im so sorry to those of you who can relate to my post about good omens 3 and the trauma its caused. hearing all of your stories has completely broken my heart but it is nice to know that I am not alone in how affected I am by this. I wish this hadnt happened to us at all but since it has and we cant change it...its nice to have that support and solidarity with people so I know im not alone in feeling this way.
I hope you are all finding calm and healing ways to self-sooth and to process this grief as best you can. its hard. its so fucking hard but i believe in all of you. i believe in us as a fandom. I believe we can get through this and keep this fandom safe. I honestly wouldnt even be here anymore if not for good omens, aziraphale and crowley and this special fandom i have been apart of for 6 years.
despite the hurt and the utter betrayal and pain from the finale, I wouldnt ever change the fact I joined this fandom for the world. I wouldnt tell my past self not to watch it. I am glad I watched it. it has gotten me through so much pain and trauma. its gotten me through some of my worst moments. its gotten me through breakups and blackouts and panic attacks and more mental health crises I can even count. often times in crisis, when im in an episode, when im dissociating, when i think the pain is so great i dont want to be here anymore...I would stick good omens on and it would calm me down. it would comfort me and make me feel so safe. make me see theres things worth staying alive for.
im glad for the lessons it taught me. im glad i found a character like crowley who helped me to find myself and to survive. im glad i found a character like aziraphale who taught me about forgiveness and making a difference and unmasking.
im so grateful to them and to you, this fandom for giving me a place i feel like i finally belong to. for making me feel at home. for making me feel so safe.
I wont let the finale steal this away from me forever. I will build my safe haven again from scratch. I will always be here. good omens will always be the thing i love most in this world and im not letting the fucking writers and That Fucker ruin one of if not the only good thing I have ever had in my life.
keep going you beautiful people. keep surviving. keep being you. keep fighting the system. keep choosing yourself. keep fucking going.
because thats what aziraphale and crowley would want from all of us. the real aziraphale and crowley. not the s3 caricatures.
our aziraphale and crowley.
if not for yourself...do it for them.
to the fucking world ✨️🥂













