âSay Ahhhâ is an up-close, 28-minute performance for video. Wooden depressor pushed to tongue, pin light searching the frame of the wide-open mouth, I allow the camera to expose the cavity of palate and throat and tonsils in a messy test of self-diagnosis, revealing the site of anxiety, the cause of this extended isolation.
Drawing on a long practice of durational performance, âSay Ahhhâ pushes up to the limits of the bodyâjaw tightening, breathing labored, throat filling and becoming quickly red and rawâas the visual becomes increasing abstracted, and the sound aligns with a chant or drone. I encourage all types of engagement: perhaps coming and going along the timeline, similar to how the public encounters the performances I usually make over 8 or 10 or 15 hours, or staying with it: a surrender to subtle shifts in a tight frame and a reassessment of proximity and sensuality, scale and scope.
In reconsidering the intersection between the live and the mediated, performance and its document, I use this work to till the lineage of Peggy Phelanâs purist ontology of performance toward Philip Auslanderâs redefinition of liveness, and further reference Laura Markâs collapsing of the visual and the haptic. As a visual performer, I have particular spatial, durational and embodied experience, but I have been video-resistant in my own practice, so in this suspended Covid time I began looking back in order to move forward, and this piece certainly pays tribute to both Annie Sprinkleâs 1990 live performance âPublic Cervix Announcementâ as well as VALIE EXPORTâs 2007 video work in which her vocal cords were recorded with a medical camera, âthe voice as performance, act and body.â
I am thankful for this opportunity with the Performance Research Network at Newcastle University to uncover new possibilities in my practice, and from within my lineage, as I explore what liveness means now.
Exhibition âLIVENESSâ now on view: https://speccollstories.ncl.ac.uk/liveness/index.html













