#fervently

i’m wasted in the intensity of your fervid lovesick eyes which haunt my darkest days and most nebulous nights; the dilated pupils making me question my existence before the olden gods; praying, hoping, whispering for you to remember me

couldnt make this up. ive wanted to transexually change my name for years and the closest ive come to finding a name that i think would fit turns out to be the name of the long-haired blonde man from work who i think wants to be a woman and is a little in love with me

sometimes i use a word in my writing that makes me pause and go wait have i only seen this word used in smut. do i really know what it means