my neighbours house cause my body is so effed up st this point, idk how these idiots managed to destroy my body further and getting it in a pretty bad state within 2 months only, god only knows how this is gonna look like in 2 months. Medical neglect is fkn insane. My old healthcare gave me morfin for akute pain to get me to walk ASAP do i dont destroy my other leg and so i could sleep. I am sleep deprived from this also, cause i cant sleep when i'm in constant pain and yet they dont do anything. Like not only this but i have sinus takycardia which is your heart/pulse is beating way to fast, and i am medicated for it, and it is important i have my heart meds especially since i am on ADHD medication. I called last week they have to prescribe my old heart meds i had before (the new on made ne choke and couldnt breathe, it was a mess, i got breathing problems from it), and wheb i walked to the drugstore to fetch my meds they still havnt given me my heart medication prescription, so i had to call them and scold them out like dude i asked you guys A WEEK AGO TO FIX IT, CAUSE I HAVE HEART PROBLEMS AND I'M OB ADHD MEDICATION AND THIS IS NOTHING TO SIT AND IGNORE CAUSE I WILL END UP IN THE E.R AGAIN FOR MY HEART. I hate this. I am struggling a lot IRL, and i'm sorry i havnt answerd anyone or posted new art or mmd videos but i am so do drained and exhausted from the break up and we moved apart, economic problems, heatbreak, crying, panic attacks, stress, all my apointments, and being stuck in my old town with a healtcare that dosnt do shit to help me besides sending me to my P.T all the fkn time and get tortured from her examing me (they have to irritate injuries to see how bad it is, where it is, text reflexes and so on)

I am just so tired, and i apologize if anyone thought i was mad, i promise i'm not, i'm busy IRL and have barely interacted with ppl. I'm pissed & tired. And i am in so much pain idk what to do with myself anymore, i cry daily and even cry my self to sleep but that wont last long, this pain keeps waking me up, and wont let me fall asleep.

(CW for injury)

“Hold on, kid…we’ll see what the Healer says,” Sirius said, patting Harry’s hand as he shifted uncomfortably in  the hospital bed. 

Remus returned from the hallway with three paper cups. “Here…tea, as requested. Careful now, Harry…don’t spill.”

Harry rolled his eyes. “I hurt my ankle, not my arms,” he said, reaching for the cup of tea.He sipped it gingerly, then rested his head against the pillow.

“I feel really stupid,” Harry admitted quietly. 

Sirius and Remus exchanged a glance. “It’s alright, Harry,” Remus said.

“I shouldn’t have stormed out like that,” Harry said. “I guess I got what I deserved.” He gestured toward his ankle. 

Sirius shook his head. “You don’t deserve to be hurt…even if you were being a cheeky little -”

“Sirius,” Remus chided.

“Sorry,” Sirius said. 

The Healer bustled in and looked at Harry’s ankle. She made some notes on his chart and looked at the three of them. “You’ll be fine, Harry…it’s just a little inflamed. Let me give you some ointment and a pain-killing potion and you can be on your way.”

“Thank you,” Harry said, quietly grimacing as she touched his ankle.

Word Count: 188

PRP(platelet rich plasma) shots in area of my heel, in my achillies, to try and squelch the effect of a bone spur and a highly inflamed achillies.

Summary: Things are going wrong in the mindscape. Logan knows history.

Warnings: mentions of war, main character dissapearance

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“Of course. Blitzkrieg.” Logan squeezed his eyes shut as he pinched the bridge of his nose. He felt Patton shift beside him. They had been in Logic’s room for a long time, way too long for normal circumstances. But the current situation was far from normal.

They had been shocked, of course, when Roman was suddenly removed from the mindspace and replaced by this.. creature from the subconscious. Logan had thought it would be easy to get rid of her. But, it turned out she had been planning this. Taking out Roman was only the first step: with the Prince in the physical world there was no skilled swordsman in the mindspace to stop her.

Logan had figured it would only take a short time to find another way to get rid of her. He’d hoped she would stay in Roman’s room. But no: this night already, she’d managed to sneak into Virgil’s room and had confronted him.

Logan of course didn’t exactly know what happened, but he guessed manipulation had played a big part in the dissapearance of Anxiety. As soon as the two remaining sides found out, they swore to each other to stay together.

“What is a.. Blits Kreeg?” Patton’s soft voice jerked Logan away from his thoughts. The sides made eye contact, and Logan couldn’t help but notice how restless and scared the moral side looked. The Dragon Witch had been bugging him every moment he appeared in the commons today. But Patton was stronger than she’d thought.

“Blitzkrieg” Logan corrected softly. “It’s a German word. A war tactic, used by the German empire in World War one.” He fitgeted a bit with his tie, a guilty feeling slowly forming in the back of his mind. Why didn’t he think of this sooner?

“It’s the element of surprise. Take over a whole continent with quick movement and knowledge of the weak spots of all enemies.” Logan didn’t even notice the crack in his voice, but Patton took his hands in their own. The moral side was shaking, Logan noticed. He squeezed softly.

Virgil had been the Belgium of this war: young, unsure and feeling like he wasn’t fully a part of the group yet, despite the others sides constant reminders. So of course the Dragon Witch had attached him first, because it would be quick.

But like France, unlike expected, Virgil’s dissapearance didn’t weaken Patton’s resistance. Logan was surprised at his strength. Patton never gave up, and he was determined to get the other two back.

And that left him as England. An island, the most difficult to conquer. Logic was Insanity’s opposite. It made sense, and Logan hated that it made sense.

“What do we do?” Morality shivered, but a glimmer of hope had returned in their eyes. Logic never would have thought he’d put his knowledge of historical war tactics to use. “We have to attack her on two fronts.” He said, determination back in his voice. “Then she can’t focus her attacks.” To defeat her, they would need help from an outside force. The America of this war. “We need to talk to Thomas again.”

“But how?” Patton said, insecure. “Her magic still prevents Thomas from summoning us.” “We’re not going to reality.” Logan leaned back over his desk, grabbing a pen and scribbeling some things down. “As part of the right brain you have control over the subconsious as well, correct?” Patton shrugged. “Well..I’d sometimes help Roman with his dreams..”

Logan nodded. “Of course, Creativity still has the most power in the subconsious. But we need to give Thomas a dream, to give him a message.” Patton shifted again. “I.. I’m not sure if I can do that.. It always takes a lot of energy out of Roman.”

“Nothing too grand or whimsical. Patton..” Logan sighed, with a slight hint of desperation. “We both know I’m not very specified in fantasies. I need you to try this. Virgil, Roman, and by extension, Thomas need you to do this.” He took off his glasses, and fitgeted with them. “And if we don’t do it now, I’m afraid we won’t get another chance.”

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