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"Building a Male Body" by Beryl Dean Kotula

This article comes from a 1997 issue of Transgender Tapestry. Beryl Dean Kotula is a FTM artist, writer, and activist from Portland, Oregon. He has published other material, most notably his book The Phallus Palace, which documents the medical transition of FTM/F2M people in the early 2000s.

Morning Jog

‎Who would've thought that the weird, magical spell I found on the internet actually works and lets me possess someone. Today, I possessed my older brother for a morning jog. He's wearing the outfit I gave him as a gift, the one he never wore because he thought the color was too feminine. But look at him now… doesn’t it suit him perfectly?

‎God, being inside him is so much better than I imagined. Every stride makes his muscles flex under my control, and I can feel the weight of his heavier body, the raw power in his legs, and the way his dick bounces and rubs against the shorts. I’m getting off on how wrong it feels, my arrogant older brother jogging in public like this, completely unaware that I’m the one puppeteering his body and enjoying every filthy second of it.

Wanda desperately wanted her kids back. While studying the Darkhold, she discovered a spell that could permanently swap her consciousness with a multiversal counterpart. The spell was really hard to pull off correctly and could only be performed once, but she was so desperate she didn’t care about the risks. As she performed the spell, she felt her spirit begin to leave her body and enter the multiverse. 

When she opened her eyes, her surroundings were not what she expected. She found herself on some sort of spaceship. When she looked into a mirror, she was shocked to see none other than Peter Quill as her reflection.

It dawned on her that she had messed up the spell and potentially her only chance to get her kids back. She broke down on the floor and felt no connection to her previous powers. As her mind raced, she came up with an idea. She got up and examined herself in the mirror. This body was decently attractive, and she knew this universe’s version of her was a single mom.

She or now he would begin planning out how to end up with his multiversal counterpart. He would start by leaving the Guardians to return to Earth and start to put an emphasis on his looks, going for a more clean-cut style. Then he would slowly work his way into this Wanda’s life so he can be Billy and Tommy’s stepfather. Knowing everything about this universe’s Wanda from the countless hours he spent dreaming of her life, he was able to sweep her off her feet and soon marry her, no problem.

One time the Guardians paid Quill a visit and were shocked to see him now. Suddenly he now went by “Peter Maximoff” and lived as some stay-at-home husband dressed all clean-cut in nice clothes, spending his time taking care of his stepkids and occasionally going golfing with the other dads of Westview. It was like he was a completely different person unknown to them; he actually was.

While this definitely wasn’t the way Wanda imagined things going, he can’t say he has any complaints about his new life. He is just happy to be living with his new wife and kids while trying to be the best husband and stepfather he can be.

Happy Valentine's Day, Everyone! For those of you spending it alone (or spending it with one or more person) who want something steamy to read, why don't you read my story Nerd to Knight.

Our lead, Emily Welch, a nerdy doctoral student lets off steam by playing an MMORPG called Nevermore. And she plays as a dashing swashbuckling knight (or a knight-buckler) named Sir Juan Marco Ravishlance. With his olive skin, long swishy black hair, violet eyes, piratical mustache and beard, well-muscled body, and sexy accent he looks and sounds and acts like someone you'd find on a cover of a romance novel. When a hack happens, everyone who plays Nevermore is transformed into their characters. And not only is Emily in the real life/non-pixilated body of Ravishlance, she is acting like how she pictured him too. And the stats have been transferred from the game, and JM has recently maxxed his charisma.

And did I mention Emily has a smoking hot roommate Sierra, who she has a crush on? And as Juan Marco it's amplified (and it doesn't help that the transformation didn't skimp the real world biological aspects, and Emily has new male hormones coursing through her blood, and...in addition to her full suit of radiant armor she... he... has a broadsword in his pants). Will our hero fully embrace his newfound romantic tendencies? And will Sierra return his love knowing his true identity under his knightly visage? And will Emily choose to stay as a fantastical 6'8" rogue of a knight? Read on. By yourself or with your partner, on the bed, in the bath, and with your favorite toy. Instead of looking for romance, why not become romantic?

it's all that she+/femme&them stuff.... we can't really have a place for ourselves without being called 'transandrodorks', 'mras', etc.

Fitness Friday- No weights? No Problem!