#fix myself

I don’t want someone to fix me … I want someone to try and understand me while I fix myself …

Being broken doesn't make you usless, how you choose to fix yourself determines that.

I guess the best way to explain it is, Its like watching your favorite movie, over and over again. The first few times, you pay really close attention you memorize the lines, the characters, the facial expressions. Hell even the background music but as you start to replay it, time after time you begin to lose focus, start letting other things distract you. momentarily at first, then before you know it you've stop watching so intently. You’re distracted by the things happening around you and start missing lines that were once your favorite. You’ve disconnected from characters you loved, characters that made you smile, made you laugh, charactors that you once felt understood you so well and after awhile, the love for the movie just isnt the same. You now watch with little to no enthusiasm, no excitement. The suspense is gone. You know all too well how it all ends. The movie you once adored, is now just a bunch of lines, charactors and songs that you can barely stand to hear anymore. But even given all this, it’s still not a bad movie, its just time to watch something else.And that, Thats what its like repeatedly trying to fix things with someone who you've outgrown.